Author has written 33 stories for Naruto, Fruits Basket, Pokémon, Vampire Knight, Hunger Games, Persona Series, Ouran High School Host Club, Joker/Clover/Heart no Kuni no Alice, X-Men: The Movie, Tinkerbell, and Supernatural.
Hey, it's been a long time and so I finally decided to stop being lazy by putting this off and just update. Mind, this is a work in progress, so it might not all be done at once, okay?
Hello to all my wonderful fanfiction followers!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS FOR BEING SO SUPPORTIVE!
Well, all you fellow Narutards out there, you know that the series has ended in Japan...but fanfiction is forever. ;D But it's not the series actually ending that makes me SO angry, it's the ending itself. Let me tell you right now that I will never agree with Kishimoto's ending of the series...NEVER in a million years. I'm talking mostly about the movie continuation (The Last) that wraps up both the anime/manga and preludes his mini-series with the next generation. Canon pairings are finalized. Some make abso-freakin'lutely no sense whatsoever...you'll see what I mean about that if you read the mini series...pretty obvious just by the leaked art whose kids are whose. I do not, cannot and will not EVER be a supporter of NaruHina because to me Sakura is the only girl Naruto was ever canonly meant to be with. In my mind, they are perfect. No offense to Hinata because I think she's cool and all, but I just will never give my support with her being with Naruto. Canon SasuSaku sucks too, because Sasuke is just such a bastard the entire second half, and then Sakura comes across as not having really grown at all by still holding a flame for him and rejecting Naruto, even in the end. Sorry if this offends anyone who support those pairings in canon but everyone is entitled to have an opinion and this is mine. If you don't like it, sorry but tough. :3
Hi gang, just wanted you to know I'm still alive and kicking. Just super-duper busy. Summer break is here though!! But summer school is too! D: So, I'll try to sneak in updates between stupid summer classes, cool? I hope most of you check here to figure out what's going on...I think I'm gonna start directing people here. Everyone I can't reach through PM deserves to have their questions answered and this is probably the easiest way. So, what's new?! Well, two of my stories will be getting major overhauls/reboots soon. Those are The Fox of Fate and Naruto:Ties of Love and Loyalty. The latter will probably receive a new title as well. It'll be called The Streets Talk when it's back up, so if you like NaruxSaku, look for that!
Also, lots of you are probably following one of my newer stories, Avox. There's been a lot of hype for that one, and I am so happy you guys are happy. Nothing game-changing to report on that story; it's not gonna come down and be put back up or anything, I just wanna make sure you guys know it might just get a title change. See, Avox has always been kind of a working title, and while it suits the purpose for now, I'm still in the process of choosing an even better one. "Avox" is Latin for "Without a Voice". I feel like it's too short though...and renaming it "Without a Voice" in English feels too literal and cliche. I wanna find a title that lends the somber, mature tone I'm trying to create for this story. So, if you have suggestions you think could fit, lemme know! I just want you all to know in case you've been typing that into the search engine every time. It may just be easier to search my pen-name soon. Anyway, check back for more updates soon~Have a fantabulous summer everybody!
Welcome back, everyone~ If you're in school like me I hope that's panning out for you. Senior year of college already has me stressed. Hah. But besides that, this message is a little bitter-sweet. You see, I have been thinking of taking an extended hiatus from Fanfiction...I know, for most of you it seems like I just got back and have been trying to catch up with my updating...but lately, I have been lacking motivation to work on updates, and that's a big "whoa!!" for me...In all the years I've been writing fanfiction I can't ever remember feeling so...eh about it. It's my passion and my beloved hobby. It has been for over a decade (god I'm getting old...!) But now, on top of my time being more limited than ever before, I just don't know if I can continue to write. I love the reviews so much, and the readers are very supportive. I love all the different people I've "met" across the fandoms that encourage me and inspire me to perfect my fiction skills, but lately I notice a lot of people just follow/favorite the story when reading for the first time and so I have stories with a handful of reviews and nearly triple the amount of follows/faves. I don't really understand it...If you like the story enough to keep up with it, why not drop a line? I don't want to sound selfish or greedy...that's why I don't demand a certain number of reviews for an update like I see some people do. I don't want to punish the people who review and truly voice their support.
