Absent Heart
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Joined 12-19-06, id: 1184551
Author has written 3 stories for Grey's Anatomy.
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Where You Belong by starvingstudent reviews
What if Derek and Meredith had been together through all of season two and beyond? A different look at season 2 Includes all major events from the *COMPLETE*
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 131 - Words: 686,328 - Reviews: 3509 - Favs: 660 - Follows: 620 - Updated: 9/28/2013 - Published: 9/28/2007 - Derek S., Meredith G. - Complete
A Force To Be Reckoned With by eastern.meridian reviews
AU MerDer Strong-willed Meredith Grey from NY becomes the new Chief of Surgery at Seattle Grace, snatching the post from under Dr.Derek Shepherd’s nose. Will she be able to work in the new not-so-friendly environment and find love in the process? COMPLETE
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 55 - Words: 213,336 - Reviews: 1369 - Favs: 457 - Follows: 279 - Updated: 2/12/2010 - Published: 1/9/2009 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
I'll Look After You by SKBeliever reviews
A Meredith Grey story. To learn to live, you have to let go... To learn to let go, you have to have someone new to hold onto… MerDer, MerOther & MerAlex friendship.!.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 20 - Words: 27,134 - Reviews: 249 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 67 - Updated: 1/14/2009 - Published: 1/19/2007
Fireworks by Lizzie9 reviews
Affair, downfall, tragedy. Whatever you wanted to call it, it pushed her to her breaking point, and she had to get out. So she ran to the one place only Derek could find her. But would he come looking for her? An epic tale of MD angst, sex and true love.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 30 - Words: 60,057 - Reviews: 578 - Favs: 127 - Follows: 178 - Updated: 1/7/2009 - Published: 1/26/2007
A Leap Of Faith by Lizzie9 reviews
True love never really goes away. She ran from it five years ago, but now she crashed into him again. Both faced with the open wounds that tore them apart the first time, they're still broken. Will her leap of faith and love be enough? MerDer
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 19 - Words: 25,364 - Reviews: 300 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 116 - Updated: 1/3/2009 - Published: 3/29/2007
Helpless When She Smiles by GraveDancer reviews
A post Didn't We Almost Have it All fanfic. Completely totally 100 MerDer...although hell, it's going to be a roller coaster ride. Song fic...Helpless When You Smile by the Backstreet Boys...yes, their brand new song.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 70 - Words: 109,239 - Reviews: 1036 - Favs: 215 - Follows: 178 - Updated: 11/3/2008 - Published: 5/25/2007 - Derek S., Meredith G. - Complete
The Littlest Shepherd by SKBeliever reviews
[Pure Fluff] Derek's son has a lot of mischievous tricks up his sleeves... R&R! MerDer, btw.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 8 - Words: 10,373 - Reviews: 113 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 60 - Updated: 10/10/2008 - Published: 1/14/2007
Without a Moment's Notice by RainandFlames reviews
Meredith and Derek experience a horrible accident, changing their lives forever. They haven't moved. Life flew by and there they stand. Now they just need to find each other, but how can they after what happened....
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 200 - Words: 639,513 - Reviews: 1395 - Favs: 166 - Follows: 90 - Updated: 7/25/2008 - Published: 7/24/2007 - Complete
It Takes A Village by Lizzie9 reviews
Sequel to A Tale Of Two Cities. If it takes a village to raise one child, it's going to take a lot of doctors to raise the three little Shepherds, through birthdays, holidays, good and bad days, through the near loss of one parent, the village was there.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 17 - Words: 21,659 - Reviews: 426 - Favs: 70 - Follows: 146 - Updated: 7/21/2008 - Published: 2/9/2007
Lightning Strikes Twice by AriaAdagio reviews
MerDer, post Time After Time. Derek takes Meredith to meet his family in Connecticut, but nothing goes as planned. COMPLETE
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 58 - Words: 488,337 - Reviews: 1673 - Favs: 506 - Follows: 222 - Updated: 7/18/2008 - Published: 4/29/2007 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
Unfortunate Crying by Dr. McPepper reviews
When Meredith has a bad experience,she decides the only thing left for her is nothing.She is about to make a change in her life that will hopefully turn out for the better.But things can always get worse.Starts:end of Yesterday.Pairings:undecided
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 5,630 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 21 - Updated: 5/18/2008 - Published: 4/3/2007
On The Other Side by Lizzie9 reviews
Life didnt come down on the side of the dirty mistresses, so the dirty mistresses came down with each other. Mer and Mark learn the hard way that loving the one you're with doesn't change the one you really love. Post yesterday, MD, Maddison eventually.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 9 - Words: 10,994 - Reviews: 163 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 81 - Updated: 2/26/2008 - Published: 5/15/2007
Worst Friends, Best Enemies by xiao chan reviews
FINISHED AU: Derek and Meredith have grown up next to each other and have hated every minute of it. Now that the two of them are in the same work place, will they finally realize that animosity is closer to love than they thought? MerDer
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 12 - Words: 29,015 - Reviews: 455 - Favs: 152 - Follows: 168 - Updated: 2/25/2008 - Published: 4/30/2007 - Complete
Loud And Clear by Lizzie9 reviews
Sequel to One Hell Of A Racket. Babysitting for the ex wife, meeting the family, planning the wedding, residency and fending off the new lusty intern. All in a day’s work. A story about the price we pay for love and knowing what's meant to be. MD.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 18 - Words: 28,284 - Reviews: 505 - Favs: 79 - Follows: 138 - Updated: 2/13/2008 - Published: 2/6/2007
Make a Memory by McAddicted reviews
Derek & Meredith, of course, but with a twist. They had a summer love affair when he was only 18, and then they are separated for six years. When they meet again, it's complicated...
