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Joined 01-17-07, id: 1200772, Profile Updated: 07-01-12
Author has written 20 stories for Elder Scroll series, Neverwinter Nights, Star Wars, Mass Effect, and Dragon Age.

Holy Carp ... So long since I've done any writing.

I was brand-new here in 2007. I'd never even peered into the world of FanFic until that time, but I'm impressed by so many of the stories I've been reading.

I'm almost as new to CRPGs as I am to FanFic. I've owned Oblivion since Sept. '06 and NWN for all of one year. I am, however, a PnP RPgeek from ages past - from D&D to Shadowrun to Rifts. So, pretty much everything I write is going to be as character-driven as RPing always demands.

I welcome all feedback - especially constructive criticism, because I know how much room for improvement there is in my words. I do want to become better, and appreciate your help in that endeavour. I know that I tend to be very plot-weak, and I'd love some input in that area.

In fact, if there's anyone at all interested in being a beta reader, I'd be most grateful. All of this stuff tends to just stream from my head in a matter of minutes, but no-one sees it before it's uploaded here.

Anyway, thanks, whoever you are, for stopping by. It's crazy what we do here, isn't it? grin

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For the Republic by vernajast reviews
FRev x Carth, FExile. The Mandalorian armies were drawing ever closer, and the youngest generation of Jedi could feel the galaxy dying all around them. It was their time and their future to shape. Pre-Mandalorian Wars through KotOR I. (Sequel planned: For the Order)
Star Wars - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 30 - Words: 135,328 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 10/7/2012 - Published: 11/7/2007 - Revan, Exile/Meetra Surik - Complete
Carry On by Eilam Wordsmith reviews
Grief is a heavy burden. Kaidan Alenko carried his for two years.
Mass Effect - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 12,483 - Reviews: 60 - Favs: 68 - Follows: 46 - Updated: 2/29/2012 - Published: 1/31/2010 - Kaidan A. - Complete
Here Without You by Dasque reviews
Five years after the defeat of the Archdemon, Alistair and Elissa are brought together by a common threat, and must try to know each other again in the roles of their new lives.
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 35 - Words: 152,577 - Reviews: 546 - Favs: 527 - Follows: 238 - Updated: 3/8/2011 - Published: 4/19/2010 - Cousland, Alistair - Complete
A Soldier's Weakness by JaerWolfe reviews
Every soldier has a reason to fight, a reason to survive and a weakness that can either make them more determined or destroy them.
Mass Effect - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 5 - Words: 27,803 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 9 - Published: 5/2/2010 - Shepard (F), Kaidan A. - Complete
Martyrs and Thieves by Rainfallen reviews
-on indefinite hiatus- "I will not stand beside Loghain. And neither should you." Four years after Anora is crowned and Warden Loghain ends the Blight, there is a stir surrounding an unexpected arrival at the Grey Wardens' stronghold of Highever.
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 5,868 - Reviews: 43 - Favs: 57 - Follows: 90 - Updated: 11/26/2009 - Published: 11/21/2009 - Cousland, Alistair
Into the Dark by Rainfallen reviews
Alistair and Amell meet one last time in Orzammar.
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,523 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 100 - Follows: 6 - Published: 11/15/2009 - Alistair, Amell - Complete
Iunctio by sinvraal reviews
Explorations, variations and off-camera moments from the main storyline. Shenko, multiple character POVs.
Mass Effect - Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi - Chapters: 25 - Words: 61,185 - Reviews: 244 - Favs: 330 - Follows: 74 - Updated: 7/29/2008 - Published: 4/22/2008 - Complete
CPS by WitchWolf reviews
They are pale. They are shuddering. They’re out of character and out of their minds as well. They are the “romantic interests” and in bad need of an aspirin. And we provide. Welcome to the CPS – the Character Protection Society.
Neverwinter Nights - Rated: T - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 3 - Words: 20,044 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 6/25/2008 - Published: 11/4/2007
Truth by moonmythology reviews
Sequel to "Lies." LSF Exile Atton. Atton and Aranel come face to face with the "truth" and perhaps some hope of redemption.
Star Wars - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,382 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Published: 5/24/2008 - Complete
Doomed by plutospawn reviews
It doesn't matter who he's Force-bonded to, do not put the fate of the galaxy in the hands of a thirteen year old boy. KotOR nonsense, courtesy of a fanficrants discussion.
Star Wars - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,105 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 6 - Published: 2/28/2008 - Complete
Selfish by Kian reviews
KotOR: TSL oneshot. LSFExAtton. The Exile says goodbye to the wrong man.
