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Joined 07-06-06, id: 1083605, Profile Updated: 08-05-09
Author has written 1 story for Prince of Tennis.

I am 20 and go by the name Raven (no its not my true name however it is my preffered name)
I live in Australia, more specifically Brisbane. I am currently studying Nursing at the University of the Sunshine Coast with a major in mental health.

My favourite Pairings are:

Naruto
Sasu-Naru
Kaka-Naru
Shika-Naru
Kaka-Iru
Kaka-Saku

Prince of Tennis
Ryoma-Tezuka
Ryoma-Fuji
Fuji-Tezuka
Oishii-Eiji
Kaidoh-Momo

Teen Titans
Robin-Raven
Cyborg-Raven

My favored genre to read in Angst and Tragedy. I also prefer fics that are over 20,000 words mostly because i love to read.

Much love Raven xoxo

E-mail - Asukasghost@live.com.au
MSN - As above
Website - www.raven-01.deviantart.com

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Who can make me smile? by forbiddenstars reviews
pairings decided: FujiRyo . If Ryoma is the only one to see Fuji's pain, and the only one to help him, what will become of the two? -DELETED, see author profile for more information
Prince of Tennis - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 93 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 81 - Updated: 7/2/2016 - Published: 4/16/2007 - E. Ryoma, Fuji S.
Fighting Off Struggles by Moving Mountains reviews
Raven is severely attacked and left for dead. Now as the Titans try to find the man responsible, a new friend arrives on the scene. How will he affect the Titans and what secrets will be revealed?... RobRae... please read and review. CHAPTER 11 ADDED AFTER 7.5 YEARS!
Teen Titans - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 26,434 - Reviews: 92 - Favs: 61 - Follows: 46 - Updated: 12/22/2014 - Published: 1/25/2006 - Raven, Robin - Complete
If Wishes Were Horses by Sugarpony reviews
Revised and revived! More than twenty-five thousand children in Japan are victims of child abuse, but no one expected Seigaku's favorite freshman to be one of the statistics. What happened to a mother's love?
Prince of Tennis - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 8 - Words: 51,212 - Reviews: 384 - Favs: 644 - Follows: 700 - Updated: 7/12/2014 - Published: 4/2/2007 - E. Ryoma, E. Nanjiroh
Double Fault by attackfish reviews
Practice games become tremendous tests of endurance when Ryoma finds himself losing energy. To make matters worse, the senior players notice. Ryoma seems to be more sick than he realized. First person, various PoV. Gen. Ryoma is diagnosed with leukemia.
Prince of Tennis - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 21 - Words: 81,889 - Reviews: 646 - Favs: 615 - Follows: 650 - Updated: 6/28/2013 - Published: 7/8/2006 - E. Ryoma, Fuji S.
Falter by Nga Aroha reviews
Set before Breaking Dawn, because I refuse to acknowledge its existance. T/TT crossover. When Raven is sent to watch over Forks by an overworked Robin, Alice's visions and Edwards mind reading begins to short-circut. Jasper however, feels a connection.
Crossover - Teen Titans & Twilight - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 48 - Words: 236,703 - Reviews: 1000 - Favs: 265 - Follows: 181 - Updated: 12/27/2011 - Published: 7/6/2009 - Raven, Jasper - Complete
DUST to DISASTER by InuEdbabe reviews
They both enter high school, one with everything and the other with nothing, but that nothing meant so much more to Naruto than anyone could ever imagine. So what happens when he loses the only string of happiness he has? Dust to Disaster. Pairings: SasuN
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 16 - Words: 15,174 - Reviews: 53 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 44 - Updated: 9/27/2011 - Published: 12/18/2006 - Sasuke U., Naruto U.
My mind is in your hands by InuEdbabe reviews
After their kind mother turns murderous her two sons are left in shreds but will the two talented state military pshycitrists be able to save them. RoyEd ScarAl
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 7,691 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 60 - Updated: 8/20/2011 - Published: 5/31/2007 - Roy M., Edward E.
Kisses & Suicide by Dusty Miller reviews
