Author has written 16 stories for Death Note, Code Geass, Vampire Knight, Katekyo Hitman Reborn!, and Free! - Iwatobi Swim Club.
I am an immature, whiny writer wanna-be. Moody to the extreme, petulant like a child... Welcome.
Notes on Desecrate You: Alright... I have been getting numerous PMs telling me that I should continue this. Well, I don't feel like complying to that request now. This fic -while I wrote it- completely sucked my soul... Its theme is domestic violence and rape. This was written as a Kink Meme request and suddenly it spiralled out of control when people demanded to read more. I obliged, but after posting the sixth chapter of it, I felt drained emotionally.
The fic is terribly OOC, and I hate it for it. I am now feeling remorseful for continuing it at that time because now I feel sad to not being able to gather the guts to write more even though the plot line is ready and sitting on my laptop. I simply can't bring myself to write the rest of it. This is a very touchy subject and I love both of the characters and feel unable to continue this fic without making the offender seem like a total jerk or a forgivable fool of his own shortcomings. I don't want it seem as if I am treating rape lightly by making the victim forgive him, but my heart doesn't want to leave the offender in misery and desperation, too. I don't know if I made myself clear even for a bit. But right now, I don't want to look at that fic's face until and I know that some readers hate me for making them wait this long... But this fic is on hiatus and I don't plan to look at it for a while.
The other CG one shots are all kink meme requests, too. And I won't continue them, either. They were written on a whim and I think they are sentimental enough because they were written after the series' end.
If you have anything in your mind, PM me. Actually, you can PM me, add me to MSN, visit my LJ blogs... Feel free... I am not that cold as I seem and I don't mind if an unknown person comes and talks to me about how much life sucks, because I already know it.
Well, take care guys!
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