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Joined 06-13-06, id: 1066641, Profile Updated: 04-25-08
Author has written 4 stories for Supernatural, and Doctor Who.

"I failed; I failed to make myself understood. Sometimes there are things in my head that are so purely what they are, that when I try to turn them into words there either are now words, or I just don't know how. You can't imagine how that feels; how hard it is to have an idea and not be able to share it.' Charlie Epps- Numb3rs.

"I tolerate this century, but i don't enjoy it." The Doctor- Doctor Who

"The thing is Adam, time travel is like visiting Paris. You can't just read the guide book, you've got to throw yourself into it. Eat the food, use the wrong verbs, get charged double and end up kissing complete strangers- or is that just me?" The Doctor- Doctor Who

Hello everyone, and welcome to my world- small as it is. Above you will find my inspiration wall, below you will find my book shelf. A little to the right you will find my favorites and here, you will find me. Hi. Pleased to meet you all. Please don't shoot me.

This is the only thing i really do online apart from surf livejournal (i don't have one) and trawl through youtube (i don't know how to update things) for episodes of programs which we dont get in Australia (which is where i live).

I am a freelance journalist who writes for a horse magazine and who is going off to uni next year. I got an English 400 score (a system used in queensland- 400 being the highest and 1 being the lowest) of 392, and an overall Art score so high it made my teacher cry (really, i was the best the school had seen). I started off wanting to do all sciences in my senior years but then i realised that i could blow the others out of the water if i stuck to art and english. I could have been Dux of the school and got myself a very nice little scholarship to the university i am going to, but i came second instead to little miss perfect who could manage to get straight A+ and have social life at the same time. There is such a thing as being too perfect.

I am a Doctor Who fan (Tom Baker and Christopher Eccleston) who adores Torchwood (where slash is canon and the star wears suspenders). I Also like Degrassi:TNG, Numb3rs, NCIS, Supernatural, Skins and variety of others.

I am a comic book reader and general book reader.

I work two jobs to save up for Uni.

I have mild hypergraphia (the uncontrolable urge to write when stressed).

I want to go to art school instead of doing a two year couse in Journalism.

I Understand what i write about otherwise i wouldn't write it.

