calithildes
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Joined 01-19-07, id: 1202317, Profile Updated: 05-06-17
Author has written 21 stories for Fullmetal Alchemist, Bleach, Doctor Who, Mass Effect, and Ben 10.

update: 06.05.17

real life has hit me like a train and not in a good way, so fics are taking a step back while i sort myself out. you'd think dealing with rl grief would make it easier to write about grief but no. it just makes u sadder.


Kia ora! i'm calithildes, studying education and ethnomusicology at uni. i like cats, pizza and the norwegian singer aurora. i can also be found on tumblr under the name ishvallas.

at the moment i'm writing a bunch of different things, mainly for fullmetal alchemist (with a focus on team mustang). i also just realised that this year will be the ~official~ 10 years on this site for me and wow my writing has improved a heck of a lot.

i'm currently in a big binge-write for fullmetal alchemist and have a lot of ongoing fics hahahahahhaahaaaaaaaaa. a strange fate with wandering limbs takes precedence, and the others as i get writing inspiration (uni has sucked a lot of it out of me).

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The Most Intelligent Man in the World by The Mathematician reviews
The Doctor has had nearly a millennium to develop the art of being a first-class tease. River regards this talent of his as a particularly appealing challenge. Eleven/Young!River.
Doctor Who - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,527 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 55 - Follows: 6 - Published: 5/20/2011 - 11th Doctor, River Song/Melody P. III - Complete
Nebula by MatsuMama reviews
The first night of exile is always the hardest. UraYorui, too many cameos to name. Expect massive spoilers for the Pendulum arc and anything else in the manga. Rated T for fluff, language and angst.
Bleach - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 23 - Words: 69,542 - Reviews: 374 - Favs: 228 - Follows: 177 - Updated: 4/16/2009 - Published: 11/9/2007 - K. Urahara, Yoruichi S.
Words that Linger in the Silence by blue-crystal-9 reviews
As the promised day draws closer, the longing between Mustang and Hawkeye grows and Mustang becomes tired of the forced space between them. Roy/Riza, manga spoilers. One-shot.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,270 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 93 - Follows: 4 - Published: 3/7/2009 - Riza H., Roy M. - Complete
The Taste of Ash Still Lingers by marcasite reviews
those fragments of dreams you can’t shake and it makes her wistful...Donna Noble post-Journey's End
Doctor Who - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,001 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/9/2008 - Complete
A Coded Confession Over Coffee by WargishBoromirFan reviews
Mangaverse, post Chapter 78. Roy needs to ease up on the caffeine. Shameless Royai if you tilt your head and squint.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: K+ - English - Mystery/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 404 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 15 - Published: 12/28/2007 - Roy M., Riza H. - Complete
Hearing Unsung Melodies by tectrices reviews
Part of my IsshinxMasaki series. It was love at second sight. A first date dinner and coffee that exceeded even Isshin's optimistic expectations. And Masaki can, of course, ignore the age difference.
Bleach - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,954 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/20/2007 - Isshin K., Masaki K. - Complete
The Latest Gossip by Morbid Original reviews
[IchiRuki] Ichigo Kurosaki is sooo gorgeous, Mahana said boisterously one day in the courtyard. [Oneshot][Drabble]
Bleach - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,023 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 73 - Follows: 8 - Published: 9/10/2007 - Ichigo K., Rukia K. - Complete
The Merits of Snoring by sharingank reviews
Rukia doesn't think she snores, but Ichigo begs to differ. Oneshot.
Bleach - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,196 - Reviews: 210 - Favs: 720 - Follows: 68 - Published: 8/14/2006 - Ichigo K., Rukia K. - Complete
Healer by Miko Maleficus reviews
Winry isn’t just an automail engineer. She’s a healer, too. EdWin, fluff, almost PWP.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,477 - Reviews: 65 - Favs: 247 - Follows: 24 - Published: 7/2/2005 - Edward E., Winry R. - Complete
Worth by Errie Wyvern reviews
Fake things shouldn't get a value. Rukia hates math. And more often than not, she hates herself too.
Bleach - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 768 - Reviews: 44 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 2 - Published: 10/11/2004 - Complete
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good intent reviews
It wasn't the first time that her mom had blown up at her for a late night of crime-fighting alongside her cousin and Kevin – but this was new.
Ben 10 - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,582 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 4/19 - Published: 1/5 - Ben T., Gwen T., Kevin
a strange fate with wandering limbs reviews
On June 19th, Riza Hawkeye falls asleep at approximately 11:28pm. On June 20th, she doesn't wake up.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 9 - Words: 9,373 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 21 - Updated: 4/16 - Published: 1/5 - Riza H., Roy M.
lying here with you reviews
He isn't focusing on the words, or the drawl or the cadence or the rhythm, Roy is focused on equations and he's focused the blood that is pooling around his knees and in her hair –
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 504 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/29 - Führer Bradley, Riza H., Roy M., Mei Chang - Complete
The Possession of Isra Wright reviews
The rebuilding Ishvallan community is rocked by the uncovering of an exorcism gone horribly wrong, resulting in the death of a young woman at the hands of her own family. General Roy Mustang and his team suddenly find themselves embroiled at the centre of a military scandal that threatens to not only undo their three years of hard work, but also the military itself.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,642 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 14 - Published: 3/2 - Riza H., Roy M., Scar, Miles
Enthrallment reviews
