Deliriously Withdrawn
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Joined 10-28-06, id: 1155970, Profile Updated: 08-21-09
Author has written 2 stories for Twilight, and Misc. Books.

Cassie/17, that's all you're getting.

I used to write on here once upon a time but that ended when I realized that I can't really write, so all but the two I actually liked have been taken down. My apoligies. I will not be updating anymore.

I want to find my own way of writing, my own style.
I know I haven’t yet. But I am striving to do so.
How shall I put it? It’s very hard to explain.
I want to write in a way that the writing is me – is myself.
I want to write so that what I write and the way I write is me, because of the choice of words and the arrangement of the words, the way I combine them, group them together, orchestrate them. For me, words are music as well as – as much as – they are meanings.
Also, writing is different from talk. When people listen to talk they hear the speaker’s tone of voice. They look at the speaker’s eyes. They observe the movements of the speaker’s face and hands, which helps them to understand what the speaker means. The listener can question and reply and interrupt. The speaker can change her mind and say so, she can stop and start and huff and puff. And all this helps to make the meaning.
But in writing there is no voice to listen to, no eyes to exchange looks, no movements of the face and hands and body to assist the words. No interruptions are possible, no questions can be answered . There are only strange shapes as old as Eve and as new as tomorrow’s baby, and to me they are beautiful and glorious.
I love the appearance of words on a page. I love their shape and the patterns they make. I feel them like pebbles in my mouth, I hear them like music in my head. When I write, they are sculptures in my hand…
There is nothing like words. I want to live with them, I want to live through them, I want to live because of them. I want to live in them. Really in them. And I want to procreate with them. I want to make and remake the world with them.
I have thought about this a lot.
If I have a creed, this is it:
My god is language, written and read,
And there is no other god but this.
from This is All: The Pillow Book of Cordelia Kenn by Aidan Chambers

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Sunrise by BlueSea14 reviews
Twilight in Edward's point of view. Completed June 2010
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 42 - Words: 335,515 - Reviews: 2163 - Favs: 2,244 - Follows: 1,096 - Updated: 6/21/2010 - Published: 9/30/2006 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Belated Birthdays by Kapperz1212 reviews
The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever.- The Notebook. QxC.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 35 - Words: 80,168 - Reviews: 855 - Favs: 198 - Follows: 203 - Updated: 11/26/2008 - Published: 1/21/2008 - Claire, Quil Jr.
Hallucinogen by Insanity's Partner reviews
[Hallucinogen: An object or substance that creates the perception of somebody or something that is not really there.] Edward visits his family after leaving Bella in the hopes of proving to himself that he's fine. He can't escape himself, however. [OS]
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,786 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 8/30/2008 - Published: 4/29/2007 - Complete
Promises by vjd reviews
Fluff and lots of it! Edward and Bella find themselves alone in Florida while visiting Renee during Eclipse. One shot just for fun! Enjoy! R&R please!
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,867 - Reviews: 79 - Favs: 152 - Follows: 19 - Published: 3/29/2008 - Complete
To love or betray? by HeroinPhoenix reviews
A.U. Harry is a squib sold as a slave to Draco Malfoy. Rated M.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,481 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 155 - Follows: 20 - Published: 3/25/2008 - Draco M., Harry P. - Complete
Vertical Horizon by IWABABY reviews
Danica tried to calm her racing heart as she pulled at the restraints around her wrists, but to no avail. A few stray tears fell down her cheeks as she slumped forward closing her eyes in defeat.
Kiesha'ra - Rated: T - English - Romance/Suspense - Chapters: 4 - Words: 10,182 - Reviews: 65 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 61 - Updated: 3/3/2008 - Published: 4/21/2007
The Journals by not done baking reviews
Bella and Edward have both filled and exchanged journals with their thoughts. Bella on what she thinks about being a vampire and Edward on the early days of their relationship. dualPov. companion to Solar Flare. MEADOW SCENE NOW UP!