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Feeling Real by PanicButton reviews
Follow up from The Stresser. Reid is in hospital. The Team come to visit. Contains subject of self harming and eating disorders. If this is an issue with you plz dont read
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 9 - Words: 15,707 - Reviews: 50 - Favs: 66 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 9/1/2008 - Published: 9/9/2007 - Complete
Scars by CatherineWinner reviews
Sam finds new scars on his brother’s body. wincest
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 505 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 53 - Follows: 5 - Published: 8/2/2008 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Joys of Technology by CatherineWinner reviews
Garcia decides to hack Morgan’s web cam, and gets the surprise of her life. Reid/Morgan
Criminal Minds - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 419 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 75 - Follows: 9 - Published: 7/28/2008 - Complete
The Way It's Supposed To Be by StrongatHeart reviews
Darco-ized missing scene for OOALH.
Degrassi - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,691 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/3/2008 - Marco D. - Complete
Over by StrongatHeart reviews
Dylan's thoughts after his and Marco's break-up in SITD.
Degrassi - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,683 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/3/2008 - Marco D. - Complete
Understanding by Makayla reviews
After Countrycide Ianto finds his captain drunk and bleeding. But when he decides to tidy his boss up he gets a little more than he bargained for... JackIanto :D -Repost-
Torchwood - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,217 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 27 - Updated: 1/18/2008 - Published: 8/12/2007 - Complete
Gnomes by Pocketface reviews
There's nothing the Weasley twins like more than spending a summer afternoon throwing gnomes. FredGeorge twincest
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 521 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 3 - Published: 12/25/2007 - George W., Fred W. - Complete
Fredrick by Slash Lovuh reviews
Spoilers for seventh book. FredGeorge twincest. Unedited. Rated for concept of twincest.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,680 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 60 - Follows: 3 - Published: 12/25/2007 - Fred W., George W. - Complete
Because the bruises have faded by Pomegranate Juice reviews
ANGSTY! George is empty after losing Fred, and he finds he can't take it anymore. Twincest, FredGeorge.Bad summary? I think so.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,489 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/3/2007 - George W., Fred W. - Complete
He had Always Known by Wine-into-Water reviews
Sam has always known Dean loves him. Wincest
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,636 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 124 - Follows: 6 - Published: 7/27/2007 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Mirror, Mirror by wordwitch reviews
Mirror, mirror, on the wall, which twin did the Dark Lord maul? The one who died or the one who cried? George's tribute to Fred
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,407 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 5 - Published: 7/23/2007 - Fred W., George W. - Complete
We Fall Humbly At Your Feet by Mirax Corran reviews
During the summer they spend at No. 12 Grimmauld Place, Fred and George sneak downstairs one night and get a little more than they bargained for. Fred, George, Remus and Sirius. No spoilers.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 673 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 3 - Published: 7/23/2007 - Fred W., George W. - Complete
Mirror, Mirror, Off the Wall by Amanita Jackson reviews
Twincest, I'm afraid. Angst as well. Just had to. Major spoilers concerning the twins. If you've not finished Deathly Hollows yet and don't want their fate revealed then you'd best clear off. The rest of you, come on in.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 645 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 3 - Published: 7/22/2007 - Fred W., George W. - Complete
Coffee & Fries by bradleigh reviews
[SLASH] Joe's falling apart in the ER Waiting Room until the one person he really needs gets there. Fluff. Ficlet.
Hardy Boys/Nancy Drew - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,692 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/10/2007 - Complete
Decisions In Blood by KateCyrus reviews
Season Two- 8 Episode Tag: When Dean almost flat lines, Sam has an emotional breakdown which drives him to drastic measures in hope of contacting his brother’s spirit. WARNING: Self Harm / Tags span from In My Time of Dying thru Cross Road Blues
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 8 - Words: 33,734 - Reviews: 183 - Favs: 143 - Follows: 54 - Updated: 12/4/2006 - Published: 10/4/2006 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Living Colour by dtngfan reviews
COMPLETE. Darco. Marco's coming out journey. It may be old news but it's still fun to write about. Self acceptance, first dance, first kiss, first love. Who can resist?
Degrassi - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 22,047 - Reviews: 69 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 8/4/2006 - Published: 7/10/2006 - Marco D. - Complete
Deserving by goolcaptain reviews
If what Willow did to Warren still haunts you then you're not alone.....DARK subject matter including self harm
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 607 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/19/2006 - Willow R., Warren M. - Complete
Cut by goldenbubbles reviews
Draco is a self harmer and has been since the night of the battle. What turned him to cutting and will he cope? A story of self harm, guilt and suicide. WARNING: graphic self harm. Don't read if you're squemish or eating. ONESHOT
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,135 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 4 - Published: 5/9/2006 - Draco M. - Complete
The Doors of the Mind by Telperion reviews
Jack needs to find out what is in his lost memories. JackNine slash
Doctor Who - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 25,723 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 9 - Published: 3/5/2006 - Complete
Silver and Cold by Shiakuu Hitome reviews
Remus reflects on Sirius. Warnings: mild slash reference, self harm, OotP spoilers.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 743 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/13/2005 - Remus L. - Complete
Just One More Time by Kikeri Ki reviews
oneshot Always the funny guy, trying to get a laugh. But hiding a dark secret.
Teen Titans - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,129 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/10/2005 - Beast Boy, Raven - Complete
Child's Play by randomrandom reviews
Jack has found out about his two missing years, and they're not good memories. WARNING: High angst levels and references to self harm.
Doctor Who - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,068 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 3 - Published: 7/25/2005
Vincent My Brother by M. D. Jensen reviews
Set after Structural Corruption. We know that Charlie was shaken by Finn Montgomery's suicide, but do we know just how badly? And do we truly know why? Major Charlie angst. Please R&R!
Numb3rs - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,085 - Reviews: 51 - Favs: 118 - Follows: 12 - Published: 2/19/2005 - Charlie E., Don E. - Complete
Half Empty by pins reviews
rape, abuse, love, hate, self harm. at the beginning of their sixth year at hogwarts, Remus is just starting to realize how he likes sirius when he is raped. how will sirius take it when he finds out, or will remus never tell him? chapter 14 up
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 14 - Words: 36,089 - Reviews: 197 - Favs: 65 - Follows: 41 - Updated: 10/3/2004 - Published: 6/21/2004 - Sirius B., Remus L.
Let's Play Pretend by Cradlerobber Speedo-kun reviews
Marco confronts Ellie about her cutting.
Degrassi - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,528 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 16 - Published: 6/19/2004
Stars in the Moonlit Sky by FallenAshes09 reviews
HIATUS! Vampires are rare, powerful, and misunderstood creatures. And now a student has been turned into a vampire on Hogwarts grounds. HPDM SLASH!
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 5 - Words: 9,838 - Reviews: 172 - Favs: 83 - Follows: 68 - Updated: 1/24/2004 - Published: 4/26/2003 - Harry P., Draco M.
Granted by Rivulet027 reviews
Bobby takes a hot shower. No pairings. Warning: major angst with suicidal thoughts.
X-Men - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,343 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/8/2003 - Robert D./Iceman - Complete
Cleansing by Mariana1 reviews
Draco relives one of the harest times of his life...One off DH from Draco's POV Warning for SLASH, rape, and self harm... no likee no readee...
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,324 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 3 - Published: 9/19/2003 - Draco M., Harry P.
Innocence, Imperfectly by lipstick traces reviews
twincest, slash, angst (also abuse, cutting, rape, etc). george and fred sort out fraternal **snicker** difficulties, and harry and draco blur the line between love and hate. varying POVs. chapter 24, finally: in which there is a dinner.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 24 - Words: 24,264 - Reviews: 469 - Favs: 139 - Follows: 34 - Updated: 10/20/2002 - Published: 8/22/2001 - Draco M., Harry P.
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RainSplattered Windows reviews
Your friends at Stanford were hunters! Well, i didn't actually know that part... It's time for Sam to come clean and tell Dean what he got tangled up in at Stanford. WARNINGS: Self harm, Slash
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 881 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 16 - Published: 10/30/2007 - Sam W., Dean W.
Emptiness and Razor Blades reviews
Sam has a secret of the selfdistructive kind. When everything falls apart, can Dean pull him out of the never ending black hole? WARNING: Self Harm
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 5 - Words: 7,648 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 121 - Follows: 44 - Updated: 10/30/2007 - Published: 7/19/2006 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Flawed reviews
Those who get left behnd suffer unbelievable torment, especailly when all you can smell is the stench of rotting flesh. When Jack gets left behin in a world that's dead, will he survive? NOT Torchwood See inside for Warnings.
Doctor Who - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,324 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 4 - Published: 1/18/2007
Mental Anguish reviews
A series of Sammy Drabbles taking place after each episode.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 5 - Words: 673 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 7/12/2006 - Published: 6/18/2006 - Sam W., Dean W.