REMOVED A wise man said; "All you need is love." Pff, easier said than done, Old man. SasuNaru AU
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,536 - Reviews: 560 - Favs: 236 - Follows: 227 - Updated: 7/24/2011 - Published: 8/10/2008 - [Naruto U., Sasuke U.] Minato N. - Complete
Living The Shadows by Jaricchi reviews
Ryoma's getting tired of being in his father's shadow. Tennis wasn't really his thing. He's trying to pursue something other than tennis. What if his father doesn't? He follows his heart, but haunted by his father's words. DISCONTINUED
Prince of Tennis - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 3 - Words: 2,706 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 59 - Updated: 11/23/2010 - Published: 6/2/2008 - E. Ryoma
The Joy of Pain by WhiteWolf0604 reviews
Gaara lives alone with his brother and sister, Kankuro and Temari, and ends up cutting himself. When a new student comes to their high school, how will this new student handle Gaara when he finds out? -Rated for cutting and forms of abuse- -NejGaa- -YAOI-
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 13 - Words: 26,537 - Reviews: 87 - Favs: 84 - Follows: 50 - Updated: 8/26/2010 - Published: 8/13/2007 - Gaara, Neji H. - Complete
Love, Cuts and Lyrics by o0oBeezelneffo0o reviews
Abusive alcholic guardian, bloody horrific past, the schools punching bag especially Neji and Shino's, crush is a guy... what is Naruto to do? Why, listen to music of course... SasuNaru I think i've rated it right...
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 21 - Words: 75,431 - Reviews: 386 - Favs: 188 - Follows: 229 - Updated: 11/6/2009 - Published: 8/15/2007 - Naruto U., Sasuke U.
Life Goes On by Stormy1x2 reviews
A new year has begun for Fudoumine. Kamio Akira, newly appointed buchou, tries to run his team, take care of his family, and make something of himself, all without going completely insane.
Prince of Tennis - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 40,824 - Reviews: 108 - Favs: 66 - Follows: 64 - Updated: 8/12/2009 - Published: 4/9/2007 - Kamio A.
Oh We Do TOO Have Hearts! by PaigeySama reviews
Zexion is living with his brother and his father in the 1930's in Germany when Hitler takes rule. Him and his family are Jewish and it's quite strange once he comes into friendly terms with a rather... odd Nazi soldier.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 12 - Words: 25,402 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 5/1/2009 - Published: 4/26/2009 - Luxord, Zexion - Complete
Side effects may include by Midesko reviews
And once Kevin said one more casual comment to Gwen, Ben broke." Angst then happy because I'm a sap. Yay me... BeVin all the way in here! Rated T for cursing Gwen. She tends to do that when Kevin messes up with Ben. Kevin/Ben For Ritty!
Ben 10 - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,103 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 118 - Follows: 18 - Published: 2/17/2009 - Ben T., Kevin - Complete
Lolita and Yanki: CAN'T STOP LOVIN' YOU! by Chiame-Yoru reviews
What happens when a Lolita named Sakura and a Yanki named Gaara meet? A relation starts to build as the two start to fall in love. However, nothing ever goes as planned when Sakura’s exboyfriend, a Gothic Aristocrat,tries to get her back! FULL SUMMARY INS
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 14,871 - Reviews: 64 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 50 - Updated: 11/29/2008 - Published: 8/28/2006 - Sakura H., Gaara
Inertia Creeps by risokura reviews
Note to self, next time you try to commit suicide, jump off a building. It's a lot more effective. AxelRoxas AU.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 31 - Words: 211,002 - Reviews: 1145 - Favs: 1,409 - Follows: 370 - Updated: 9/13/2008 - Published: 12/14/2007 - Axel, Roxas - Complete
Broken Apart by GuardianValkyrie reviews
After a series of foster homes, Kurenai finally decides to place a hurt Naruto in foster care with Iruka where he meets new friends and danger arises for the blond. Set in modern day Japan. No pairings. Not sasunaru