But I don't know...maybe because I've become so hypersensitive about everything lately, that it just kind of bothers me more than usual. I realize I'm not exactly making a living off my writing, but I do put a considerable amount of heart into it. I'm glad people are reading it, but I'd feel more inspired if I heard from my muses (the readers). I love getting descriptive reviews that tell me the readers are paying I attention to the details I use, or that they're intrigued by the way I'm developing a character...it gives me an idea of where I'm doing a good job and where I could improve. I always felt that's the point of a reviewing system. SO, I am seriously considering a break from Fanfiction...it is not finalized as of right now, but I've been putting serious thought into whether or not I want to walk away for a while...I've been trying to stay for as long as I can, but I'm worried about the quality of the chapters I write dwindling if I can't find a way to get inspired soon. That is the reason at least some of my stories have experienced extended hiatuses. Others I am in the process of revising in my free-time when I can. If I DO decide to break, it won't be forever, and it does not mean I have forgotten my stories altogether. It just means I'd be doing some soul-searching as a writer and figuring out where I want to go next. The hiatus is not a definite right now, just a strong possibility until I make up my mind. I'd love to hear from anyone out there who cares to PM me letting me know your thoughts... Sorry this news isn't better.
The next chapter of Avox should be out by or before this weekend, so keep looking folks~! Also, remember, I'm still struggling to find my muse, so if you want my writing to stay tip top, leav some reviews on stories you like when you can or send me PM's and let's generate some discussions that will keep me inspired. I don't wanna walk away from Fanfiction, even if it's not permanent, but I need a reason to stay folks... Sad that it's come to that, but I dunno, I'm just floundering for new ideas with some stories these days and like I said, that's never happened before...
Hi guys, how's life treatin' ya? I hope everyone's holidays (if you're celebrating) are going well. Mine were much better than I expected. I'm sorry I haven't updated as much as I'd intended over the break (or at all, for that matter) but I realized I needed some me time, away from everything, including my writing for a little while...I'm typing this from my brand new laptop. "Yay!" right? I was doing the best on my last 9 year old clunker but it was severely outdated, running slowly and had a whole host of other problems that just happen as computers get older I guess. I was actually typing stories up on word, saving them to my flashdrive and then uploading them from the computer downstairs in the family den, which was not working out for a lot of reasons...so now I can write and update all in one place. That being said, I'm kind gonna miss my old laptop for sentimental reasons...I had it since I was 14 and even when it started crapping on me, it got me through a lot of highs and lows. I wrote just about all the stories I have up right now from it, and read a lot of late night fanfiction during my years of teenage angst and fandom binging from it too. So it'll always have a special place in my heart. Haha Anyway, it's time to pass on the torch I guess.
Sorry for all the rambling. The important things, like when I plan to update, will be found here so as always keep checking back or shoot me a PM. I've been struggling a lot with not only my writing but depression and some heavy real life issues so I could always use a pick me up and would love to chat. Unless otherwise stated I still plan to update my stories, as many as I can get to and as quickly as possible, so don't give up if one of your favorites hasn't been touched for a while, I'll still get to it I promise. But I have a lot of half-written chapters, unposted story ideas and all kinds of other stuff my wacky mind has generated over the years still on my last computer's harddrive. I have to flashdrives with a lot of space but I still am not sure exactly how I'm gonna transfer 9 years of documents to the new computer or how long it will take...I may need to visit a computer specialist for help...I'm really sorry for the inconvenience guys. Some of the chapters I'm currently working on are on the other hard-drive and it'd be easier to get them transferred than start all over. Also, another important piece of news is that I have decided as a compromise to the possible hiatus I had announced may happen, I will not be creating anymore new stories for a while. Not until I can get some of the ones I'm working on now closer to completion. The only exception will be a new story I've been working on for ages. That one will be for the Supernatural fandom. It should be posted pretty soon, and will be a Sis!fic as well as including Wincest/incest...if you're into Supernatural and that doesn't bother you, you're more than welcome to come and check it out. Otherwise, there will be no more new stories for a while. I feel I owe it to all the faithful readers that have been with me all this time to finish what I started with my other stories first... Thank you all for understanding.
