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Joined 05-21-06, id: 1051000, Profile Updated: 05-20-14
Author has written 15 stories for iCarly, South of Nowhere, Big Time Rush, and Victorious.

Alyssa. Nineteen; female. Still learning how to live.

I love slow, poetic music
and angsty books with a happy ending.
The Goo Goo Dolls make me smile.

I love caramel frappes, Chinese food,
Twitter, floral-patterned clothes, and band.

I am an English major,
and I think everybody should love everybody.

NOTICE: Everything published here was while I was fifteen and younger (four years ago)
so please forgive me. Also, I am just as dumb and naive as I was then.

"You can love someone so much... but you can never love them as much as you can miss them."
-John Green

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I Will Always by Luna Maria Boulevardes reviews
"I don't want your better," I say, crying and shaking my head. "Please, you have to understand; I don't want to be all alone again." An eating disorder threatens to destroy everything in Carly's life - including herself. Seddie
iCarly - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 19 - Words: 47,856 - Reviews: 131 - Favs: 70 - Follows: 68 - Updated: 9/24/2011 - Published: 9/27/2009 - Carly S.
We're Too Far From the Start by Besosybrazos reviews
AU of BTR that then turns into canon. Carlos is a hooker, James deals drugs, Logan cooks meth, and Kendall really needs to find some roommates before he's kicked out of his apartment. Carlos/James, Kendall/Carlos, Logan/Camille. Warning for noncon.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 19 - Words: 45,402 - Reviews: 142 - Favs: 71 - Follows: 60 - Updated: 1/16/2011 - Published: 7/26/2010 - Carlos, James
Here Be Dragons by The Brat Prince reviews
There's a difference between being in love and wanting to get your rocks off, and man, Kendall was hoping for the latter. Kendall/Logan, Kendall/James. Rated for language and boys being boys.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 8 - Words: 31,269 - Reviews: 118 - Favs: 150 - Follows: 51 - Updated: 7/8/2010 - Published: 3/9/2010 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
All That Really Matters by StarkLovesShawarma reviews
Three years have passed, and Big Time Rush have finally made it to the top. As Kendall's mind still dwells on the past, he needs to realize that this, is all that really matters. Kendall/Carlos
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,133 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/13/2010 - Carlos, Kendall - Complete
Bottle Up and Explode by Alarm Clock reviews
If this is going to be a crash, it’s going to be head-on. Kendall/James slash.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,760 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 79 - Follows: 4 - Published: 2/1/2010 - Kendall, James - Complete
PS I Love You by drosier reviews
Carly becomes oddly smitten with the author of a slightly-offensive note from a mysterious admirer, adopting the ways of the great Sherlock Holmes--or a low-grade stalker--to discover who wrote it. SamxCarly; Cam. Complete.
iCarly - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,909 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 118 - Follows: 10 - Published: 12/8/2008 - Carly S., Sam P. - Complete
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Tragedy Bound reviews
"You look... vulnerable today." Jade/Cat
Victorious - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 903 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 7 - Published: 4/16/2011 - Cat V., Jade W.
Oh, What A Shame reviews
AU. "Boys aren't supposed to kiss other boys." Carlos/James; inspired by Taylor Swift.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,465 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/17/2010 - Carlos, James
Love Me, Love Me Not reviews
Fall is a time of dying leaves and heart breaks.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 325 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/7/2010 - Complete
Help Me Find You reviews
This thing, this affair, it tears them apart at the seams. Cat/Beck; Jade/Beck
Victorious - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 871 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 6 - Published: 9/5/2010 - Beck O., Cat V.
My Best Defense reviews
At thirteen, they're awkward and clumsy and not quite sure on this whole love thing yet- but they're trying, and that's all that counts. / KendallxLogan, JamesxCarlos /
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,275 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/26/2010 - Carlos, James - Complete
Smile For Me reviews
Nighttime is always more beautiful, Carlos thinks, especially when he has these moments- moments where James is sleeping and unaware and oh so beautiful- all to himself. They were his, even if James could never be. /My first attempt at Carlos x James/
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,105 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/21/2010 - Carlos, James - Complete
stars are raining down reviews
Camille's a wreck. "If she just laid down in the pool, body limp and non-fighting, what would happen? Would she just suck in chlorine water and go to sleep?" /One-sided CamillexJo, KendallxJo/
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,766 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 10 - Published: 4/4/2010
loving me is hard reviews
Camille cuts him off with a kiss, fingers holding on for dear life in his hair. “No no no no no, Logan, no.” She’s desperate and she knows it but she’s lost one friend tonight, she can’t lose another. /One-sided CamillexLogan/
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,771 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 3 - Published: 3/7/2010 - Complete
fade away reviews
And the memories are so fresh in his mind; his heart shatters on the pavement. Lyrics were never meant to be listened to, he guesses. /Hints of JamesxKendall
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 368 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 4 - Published: 2/23/2010 - James, Kendall
lighter fluid reviews
Carlos looks at Logan with wavering, scared little kid eyes. “I’m scared,” he chokes out. “I know that I sound stupid, but I’m really scared. Everything is changing and just…” /CarlosxLogan, KendallxJames/
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 19,940 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 60 - Follows: 6 - Published: 2/17/2010
broadway is dark tonight reviews
Kendall pats the spot next to him. "Come here." James falters and his heart breaks into a million pieces on the hospital floor. "Please," he pleads and his voice breaks with raw need and desperation. /KendallxJames, one-sided LoganxKendall/
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12,491 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 103 - Follows: 9 - Published: 1/26/2010 - Kendall, James - Complete
flashback dreams reviews
Now, it's just four teenage boys, laying on a beach with the world in their ears, lovesex in their minds and twinkling shards of dreams to be found in their eyes. / Hints of KendallxJames
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,801 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 4 - Published: 1/20/2010 - Complete
Everything They Say reviews
Short story about James having some low self-esteem, Logan being comforting, and Kendall and Carlos dancing in an airport and singing Spice Girls.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,419 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 7 - Published: 1/18/2010 - Complete
Forever, Trembling In My Fingers reviews
- 'Ashley smiles at her, drags her by the hand into the ocean, cool beneath their fiery skin, and says, “You love it.”' A midnight time at the beach for the girls makes few things more clear. AshleyxSpencer
South of Nowhere - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 900 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 3 - Published: 12/15/2009 - Spencer C., Ashley D.
on a highway to nowhere reviews
- "I bite my lower lip to keep from screaming, because sometimes, keeping silent is the hardest thing of all. I want to stop feeling like I'm drowing, like the world's tipping on its axis. I just want my old life back." Freddie x Sam.
iCarly - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 8,296 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 9/29/2009 - Published: 6/7/2009 - Sam P., Freddie B.
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