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 16 - Words: 35,685 - Reviews: 160 - Favs: 94 - Follows: 71 - Updated: 8/26/2008 - Published: 6/25/2007 - Naruto U., Sasuke U. - Complete
Puzzle by w-e-i-r-d-b reviews
Brotherly Love fic. When Ryoga met Ryoma for the first time didn't know how this relationship was going to be...
Prince of Tennis - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 23,312 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 53 - Updated: 8/25/2008 - Published: 10/21/2005 - E. Ryoga, E. Ryoma
Eyes Without A Face by godrevypoint reviews
WIP Haruhi is in for one of the most eye opening years of her life. She gets exposed to drugs, sex, and cynical love. Rated M for adult themes, drug use, and sexuality.
Ouran High School Host Club - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 19 - Words: 49,565 - Reviews: 233 - Favs: 165 - Follows: 233 - Updated: 8/3/2008 - Published: 11/10/2006 - Haruhi F., Kyōya O.
Striped by Kikyz reviews
After her dad kick her out,Raven lives with a crazed man name Michael&about twenty other girls.Gar is one of the hottest guys in school and has dreams of being an artist but is discoarage by his family.So what'll happen when these two fall in love?-finish
Teen Titans - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 36 - Words: 70,261 - Reviews: 454 - Favs: 117 - Follows: 82 - Updated: 6/29/2008 - Published: 12/2/2005 - Beast Boy, Raven - Complete
Will of the Heart by SamanthaLienne reviews
People from their pasts start to appear when Ryoma goes back to America with Yukimura and Atobe for the UJF Cup. Now, old secrets and forgotten memories are bound to be revealed. Would they be able to live on unscathed or meet a bitter end?
Prince of Tennis - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 17 - Words: 118,266 - Reviews: 214 - Favs: 125 - Follows: 130 - Updated: 5/21/2008 - Published: 5/22/2007
At the bottom of an ocean by nlblake reviews
What if Tezuka hitting Ryoma had far worse consequences than anyone could have imagined?
Prince of Tennis - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 9 - Words: 14,341 - Reviews: 454 - Favs: 744 - Follows: 793 - Updated: 5/20/2008 - Published: 11/7/2006 - E. Ryoma
The Dispossession of Echizen Ryoma by Sinnatious reviews
When Ryoma finds himself in a tough situation, his pride might keep him swimming, but it’s Tezuka who keeps his head above water.
Prince of Tennis - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 28 - Words: 83,152 - Reviews: 396 - Favs: 1,054 - Follows: 249 - Updated: 5/8/2008 - Published: 4/23/2008 - E. Ryoma, Tezuka K. - Complete
Forgivable Christmas by Lilith Evanson reviews
If I can handle the village hating me, the one I love not noticing me and being a monster, I think I can handle one lonely Christmas. SasuNaru
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,685 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 56 - Follows: 4 - Published: 12/24/2007 - Sasuke U., Naruto U. - Complete
Don't Step On The Welcome Mat by Aya-dono reviews
AUSasuNaru Naruto is a new patient at Konoha Youth Hospital for the Mentally Ill. Forced to deal with odd characters, from the narcissist in love with him to the two sociopaths intent on corrupting him, his only hope for a way out lies in saving them all.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 16,571 - Reviews: 65 - Favs: 64 - Follows: 101 - Updated: 11/21/2007 - Published: 5/16/2007 - Naruto U., Sasuke U.
You Can't Have a Shadow Without Light by LovableDuck reviews
Akaya is only a shadow in the light of his depression. But, can he really fade away so eaily? Uke Pair
Prince of Tennis - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 21 - Words: 27,379 - Reviews: 140 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 11/4/2007 - Published: 5/28/2007 - Kirihara A., Yukimura S. - Complete
Untitled by To Destination reviews
Have you ever wondered why Ryoma is so cocky? What if its just a mask to hide his past? Just an idea of what could have changed him. RyomaXInui Read and Review!
Prince of Tennis - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 2,762 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 9/19/2007 - Published: 8/8/2007 - E. Ryoma, Inui S. - Complete