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 23 - Words: 36,382 - Reviews: 163 - Favs: 65 - Follows: 50 - Updated: 1/21/2008 - Published: 10/26/2007 - Derek S., Meredith G. - Complete
Breathe by Lizzie9 reviews
A robbery gone wrong, and an OR full of hostages to exchange. Twelve men, twelve guns, a deadly explosive. Nine doctor's lives hang in the balance. This is the night that defines who they are, to themselves and to each other. MD, other pairings.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 14 - Words: 20,217 - Reviews: 438 - Favs: 141 - Follows: 143 - Updated: 11/2/2007 - Published: 2/23/2007 - Complete
Playing Make Believe by HilaryHilary reviews
As a child, Meredith sees Derek and Mark as her older brothers. When she grown older, her long time crush on Derek and her deep connection with Mark flourish and grow into something different... and infinitely more complicated. MerMark, MerDer, AU.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 48 - Words: 79,634 - Reviews: 1101 - Favs: 150 - Follows: 159 - Updated: 9/5/2007 - Published: 2/10/2007 - Complete
Post Cards from the AntiHoneymoon by lm25pc reviews
Season 4, Mer & Cris return from the antihoneymoon... Mer Centric
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 9,741 - Reviews: 116 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 8/29/2007 - Published: 7/31/2007 - Complete
It's Getting There by NemoDat reviews
MD. Let's put a few thousand miles between them in an effort to fix what the show broke.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 68,608 - Reviews: 414 - Favs: 139 - Follows: 136 - Updated: 8/10/2007 - Published: 6/24/2007
Love Will Come Through by GraveDancer reviews
An entirely AU MerDer fic by GraveDancer and youronlybelle.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 58 - Words: 231,946 - Reviews: 540 - Favs: 167 - Follows: 123 - Updated: 8/3/2007 - Published: 1/24/2007 - Complete
How To Deal by Fate Believer reviews
Sequel to 14 Days. A look into what happens when Meredith and Derek begin working at the hospital together and how they deal with working together, living together gasp Updated!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 13 - Words: 22,918 - Reviews: 248 - Favs: 102 - Follows: 127 - Updated: 7/25/2007 - Published: 7/11/2006
The World Turned Over by Morgen86 reviews
Meredith and Derek discover what is worse: the pain of keeping secrets, or the aftermath of the telling. Set in early Season 2. Decidedly MerDer. Completed!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 40 - Words: 297,735 - Reviews: 1367 - Favs: 412 - Follows: 226 - Updated: 6/27/2007 - Published: 12/7/2006 - Complete
Skyscrapers and Stargazers by angel-death-dealer reviews
Meredith sitting in the bar, waiting to see if Derek will turn up. Now a WIP, they have a lot to go through, but they will always get through it together....right?