Star Wars - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,433 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/21/2008 - Exile/Meetra Surik, Carth O. - Complete
Not Her by Lady Tragic reviews
Atton questions whether he ever really had a rival for the Exile's affections.
Star Wars - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 577 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/6/2008 - Atin, Exile/Meetra Surik - Complete
The Man for the Job by greengrass1914 reviews
How necessary was Carth to the Star Forge mission? To Revan? A K1 oneshot.
Star Wars - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,979 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 11 - Published: 1/26/2008 - Complete
Her by Pallas-Athena reviews
Atton and the Exile have tea.
Star Wars - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,460 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/21/2008 - Atton R., Exile/Meetra Surik - Complete
Once He's Dead by Revan's Pet Duck reviews
LSF Exile. An AU PostKotOR2 fic. After the deaths of Atton, Kreia and Malachor V, the Exile is lost and confused and finds herself hurting not only herself but her friends as well. Epilogue Added! Complete!
Star Wars - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 10 - Words: 23,899 - Reviews: 44 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 1/14/2008 - Published: 9/21/2005 - Complete
Staying Behind by Rascarin reviews
Short fic inspired by the events of Virmire. Contains spoilers for the game. Rated T for mild language and violence. Please read and review, and hopefully enjoy!
Mass Effect - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,191 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/11/2008 - Complete
Virmire Variations by plutospawn reviews
Two separate shorts about the aftermath of Virmire. A female Shepard confronts an uncomfortable Joker in the cockpit. Rated for language.
Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,304 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/4/2008 - Complete
This Is by Allronix reviews
This is what it means to be Carth Onasi. This is what it is like to wait, alone with your memories. Nothing else in the galaxy matters to you. CarthLSF!Revan
Star Wars - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,822 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 44 - Follows: 4 - Published: 12/30/2007 - Carth O., Revan - Complete
Gossip by impsy reviews
Joker has an important role in making sure the secrets of the Normandy's crew are protected. Unfortunately, he accomplishes it by listening in on all of them.
Mass Effect - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,313 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 53 - Follows: 11 - Published: 12/10/2007 - Complete
Sanguine by Morrigain Sangre reviews
He was at the door.
Elder Scroll series - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,693 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 2 - Published: 8/14/2007 - Complete
Shell Shocked by dead relic reviews
07 movie, set after the big battle. Sam is a resilient kid, but sometimes things become a little too much to comprehend. In times like those, it's always good to have a friend. One shot.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,975 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 3 - Published: 7/15/2007 - Complete
Thief by Dierdre reviews
[2007 movieverse, Sam and Bumblebee centric] Time is an indiscriminate thief, and eventually it takes everything.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 809 - Reviews: 82 - Favs: 179 - Follows: 8 - Published: 7/9/2007 - Complete
Backup by DhtrofIsis reviews
After Malachor the Exile disappears to find Revan in the Unknown Regions. Carth, Atton and Mical follow their trail with various complications along the way. LSF Revan and LSF Exile based. Please R & R. Fan Girl Revenge ahead!
Star Wars - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 16 - Words: 49,866 - Reviews: 72 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 36 - Updated: 2/24/2007 - Published: 7/21/2006
Sides of the Same Coin by NessieGG reviews
Heads or tails always leads to the same result for them. [Gambit x Rogue Drabble Collection]
X-Men - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 2,324 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 1/21/2007 - Published: 8/18/2006
Of Jokes and Dreams by Glass Mermaid reviews
Atton Rand has traversed the universe under the banner of a thousand purposes, most of them terrible, weaving his way through a galaxy on self righteous murder, smooth words, and shifty pazaak hands.
Star Wars - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,243 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 71 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/5/2006 - Atton R., Exile/Meetra Surik - Complete
Merlin the B by JKLB reviews
A missing scene from Mary Stewart's The Crystal Cave: Uther confronts his brother Ambrosius after seeing that he's given Merlin the royal insignia to wear.
Crystal Cave - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,885 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/5/2006 - Complete
Atton's Redemption by Silvershadow667 reviews