Crimson Tears by Boejangles reviews
Itachi takes Naruto with him when he leaves the village, with Akatsuki as their destination. With lies and deception around each corner will one soul make it through this maze? When betrayal changes Naruto both physically and emotionally can Akatsuki...
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Angst - Chapters: 13 - Words: 43,768 - Reviews: 280 - Favs: 219 - Follows: 261 - Updated: 8/26/2007 - Published: 4/15/2007 - Naruto U., Itachi U.
Nenshou Kyoukan by Mask Of Smiles reviews
After bringing Sasuke back, Naruto is chased out of the village and is never heard from again. But when Konoha needs help, they hire a gang of assassins, and guess who's their number one guy? ItaNaru strong!dark Naruto.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Angst/Adventure - Chapters: 6 - Words: 10,980 - Reviews: 562 - Favs: 740 - Follows: 975 - Updated: 8/13/2007 - Published: 3/8/2007 - Naruto U., Itachi U.
Zutto Soba Ni by SilverCyanide reviews
[Always by your Side] Eiji's been acting weird lately, and it's not just your normal everyday stuff. [Cancer fic, NOT leukemia, eventual GP.][Ch. 1 through 4 edited for technical stuff, Ch. 5 posted.]
Prince of Tennis - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Suspense - Chapters: 5 - Words: 7,723 - Reviews: 66 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 33 - Updated: 6/25/2007 - Published: 11/4/2006 - Kikumaru E., Oishi S.
Seishun Haunting by Cero18 reviews
A little girl was killed in Seishun Academy School. Why was she killed and why is she after our little tennis freshman prodigy? Find out here. Plz read & review! Disclaimer: I do not own POT! Ch. 21 is up!
Prince of Tennis - Rated: T - English - Horror/Suspense - Chapters: 21 - Words: 23,039 - Reviews: 243 - Favs: 159 - Follows: 131 - Updated: 5/19/2007 - Published: 3/13/2007 - E. Ryoma
Living again by Launigsiae reviews
Ryoma is involved in a traffic accident and is left unable to walk again. This story follows him on his acceptance of the fact that his life will never be the same. He'll have to learn to enjoy life again, no matter how hard it is.
Prince of Tennis - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 8,844 - Reviews: 88 - Favs: 108 - Follows: 121 - Updated: 5/14/2007 - Published: 3/11/2007 - E. Ryoma, E. Nanjiroh
Beloved's Whisper by tscrit reviews
Christmas, to him, brings back the worst of memories...It makes him remember, and it hurts to feel. [Belated Christmas fic]
Prince of Tennis - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,573 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/26/2006 - Fuji S., Tezuka K. - Complete
My Longing, My Love by Bookkbaby reviews
NaruSasu YAOI Naruto is depressed, and no one knows. Will that change when, on a nightly visit to a sleeping Sasuke, the object of his affections wakes up? ONESHOT
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,859 - Reviews: 66 - Favs: 148 - Follows: 34 - Published: 12/9/2006 - Naruto U., Sasuke U. - Complete
Grateful by Joya Verde reviews
COMPLETE. One sided NaruSasu and ItaNaru. Naruto is nine, and he expereices something no child that age should ever experience or witness. WARNING: YAOI and character death!
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,051 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 10 - Published: 10/28/2006 - Naruto U. - Complete
The Black Thorn by The Dark Oblivion reviews
The Titans finally disband.They break contact and go their seperate ways.During one of his expeditions with the Doom Patrol,BB comes across a girl cloaked in black who apparently gaurds the church.Who is she andwhy does she lookso familiar?BBRAE NOT RELIG
Teen Titans - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Mystery - Chapters: 17 - Words: 21,637 - Reviews: 145 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 32 - Updated: 10/27/2006 - Published: 6/14/2006 - Raven, Beast Boy - Complete
Armageddon by azyrian reviews
[ONESHOT] It's amazing how one mysterious package can change their lives forever. 'Your twenty four hours start now.' Slight RaeRob
