SelahSpinshadow
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Joined 08-25-01, id: 102862
Author has written 21 stories for Transformers/Beast Wars, Stargate: SG-1, Yami no Matsuei, and Get Backers.

12.21.04 - notice of voluntary account freeze

Important Notice! Due to repeated questionable archiving practices, I will no longer be updating this account. Please see my literary journal for the latest archiving information (and most recent fics).

All right, on with the rest of the bio. ^_^ I've been writing for . . . a lot of years, now. Most of that will probably never see the light of day, for reasons as varied as the stories themselves. Such is life. Current obsessions: Stargate SG-1, GetBackers, and Fruits Basket . . . though I have been known to dabble in other fandoms as well. Sometimes too many others. >_> You can keep tabs on the latest in my fandom obsessions and writings through my literary journal, Monochromatic.

Okay, now this next bit is Really IMPORTANT. So much so that I'm putting it here AND in the author's notes of the next several chapters I upload AND on Monochromatic. I love feedback, I'm thrilled to hear someone loved something I wrote and wants to see more. If I've screwed with continuity without tagging it as AU, let me know, please. If you think I'm an uncultured hack ... well, actually, you can keep that bit to yourself. But what I cannot stand, what I really abhor, are whiney bitchings about how I don't update Fic X anymore or haven't written for Fandom Y in weeks/months. All such whinings push your beloved-but-"abandoned" project down to the bottom of the queue. Gaurenteed. I publish on my schedule, not yours. I do solicit feedback, I do want to know what people like, but in the end, the arrival of any promised fic listed below is COMPLETELY at MY WHIM. Thank you.

RiD: The Prometheus Cycle - Book III: Memory in Metal (stalled)TF: Valkyrie - III: Valhalla (mothballed)
TF: Lux Eterna - #4: To See You (mothballed) (#5-11 projected)
TF: NeoCybertron - #1: Wind of Fury (pending) (#2-5 projected)
TF: Symbiosis - #1: Shadowfall (stalled), #2: Awakenings (pre-composite)
SG-1 - Beyond the Abyss (stasis), Precious Revolution (in storyboards)
YnM: Jadeite Arc - #2: Black Dove (stalled), #3: Sepia and Suou (pending), #2.5: Kyoto (pending)
Crossovers - City of Foxes (TF:Symbiosis/YnM, in storyboards), A Game of Catch (YnM/Love Mode, stalled)
GetBackers - Dragon's Son (stalled), Coatl (stalled), Past, Imperfect, Tense (pending), Remedy (in progress), Promises (in progress), Lodestar (in progress)
Hikaru no Go - What Might Have Been (stalled)
Fruits Basket - Vision of a Kiss (pending), The Secret Chord (stalled), Make Me No Promises, Tell Me No Lies (stalled), Until We Be Together Again (pending), Eden Moon (pending), Tiger up a Tree (in progress)
FB: Shades of Grey Arc (co-authored; #1 not available to FF.net) - #2: Living Dead Boy (in progress), #2.5: Post Apocolyptica (pending), #3: Angels of the Silences (projected)
Furuba : The Silences - #1: Midnight Dreaming (stalled) (#2-6 projected)
Meine Liebe - Winterborn (in progress)

Yes, I know, I have a lot of stories. Such is my curse.
* Story Key:
* In Storyboards: Means there's just a bare idea and a kernal of a plot
* Projected: Plotted out, but no formal writing; may have scenes scribbled
* Pre-Composite: Some scenes written, but on hiatus; only applies to compilation-type projects
* In Progress: Started and active
* Pending/Stalled: Started, but deactivated, pending space in rotation or other inspiration (fics are shifted to Pending first, then Stalled when out of rotation for more than a month)
* Stasis: Drafted, but waiting for rewrites
* Redraft: Everything from premise to writing is being completely overhauled
* Mothballed: Deactivated; will not be re-upped until status changed back to "stalled," so please don't inquire after these.

