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Joined 05-10-06, id: 1043435, Profile Updated: 08-10-20
Author has written 4 stories for Harry Potter.

Things I like:

HarrySnape father-son
Harry abandoned/run away at young age
Submissive Harry/Dominant Severus
Dumbledore Bashing
Harry & Draco become friends
Harry hates Ron & Hermione
I don't mind swearing, sex, slash, femslash, drug abuse, alcohol abuse, child abuse, rape, suicide, self harm, self mutilation, character death, non-con, etc.

Things I hate in fics:
Harry has twin/non-twin siblings
HarryRon slash
Sirius Black
Marauder era/MWPP era
HarryVoldie/HarryTom slash

My Stories
Death & Reservations Complete
This story was going to be a one-shot but I added two more chapters upon request. It's fairly angsty. The first chapter is from Harry's point of view as he commits suicide. The following chapter includes Ron & Hermione's reactions from their point of view while the final chapter is from Dumbledore's side of the coin. My characters are not completely canon but it's my take so I moulded them to how I wanted it. I am considering adding chapters such as Draco's reaction, Snape's, McGonagall's, etc. but I am unsure as yet.

Disconsolate, Dejected, Depressed Complete
Another one-shot. Just an angsty story about how Harry is treated by the Dursley's. You will notice that in my stories, Harry is horribly abused by them. It has not got a happy ending. It may have been a good beginning for a story but I never expanded on it so it stayed as a one-shot. Perhaps I will add a few chapters at a later date, I have been considering a Severitus but the beginning is a touch cliche for that.

Choking on my sorrow, Drowning in my pain Complete
Harry has just finished his fifth year of school as is depressed. It's just a poem from his point of view about his feelings. It's quite angsty and has a bit of character death in it. There is also implied child abuse and rape. This was my very first fanfic. Yes, it is a poem, and no, poems don't have to rhyme. I quite enjoy poems so you will probably see a few more from me at a later date, but for now, this is my one and only poem.

Bleeding Clown Complete
Harry is given a diary by Dumbledore and when he writes in it he receives an unexpected response. This story is now complete. I have no plans to write a sequel at this stage. It is largely a Harry and Severus mentor/father-figure fic with no pairings. In this fic Harry is abused in every way by his relatives and is rescued by Severus. Cliche, right? Probably. Does not follow canon, no horcruxes, no deathly hallows. Warnings for drug abuse, swearing, references to child abuse and references to sexual abuse/rape.

If you have read a fic or are writing one I might be interested in then send me a message.