Teen Titans - Rated: K+ - English - Suspense/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,120 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 9/11/2006 - Published: 8/31/2006 - Raven, Robin - Complete
I'll Love You For Never by Bananas Lupine reviews
The only thing worse than having something horrible done to you is doing something horrible and then regretting it forever as it replays in your head over and over...Robin did something bad but he can't remember what it was. RobRae ABANDONED
Teen Titans - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 13,465 - Reviews: 79 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 9/3/2006 - Published: 8/28/2005 - Robin, Raven
Loneliness Be Gone by CreativeStrive1025 reviews
Naruto always thinks he's alone, even when all of his friend and family are so close. No one loves him, or so he thinks, though he is loved deeply by many. It might be to late for him though, as he takes his life. SasuNaru KakIru
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,559 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 8/10/2006 - Published: 7/30/2006 - Sasuke U., Naruto U. - Complete
Get Rhythm by Wolfram003 reviews
Kamio has been having family problems for a while, but they finally escalate to the point where he is purposely injured. How will Kamio, Shinji, and the rest of Fudomine's team cope? Eventual ShinjixKamio. ON HIATUS; WILL BE CONTINUED IN 2013.
Prince of Tennis - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 12,030 - Reviews: 90 - Favs: 44 - Follows: 73 - Updated: 7/27/2006 - Published: 7/18/2006 - Kamio A., Ibu S.
Snow by Cylor reviews
The Titans exist to fight evil. But what does "evil" really mean, exactly?
Teen Titans - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Horror - Chapters: 19 - Words: 20,664 - Reviews: 56 - Favs: 56 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 7/20/2006 - Published: 7/1/2006 - Raven, Robin, Beast Boy, Starfire - Complete
Grimms' Scary Tales by RayeWilliams reviews
We all love the stories of the brothers' Grimm. Little Red Riding Hood, Snow White, Sleeping Beauty...but the only Titan that knows them is Raven, and the others wanna hear them...uh oh.
Teen Titans - Rated: K - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,598 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 7/15/2006 - Published: 6/21/2006 - Raven - Complete
Shadow Wars Part I: Descent by metforce reviews
Beast Boy and Terra grow closer. Raven falls into a jealous rage and the necromancer returns with an unholy alliance. Will Raven accept and fulfill her unborn sons’ dark prophecy? This story rated for language and adult topics.
Teen Titans - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 11,346 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/12/2006 - Raven - Complete
Missing by dark-spirit reviews
Beast Boy completely insults Raven although she is in love with him. How does Raven react? Does Beast Boy repent? Read my story idiot! Rated T for cursing.
Teen Titans - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,431 - Reviews: 44 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 12/14/2005 - Published: 12/1/2005 - Raven, Beast Boy - Complete
As the Petals Fall by ChocolateCurlz reviews
Raven's powers are slowly killing her from the inside out... how will the Titans cope, knowing that the heroes don't always win the war?
Teen Titans - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,943 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 15 - Published: 9/10/2005
The Gauntlet by silvershadeus reviews
Every day Momoshiro walks down the same hallway. (MomoxRyo implications)
Prince of Tennis - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,763 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 3 - Published: 12/3/2003
A Memory Better Left Forgotten reviews
When Ryoma's past of torture and shame comes back to haunt him who is going to be there to help him through it. No pairings at this point Warning; rape, child molestation, and possible attempted suicde
Prince of Tennis - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,817 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 67 - Follows: 96 - Updated: 8/5/2009 - Published: 9/15/2008 - E. Ryoma