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Author has written 13 stories for Final Fantasy VII.

Last Updated: Sunday, April 7, 2014

Well, I know that I've been on hiatus for over a year but I haven't disappeared entirely. I'm also well-aware that I have a really silly story that I haven't finished either. But that's okay. I think I'm allowed to do that from time to time. During this last year, I've hardly read and I've made many attempts to write only to come up with a serious case of, "No... That won't do, if I can't buy into it, then chances are that no one else can either."

Anyway, for those that were wondering, I'll make a long story short. I was laid off last August and my father passed away in March. I went through a bit of downtime, for lack of a better word. It didn't take me long to find a new job that pays enough to pay the bills and I've met some amazing people that I really feel I was meant to meet there. In a way, the experience has been like a badly needed medicine for the soul, and I'm slowly returning to the person I used to be. I suppose, in a way, that I finally got in touch with a part of myself that was so lost that I didn't even realise it was missing.

Sometimes I really do believe that we come across certain people (be it good or bad), that we really need to find in order to help ourselves heal and learn with and from.

There are some amazing people out there, and sometimes we only need to open our eyes to see them.

Personal info:

Why is my username kremesch? because that is my name... seriously :)

Location: somewhere in between the lost perils of my mind and a permanent mental vacation.

Education: Of course, do you really think I could spell without one?

Occupation: Yes.

Age: Well that depends on what year it is now, don’t it?

Hobbies: Anything that takes me away from my miserable existence and allows me to express someone else’s instead. Misery loves company.

Interests: Pretty much the same as my hobbies.

Dislikes: Reality and taxes.

Completed Fanfics: can also be found at my personal site located here: My Personal File Storage. The Dance of the Macabre can be found here in a couple of different formats now.

Note about Revisions: Sometimes you’ll see a Revision note at the end of the chapter. This does not mean that anything was particularly changed, since the content remains the same. It just means that upon revisiting earlier chapters, I may sometimes feel it could have used a little more depth, detail, or explanation, particularly when in contrast to the rest of the story.

Current Projects:

Nullified: In Progress. This one is taking some time to write due to limited time. No worries though. I will finish it, but it will be the last one I'll write.

Miscellaneous Adventures of the Absolute Absurd: This story came about after the long haul of writing Void. It's a form ofstress release, completely random. Yet at the same time, it has its own plot. It's not expected to be a very long story and was more or less written for myself because I needed a good laugh and felt like looking at FFVII's characters in a different light for a change--not sure if I'll finish this one.

The Gemini Project: Being revised. GP is under a major revision. There are a lot of awkard phrases and sentences in this one that it almost seems like it's out of sync in a lot of cases. Not to mention that there's a huge formatting issue with this one as well. It's original format was lost when fanfiction did one of its updates and I hadn't gotten around to trying to fix it until now.

I’ll try to keep people posted on the progress by leaving an end-note in the story’s description field. As of the time of this writing, my completed stories have ‘UNDER REVISION’ written at the end if they are in the process of beeing revised, WAITING TO BE REVISED if I haven't gotten around to it yet, and once they’re done, I’ll change it to ‘COMPLETED’ to let people know they’re ready.

I have a thing for Yaoi pairings, mostly Rufus and Reno of FFVII, but I'm not opposed to other male dominated stories, because I like them, and I also like to experiment with different pairngs as well.

Biggest FFVII Fanfic Pet Peeve: RENO DOES NOT SAY YO! It sounds so utterly juvenile, that it makes me want to pull out my hair and sew my eyelids shut with it when I see people make him say that. After being reminded on several occasions, and as an afterthought: Yes, I am aware of the Japanese version ‘zo tot’ (or whatever spelling you prefer), yadda, yadda, yadda, and I don't give a shit either. It still doesn't change the fact that it makes Reno sound like a brain-dead moron, nor does it change the fact that it doesn't actually translate to ANY English word at all, yo.

If you don't like male on male pairings, I strongly recommend staying away from my stories. I like to try and keep it somewhat real, so you’re not going to run into a world that is ALL male on male in anything that I write, but there will always be one or two pairings that are. So don’t get your hopes up that every male is going to be paired with every other male. It will never happen in any of my stories. I simply like to pair people that I think would work well together, regardless of orientation.

I like to take risks and twist things around, and sometimes what I write may border on disturbing, if not insanity... but that’s what makes it fun. I figure, what the hell… I don't really give a care if I disturb anybody or not. It’s much safer for me to bring it out in words than in the actual act. Wouldn’t you agree? Besides, I think there are a lot of sickos out there that love it… erm… -cough- just like me -cough-.

One more thing, my spelling is in the traditional English language and Canadian English for the most part (Not US/American). Therefore, if you come across something that you think is a spelling error, please ensure that it actually is one before correcting me. I’ve been corrected quite a few times on words that were not misspelled, and I don’t mind being corrected when it's an actual mistake (it saves me from embarassment). So please feel free to do so, I just really hate having to PM people to correct them back, it makes me feel like a… I dunno… get creative and fill in the blank for yourself.