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 6 - Words: 8,356 - Reviews: 53 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 2/27/2008 - Published: 1/3/2008 - Bella, Edward
Firsts by Alice laughed reviews
Esme learns that firsts don't always happen in chronological order. Rated for lemon. Happy Valentine's Day.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,686 - Reviews: 230 - Favs: 311 - Follows: 43 - Published: 2/14/2008 - Complete
Changes by vjd reviews
SEQUEL to Old Friends, New Enemies & The Monster Within. The Cullen's move to Denali, but thier time there is anything but peaceful. With a wedding, old friends, and Victoria still at large things are anything but perfect for Edward and Bella. R&R
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 22 - Words: 42,015 - Reviews: 502 - Favs: 368 - Follows: 187 - Updated: 2/5/2008 - Published: 9/29/2007 - Complete
Love in Affliction by Saiyachick reviews
-:-1895 England-:-Edward Cullen has always been a ladies man, but after seeing his late father's will, he must choose a bride before his eighteenth birthday otherwise his betrothal to the heinous Duchess of West Essex will be activated.-:-AU-:-
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 16 - Words: 44,810 - Reviews: 2299 - Favs: 3,304 - Follows: 920 - Updated: 2/1/2008 - Published: 9/3/2007 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Choices by vjd reviews
My mother was my best friend, and I didn’t want to leave her, but I had to protect her from seeing me at the end. I wanted her to remember me how I was now, not a shell of the person I had once been. I was moving to Forks to start over for the last time.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 29 - Words: 67,313 - Reviews: 1144 - Favs: 926 - Follows: 328 - Updated: 1/23/2008 - Published: 11/12/2007 - Complete
The High Stakes of Gambling by SeanEmma4Evr reviews
Charlie Weasley loved a challenge and Hermione Granger certainly posed a great one. In the most agonizing game of chess ever played, Charlie and Hermione battle it out. The stake? Why their engagement, of course. Mild language
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11,800 - Reviews: 51 - Favs: 224 - Follows: 27 - Published: 1/22/2008 - Charlie W., Hermione G. - Complete
By the Light of Venus by thefoodsnob reviews
Bella has just graduated from Arizona State University and gets a job working in Seattle. AU rewrite of Twilight, everything is the same except everyone is in their 20's. How will that change the situations that Bella and Edward face?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 15 - Words: 28,374 - Reviews: 294 - Favs: 145 - Follows: 252 - Updated: 1/4/2008 - Published: 11/13/2007
Everything Changes by inadaze22 reviews
“Thank you for cheating on me, Ron. It’s the best thing you could’ve done. Thank you for stopping me from making the worst mistake of my life.” My first Dramione story. Rated M for strong language and sexual content.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 76,191 - Reviews: 810 - Favs: 3,027 - Follows: 498 - Updated: 1/3/2008 - Published: 12/11/2007 - Draco M., Hermione G. - Complete
Echoes by Angel Ren reviews
The only Christmas to pass in Forks was right in the middle of New Moon. What happened on December 25th? How did Charlie help Bella cope with the sheer agony surrounding Edward's disappearance? Angst oneshot. Critiques adored.
Twilight - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,240 - Reviews: 45 - Favs: 52 - Follows: 5 - Published: 12/17/2007 - Bella, Charlie S. - Complete
Her Blood Sings by MidnightWalking reviews
This is Edward's side of New Moon which picks up after Rosalie's telephone call. This is it the very last chapter. Read and enjoy.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 27 - Words: 89,880 - Reviews: 429 - Favs: 512 - Follows: 178 - Updated: 12/14/2007 - Published: 8/25/2006 - Edward, Bella - Complete
A Tell Tale Heart by BrokenBoneWorld reviews
Her skin was translucent, and I could see the blood pulsing through her veins. Slowly. Slower than usual, as if her heart were only doing this because it didn’t have a choice. Because there was no other option. Quick oneshot. Edward visits Forks in NM
Twilight - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 741 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/9/2007 - Complete
The Best Parts of Perfect by J Plash reviews
Bella and Edward share a peaceful evening by the river...bringing back all sorts of memories. One shot, fluff and happiness.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,730 - Reviews: 43 - Favs: 90 - Follows: 21 - Published: 11/24/2007 - Complete
Rewarded Solutions by Amethyst Grey reviews
Luis did not know of any better way to spend an evening than doing Math homework. CornyLuis
Modern Faerie Tales - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 853 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/17/2007 - Corny S., Luis - Complete
I like bears by Alice laughed reviews
Emmett in 200 words. I just couldn't leave him alone. I might add other subjects in the future.
