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Author has written 7 stories for Clare B. Dunkle, Twilight, Mediator, and Dreamland.

When you exist in the in between, it's easy for reality to sift away through your fingers like water, though it's flow remains constant with each breath. I wonder about the solid people, the ones who never fall, the ones who flit and skim the surface of the pool with a busy kind of conviction, never pausing long enough to even notice the magnitude of what lies beneath them. It's funny, because you hear about the deep intelligent people, the ones who see the world with the cynical twist to their lower lip, and how they hate shallow people, people who exist entirely in the material world. Truthfully, I am hideously jealous of them both. A thousand miles away from the ground, my world is upside down. It's where the most beautiful things are the most disturbing, and the concepts that people believe to be most concrete, I can't even grasp long enough to feel the texture of. There aren't any lines, see, between me and anything else, not really. Sometimes I lie awake, terrified I'm going to slip out of the borders of this body, and that any essence I retain will just mix with the rest of the confusion, never retaining an identity. My heart feels far too much, in a flood, for some tiny flutter in time, but when faced with huge ordeals, it's so easy to be cold, to exist three thousand miles away where the air is clearer and the stars are easy to cling from- I'm with others, too, sometimes, the blink of an eye or the tone of a voice is so easy to read, so easy to interpret, to know what's real and what's affected, but it most ways, I can't even understand these people's everyday concerns and stresses. I suppose it's the emotions that ring true and are so painfully obvious to read. When I was eight years old, I held the hand of my grandmother as we walked through an art festival, but as we stopped at one stand, I saw a small glass orb, tiny rainbows reflecting off the facets in the glass- fascinated, I pressed my nose right up to the surface, and peered through. An older woman, with gray gold hair and the trails of age lining her skin, peered back at me, smiling-- her face growing long and distorted in the curve of the orb. She looked up, disappearing from view, to say quietly to my grandmother, "The girl's got eldritch eyes."

"Excuse me?" My grandmother would later recall this story with a fondness for crazy hippie women at art festivals.

"She's got faerie eyes." She smiled like it was a good thing. "You might want to watch out for this one, she sees things."

I smiled back at her. I thought it meant I was special.

It really meant I would get used to feeling alone.

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Insanity by DOEeyes reviews
After spilling her story to a psychiatrist, Bella lands herself in Rockford Youth Mental Institution where she encounters individuals with problems not so dissimilar from her own. New Moon, AU. REVISED.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Horror/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 11,250 - Reviews: 112 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 71 - Updated: 4/9/2010 - Published: 7/9/2007 - Bella
Better Than Me by BiteMeEdward7 reviews
A classic Bella and Edward tale. Set the night that Edward comes back, and he decides to take her somewhere to show her how sorry he really is.What could go wrong? Rated T just in case of profanity, my first ever Fan Fic please Read and Reveiw
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 15 - Words: 10,485 - Reviews: 93 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 36 - Updated: 11/3/2007 - Published: 8/29/2007 - Complete
Bella's Wedding Day by Heartbroken1 reviews
POST ECLIPSE! Bella's big day has finally arrived. What happens when an old friend comes and stirs feelings she thought were gone. WARNING...if you don't like Jacob, you won't like my story. Disclaimer: Stephenie Meyer rocks! The people are hers.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 20 - Words: 26,960 - Reviews: 457 - Favs: 196 - Follows: 78 - Updated: 9/8/2007 - Published: 8/20/2007 - Complete
Plastic People, Perfect World by Kiljoy reviews
Claire's Ken doll gets a little too close to the fire, and Jacob sympathizes with him until he starts taking on the traits of a certain bronze haired vampire. [Complete] Disclaimer: I own none of it, it's all Stephenie Meyer's.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,674 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 5 - Published: 8/26/2007 - Complete
The heir by JennyWren reviews
A long time ago Christine promised Erik her first son as an heir for his world. She has almost forgotten it. He has not.
Phantom of the Opera - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 184 - Words: 317,281 - Reviews: 916 - Favs: 93 - Follows: 55 - Updated: 7/27/2007 - Published: 1/2/2006 - Christine - Complete
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Lame Deer, MT reviews
Seriously, Lame Deer Montana? You'd need to fly to Antarctica to escape this guy. Oh, humor me, I'd probably need to go to the moon. One Summer. Susannah and Paul. Creating Hell Together. Problem is, hell on earth starts fires. Try not to get burned...
Mediator - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 27 - Words: 25,877 - Reviews: 119 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 32 - Updated: 8/31/2010 - Published: 10/30/2007 - Susannah S., Paul S.
To Love and to Fall reviews
British heiress Gemma escapes from an arranged marriage to live with her cousin just out of Paris. Absorbed in "finding" a talent, her world is changed forever when she meets Leo, an artist who carefully hides his dark, shadowy depths till its too late.
Dreamland - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 3,743 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 2/21/2009 - Published: 2/19/2009
Sun Shadow reviews
BD spoiler. the first part of the first chapter is Stephanie Myers As Bella and Edward make way for the birth of their first child,a drastic icy turn leaves Bella seeing the world with a new set of mind- and new ideas about love, life, and who she is.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,315 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 8/11/2008 - Published: 8/10/2008 - Bella
Love is Forever for a Black Heart, reviews
There is only room for one Cate in the world.In his heart, there's enough for two. Forever is his heart hers, until forever ceases to exist. But one different part of his love is held for another.Sequel to Her Jacob and the Wolf.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 32 - Words: 19,804 - Reviews: 70 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 11/21/2007 - Published: 9/13/2007
Her Jacob, and the Wolf reviews
When Jacob sees a girl with dark hair and pale skin, something inside him snaps and he finds himself a human again, leaving the wolf part of him behind him as beta instead of alpha.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 24 - Words: 13,454 - Reviews: 88 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 10/2/2007 - Published: 8/29/2007
Bella's Wedding reviews
Bella finally walks down the isle......
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,343 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 3 - Published: 8/26/2007 - Complete
Miranda's Hope reviews
Miranda Nir are married, begins when Miranda gives birth to new child, a new elvish king.He has some unusual traits, and Nir is puzzled. It's just the beginning though.....
Clare B. Dunkle - Rated: T - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 9 - Words: 4,773 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 6/11/2007 - Published: 9/10/2006