![]() "I cannot go on with the pain, coursing through my veins. with something I hid, behind my eyes, a secret, I had wish to hide. oh tear drop from the sky- Why can you not let me forget, the fact... that I'm Broken inside? Let me Close my eyes." Ziana2005 /Writer2691 /l、 (゚、 。 7 l、 ヽ じしf,)ノ Yaaay Kitty!! This is Kitty. Please copy and paste Kitty into your signature to help him gain world domination. Name: Ziana(Z, Z-chan, Zina, Zins, never ever call me ZiZi) Age:??? Birthday: June 13th ???5 Zodiac: Gemini Favorite color: Dark Violet, Dark Blue Fandoms: Percy Jackson, Harry Potter, Undertale, Creepypasta, Pirates of the Caribbean, Avengers, One Punch One, Yandere Simulator, Aphmau, Minecraft(this and the one before this are two deferent categories) and MORE! Hobbies: Singing, Reading, Contemplating life, Pacing the room for no reason(I think I have OCD), Sometimes writing songs or stories Civil status:Single Pringle And Not Ready To Mingle 'Delayed by Distance, Strengthened by Time' Put this in your profile if your in a long distance relationship (Either Romantically or Platonically) Mummmy...Johnny brought a gun to school(my oldest and best friend nicknamed himself Johnny because he doesn't like his real name) He told his friends that it was cool And when he pulled the trigger back It shot with a great crack Mummy I was a good girl I did what I was told I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold But mummy when I went to school that day, I never said goodbye I'm sorry mummy I had to go, but mommy please don't cry When Johnny shot the gun he hit me and another And all because he got the gun from his older brother Mummy please tell daddy that I love him very much And please tell Chris, my boyfriend, that it wasn't just a crush And tell my little sister that she is the only one now And tell my dear sweet grandmother that I'll be waiting for her now And tell my wonderful friends that they were always the best Mummy I'm not the first I'm no better than the rest Mummy tell my teachers I won't show up for class And never to forget this and please don't let this pass Mummy why'd it have to be me no one deserves this Mummy warn the others, mummy I left without a kiss And mummy tell the doctors I know they really did try I think I even saw a doctor trying not to cry Mummy I'm slowly dying with a bullet in my chest But mummy please remember I'm in heaven with the rest Mummy I ran as fast as I could when I heard that crack Mummy listen to me if you would I wanted to go to college I wanted to try things that were new I guess I'm not going with daddy On that trip to the new zoo I wanted to get married I wanted to have a kid I wanted to be an actress Mummy I wanted to live But mummy I must go now The time is getting late Mummy tell my Chris I'm sorry but I had to cancel the date I love you mummy I always have I know you know it's true Mummy all I wanted to say is "mummy I love you" In memory of the Columbian students that were lost Please if you would Pass this around I'd be happy if you could Don't smash this on the ground If you pass this on Maybe people will cry Just keep this in heart For the people that didn't get to say "goodbye" Now you have two choices 1) repost and show you care 2)ignore it and you have just proven you have a low-down, cold-heart PLEASE READ. I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a cashier hand this little boy some money back. The boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old. The cashier said, "I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll." Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?'' The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'' Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look a round. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. "It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas. She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her." I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadly. "No, Santa Claus can't bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister when she goes there." His eyes were so sad while saying this. "My sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mommy is going to see God very soon too, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to give it to my sister.'' My heart nearly stopped. The little boy looked up at me and said: "I told daddy to tell mommy not to go yet. I need her to wait until I come back from the mall." Then he showed me a very nice photo of him where he was laughing. He then told me "I want mommy to take my picture with her so she won't forget me. I love my mommy and I wish she doesn't have to leave me, but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister." Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly. I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy. "Suppose we check again, just in case you do have enough money for the doll?'' "OK," he said, "I hope I do have enough." I added some of my money to his without him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll and even some spare money. The little boy said: "Thank you God for giving me enough money!" Then he looked at me and added, "I asked last night before I went to sleep for God to make sure I had enough money to buy this doll, so that mommy could give it to my sister. He heard me!'' "I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mommy, but I didn't dare to ask God for too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and a white rose.'' "My mommy loves white roses." A few minutes later, the old lady returned and I left with my basket. I finished my shopping in a totally different state from when I started. I couldn't get the little boy out of my mind. Then I remembered a local newspaper article two days ago, which mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car occupied by a young woman and a little girl. The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the life-sustaining machine, because the young woman would not be able to recover from the coma. Was this the family of the little boy? Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the newspaper that the young woman had passed away. I couldn't stop myself as I bought a bunch of white roses and I went to the funeral home where the body of the young woman was exposed for people to see and make last wishes before her burial. She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest. I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life had been changed forever.. The love that the little boy had for his mother and his sister is still, to this day, hard to imagine. And in a fraction of a second, a drunk driver had taken all this away from him. Now you have 2 choices: 1) Repost this message. 2) Ignore it as if it never touched your heart I didn't write it but when I saw it on somebody elses profile it touched my heart, so I had to repost. I hope you can repost as well. Crazy is when you stare at a pencil and laugh when someone asks you what is so interesting about the eraser. Crazy is when you have an hour-long sob fest, and then start singing and dancing when your favorite song comes on. Crazy is when you do or say a completely random thing, like "Do you ever wonder where the eraser bits go?" or having a thumb war with yourself. Crazy is when you type up all your favorite sayings, print them off and tape them to your wall, just for something to do. Crazy is when you fill up the tab separators in your binders with doodles/love notes/confessions of love/any other wacky thing you can think of Crazy is when you laugh when nothing's funny. Crazy is when you crack up if someone says "Oatmeal!". Crazy is when you suddenly start blabbing about gourds. Crazy is when you start laughing at the term 'cheap plastic' when no one else knows why. Crazy is when you randomly started laughing like a maniac during a test. Crazy is when your trying to help someone, but get side-tracked by a bug. Crazy is when you just KNOW frogs will rule the world some day! Crazy is when you run into a glass door and laugh at your blood all over the floor. Crazy is when you find yourself having a crush on a fictional character, who not only happens to be married and a father, but also dead. Crazy is running around in your pajamas yelling 'I'M SO ATTRACTIVE!' just because you need a confidence boost. Crazy is making enough inside jokes to fill up several books within the span of one day. Crazy is when you start to sing at every awkward pause just because you don't like silence. Crazy is having the urge to do something illegal, and then happening to mention the urge to your mother in casual conversation :P Crazy is going on fanfiction every spare moment when you have a project that you haven't started due the next day. Crazy is dipping a carrot in orange juice because you feel like it. Crazy is when you start laughing for no reason at the most inappropriate moment, and you don't even know why, so you laugh harder. Crazy is you and your friends naming stuffed animals unisex names with a mixture of your names, and the boys you like's names. Crazy is also then baptizing said animals though one friend is a Catholic, another is an Atheist, and the third is a Muslim. (And naming each other the godmothers of course!) Crazy is sitting in a bathtub because you want to be rebellious. Crazy is when you cry because you stubbed your toe yet again Crazy is when, after stubbing said toe, you Cry out " Oh no! Pinky toe die, pinky toe dead-- I KILLED PINKY TOE" then start to cry all over again. crazy is when you stare at the wall for (literally)an hour and no one can disturb you from your wall-staring Crazy is when while you are talking to someone in another corner of your mind you are wondering something bizzarely random like " I wonder if my cat likes pie" and then unknowingly announcing it out loud instead of what you meant to say out loud partway through the conversation Crazy is when you have a supreme inner battle with all your personalities and figure out you really didn't need to do that because you forgot what the battle was about in the first place. Crazy is when you make up words to explain your personality to your friends. Crazy is when you decide to turn your socks into animals Crazy is when you make a puppet lay an egg. Then give the egg to a friend about to be sent to the hospital Crazy is when you read a fanfic about two people in love and then read another fanfic about those two in a parent/child relationship. If you're crazy, copy this on your profile and add something crazy you've done to the list! Put this on you profile... |