Twilight - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Reviews: 461 - Favs: 447 - Follows: 63 - Published: 11/2/2007
Innocence Lost by not done baking reviews
Mike takes advantage of an Edwardless Bella at a bonfire near First Beach. Will Edward be able to help Bella realize that nothing is her fault? And how will Bella feel about their relationship now? EB, MultiPOV. Involves rape, not graphic. post New Moon
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 20 - Words: 27,392 - Reviews: 575 - Favs: 360 - Follows: 239 - Updated: 11/2/2007 - Published: 6/27/2007 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Roses, Butterflies, and Seashells by cheriepie89 reviews
When he was thirteen years old, Edward Masen received a rose. When he was ten, Jacob Black chased a butterfly, and when she was seven, Bella Swan wanted the pretty seashell that was just beyond her reach.
Twilight - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,318 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 7 - Published: 11/1/2007 - Complete
Darkest hour by Nayame reviews
Edward, Jasper, Carlisle, Rose and Emmett went hunting but something went terribly wrong. What happened so that Edward has red eyes now? And what about Bella's reaction? Will she be able to forgive? post NM
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 9,492 - Reviews: 105 - Favs: 168 - Follows: 50 - Updated: 10/29/2007 - Published: 6/3/2007 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Rosalie the Mechanic? by saranicole reviews
I always thought of Rosalie as someone who wouldn’t want to get dirt under her fingernails, so what would prompt her to want to work on a car? This is my story of how Rosalie became a mechanic. Rated T for language.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 8,522 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 10/24/2007 - Published: 10/22/2007 - Complete
Flirt by Amethyst Grey reviews
Luis could see himself pressed against a solid chest, able to feel it moving in the human necessity of breath. A breathy voice spoke to him repeatedly, his name uttered pleasingly as a hand stroke down his back. CornyLuis
Modern Faerie Tales - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,490 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 2 - Published: 10/19/2007 - Corny S., Luis - Complete
Getting Carried Away by writing1988 reviews
An AG ficlet I just wrote. Fluffy, very fluffy. Takes place in ITHOTG, after George first sees Alanna in a dress, but before she turns seventeen. Has a different outcome than the book.
Song of the Lioness - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,442 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 4 - Published: 10/15/2007 - Tortall
Imprinted by ronandhermy reviews
Some short stories about Quil and Claire, Jared and Kim and Sam and Emily. All the wolves and their loves cooked into the pot of my creation. It's interesting so give in a try if you're a wolf lover.
Twilight - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 5,320 - Reviews: 46 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 10/14/2007 - Published: 10/11/2007 - Quil Jr., Claire - Complete
My Brother and His Girlfriend by CuriosityRedux reviews
When Bella gets sick one night while staying at the Cullen's house, Jasper, Lord of Emotions, gets new insight into hers and Edward's relationship. J's POV
Twilight - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,877 - Reviews: 454 - Favs: 1,260 - Follows: 169 - Published: 9/21/2007 - Complete
Something to Bite On by katiebug5 reviews
It was a slow night at the hospital, but that was no surprise. Nights were usually quite dead around Columbus Hospital, no pun intended.... Carlisle and Esme's meet cute, from Carlisle's point of view.
Twilight - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,431 - Reviews: 54 - Favs: 65 - Follows: 10 - Published: 9/19/2007 - Complete
Hot Chocolate by Angel Ren reviews
Sequel to Butterfly Kisses: Is it time for revenge? Edward Cullen, Snowballs, Bella Swan, Snowangels, Vampires and Hot Chocolate! Whatever is a girl to do? Pure Fluff! Note: Set after Eclipse mild spoilers!
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,346 - Reviews: 85 - Favs: 207 - Follows: 39 - Published: 9/4/2007 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Saving Bella by Kapperz1212 reviews
Please come home before you make the biggest mistake of your life.'...frozen in this dead state doomed to watch as eternity passed me by, as love passed me by...I studied her as an antique, a priceless piece of a past to which I could never return.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 5,407 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 8/27/2007 - Published: 6/17/2007 - Complete
Rain Poured From The Sky by HeavensBells reviews
Jacob and Bella. They are a storm. They love each other. Passionately.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,182 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 90 - Follows: 16 - Published: 8/24/2007 - Bella, Jacob - Complete
Jacob by twilightscallingme reviews
What if Alice never came back? What if Jacob never left and Bella had just one more second and turned her head and pressed her lips against Jacob's shoulder? Oneshot. JakexBella
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 836 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 3 - Published: 8/1/2007 - Complete
Chasing Isobel's Gold by begood2me reviews
This last night is hers. One last time. My answer to what Bella did the day Ren'ee came to take her to Florida...