For those of you who have actually taken my advice and checked this to find out what I'm going to do next...kudos for being able to listen! Many people keep asking me things I have basically already answered. Seriously, it's all right here guys~ I love all my readers/reviewers but it does get a bit tiresome to keep answering the same questions/concerns. So! As always, I'm up for a chat if anything you're curious about pertaining to my fics isn't/hasn't already been answered in an authoress' note. But otherwise, check here first. It may save you some time. So what's new? Well, I am now officially another year older as of March 9th! Shout out to all my fellow Piscian people. I have gotta say I don't think they come more Pisces than me, though. XD
But enough about astrology...what's on the agenda, you ask? Well firstly, I will say once more for the record that I have not abandoned Fanfiction as of now, and while I'm still contemplating a hiatus, my extended absence at times is more so due to a busy life than a disinterest to continue stories right now. So while I slowly, very slowly am working on updates while still struggling to reclaim my muse, I will say to have patience, because I am preparing to graduate from college in about a month or so, so my time is stretched thin now more than ever. Sorry! You may see updates between now and then, but it's unlikely. I should have a little time this summer to get around to get stories back up and running though. Sorry if it's an inconvenience for some who like to read my stories, but that's life.
P.S. If you guys are lurking on my stories, adding them to follows/favorites lists without saying so much of a peep, you're not helping me find my inspiration any. It's really waning in and out here, guys. And I don't wanna sound like a broken record, but reviews really are the life's blood of we unpaid fanfic writers. Something about hearing from you jump starts me into action and I'm grinning like a dope for the rest of the day. Even when that day wasn't particularly kind. Just something to think on.
In other news, I'm totally late to the party, but I have discovered the Harry Potter fandom at last. I mean, I was aware of Harry Potter all this time, yes. I just honestly could never get into it or see what the hype was about. Even after watching some of the movies and reading the first book. Hell, I even have several copies of some of them, hard back and paper back, because growing up, people apparently mistook me for a HP kinda-girl and would dump copies on me, and me, being the Pisces I am, graciously accepted instead of telling them the books were only going to collect dust on my shelf. So I have multiple copies to this day and will occasionally find one like "Oh, what's the Half Blood Prince doing in my underwear drawer?" TMI? Yeah, okay, sorry.
But well, now I strictly read the fanfics. I adore Hermione. She's my spirit animal. :D I always loved her even when I couldn't have cared less about the series as a whole. Something about the feisty, loyal bookworms pulls at my heart. I can kind of (totally) relate to her, in a lot of ways. So no, while I will not be writing for the HP fandom at this time because I simply still am not confident in my knowledge of that world to try, I do enjoy reading the fics and have been on a binge reading various Hermione-centric/pairing fics that's going on two months long, when I do have free time. That will probably be as far as my interest in it goes though. No dressing up in Hogwarts robes for the hell of it (though now I wonder if I'm a Hufflepuff or a Ravenclaw). No buying a fake wand and a HP book of spells to practice in the hopes that one of them actually works. And no writing J.K. Rowling death letters to coerce her into continuing the series (yes, that DID happen...HP fans are totes cray-cray imo, another reason I stayed away for so long). Dudes, it's over. Let it go. So you may also blame that for the delay. Sooowwwy! D:
Well I officially graduated with my first degree from college today!!! I am honestly more relieved than excited at the moment. I'm leaving the excitement to everyone else. lol I finished pretty strong, too. At any rate, hopefully this summer will give me time to work on updates. So many of you have been waiting. Sorry about that, but I was so busy it couldn't really be helped. Now I want to try to get some of my older fics back in circulation and revamp others entirely. Please stay posted. Thanks everyone!