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Twist in Time by huggyssupreme reviews
Vincent returns to Wutai for a visit, he goes to meet a certain someone, but someone else appears. V&T
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Family/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,040 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/5/2007 - Vincent V., Tseng - Complete
Hazard Pay by LilyMoon'sAlias reviews
After the events of Advent Children, Reno gets the job of keeping an eye on Cloud Strife. Don't own, Square Enix does. 217 EDIT, an interlude has been added between part 7 and what is now part 9. This is yaoi and is RenoCloud as the main pairing.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 23 - Words: 31,691 - Reviews: 212 - Favs: 291 - Follows: 111 - Updated: 10/19/2007 - Published: 1/15/2007 - Reno, Cloud S. - Complete
Shadows Under Skin by S.J. Kohl reviews
Rufus Shinra struggles struggles with his past actions and his impending death as he confronts the geostigma. PreAdvent Children, but not by much. RufusxReno if you squint hard enough.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,835 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 14 - Published: 7/21/2007 - Rufus, Reno - Complete
Business As Usual by MorganEAshton reviews
The prequel to White Flag, chronicling Reno and Rufus' relationship from Reno's admission to the Turks to the point of Weapon's attack on Midgar. Runo: RenoXRufus. Citrus: Grapefruit OR LemonLime. Now Complete!
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: M - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 31 - Words: 143,179 - Reviews: 290 - Favs: 164 - Follows: 57 - Updated: 7/3/2007 - Published: 7/15/2004 - Rufus, Reno - Complete
Deliver Me by ViciousQuestionMark reviews
Sequel to Strictly a OneTime Thing. A month after Cloud’s little “runin” with Reno, he still can’t seem to get the Turk out of his mind. Yaoi, RenoxCloud
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,992 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 68 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 2/6/2007 - Published: 2/1/2007 - Reno, Cloud S. - Complete
Push The Button by auteur-cache reviews
Rufus always gets what he wants, and he's going to make sure that doesn't change any time soon.RenoRufus, yaoi fic, dont read if you dont like.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: K+ - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,187 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 5 - Published: 1/14/2007 - Reno, Rufus - Complete
Strictly A OneTime Thing by ViciousQuestionMark reviews
After defeating well, sort of Jenova’s remnants, Reno heads to the bar to drink off his wounds. When he meets a familiar blonde there, where will the alcohol and their leftover adrenaline take them? Cloud x Reno, yaoi oneshot
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,933 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 53 - Follows: 9 - Published: 1/13/2007 - Cloud S., Reno - Complete
Strictly Business by aiienzo reviews
Cloud finds Reno in an alley, and suspicions rise and falter.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,388 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 57 - Follows: 5 - Published: 10/28/2006 - Cloud S., Reno - Complete
The Real Story Behind Advent Children by The One Ring Alchemist reviews
What you didn't know about Advent Children. Told by the onewinged angel.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: K - English - Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,319 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/29/2006 - Sephiroth - Complete
Tale of Two Turks A Trilogy by Dakota-Jones reviews
Cloud didn't know the story behind two of Reno's most distinguishing features was so complicated but Rude will finally set the story straight on the issue of scars vs. tattoos. And it isn't what Cloud expects in the least. Very light CloudxReno, part 13.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 7,724 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 7/23/2006 - Published: 7/21/2006 - Reno, Rude - Complete
Revolver by Nanaki BH reviews
[RenoxRufus] Reno is brought before Rufus for the first time and is allowed a moment with him to see what's inside his heart.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,171 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/22/2006 - Reno, Rufus - Complete
Ethics, Duty, and Other Unspeakable Things by Konstantya reviews
There was something about this situation that he found surreally familiar... Tseng, Elena, Vincent, and an interlude of rescue. [Set in Advent Children.]
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,117 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 64 - Follows: 7 - Published: 7/21/2006 - Vincent V., Tseng - Complete
The Game by Nanaki BH reviews
[RenoxRufus] Looking back, Rufus remembers what it was he liked so much about Reno in the first place.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,169 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/15/2006 - Reno, Rufus - Complete
Love Like Winter by Nanaki BH reviews
[RenoxRufus] Sometimes the simplest gifts are the ones that mean the most.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,564 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/14/2006 - Reno, Rufus - Complete
Painfully Stupid by Tokyo Kitty reviews
Some things just deserve a smack upside the head. Like when Reno doesn't follow orders and ends up getting hurt. Now due to his stupid actions he can't go on with the others but stay and push papers for a while with Tseng. TsengXReno
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,863 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 3 - Published: 4/25/2006 - Reno, Tseng - Complete
Switchback by sf reviews
Switchback – a 180 degree turn, a winding path spiraling away beyond human vision, always leading down into the darkness. “There was nothing of love in it.” RufusReno, unrequited RufusTseng, implied RenoRude. An exercise in making the pairing work.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,688 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 7 - Published: 2/17/2006 - Rufus, Reno - Complete
Second Servings by Starwind77 reviews
