Author has written 51 stories for Final Fantasy VIII, Kingdom Hearts, Final Fantasy VII, and Avengers.
I am still alive. But my writing has been suffering. I am not abandoning it, I promise, but sometimes I'm finding it hard to get the time. Life has decided that the comfort that i got myself into wasn't good enough, so it gave me another upheavel that included a bout with depression. Not 'I want to kill myself' depression, but a lot of questioning and wondering about purpose and what I was going to do with life. However, after a lot of thinking (and some time with a therapist) i'm back on track, not back to normal yet, but getting there. That is one of the reasons why i am making sure to continue with my writing. My therapist told me that I need it, its been such a part of my life for so long, not to abandon it, because its as she told me, its an outlet. and while what i write may not reflect my current emotions, it is a release. so i have basically been told by a professional to continue writing gay smut. I think i will actually take her advice for that hehe. So while my updates may not be fast, be assured that they do come, and i will never abandon a story halfway through. As seen in the past 6 months, i finished two stories that i had started in the past 4 years, and now i am getting into the heart of my pet project that I have been cultivating for 5 years as well. So though i may not be cranking out the oneshots like i did a few years ago, i am still writing and will always post my works here. I'm not sure how many of you actually care, or read this part of my profile, but I wanted to give everyone an update. Thanks as always to everyone for the amazng support you always give me!
And as always, if you want to read some pure crack that comes from mine and Pahoyhoy's deranged minds and famtreverse, head over to the other profile we have here!
Also, with the super strict policies that fanfiction.net is rolling out with the M ratings on stories, if any of my stories get taken down (one of which already has been, Live To Serve, the latest AkuRoku that I wrote for PyroLife13) you can still find everything that I write on my profile on adultfanfiction.net. My Screen name there is Crymson Passion and I usually post everything there that I post here within a few days. the link to that profile is
Update Schedule (Never set in stone)
First: Seiner Oneshot for Pahoyhoy (I promise its coming!)
little-caitlin has done it again! After only having the final chapter of this story posted for a couple of hours, I received this amazing picture from her for the final chapter of Bottoms Up. Go give it some love over on Y-Gal, but beware that it has a mature filter on it, so you'll need to be logged in to view it.
I got some beautiful art from the incredible dream-of-infinity, my request that I made for my story, A Tale Of Two Princes. These are her wonderful takes on Ninja Zexion and Bard Demyx! Not to mention an absolutely amazing art of the two of them giving in to their fates!
Recently, the wonderful CollyBear asked me to write her a AkuRiku story, which is called Jealousy by the way, and in return she is working on an adorable art for Room Service. Head over and see the WIP version which is looking so incredible so far!
So the amazingly talented artist known as little-caitlin has ever so graciously bestowed upon me another INCREDIBLE fan art!!! This time it is for Accidental Infatuation! Go check it out! It really is amazing!
Stories I Am Working On Right Now:
In The Marble Halls of Althenia
Untitled Story No. 1
And I am always open to requests and I am always open to pairings that I wouldn't normally write, just PM or email me and I will give it my best shot!
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