I cannot believe it's been so long since I touched this account and for that I'm sorry! All summer and I just...yeah, my apologies. In other news, I have started my graduate studies...yay me right? It's actually not so bad (yet), in Public Health. Very interesting field if you're interested in knowing more. ;) Everyone always thought I'd be a writer or a teacher of some sort since I majored in English in undergrad and quite frankly I was so tired of the assumptions that those were the only careers I could possibly pursue with a BA of English degree. I sure showed them. ;P No, I got into public health because many aspects of it are truly very dear to me and I want to be part of something greater than myself, especially where bringing more widespread attention and even reform to subjects such as mental illness is concerned. I feel like that's touched everyone, whether they realize it or not, at some point and yet it is still so swept under the rug in many places or regarded as "not real"...And that frustrates me.
But I don't believe in not doing something about what bothers me, so I'm pursuing a career when I can directly impact as many lives as possible. But! That in no way means I have given up on writing, either as a hobby or as a back-up/side career. I have loved fiction for as long as I can remember and believe you can still deliver very powerful messages by touching people with words. So the chance that I will be a public health professional by day and a freelance writer who prettifies the world with poems, novels, and short stories (and of course dabbles on Fanfiction, where it all began as far as reaching the masses) is still high!
Don't give up on seeing updates! I only have classes two days a week in grad school, and while I still have other things to do on my days off, updates for stories will happen unless otherwise directly stated. I even found an amazing sounding board in a fellow Fanfiction member, FlyingSilverDreams. We got to talking via PMs and found that as far as fandoms go and philosophies, ships, etc, we have a great deal of things in common. So! We are starting something new here called The Canon Haters Club, for all who are dissatisfied with the canon ending of certain series as well as for those who are also avid lovers of non-canon ships centered around say, Sakura Haruno, Hermione Granger, or even the occasional well thought out OC! It's a project we're both super excited to bring you so keep your eyes out for more details as it's coming soon, hopefully and we have a lot of fun, exciting things planned.
Joining with her also benefits you all in that with her giving me advice and feedback on ongoing projects and new ideas I can see what will be scrapped and what can be uploaded/updated much faster than if I was debating with myself. She's basically my executive sounding board person but also as she likes to be called, my Commentator-in-Chief. Trust me everyone, she has already helped me so much in the last few months and is very supportive so I really think I'll be able to deliver updates as well as upcoming excited new works when I finally feel comfortable starting more, efficiently. I already have some Harry Potter fics as well as Naruto fics I am gunning to do and she is with me every step of the way! We may eventually also include other fandoms in the CHC but right now we're dedicating it to those, so if it's something you'd like to know more about let me know and I'll give you deets! Just keep in mind we are still both full time students so please bear with us as we get things up and running. Have a fanfic-tastic day/night everyone!!
The Humble, The Handsome and the Totally Clueless has been deleted for the time being. It will be completely rewritten and may get a different title. This may take a while, but it will happen. (Hinaxmulti)
Naruto: Ties of Love and Loyalty will be completely rewritten soon. The new name will be The Streets Talk. (NaruxSaku)
The Fox of Fate will be *heavily* rewritten soon. (NaruxSaku)
Pairings I Like/Love:
NaruxSaku (aww...so cute/sexy/awesome :D)-Naruto
SakuxIta (somehow charming)-Naruto
SakuxAkatsuki (if well written it can be VERY entertaining)-Naruto
GaaxHina (I think she's the only girl sweet enough to understand him)-Naruto
AkatsukixHina (always hilarious/hot=hell yeahz!)-Naruto
ShikaxIno (just fits, I think)-Naruto
JiraiyaxTsunade (yeah, I know their relationship seems mostly platonic, but Jiraiya just needs a firm-handed woman to keep him in check, and Tsunade just needs...er, something else besides sake?)-Naruto
NatsumexMikan (wow, talk about young smut lol, still love it though)-Gakuen Alice
LucaxMikan-(ah, blonde love!)
