Annie1268
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Author has written 26 stories for Coronation Street, Holby City, and Casualty.

Hi, my name is Annie! They/them pronouns preferred but I'm down for anything really. I'm 17, genderqueer, autistic, mentally ill, and a lesbian, among other things.

Things you should know about me and my writing:

- My main interest at the moment is British soap operas - especially Holby City. Most, if not all, fics you'll see here are for that.

- I also write poetry, so you might see some of that under this same username on FictionPress at some point.

- You know how I list some of my identities above? That's because they affect my writing a lot: I tend to write about characters who reflect me in some way (e.g. queer, neurodivergent, etc). :)

- Henrik Hanssen is autistic in every single one of my fics that features him, even if it comes up in some more than others. The same goes for Oskar whenever he crops up. (Yes, I consider this important information.) If you don't like it, fine, just don't bother me about it - take it up with the Holby writers for writing Henrik as a character with numerous autistic traits in the first place... XD

- I typically (okay, always) borrow my titles from song lyrics. There's no copyright infringement intended with this and I'm not attempting to claim any of the songs belong to me! I'm just expressing my appreciation for musicians who inspire me to write. :D

If you want to contact me, my Tumblr is lonelier-version-of-you.

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So Hard to Say Goodbye by pandorabox82 reviews
Carole finds it difficult to say goodbye to Henrik as he prepares to head to Sweden with Sara and Oskar.
Holby City - Rated: T - English - Drama/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,224 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/10 - Complete
but i guess we'll never know by rosekatxo reviews
Dylan gets support from an unlikely source on the anniversary of Sam's death.
Casualty - Rated: K - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,323 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 2 - Published: 8/11/2019 - Dylan K., Ruby S.
Unwanted by MrsWhovian reviews
Everyone seems to be disappearing from Dom's life at the same time. He's never felt so unwanted. Spoilers for episodes up to "The Wrong Horse".
Holby City - Rated: K - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,265 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 3 - Published: 5/17/2019 - Dom C., Angel G. - Complete
Young by panicpeachpit reviews
One-shot. Childhood!AU. Back in the time when Ethan and Arthur met, they've been inseparable. Ever since that day in the park, they stick together through childhood, adolescence and adulthood until the very end.
Crossover - Casualty & Holby City - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,240 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/6/2016 - Ethan H., Caleb K., Arthur D. - Complete
I've Got Your Number by sweeet-as-honey reviews
Dylan has a problem and needs to tell someone. Instead of Rita, he chooses Lofty. Based on recent episodes (August 2015). WARNING: This is a romance.
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 31 - Words: 45,635 - Reviews: 86 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 9/19/2015 - Published: 8/17/2015 - Dylan K., Lofty - Complete
Breathless by muireanncaitlin reviews
Under extreme pressure, even Henrik Hanssen will succumb to breathlessness in the end.
Holby City - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,254 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/5/2013 - H. Hanssen, Serena C. - Complete
All Good Things Must End by brandstifterin reviews
It's Sahira Shah's last day at Holby and Henrik Hanssen is finding it hard to accept that she is leaving. A (long-overdue) one-shot dedicated to Somerach for the 75th review of 'The Next Step'.
Holby City - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,429 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Published: 4/16/2013 - Sahira S., H. Hanssen
The Analyst by muireanncaitlin reviews
One night, he decides the free her - the analyst.
Holby City - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,493 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/2/2013 - Jac N., H. Hanssen - Complete
The Lonely Angel by Tobiiiaaas reviews
Sahira has left Holby for good. With the help of a mysterious old man, Hanssen tries to come to terms with his loneliness.
Holby City - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 507 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/22/2012 - H. Hanssen - Complete
Better Left Unspoken by Lauraz reviews
A glimpse into the mind of Hanssen after Sahira's departure. Please review.
Holby City - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 418 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/19/2012 - H. Hanssen - Complete
I Need by muireanncaitlin reviews
Just a very short fic about what I thought Hanssen was so close to saying on tonight's episode. Hanssen/Sahira.
Holby City - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 470 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/16/2011 - Complete
You Will Be Folding Stars by eden alice reviews
'And you have so much you want, or need to forget.' A Connie/Jac one parter.
Holby City - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,131 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Published: 7/4/2010 - Connie B., Jac N. - Complete
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You Turn Into Someone Else (Like The Sky Is Falling) reviews
'Today, five days since he disappeared, John stumbles through the door of his and Henrik's house with a thousand-mile stare, his hair a mess, and days-old stubble on his face.' (A rewrite of the Gaskell storyline, wherein John's mental illness is portrayed with respect, David and Rox are alive, and Johnrik is explicitly romantic. Title from Talking To Myself by Linkin Park.)