KotOR 2. Atton starts feeling jealousy toward a crew member picked up on Dantooine. He realizes he needs to be honest with the Exile about his past if he hopes to have any kind of future with her. spoilers 05.04.28 FINAL CHAPTER ADDED
Star Wars - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 19 - Words: 48,501 - Reviews: 158 - Favs: 108 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 4/28/2005 - Published: 3/25/2005 - Complete
Pazaak by Foxfire1 reviews
KotOR: Sith Lords. A post-game vignette, featuring Atton Rand and LSFExile.
Star Wars - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 400 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/14/2005
Why Do I Love You? by arrow maker reviews
Valen reflects on his life after being bound to an evil female PCC for all eternity. Insertations of the song "I Hate Everything About You" by 3 Days Grace.
Neverwinter Nights - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,599 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/30/2004
Memorial by Hamstadini reviews
Seven stumbles into a secret of Harry's life. A coda to Deadlock.
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,776 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 2 - Published: 7/3/2004 - H. Kim, Seven of Nine - Complete
Wooing Kate by kasey8473 reviews
When Adhemar seduces a drunken Kate, she flees from him. Chapter twenty-three uploaded: Kate and Adhemar go home. Complete
A Knight's Tale - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 23 - Words: 84,678 - Reviews: 164 - Favs: 107 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 7/1/2004 - Published: 1/23/2004 - Complete
The Hours After by PloobyWoo reviews
Ever wonder what happened after Mephistopheles bites the dust? This All-In-One story picks up just as the big red guy goes down for the count and involves the ever so luscious Valen and my eflin arcane archer, Amothian. It gets pretty racey! Be warned!
Neverwinter Nights - Rated: M - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,493 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 23 - Published: 6/21/2004
On a Clear Day You Can See Forever by magnetosdaughter reviews
A fairy tale for Harry+Seven
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: K - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,127 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/30/2002 - Seven of Nine, H. Kim
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How Many Jedi? reviews
A look at Jaq Rand's descent into Jedi-hating... A short piece written for a challenge over at Scary Atton Appreciation Society on dA...then never submitted because I didn't think it was *scary* enough. Yeah...I suck.
Star Wars - Rated: M - English - Drama/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,892 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/31/2010 - Atton R., Revan
Atton's Night Out reviews
Offshoot of a Twitter KotOR RP - Yeah, I'm a nerd. So what? A lightside-married-to-the-Exile Atton just needs to get out for a bit. Leave it to Atton to stumble into a mess when he's just tryin' to do something nice for someone...Warning for bad wordz.
Star Wars - Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,863 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/25/2010 - Atton R. - Complete
Grey reviews
Post KotOR II LSFRevXCarth and Angsty Atton. As always, any concrit is GREATLY appreciated.
Star Wars - Rated: K+ - English - Sci-Fi/Angst - Chapters: 9 - Words: 16,016 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 8/17/2010 - Published: 1/1/2008 - Atton R., Revan
Hero reviews
My first non-smut! DA:O fic! Written for the Livejournal DA:O ficathon. My request was "Female Warden/Alistair - any origin. Going back to the Warden's home/people in the course of their travels, Alistair learns to see the Warden in a new light."
Dragon Age - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,183 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 5 - Published: 3/28/2010 - Alistair, Surana - Complete
Afraid reviews
Written for DCC gender bender challenge. Because I usually write Fem!Rev, a LSM Revan knows he's not supposed to be afraid. But that's never helped.
Star Wars - Rated: K - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,545 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 5 - Published: 4/14/2008 - Revan, Darth Malak - Complete
Safeword reviews
Entry into the One Night Stand DCC. As Atton faces a future without the Exile, is one night enough?
Star Wars - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,328 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 4 - Published: 2/20/2008 - Atton R. - Complete
Tracers reviews
Because I know what a migraine really feels like. Kaidan oneshot.
Mass Effect - Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,024 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 75 - Follows: 6 - Published: 1/27/2008 - Shepard (F), Kaidan A. - Complete
Your Man Until the End reviews
My entry into the latest DCC challenge over at kotorfanmedia. I was asked to write something about guilt. LSFExile and Canderous Ordo. No romance.
Star Wars - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,354 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/9/2008 - Canderous O., Exile/Meetra Surik - Complete