AshxMisty (they were MADE for each other, and anyone who thinks otherwise can shove it! Got it?)-Pokemon
DrewxMay(uh, whiny girl plus self-absorbed, arrogant boy=perfect match...? who knew! lolz)-Pokemon
DawnxPaul(didn't really watch this season too much. But the annoying Mary-Sue girl had to be paired up with SOMEBODY, so I just figured might as well be the verbally-abusive, emo-bastard!)-Pokemon
YukixTohru (I know everybody likes Kyo better, but I just prefer Prince Charming over Mr. Macho in this case, so go underdog!)-Fruits Basket
ZeroxYuki (somebody's gotta be there to keep Zero from going berserk, might as well be Yuki, right?)-Vampire Knight
Pairings I HATE:
SasuxKarin (she's a slut, okay?)-Naruto
Rock LeexSakura (he's nice and all, but to me that pairing is just weird and I think she sees him as more of a friend)-Naruto
Karinxanybody (uh, same thing applies...)-Naruto
NaruxHina (I.WOULD.RATHER.CUT.MY.HEART.OUT...WITH A SPORK! nuff said :P)-Naruto
Naruxany other girl but Sakura (It's like, 'AH HELL NAH!')-Naruto (dur)
ChojixIno (NO, just...NO!)-Naruto
GaaxSaku (ok, maybe I don't quite HATE this one, but it just...seems really awkward to me, okay?!)-Naruto
TemaxShika (urgh...for some reason it just irritates me)-Naruto
Kabutoxanyone (because Kabuto is a man-whore and I HATE him. period)-Naruto
Orochimaruxanyone (can you say p-e-d-o-p-h-i-l-e? Seriously, how can anyone stand this guy?! He's freakin' creepy!)-Naruto
HinataxNeji (ugh... hyugacest, really? C'mon, gimme a break they're first cousins...)-Naruto
All Yuri Pairings(nothing against girlxgirl in real life, but I hate it when fans go crazy and make ALL the characters super-yaoi/yuri hentai)
Most Yaoi Pairings (it's ok every once in a while but for the most part...nah!)
Pairings I think are O.k. :
TenTenxNeji (sure, why not?) lol-Naruto
SakuxNeji (eh, it depends on my mood)-Naruto
KibaxHina (if all else fails...yeah, Kiba'll work)-Naruto
SasuxSaku (I'm learning to like it, slowly but surely. But only in small doses! I STILL think the chances of them getting together are minimal at best and the odds of seeing a NaruxSaku pairing sometime in the future are MUCH better)-Naruto
Pairings I really don't care about one way or another: mm...more on that later
If you find Spongebob funny SOMETIMES, but most of the time he is SO annoying you want to throw the TV out the window, copy and paste this on your profile.
If you have ever pulled on a door that said push, or vise versa, copy and paste this on your profile.
If random songs pop into your head for no apparent reason, copy and paste this on your profile.
Weird is the same as different, which is the same as unique, then weird is good. If you are weird and proud of it, copy this onto your profile!
If you've ever talked to yourself, copy and paste this to your profile.
If you have ever just wanted to SLAP *the sh#% out of* someone, copy this to your profile.
(Ok, I'm adding this one myself, but feel free to use it anyway):
If you've ever been reading someone else's profile and seen something you really wanted to copy and paste but were too lazy to log in 'til now, copy and paste this on your profile.
If you have ever tripped over your own feet, copy and paste this to your profile.
If you've ever forgotten what you were talking about in a conversation, copy and paste this into your profile.
(Again, this is my own orginal *copy/paste* thing, but you're free to use it if you want to):
If you've ever read a really good fanfic but didn't favorite and then went to look for it again later but couldn't find it and got super PO'd copy and paste this to your profile.
Ok, it's that time again! What time you ask? Why, time to list insanely hilarious quotes from people and/or stories I've read/heard lately, of course. I promise to give proper credit where credit is do, and if you still have a problem with it...well that's just too freakin' bad! lol jk...or am I? O_o
if I can't remember who said it, I'll put 'anonymous', and if I said it was in some way involved in the conversation, it'll either say my name and the other persons, or nothing at all, like the first quote below!