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 23,035 - Reviews: 96 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 57 - Updated: 6/23/2007 - Published: 12/7/2006
This Heart by xiao chan reviews
[FINISHED] Meredith Grey never fully appreciated what it was like to be a patient until now. Tragic news forces her to re examine her life, and to make an important decision. Can she find the strength to tell the one person who matters the most? MerDer
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 27,754 - Reviews: 378 - Favs: 91 - Follows: 127 - Updated: 6/19/2007 - Published: 3/26/2007 - Complete
How to Be Dead by MelanieeeR reviews
One day everything is perfect, the next everything comes crashing down. Years later they are skeletons of the people they used to be. The only one who can save them is each other… problem is they haven't since spoken since it happened.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 33 - Words: 51,563 - Reviews: 470 - Favs: 71 - Follows: 97 - Updated: 6/16/2007 - Published: 2/24/2007 - Complete
Just Dumb Luck by CSM reviews
Sequel to Stuck. Izzie has an engagement dinner for Burke and Cristina,much to Cristina’s disgust. The only problem is Seattle is experiencing the worst thunderstorm in years. What happens when these 10 doctors get stuck together again?Addex MerDer MI
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 13 - Words: 32,618 - Reviews: 698 - Favs: 187 - Follows: 158 - Updated: 6/13/2007 - Published: 2/25/2007 - Complete
I'm All For Believing by GraveDancer reviews
What if Addison had never slept with Mark? A competely AU Meredith and Derek fanfiction. Also posted on the GA fanfic boards. Yes, obviously MD.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 51 - Words: 79,195 - Reviews: 756 - Favs: 185 - Follows: 142 - Updated: 6/10/2007 - Published: 12/22/2006 - Complete
Six Days by Marasca reviews
What should have happened between Meredith and Derek, instead of snoring and bad breath!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 3,435 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 42 - Updated: 6/8/2007 - Published: 3/29/2007
Loveless by new.years.eve reviews
MerDer Meredith is a famous actress but comes across a handsome doctor who has more than one secret in his closet. CHAPTER 16 i'm so sorry guys... you'll see why!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 16 - Words: 33,567 - Reviews: 336 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 82 - Updated: 6/4/2007 - Published: 2/11/2007 - Complete
Friends and Roomates by hahayoufunnyvet reviews
MerDer This story starts three months after Derek choses Addison and leaves Meredith heartbroken, contains alot of addek angst too and minor izzex
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 16 - Words: 56,746 - Reviews: 88 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 52 - Updated: 5/25/2007 - Published: 3/21/2007
Standing on Solid Ground by AriaAdagio reviews
Post Some Kind of Miracle. MerDer. Following the ferry arc, Derek is paralyzed by his fears of losing Meredith, while Meredith grapples with the consequences of giving up. A story about one second, and how that second changed everything.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 27 - Words: 105,508 - Reviews: 449 - Favs: 212 - Follows: 73 - Updated: 4/17/2007 - Published: 2/25/2007 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
The Choices We Make by Katherine Austen reviews
Everyone has choices to make, and must suffer the consequences, good or bad. Meredith struggles with her own choices and shocking discovery. Alex deals with feelings for Izzie as she tries to heal. And someone with ties to Meredith finds themselves at SG.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 43,047 - Reviews: 291 - Favs: 58 - Follows: 105 - Updated: 3/18/2007 - Published: 5/16/2006
Broken Promises for Broken Hearts by TheFicChick reviews
He has never once made a New Year's resolution that he kept. She never made New Year's resolutions at all. MerDer.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 13 - Words: 30,845 - Reviews: 111 - Favs: 71 - Follows: 49 - Updated: 3/9/2007 - Published: 1/19/2007 - Complete
Just For One Night? by ninz reviews
After the end of season one: Tired of waiting for Derek to make his choice between her and his wife, Meredith spends a night with another man. But it doesn't make things easier. Will be MerDer. xover Without A Trace. Kinda. Please R&R
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 5,500 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 3/6/2007 - Published: 2/1/2007
You Can't Run by special2401 reviews
A story of losing and finding each other eight years down the road. New characters are introduced that both keep Meredith and Derek apart and put them back together. Going from New York City, to Seattle, to Harrisburg, PA and back, their love follows them
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 76 - Words: 86,970 - Reviews: 362 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 50 - Updated: 2/25/2007 - Published: 1/22/2007 - Complete
Stuck by CSM reviews
The five interns and four attendings get stuck in the elevator. Chaos, drama, anger are let out and of course Mark’s inappropriate comments are ever present. Addex, MerDer, McStizzie.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 23,360 - Reviews: 731 - Favs: 265 - Follows: 127 - Updated: 2/24/2007 - Published: 2/11/2007 - Complete
A Tale Of Two Cities by Lizzie9 reviews
Meredith and Derek, post prom. Meredith and Derek, in NYC, post divorce. Addison and Mark. Jealousy, sex, lies, and a case that might just kill them all. A little bit of bicoastal fun, a McBaby, and the lesson of what really matters in life.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 12 - Words: 17,412 - Reviews: 203 - Favs: 79 - Follows: 79 - Updated: 2/4/2007 - Published: 9/30/2006 - Complete
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You Found Me reviews
Prequel to 'I Hate Myself For Losing You'... It only takes one moment, one meeting to change two lives forever!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 36 - Words: 131,761 - Reviews: 690 - Favs: 126 - Follows: 133 - Updated: 7/19/2009 - Published: 4/2/2007 - Meredith G., Derek S.
Past Forever reviews
Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met especially now when you needed each other more than ever. Mer/Der AU
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,315 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 4/1/2009 - Published: 3/25/2009
I Hate Myself For Losing You reviews
An AU MD Story... Absence can make a heart grow fonder but absence in a marriage can tear a heart apart!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 30 - Words: 67,386 - Reviews: 426 - Favs: 125 - Follows: 67 - Updated: 3/30/2007 - Published: 1/3/2007 - Complete
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