Holby City - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 13,475 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 11/15 - Published: 10/3 - [J. Gaskell, H. Hanssen] Roxanna M.
Together (When The World Is So Hard To Please) reviews
Dylan explains to Jade why he panicked so much when his suit malfunctioned. (Or: the Jade and Dylan friendship means a lot to me as a disabled viewer, so I wrote a fic about it. This takes place right after Code Orange. Rated K plus for one minor swear word. Title borrowed from Together by Ella Eyre.)
Casualty - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,169 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/7 - Dylan K. - Complete
If A Moment Is All We Are (Or Quicker, Quicker) reviews
Henrik tries to get through a Yom Kippur that's even harder than he expected. (Or: I realised that Roxanna died right before one of the most major Jewish holidays, which must've been difficult for Henrik, so I wrote angst about it. There's both Hexanna and Johnrik in here, btw, but I could only tag the one pairing. Title from One More Light by Linkin Park.)
Holby City - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 9,751 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/19 - [H. Hanssen, Roxanna M.] Sacha L., J. Gaskell - Complete
I'd Lick The Grief Right Off Your Lips (It's So Cruel) reviews
Henrik's world is turned upside down. John tries to help him cope. (A fic exploring just what happened in those three weeks that passed between the shooting in Group Animal, and the events of We Need to Talk About Fredrik, as seen through John's eyes. Title borrowed from Black Dog by Arlo Parks.)
Holby City - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,861 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/30 - [J. Gaskell, H. Hanssen] Roxanna M. - Complete
You Know I Always Wanna Be There For You reviews
Trinidad era setting. Henrik and John get stuck in a lift together. Clich├ęs ensue. Also John is claustrophobic and Henrik's OCD is acting up so, basically, everyone is having a Bad Time. Title from 'Sorry Bro (I Love You)' by Dorian Electra.
Holby City - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 967 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/31 - [H. Hanssen, J. Gaskell] - Complete
Cause I'll Be Your Backbone (Lay Your Weight On Me) reviews
Henrik gets sick. John takes care of him. That's literally the only plot to this. (Autistic!Hanssen. Title from Get Sick Soon by Hello Saferide. Rated T for one usage of the F word, the story itself is K plus.)
Holby City - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,524 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/29 - [H. Hanssen, J. Gaskell] - Complete
A Little Less Lonely Now reviews
Thanks to a storm, a quick visit Carole makes to Henrik's house turns into spending the night there. By the end of the night, they find themselves opening up more and getting to know each other better. (Hanssen/Carole, pre-relationship. Alternating POVs. Rated T for some swearing and mentions of Carole's past abusive relationship. Title from Avicii's song Lonely Together.)
Holby City - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,371 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/30 - H. Hanssen - Complete
There's No Rush To Get There reviews
Roxanna has been dating David for just over a month, but she has something to tell him. (Or, in which I wrote trans Roxanna fic because I can. Rated T for some swearing and referenced adult themes, though nothing actually happens. Title from Reality Bites by Laura Jane Grace & the Devouring Mothers.)
Holby City - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 978 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/27 - Roxanna M. - Complete
Did You Ever Love Her, Do You Know (Or Did You Never Want to Be Alone) reviews
Henrik returns home after Sahira's last shift. (Yes, I'm jumping on the 'Henrik after Sahira leaves' fic bandwagon 8 years late. Sahira isn't technically in this fic though, just heavily mentioned, sorry. TW for quite intensely described depression and self-hatred. Title from Jet Pack Blues by Fall Out Boy.)
Holby City - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,180 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/6 - [H. Hanssen, Sahira S.] - Complete
These Issues That I Just Can't Seem to Shake (It's a Little Too Late) reviews
Henrik is being oddly distant one November day, but it ends up making him and Sara closer than ever before. (Set during Henrik's absence from August 2019-February 2020. No present day romance, discussion of past Johnrik and Sara/Fredrik. Title borrowed from I Wish I Never Met You by Oh Wonder.)
Holby City - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,318 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/18 - H. Hanssen - Complete
Your Voice Disappears on a Bad Connection (Are You Protecting Me?) reviews
John is in the midst of a depressive episode. Henrik helps him out. (Set in the Trinidad era. Vaguely inspired by some lines in my last fic, "It's A Bad Day (You're My Medicine)", but it's not necessary to read that at all. Title from Protection by Kent.)
Holby City - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,376 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/14 - [H. Hanssen, J. Gaskell] - Complete
It's A Bad Day (You're My Medicine)
'John has bad days, sometimes. Henrik knows this full well, after thirty years of knowing John.' (Oneshot, established relationship, AU where John was actually a decent person and he and Henrik got the happy ending they deserved. Title from Lisa Loeb's song Snow Day.)
Holby City - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,012 - Published: 12/10/2019 - [H. Hanssen, J. Gaskell] - Complete