Basking in the afterglow, Rufus contemplates more than just his lover's body. Rufus x Reno, Reno x Rufus
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 691 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/5/2006 - Rufus, Reno - Complete
Maintenance by alooriana reviews
[shounen ai] [reno x rufus] When Tseng is in a bad mood, he forces Reno to fix the ShinRa helicopter. However, the gruelling task may not turn out to be so troublesome after all.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,930 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/12/2006 - Reno, Rufus - Complete
Things Normal by grayout reviews
[One—shot] [Rude x Reno] [Rude POV] It's all routine.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,587 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 31 - Published: 9/18/2005 - Complete
Furious Angels by grayout reviews
[Rude x Reno] [Rude—centric] And if you go, furious angels will bring you back to me...
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 7 - Words: 7,268 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 2/23/2005 - Published: 2/20/2005 - Complete
White Flag by MorganEAshton reviews
The Prologue to Business As Usual, in Reno's point of view, taking place after Weapon's attack on Midgar. RenoXRufus or Runo. Yaoi, Violence, Language.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,031 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/18/2003 - Reno, Rufus
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Nullified reviews
Tseng- Sephiroth POV Yaoi . Sequel/Prequel to Void. In the strange world of FFVII, the past and present merge. Life continues to twist itself around the mistakes of the past after an unexpected discovery is made in the Northern Continent-More inside.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 23 - Words: 210,809 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 9/8/2015 - Published: 9/6/2011 - Tseng, Sephiroth
Miscellaneous Adventures of the Absolutely Absurd reviews
Seven Years have passed and things have changed. People have changed; life has changed. The Turks and the members of Avalanche aren't who or what they used to be anymore. Instead... Continued in Summary Intro on the first page.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 3 - Words: 19,753 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 8/26/2010 - Published: 8/10/2010
Void I reviews
VincentXTseng Vincent POV Yaoi. In Vincent's search for penance, he discovers that misery doesn't always love company, or at least, doesn't want to admit to it. And in this case, it also has a name. COMPLETED
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 45 - Words: 232,076 - Reviews: 304 - Favs: 80 - Follows: 66 - Updated: 7/17/2010 - Published: 1/20/2008 - Tseng, Vincent V. - Complete
Out of the Ordinary reviews
ONESHOT YAOI Rude POV RudeX ? Rude's life has become too ordinary and predictable. He decides it's time to change and winds up with more of a surprise than he bargained for.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,940 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/16/2010 - Rude - Complete
Void reviews
Vincent POV. Tsengcentric. VinceXTseng. YAOI. When Vincent is paid a visit by a man he saved six months ago, he finds himself slipping into temptations he no longer wants to fight. COMPLETED
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 30,696 - Reviews: 49 - Favs: 57 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 1/12/2008 - Published: 12/7/2007 - Tseng, Vincent V. - Complete
Merciless Shadows reviews
[ONESHOT][YAOI][Vincent POV][VincentXTseng] Vincent's reminiscent thoughts about the relationship he has with Tseng. Rating due to intamacy.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,916 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 26 - Published: 11/28/2007 - Vincent V., Tseng - Complete
The Gemini Project reviews
[RenoXRufus][Turks][Yaoi][third person POV] Sequel to The Dance of the Macabre. Not enough space to summarize properly. Please check first chapter for better summary. UNDER REVISION.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: M - English - Suspense/Drama - Chapters: 29 - Words: 234,542 - Reviews: 210 - Favs: 96 - Follows: 31 - Updated: 11/26/2007 - Published: 5/1/2007 - Reno, Rufus - Complete
The Day the World Almost Ended reviews
[ONESHOT][RufusXReno][Third Person POV]. On the day of Weapon's attack, Reno does something he thought he'd never do. He saves the President. Inspired by my other stories during a slight case of writers block.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,240 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/9/2007 - Reno, Rufus - Complete
Torrential Rains reviews
[ONESHOT][Renocentric][RenoXElena] Some mistakes are harder to amend than others. What will Reno do? And how will Elena react?
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,357 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/27/2007 - Reno, Elena - Complete
The Dance of the Macabre reviews
RenoXRufus Turks Yaoi Reno POV Takes place after Advent Children. Some reminiscences from the game as well as the movie. Too complex to summarize properly in this limited space. Please check first chapter for better summary. Satus: COMPLETED.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 39 - Words: 393,353 - Reviews: 354 - Favs: 232 - Follows: 76 - Updated: 4/11/2007 - Published: 8/20/2006 - Rufus, Reno - Complete
Guilty as Sin reviews
[ONESHOT][Rufuscentric]Rufus is a little obsessive about stealing a rare moment and enjoying it to its fullest.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,688 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 5 - Published: 10/3/2006 - Rufus, Reno - Complete
Sliver reviews
[ONESHOT][Reno POV] Analogy of a breakdown. Yaoi implied, but not acted on or described.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,247 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 6 - Published: 10/2/2006 - Reno, Rude - Complete
A Deity of Crimson and Emeralds reviews
[ONESHOT][Rufus POV][RufusXReno] How would the coldest, most powerful man in Midgar react if he lost something that meant the world to him? Here, he reminisces over that loss.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 749 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/21/2006 - Rufus, Reno - Complete