Minimal Effects reviews
This is simply where I'm going to put all the Mass Effect strangeness that invades my brain. Anything posted here is in no way related to any Shephard in anything else I write for this fandom. As always, BioWare owns everything Mass Effect ... and my soul
Mass Effect - Rated: K+ - English - Sci-Fi/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 2,191 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 1/4/2008 - Published: 12/17/2007
Lost Causes reviews
Written as a kiriban for Tankgirly on DeviantArt, who requested a story about her dark and deadly Seviole. A determined assassin and a doomed Jedi meet on Korriban one last time. Rated T for language and violence. Concrit greatly appreciated!
Star Wars - Rated: T - English - Horror/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,897 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/12/2007 - Lonna Vash - Complete
Luck of the Draw reviews
This was my entry into the latest Duelling Circle Challenge trapped at KFM. A washedout Sith and a duelling ring hasbeen test their luck against the galaxy during a planet's dying moments. I just can't resist Atton, no matter how hard I try...
Star Wars - Rated: K - English - Drama/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,499 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/27/2007 - Atton R. - Complete
Such a Quiet Thing reviews
Submitted for the Mandalorian Duelling Challenge 30 origins. Kreia's quiet fall how a quiet librarian began to despise the Force, and how her hatred set the future of the galaxy on a knife'sedge. Constructive crit very much appreciated.
Star Wars - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,276 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 9 - Published: 10/16/2007 - Kreia - Complete
Healing Touch reviews
This is a bit of writing practice that got out of control. Oneshot of LSF Exile and Atton escaping Peragus...the same Exile from Control and Lessons in Pazaak.
Star Wars - Rated: T - English - Angst/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,753 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 2 - Published: 8/26/2007 - Atton R., Exile/Meetra Surik - Complete
Revan's Challenge reviews
This little oneshot was created after I begged the folks over at KFM to lend me a gizka...LSF Revan contemplates the future post StarForge.
Star Wars - Rated: K - English - Angst/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,597 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/15/2007 - Carth O., Revan - Complete
Lessons in Pazaak reviews
The galaxy can change with the turn of a card. Post KOTOR II ... LSF Exile. Total disclaimer, as usual, I own nothing. Chapter 5 added and a hundred thousand blessings to my Beta! And no...it's not done yet. Honest
Star Wars - Rated: K+ - English - Sci-Fi/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 5,184 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 7/23/2007 - Published: 7/14/2007 - Atton R., Exile/Meetra Surik
Control reviews
What happens when Atton and LSF Exile let go of the bonds of restraint? Oneshot. It's not my fault! This came crawling out of my brain at 2 a.m.! Oh! And I own nothing. It all belongs to LucasArtsObsidionBioware
Star Wars - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,567 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 3 - Published: 7/10/2007 - Atton R., Exile/Meetra Surik - Complete
Walk Away reviews
Ok...it's done. Again, all credit for Valen and Cania goes to Bioware. Many, many blessings to Rhyagelle for betareading and keeping me motivated! Please, please read and review. I'd really appreciate some feedback!
Neverwinter Nights - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 27 - Words: 25,743 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 2/20/2007 - Published: 1/21/2007 - Complete
Just give me a reason reviews
A series of songfic for the one who had to walk away from Valen ...This is a companion piece for 'Walk Away' .. the story continues there.
Neverwinter Nights - Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 1,901 - Reviews: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 1/22/2007 - Published: 1/20/2007 - Complete
A Good Man reviews
I wrote this at the request of an Oblivion modder extraordinaire, Ms. Shezrie. The 'Origins of Vicente Valtieri' appears in her mod Ravenview Village. Obviously Vicente Valtieri and all Tamriel belong to Bethesda. Would love critique, thank you.
Elder Scroll series - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,849 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 14 - Published: 1/22/2007 - Vicente V. - Complete
If you come out reviews
My first ever fanfic, I guess. A tale of those who entered the gates, but didn't get to be heroes. This was first posted on the Elder Scrolls Forum. The character is mine, Tamriel and Oblivion are of course the property of Bethesda.
Elder Scroll series - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 946 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 15 - Published: 1/20/2007 - Complete
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