Tell Me I'm Forgiven Tonight (I Wanna Fall Wide Awake Now) reviews
Jac & Henrik friendship ficlet taking place in an AU where Henrik actually had a breakdown after the Gaskell stuff like he realistically would've. (Taken from the same larger unfinished fic as 'Like A Haunted House (I'm Not Free At All)', but it's not necessary to read that first. Title from Nobody Can Save Me by Linkin Park.)
Holby City - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 280 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/5/2019 - Jac N., H. Hanssen - Complete
The Bravest Men Return With Darkened Hearts And Phantom Pain reviews
Henrik takes recent events very, very badly, and John finds the consequences of killing Roxanna are even worse than he thought. (An alternate take on the last few months of the Gaskell storyline. Rated M for very dark themes and some language. Potentially triggering, so be careful - this is definitely not one for the fluff readers. Title from La Belle Fleur Sauvage by Lord Huron.)
Holby City - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,445 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/28/2019 - [H. Hanssen, J. Gaskell] - Complete
Fragile Like Glass (You Can't Breathe Without Me) reviews
John hasn't been at work, nor has he replied to any calls or texts. Henrik goes to check on him and ends up getting more than he bargained for. (Title from Wanna Be Missed by Hayley Kiyoko.)
Holby City - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,348 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/23/2019 - [H. Hanssen, J. Gaskell] - Complete
We're Making Up The Blueprint As We Go reviews
'Sometimes, Henrik doesn't talk, as John's come to find.' (Autistic!Hanssen, fluff with a side of character/relationship study, AU where John wasn't a murderer and these two got the happily ever after they deserved. Title from Glory Days by Sweater Beats. Rated K plus for one minor swear word.)
Holby City - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 735 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/19/2019 - [H. Hanssen, J. Gaskell] - Complete
Given Up All I Can (A Lifeline to Highs and Lows) reviews
John visits Henrik for the first time since he ran off. (Set after the shooting/Fredrik's death, specifically between S20E06 Not Your Home Now and S20E07 Precipice. Title from Afterglow by CHVRCHES.)
Holby City - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,082 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/14/2019 - [H. Hanssen, J. Gaskell] - Complete
If My Echoes Could Reach Your Ears (Staring At All These Lights)
Henrik has a hard day that ends up leading to a meltdown. John does his best to help him out. ('87/Rigden era setting, autistic!Hanssen. Written as romantic/pre-relationship but could be read as friendship if you really wanted.)
Holby City - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,104 - Published: 11/11/2019 - [H. Hanssen, J. Gaskell] - Complete
Now It's Too Late To Go (I'll Get You Through It)
Henrik can't sleep, and John is having a bad night. (Set in 1987/the Boston era.)
Holby City - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 586 - Published: 11/11/2019 - [H. Hanssen, J. Gaskell] - Complete
Only You Could Ease My Mind
John has an itch that needs scratching. Literally. (Title from Motorcade by Circa Waves.)
Holby City - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 402 - Published: 11/10/2019 - [H. Hanssen, J. Gaskell]
Darling, So It Goes (Take My Hand)
David has a surprise for Roxanna on their wedding anniversary. (Fluffy with a bittersweet touch. Takes place after David was diagnosed with dementia. Title from Can't Help Falling In Love by Elvis Presley.)
Holby City - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 474 - Published: 11/10/2019 - Roxanna M.
And There's No Need To Apologise (You Can Always Change Who You Are)
Follow-up to Not The Boy I Was (Held Me Down In This Starless City): Oliver comes out to Mo.
Holby City - Rated: K - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 871 - Published: 11/10/2019 - Oliver V., Mo E. - Complete
Her Own Style, Her Own Rules (Her Own Definition Of Cool)
Ollie helps Zosia dye her hair. (100% pure fluff, set mid-series 19, title from Sharada by Skye Sweetnam.)
Holby City - Rated: K - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 367 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/10/2019 - [Oliver V., Zosia M.] - Complete
Like A Haunted House (I'm Not Free At All)
slightly AU ficlet set at some point after John's death. (I was really annoyed that Henrik wasn't having a breakdown in canon like he realistically would be, so I wrote a fic about it. I'll probably never finish that fic, so here's a snippet of what could have been. the title's from Haunted House by Florence And The Machine.)
Holby City - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Published: 5/1/2019 - H. Hanssen - Complete
Not The Boy I Was (Held Me Down In This Starless City)
AU fic set in 2016; Oliver realizes he's nonbinary. There's plenty of Zollie in this, although it's technically not the main focus. (Rated T for one usage of a mild swear word, and a couple of mentions of... not sure if I'm allowed to use the word in a summary, so let's just say "adult things".)
Holby City - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,546 - Published: 2/9/2019 - [Oliver V., Zosia M.]
But You're Not What You Thought You Were
Short fanfic taking place directly after the episodes that aired on 30th March 2018 (where Eileen finds out about Phelan's crimes and pushes him off the cliff). (Rated T just to be on the safe side, but if you could handle watching those episodes, you can definitely handle reading this.)
Coronation Street - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 402 - Published: 2/7/2019