"Have you ever had the urge to just look up at the sky and yell, 'Damn God, I know why we have rainbows and natural disasters, but why'dja make ugly people?!'"
flat response* "...Yeah. Everytime I look at you."
Annoying kid at school- "Don't hate me 'cause I'm beautiful"
Girl that likes to tease him- *stares blankly at him for a few minutes, then responds, "...Everytime I hear a boy sing that song...I can't help but think they're gay."
Girl- "No, seriously..."
Spanish teacher's aide: "Ok, I know everyone's progress reports weren't great, but the good news is, there's still time to turn it around, so everything's ok."
My friend: "What?! Everything is NOT ok; I gotta 63 up in this bitch!!"
"How can you be out of ketchup! What the hell are people supposed to put on their shit?!?"- My grandpa at the drive-thru
(Okay, none of the following quotes below are mine, but the person who's profile i got them from has a really long user name, sooo i just typed up a message instead...and now that I think about, typing up that one long word would've been ten times shorter than typing this message) *sweat drops, then sighs* It's funny how these things come to you in hindsight...
A little girl was talking to her teacher about whales.
The children had all been photographed, and the teacher was trying to persuade them each to buy a copy of the group picture.
The children were lined up in the cafeteria of a Catholic elementary school for lunch. At the head of the table was a large pile of apples. The nun made a note, and posted on the apple tray:
Please Read: Ok, fanfiction has finally started to do something new...giving stories art covers!! I've been waiting for this since forever, but I still wish each chapter could have at least one image. Anyway... I found fanart from google for all my stories, but I OWN NONE OF IT! I DID NOT STEAL IT NOR DO I CLAIM IT AS MY OWN!!! I'm going to have images from each story posted here, but if someone has a problem with them, just tell me and I'll take them down, I DO NOT WANT TO GET IN TROUBLE FOR STEALING ART!!!
(Work in Progress...) I will try to get pics up for all of my active stories eventually, but until Fanfiction decides to stop tinkering with things and making it complicated to upload images to yor profile, it may take some time.
Growing Up Akatsuki
Okay, I'm starting something new, and I really hope nobody minds, but I've decided to post all the funny quotes I read on fanfictions here because they're just so damn hilarious!! So if you have a problem tell me, and I'll take them down immediately. But I wholly intend to include the author's name along with the title of the story I got it from so no one feels offended or can say that I was stealing their quotes...
“He’s not my brother,” the Kazekage replied. “He’s not even my dog. If I had a dog and my dog had a kid and the dog’s kid had a pet that would be Kankuro.” - from "The Bet" a Naruto fanfiction by hyugaheiress. (a conversation between Gaara and Hinata when asked about his feelings or affections for his dim-witted brother Kankuro.)
“She’s not your daughter baka.” Gaara said as a matter of fact.
“Of course she is, just look at her. Don’t you see the resemblance?!”
“Are you calling her ugly.” Gaara states. - also from "The Bet" a Naruto fanfiction by hyugaheiress. (conversation beteen Gaara and Kankuro about Miki-chan, a little girl with amnesia who thinks Gaara's her father.)
The little girl pokes her head from behind. “Is he gone?” the little girl innocently asks.
“Unfortunately he’ll never be gone...” says a disappointed Gaara. -once again, from "The Bet". If you think these quotes are laugh-out-loud hilarious, than I advise you check out the fic, 'cause it's awesome! It'll have you dying of laughter, though, so be sure you've got an oxygen bag handy just in case. xD lol
“I’m not fat I’m just big boned!” Kankuro shot back. “You just wish you could have this sexy body!”
“I think you’ve mistaken sexy with deformed,” stated Gaara in a nonchalant manner. -it's from yup, you guessed it, "The Bet". (A conversation between the Sabaku brothers discussing none other than Kankuro's dillusional ideals that he's sexy...che, yeah, and my friend's great grandmother could pass for Halle Berry...)