Wrath may be the first human homunculus, but that doesn't necessarily mean he understands them.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 3 - Words: 2,663 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 2/25 - Published: 1/21 - Führer Bradley, Riza H., Roy M.
saint, sinner, martyr reviews
It is three in the morning and Roy has been staring at the marks and lines on her back for a long time.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,026 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/19 - Riza H., Roy M. - Complete
Pretty Things reviews
"Sir," she said by way of greeting, closing the door behind her carefully, her eyes never leaving the red chaos in front of her. "Why is my desk covered in…boxes?" "They are gifts, Lieutenant," he corrected, pushing off the doorway and moving into the office proper, the grin never leaving his face. "Gifts for a very special member of our team."
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,704 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/14 - Riza H., Roy M. - Complete
night will close us down reviews
He finds that he rather enjoys Riza like this – sitting in his chair, watching him like a lion watches its prey before pouncing it. The shift in power, in control, is thrilling him more than it should.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,886 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 2/5 - Published: 1/15 - Riza H., Roy M.
your heartache is not forever reviews
The male ego was so fragile, she considered as the doctor took out a torch and began to examine her eyes.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,345 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/26 - Riza H., Roy M. - Complete
feel the little changes reviews
Riza thought she had seen the last of the sore-loser-at-beer-pong at the New Year's Eve party. She was wrong. Five times Riza Hawkeye doesn't want to run into Roy Mustang, and the two times she does.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,166 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 1/12 - Published: 1/1 - Riza H., Roy M.
the healers have the bloodiest hands reviews
In the months following the end of the Ishvallan Civil War, both Hawkeye and Mustang come to grips with the choices they have made, and will need to make.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,881 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/29/2016 - Riza H., Roy M., Rebecca C. - Complete
Isabella Petersen and the job that did not pay nearly enough reviews
Isabella would love to say to General Hakuro that this was not what she had signed up for – but she had, and that was why she was hiding out in some bushes outside Colonel Mustang's apartment at 2:38 on a frigid September morning.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,722 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 6 - Published: 12/26/2016 - Hakuro, Riza H., Roy M. - Complete
trace your fingers, let them linger reviews
His touch today, no doubt intending to be comforting still made her feel warm in a good way, in a way that she hadn't felt since seeing him in Vancouver all those weeks ago. Was it only weeks? It felt like years when she walked out of that elevator, pistol trained on Udina and her implant crackling with a mnemonic at the tip of her tongue. Kaidan/FemShep, complete.
Mass Effect - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,210 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Published: 12/22/2016 - Shepard (F), Kaidan A. - Complete
take all the air out of my lungs reviews
It's almost comical how quickly their heads whip around to the source of the noise and Bethany thinks perhaps she shouldn't have let them know that she had seen them. However, they don't spring apart, or look nervous, or even react beyond the Colonel shifting his body better to see her. (A look at the Colonel and Lieutenant through a different set of eyes).
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,830 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 7 - Published: 10/4/2016 - Riza H., Roy M. - Complete
dear lucifer
I cannot compete with something as painstakingly glorious as you / for your beauty surpasses the ephemeral pain of the infectious reign - an alternate look to how Father came into existence, in seven parts. seven of seven posted.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 968 - Updated: 9/1/2013 - Published: 8/21/2013 - Father - Complete
Five Hundred and Sixty Two reviews
His name was Arthur, and he liked puddles, his backyard, and that nice lady down the road who always talked to him when he walked home from school.
Doctor Who - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 851 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/24/2012 - 11th Doctor - Complete
Words That Fade Into The Silence reviews
He found it painfully ironic that tonight was a new moon. 423 spoilers. Ficlet collection.
Bleach - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 1,850 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 12/29/2010 - Published: 10/9/2010 - Ichigo K., Rukia K. - Complete
The Be All & End All reviews
COMPLETE Her blood is so, so red / Time is running at a pace he can't keep up with. A two-part pantoum poem, spoilers up to chapter 107.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 370 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Updated: 6/23/2010 - Published: 6/7/2010 - Roy M., Riza H. - Complete
Always On My Mind reviews
COMPLETE. They were in too deep to get out now. 40 themes on the Colonel and his First Lieutenant. FINAL UPDATE: 40, Requiem. Birthday present for winglessfairy25; spoilers up to chapter 93.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 40 - Words: 2,672 - Reviews: 130 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 8/4/2009 - Published: 6/24/2009 - Roy M., Riza H. - Complete
Unable reviews
Normally he could have told her in a heartbeat. But now... Kaien/Miyako; Kaien/Rukia oneshot. Birthday present for The Origami.
Bleach - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 9 - Published: 7/9/2008 - Kaien S., Rukia K. - Complete
Waiting reviews
She was waiting, waiting for him, and they couldn't say anything to change her mind. But she was losing faith, losing faith that he would come back, come back to them, come back to her. Implied Royai, PostAnime oneshot.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 612 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 7 - Published: 9/27/2007 - Roy M., Riza H. - Complete