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Harry Lives! by teachersnape64 reviews
Complete but bonus scenes will continue to be added 8/2021 - Sequel to Harry's Last Hope. Sirius comes back through the veil, putting Harry into danger. Can Snape bring Harry back from the dead? A fancy Ball, Quiddich, a kidnapping and twists & turns! Ron, Hermione, Ginny, Severus Snape, Harry Potter, Dumbledore, Remus, Draco Malfoy COMPLETE! Thank you for the 1,000,000 hits!
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 68 - Words: 275,267 - Reviews: 5425 - Favs: 1,302 - Follows: 913 - Updated: 10/3/2021 - Published: 8/4/2006 - Harry P., Draco M., Severus S., Ginny W. - Complete
Broken Mind, Fractured Soul by SensiblyTainted reviews
What if there was a darker truth hidden in Harry's story? Summer before third year, Harry begins to question his memory blanks. What happens when he finds himself before Snape for help? includes mentor Severus, MPD, child abuse, protective Remus
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 54 - Words: 398,081 - Reviews: 4214 - Favs: 6,236 - Follows: 2,342 - Updated: 5/11/2015 - Published: 8/11/2005 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Had I Known by kayly silverstorm reviews
After killing Voldemort during seventh year, Harry vanished without a trace. But now, 8 years later, a deadly secret forces him to return and it seems that only Snape will be able to save him. SSHP, no slash
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 50 - Words: 167,745 - Reviews: 4953 - Favs: 5,832 - Follows: 3,900 - Updated: 9/12/2013 - Published: 8/21/2005 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Before the Dawn by jharad17 reviews
Sequel to Walk the Shadows. After a horrific summer, Harry seems to be recovering from his ordeal, with the help of Snape and Lupin, as well as his friends, including, oddly enough, Draco Malfoy. But appearances can be deceiving.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 16 - Words: 51,816 - Reviews: 1512 - Favs: 1,326 - Follows: 2,032 - Updated: 7/28/2011 - Published: 11/27/2007 - Harry P., Severus S.
The Changer by Vingilot reviews
Harry Potter has been missing since he was eight. Now, seven years later, Severus Snape has a one night stand that just doesn’t seem to end. How long will they be able to keep their secrets? HPSS
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 39 - Words: 97,320 - Reviews: 4381 - Favs: 5,377 - Follows: 5,479 - Updated: 12/31/2010 - Published: 2/23/2006 - Harry P., Severus S.
Better Be Slytherin! by jharad17 reviews
YEAR ONE COMPLETED! As a first year, Harry is sorted into Slytherin instead of Gryffindor, and no one is more surprised than his new Head of House. Snape mentors Harry fic.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Adventure - Chapters: 51 - Words: 175,130 - Reviews: 8595 - Favs: 12,379 - Follows: 6,392 - Updated: 3/17/2009 - Published: 8/20/2007 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Paths Taken by Laurenke1 reviews
Four years after the defeat of Voldemort Harry Potter once more returns to Hogwarts, only this time as a teacher. Will the Boy Who Lived face up to the many new challenges of new students, old teachers and possibly a new love? SSHP slash and AU warning.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 26 - Words: 125,066 - Reviews: 744 - Favs: 1,888 - Follows: 689 - Updated: 11/18/2008 - Published: 12/18/2007 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Whelp by jharad17 reviews
AU. Harry is 7 years old and treated literally like a dog by the Dursleys. Will he be rescued by the wizarding world? Will he ever be fit to take on the mantle of The Boy Who Lived? childfic, preHogwarts, sevitus. warning:extreme child abuse, violence
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 27 - Words: 75,078 - Reviews: 2123 - Favs: 5,168 - Follows: 1,778 - Updated: 9/2/2007 - Published: 7/15/2007 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Draco's Boy by empathic siren reviews
No longer a repost. HPDM. Nonmagic AU. A mysterious little boy named Harry moves in next door to Draco Malfoy, and he's determined to make him his friend and learn all of his secrets. Years later, he's determined to make Harry more than a friend.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 31 - Words: 186,063 - Reviews: 3976 - Favs: 5,937 - Follows: 2,224 - Updated: 8/1/2007 - Published: 12/26/2005 - Harry P., Draco M. - Complete
Skin Deep by Vingilot reviews
Harry and his friends create a new type of magic embodied in Harry’s tattoos to keep him protected from his uncle. When the new magic works Harry is removed to Hogwarts where Dumbledore finally tells him the truth. Severitus. Written PreHBP HarryBill
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 72 - Words: 231,238 - Reviews: 3126 - Favs: 4,611 - Follows: 2,707 - Updated: 7/27/2007 - Published: 8/5/2005 - Harry P., Severus S.
Harry's Last Hope by teachersnape64 reviews
The summer following Sirius death, Harry is filled with guilt. Harry needs to rely on someone and Severus is "compelled" to be there. Snape helps him prepare for the battle of his life against Voldemort! A Ball, Quiddich, A kidnapping, A Battle and so much more! Over 3,ooo,ooo hits! Draco, Ron, Hermione, Ginny, Snape, Dumbledore, Seamus, Dean, Dobby, Voldemort, The Dursley's
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 53 - Words: 250,250 - Reviews: 3042 - Favs: 2,204 - Follows: 967 - Updated: 8/3/2006 - Published: 11/9/2005 - Harry P., Severus S., Voldemort, Vernon D. - Complete
Resonance by GreenGecko reviews
Year six and Harry needs rescuing by Dumbledore and Snape. The resulting understanding between Harry and Snape is critical to destroying Voldemort and leads to an offer of adoption. Covers year seven and Auror training. Sequel is Revolution.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 79 - Words: 528,272 - Reviews: 4858 - Favs: 5,577 - Follows: 1,510 - Updated: 6/27/2005 - Published: 3/29/2004 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Death is a Blessing by Nation El-Diablo reviews
Severitus Challenge involves abuse and all things dark and nasty, Harry is rescued from the Dursleys only to find himself in danger from former friends, and hope in a new family (will be slashy later)COMPLETE!
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 48 - Words: 148,471 - Reviews: 1024 - Favs: 1,298 - Follows: 311 - Updated: 12/22/2004 - Published: 3/6/2004 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Not Myself by Terion reviews
AU fic. Harry Potter is left as an orphan on the streets of London. Yet when he finds himself in the home of a family of wizards, he finds that he's a wizard. And not just any wizard... ( A/N: I started writing this story over going on 17 years ago - as of 2019 - when I was in high school. Yes, it has errors & plot holes. No, I am not fixing them in this version. )
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 184 - Words: 416,441 - Reviews: 5333 - Favs: 3,494 - Follows: 876 - Updated: 8/16/2004 - Published: 6/1/2002 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
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Bleeding Clown reviews
Harry receives a diary from Dumbledore but when he writes in it, he receives an unexpected response. Who is this correspondent? Abused!Harry rescued from Dursleys, Mentor!Snape. Warnings: swearing, self harm, drug abuse, references to child abuse and rape
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 46 - Words: 114,095 - Reviews: 1333 - Favs: 2,459 - Follows: 2,795 - Updated: 8/6/2020 - Published: 5/26/2008 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Death and Reservations reviews
Harry is depressed after his fifth year at Hogwarts. He blames himself for his godfather’s death and thinks nobody cares about him, other than to use him in the fight against Voldemort. Warnings: Swearing, death, reference to child abuse, neglect and rape
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 3 - Words: 2,569 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 77 - Follows: 41 - Updated: 9/12/2006 - Published: 6/19/2006 - Harry P. - Complete
Disconsolate, Dejected, Depressed reviews
Harry is back at the Dursley’s for the summer after his fourth year. He is once again abused by the ‘relatives’. If you are looking for a story with a happy ending, don’t read this. Just a oneshot I think. Warnings: Child abuse, swearing.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,112 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 32 - Published: 6/7/2006 - Harry P. - Complete
Choking on my sorrow, Drowning in my pain reviews
A poem from Harry's point of view. It's my guess at how he feels and how he copes after his fifth year, he's depressed. Feel free to R&R andor flame if you must. It's my first fanfic. Warning: mention of character death, abuse & rape.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 386 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 11 - Published: 6/4/2006 - Harry P. - Complete
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