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Anti Nostalgic by Elf Asato reviews
[TsuzukiHisoka, WatariHisoka, etc.] The sequel to Sleepless Beauty! Tsuzuki, Hisoka, and Watari tell Tatsumi separately the events of their vacation... The impossible has happened: AN UPDATE! Tsuzuki's chapter 8, which closes up Part 2.
Yami no Matsuei - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 16 - Words: 33,835 - Reviews: 143 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 6/4/2006 - Published: 8/18/2002
Shades and Shadow by Macx reviews
multiple pairings, mm, read the disclaimer! Touda tries to play matchmaker to bring Tsuzuki and Hisoka together, but it backfires horribly. Will he pay for his innocent mistake with his life? Complete!
Yami no Matsuei - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 18 - Words: 36,659 - Reviews: 57 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 10/11/2004 - Published: 9/21/2004 - Complete
Autumn by gunn-metal reviews
Autumn reminds Haru of something he's been trying to 'remember' for a long time, and the oushi searches for a way to explain his childhood betrayal to Kyou. update: chap.6 up
Fruits Basket - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 42,171 - Reviews: 66 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 21 - Updated: 9/17/2004 - Published: 8/28/2004 - Kyo S., Hatsuharu S.
Darkness Visible by X-parrot reviews
Not just another day; not just another job. Nothing Ban and Ginji have seen before could prepare them for this, and never has success been more important.
Get Backers - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Drama - Chapters: 6 - Words: 19,221 - Reviews: 142 - Favs: 81 - Follows: 51 - Updated: 8/8/2004 - Published: 9/13/2003
While you were sleeping by panatlantic reviews
its... its... um... terazumatsuzuki nnU -(sorta) - relaly short 'chapters' don't be put off by that 10
Yami no Matsuei - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 10 - Words: 8,560 - Reviews: 77 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 6/23/2004 - Published: 12/7/2002
From Small Beginnings by Xi-feng reviews
A series of short pieces following Juubei, Toshiki and Kadsuki through the course of their early lives.
Get Backers - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 7 - Words: 19,782 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 5/1/2004 - Published: 2/19/2004 - Kazuki, Juubei
Of Paper Flowers and Purple Skies by Shinime1 reviews
Takes place after Kyoto...Hisoka awakens in the infirmary to find that everything he thought that he knew about Tsuzuki has been a lie...and he now has to learn who Tsuzuki really is...
Yami no Matsuei - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 6 - Words: 15,110 - Reviews: 95 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 7/22/2003 - Published: 3/22/2003
Morning After by a bunny reviews
An extremely short, contemplative piece, in which Watari is not insane. You could say it's TatsumixWatari--but it's really not, except in the most literal sense.
Yami no Matsuei - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 390 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/21/2003
Worth by Loki'sRose reviews
Watari risks asking a few important questions. Watari/Tatsumi.
Yami no Matsuei - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 690 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 13 - Published: 7/15/2003
Lifes A Little White Lie by NekoVal reviews
AU. Kurosaki Hisoka is a girl attending her first year at a new highschool. Immediatly she mets up with the happy go lucky Tsuzuki Asato who adds Hisoka to his inner circle of close friends in no time. But Hisoka cant be so friendly, theres something shes
Yami no Matsuei - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 8,151 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Published: 7/4/2003
It Could Be Sunshine by N2 reviews
(Iceman/Chamber) Sex isn't everything, but it's easier to get than what you really need.
X-Men - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,437 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/26/2003
Sakura Soul by Alhendra reviews
Shinigami are immortal, as such, the only way to die is either by suicide or being murdered. One of the four Shinigami everyone loves is getting dangerously close to the edge of sanity, and it will only take a small push to tip the balance...
Yami no Matsuei - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,926 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 4 - Published: 6/23/2003
Antidisestablishmentarianism by WolfPilot06 reviews
A fic intended to make good fun of cliches often found in the YnM and other fandoms, with an evil white stuffed elephant and Crayola markers thrown in for good measure.
Yami no Matsuei - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 2 - Words: 7,960 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 3 - Published: 5/17/2003
Sakura Dream by Wind Chijmes reviews
(Yaoi, lime, TatxTsu) In the wild cherry orchard, Tsuzuki shares a sweet, surreal moment with Tatsumi. Is it just a dream? And what will come out of it?
Yami no Matsuei - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,011 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 2 - Published: 5/15/2003
Just Music by Lys reviews
While enjoying a peaceful day off, Hisoka tries to instill some music appreciation in Tsuzuki. (One-shot, Tsu/Hi, rampant symbolism.)
Yami no Matsuei - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,260 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 3 - Published: 5/2/2003 - Complete
Warm Cocoa and a Kiss by the Black Rose reviews
Haru x Tohru. Tohru's left alone at the house and takes mom on a picnic, only to be joined by an unexpected guest. FLUFF! Haru scowled. 'Fun? Getting lost? People calling you an idiot because you can’t find your way...'
Fruits Basket - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,448 - Reviews: 137 - Favs: 182 - Follows: 34 - Published: 2/27/2003 - Hatsuharu S., Tohru H. - Complete
Mating Habits of the Species Shinigami by Kouri Arashi reviews
One-shot. Tatsumi/Watari fluff, narrated by 003. Pointless, but fun. ^_^
Yami no Matsuei - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 6 - Words: 8,475 - Reviews: 155 - Favs: 88 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 2/24/2003 - Published: 11/17/2002 - Complete
To Dream of Dragons by Yanagi-sen reviews
Hisoka doesn't think he can be what Tsuzuki needs... but what about what Hisoka needs?
Yami no Matsuei - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,844 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/5/2003
In the Ashes of Jericho by Vain reviews
