ClynicalBrat
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Joined 09-09-01, id: 109344
Author has written 13 stories for Gabriel Knight, Moulin Rouge, Bible, Fanfiction Poetry, Misc. Plays/Musicals, and Once Upon a Time in Mexico.
It's been a long while since I posted anything here, mostly because I was deeply over fucked with real life. I am studying my last year in Moscow State Academy of Theatrical Art and hopefully will get my degree as the musical theater actress/director.
I'm taking both courses, because the second one involves a lot more work with drama, (not only singing, dancing, fencing an stuff) literature and cinematograph.
I like writing poetry, and at rare ocasions I write short stories or fanfiction. Those ocasions are rare mostly because I get it way to deep inside of me, as all of my characters, and those stories turn out to be just some crazy flow of insight, inner thoughts and stuff like that. I identify with a character way too much, it's my own private way of escapism (I feel a lot more comfortable on stage or in front of the camera than in real life,so...) and at times it can get pretty dangerous and I'm aware of it. So far, I've counted up to five separate voices in my head (yeah..yeah..I'm crazy and proud of it) and each one of them has it's own genuine personality, even though i know they are all me's...but...they quite often deny this fact.
My stories mostly get dark, gloomy, way too deep in psychology ( as any normal psycho, sociopath and intimophob i just LOOOVE...psychology, I ADORE it..I've mastered the analysis of other people's mind, and I love playing with character's motivations and stuff like that) and rather depressive. Though at times there are some spaks of black humor in them. I can even get sentimental...
But that's not the me who's writing this at the moment. ;-)
I'll stop that untill it turned out to be another fight for the keyboard in my head.
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Tears reviews
Just a poems that came to my while making my own Sands pictures with bloody tears on my face...it just occured to me how it would feel.
Once Upon a Time in Mexico - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11/28/2003
Lovesong of a Murderer reviews
A song inspired by UOATIM, Sands, his blindness and all that comes along... (slashy themes, what Sands thinks being found by El and led by him - not only literally , but metaphoric)
Once Upon a Time in Mexico - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/28/2003
Through the Blind Man's vision reviews
Another poem, now more strongly associated with Sands, but it still bears a lot of my own feelings, during the time when I was struck by a sudden fit of blindness due to a heavy head injury I had during a rehearsal. I still have them..those fits, and thin
Once Upon a Time in Mexico - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11/18/2003
Life Principles reviews
This a poem which a wrot ebeing mildly inspired by the OUATIM movies, and Sandsin general, because...well it resonates along with my own views upon things. So it's kinda, some of Sands's thoughts, rhymed by me.
Once Upon a Time in Mexico - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11/18/2003
Iscariot reviews
This story is based upon JCS 2000 (there is an english version of it as well). Written from Judas POV, it explores rather dark corners of his soul. Some light slashy undertones included.
Misc. Plays/Musicals - Rated: T - Russian - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 11,699 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 6/3/2002 - Published: 4/27/2002
The 12'th wheel reviews
A story about love, doubt, devotion and betrayal. A tale of the man who was probably the most misunderstood figure in the history of christianity.
Bible - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,343 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 4/26/2002 - Published: 4/21/2002
Traitor reviews
A poem , inspired by Jesus Christ Superstar 2000, which really made me cry...and think that every Judas in history, once upon a time, loved a Jesus.
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K - Russian - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/22/2002
Gethsemane reviews
This is the poem...about Jesus....about being afraid to be sold out by ....the kiss.
Bible - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/16/2002
My Death reviews
The poem which tells of Satine's last feverush thoughts when she's dying in Christian's embrace.
Moulin Rouge - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 6 - Published: 12/17/2001
Baron Friedrich von Glower - The Diary reviews
The title says it all. Friedrich's thought, memories, reflections...certainly has some gay thematics, but I prefer emotions to graphic descriptions so it's only PG13.
Gabriel Knight - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,753 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 12/13/2001 - Published: 12/11/2001
Empty reviews
I cried when I watched Moulin Rouge...and through tears, i write this down. This comes from Christian's POV. Short..but says it all.
Moulin Rouge - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/10/2001
Echo reviews
I was so deeply touched by the storyline of the GK 2, The Beast Within, and especially Friedrich Von Glowe that this poem simply came out of me..it's from Friedrich's POV, as his spirit watches over Gabriel before leaving this world forever.
Gabriel Knight - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 12/10/2001