Twilight - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,818 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/20/2007 - Complete
Soul Meets Body by californiaaaa reviews
Bella believes Edward has a soul.
Twilight - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,434 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 7/1/2007 - Published: 4/27/2007 - Complete
One Night at the Beach by onenight reviews
This is just a piece about Bella and Jacob spending an evening at the beach. BElla has decided to amend their freidnship. Rated M for sexual content.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 9,111 - Reviews: 84 - Favs: 152 - Follows: 72 - Updated: 5/22/2007 - Published: 3/17/2007
Hurt by vjd reviews
Edward has done something that has truley hurt Bella deeply. How will Bella react? How will Edward try to fix things? Review plz!
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 10,957 - Reviews: 88 - Favs: 136 - Follows: 60 - Updated: 5/19/2007 - Published: 5/8/2007 - Complete
As She Was Sleeping by Efil Lacisum reviews
PAIRING: JACOBxBELLA. Companion to As I Lay Waking. Jacob has just rescued Bella from the dangerous currents after her daring cliff dive. This is just a fill in of the time during which Bella was sleeping on Jacob's couch. Oneshot. Jacob's PoV.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,225 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 6 - Published: 5/15/2007 - Bella, Jacob - Complete
Cliff Diving by Winter Ashby reviews
A brush with death that comes not from mythical monsters, but by Bella's own hands is a wake-up call. For her and for Jacob. [Jacob & Bella]
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,945 - Reviews: 64 - Favs: 111 - Follows: 21 - Published: 4/27/2007 - Bella, Jacob - Complete
Unexpected Gift by skaia7 reviews
COMPLETED. Set immediately after The Tenth Power. Darrow can no longer keep anyone from getting close to him, especially the woman he loves. There are things that need to be said. But will he lose Calwyn before he gets the chance?
Kate Constable - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 9 - Words: 10,218 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 4/3/2007 - Published: 8/26/2006 - Complete
Transience by Annilaia reviews
Bella is a vampire with a complete blank for a past. When she meets the beautiful Edward Cullen it's love at first sight. Both of them will realize that he has had a bigger impact on her life than they expected, and he will help her remember her past.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 14 - Words: 22,742 - Reviews: 490 - Favs: 478 - Follows: 158 - Updated: 3/10/2007 - Published: 2/9/2007 - Complete
Welcome Home by Billie Hart reviews
Edward had to disappear to go hunting for three weeks, and this is his welcome home present. PwP, Lemon, MF NC17 for Smutt!
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,421 - Reviews: 55 - Favs: 208 - Follows: 36 - Published: 12/5/2006 - Complete
Trusting You by Lightningwriter reviews
A oneshot fic set right after Nir heals Sable in In the Coils of the Snake. What if Miranda wasn't so complacent about Nir keeping their marriage a secret?
Clare B. Dunkle - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 490 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/2/2006 - Complete
Beneath Their Skins by ninemuses reviews
Vivian and Gabriel, in 50 themes.
Blood And Chocolate - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,528 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 2 - Published: 5/1/2006 - Complete
Visus Verus by vampfire reviews
This is a Mairelon the Magician fanfiction. If you're looking for that, you're in the right place. If you've never heard of that book before, you probably won't enjoy this fic :)
Misc. Books - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 9,460 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 5/8/2003 - Published: 5/4/2003
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A Story, Bones and Wings reviews
-Echo by Francesca Lia Block- Three different stories expanded on in Echo. 1. One boy Echo brings home. 2. Echo's father coming to get her after her phonecall from Berkley. 3. Storm's point of view on parts of the book. Read and Review please.
Misc. Books - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,145 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 3/5/2008 - Published: 2/2/2008 - Complete
Satin reviews
Bella and Jacob are married. Twoshot. i.Satin ii.Tradition Delelted other chapters, feel free to ignore A/N's.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,478 - Reviews: 125 - Favs: 44 - Follows: 51 - Updated: 12/1/2007 - Published: 3/2/2007 - Bella, Jacob - Complete