Post-Kyoto; His/Tsu and His/Oriya. When Hisoka makes some questionable choices, his life spins wildly out of control, dragging down everyone with him. Now he has to choose between what he wants and what he needs-or are they the same thing?
Yami no Matsuei - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 6,666 - Reviews: 51 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 11/23/2002 - Published: 11/7/2002 - Hisoka K., Oriya M.
The Awful Truth by incandescens reviews
Just as it says: the awful truth. Read and be appalled.
Yami no Matsuei - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 898 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 22 - Published: 9/4/2002
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Dragon's Son reviews
[AU] When the new Raitei is born, he comes alone into this world. Thus it is the charge of the celestial guardians to find for him those who can best serve and protect him.
Get Backers - Rated: K+ - English - Fantasy/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,371 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 4 - Published: 10/21/2004
Unchained reviews
Ban and Ginji have been best friends for years. But as well as Ban says he knows Ginji, Kazuki knows him even better. Watching has it's benefits. What becomes of an unchained heart?
Get Backers - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,327 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/2/2004
Selah reviews
MakubeX feels the weight of leadership a little too keenly.
Get Backers - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 914 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/2/2004
The S is for Stupid reviews
Just when you think things can't get any worse . . . something else goes wrong. Some days just aren't worth the effort of getting out of bed.
Stargate: SG-1 - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 966 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/1/2004 - D. Jackson
Death By Chocolate reviews
A bet. A sundae. An innocent Ginji. A blushing Natsumi. And a whole lot of chocolate syrup. (BanGinji)
Get Backers - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 974 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 16 - Published: 4/1/2004
Loneliness Cries reviews
In the stillness of another Shinjuku night, Kazuki feels the weight of Mugenjou's shadow.
Get Backers - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 427 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/1/2004
Black Dove reviews
Hisoka is missing and now the other shinigami are desperate to find him. [JA2]
Yami no Matsuei - Rated: M - English - Drama/Mystery - Chapters: 5 - Words: 22,860 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 4/1/2004 - Published: 7/22/2003
Lost in Jade reviews
Muraki has a most peculiar gift for Oriya. . . . [post-Kyoto] [Jadeite Arc 1, complete]
Yami no Matsuei - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 7 - Words: 27,286 - Reviews: 44 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 11/15/2003 - Published: 7/6/2003 - Complete
Silver Sakura reviews
YnMTF:RiD crossover. It should have been a simple mission. But when robot guardians and a new curse from Muraki become involved . . . things are more than meets the eye. (revampcomplete)
Yami no Matsuei - Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi/Humor - Chapters: 4 - Words: 22,866 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 11/13/2003 - Published: 6/25/2003
A Game of Catch reviews
Gruesome murders, leads that go no where, and police watching the wrong man. This just hasn't been Watari's week, and it's not looking any better....
Yami no Matsuei - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 390 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/22/2003
If You Be Only Human reviews
[G1] A human desparate for shelter. A warrior caught in a maze of expectations. Nayla finds more with the Autobots than she ever could have expected.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 6 - Words: 35,071 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 2 - Published: 7/7/2003
The Space Between reviews
Two lovers stare across the gulf of the war, longing for days gone by.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,002 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/14/2003
Snowflakes reviews
Daniel's memories are scattered, but there's nothing wrong with his emotions .
Stargate: SG-1 - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 633 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5/14/2003 - D. Jackson, J. O'Neill
Needful Things reviews
When what you need and what you really must have are in opposition, which path do you choose?
Stargate: SG-1 - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 640 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/14/2003 - J. O'Neill, D. Jackson
Missing reviews
[G1] Though all he once held dear has been consumed in darkness, Mirage still clings to the fragile light of the artist within. (Meditaçao VII)
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 870 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/14/2003
Demesne of the Raven reviews
[G1] Left in the camp of the enemy, Octane meditates on his past. (Valkyrie II)
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,941 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/3/2003
Riders of the Storm reviews
[RiD:TPC] Cerebros. With one word can the desires of both Autobots and Predacons be summarized. He is the key to ultimate power and the leader who commands Cerebros - and through him, Fortress Maximus - will be unstoppable.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 30,457 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/3/2003
Kiss of the Valkyrie reviews
[G1] In the not-so-distant future, Octane has a brush with the valkyrie. [Sandstorm/Octane slash]
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,671 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/2/2003
Tempest reviews
A contemplation on the wages of war.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/29/2002
On Your Shore reviews
[RiD] A dark secret from Prowl's past is threatening to ruin his hope for the future. Book 1 of The Prometheus Cycle. [023x003]
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 6 - Words: 36,008 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 7 - Updated: 5/28/2002 - Published: 2/27/2002
The Lion Sleeps Tonight reviews
A RiD script-fic. Wedge is ready for his directorial debut. And it could have been a great music video, too. . . .
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: K - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,870 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/8/2002
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