Author has written 16 stories for Companions of the Night, Vampires, Misc. Books, and Alice in Wonderland.
The name's Nicole. Writing has been my life. I was lucky to stumble upon this site. Notice the major fetish with vampires...
Favorite Bands: Acid Black Cherry, An Cafe, Miyavi, Do as Infinity, Janne Da Arc, 30 Seconds to Mars
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R.I.P. My Baby Belle
Sometime 2002 or 2003- June 11th, 2009
Pictures for Seth and Ivory: A Vampire Story.
More pictures will come as more characters come into play =)
I will let you know when I post new pics.
Seth and Ivory: A Vampire Story; Seth and Ivory once again --I have loaded 2 pics on Quizilla due to broken link problems. They are 2 of my fav of Seth and Ivory.
HOMOPHOBIA IS GAY
I am the boy who never finished high school bacause i got called a fag everyday
I am the girl kicked out of how home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian
I am the prostitute working the streets becuase nobody will hire a transexual woman
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights
We are the parents, who buried our daughter long before her time
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of 27 years into the room
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from my two fathers who are the only loving family I ever had. I wish they could adopt me
I am not one of the lucky ones
I killed myself just before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear
We are a couple who a Realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to aviod getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children i bore, nursed, and raised
The court says I am an unfit mother becuase I now live with another woman
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-survivor who has no support system to turn to becuase I am a male
I am the father who never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to each gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that
I am the woman who dies when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual
I am the person who guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love
I am the person to ashamed to tell my own friends that I'm a lesbian because they constantly make fun of them
I am the boy tied ot a fence, beaten to the bloody pulp, and left to die because two straight men wanted to "TEACH ME a LESSON"
If you think LOVE is LOVE, repost this into your profile
Try Not To Cry
Mommy...Johnny brought a gun to school,
He told his friends that it was cool,
And when he pulled the trigger back,
It shot with a great, huge crack.
Mommy, I was a good girl, I did what I was told,
I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold!
When I went to school that day,
I never said good-bye.
I'm sorry that I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry.
When Johnny shot the gun, he hit me and another,
And all because Johnny, got the gun from his brother.
Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much,
And please tell Zack; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush.
And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now, And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now
And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best
Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest
Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class,
And never to forget this, And please don't let this pass
Mommy, why'd it have to be me? No one, though. deserves this.
But mommy, it's not fair, I left without a kiss.
But mommy, it's not fair, I left without a kiss.
I think I even saw one doctor, trying not to cry.
Mommy, I'm slowly dying, with a bullet in my chest,
But Mommy please remember, I'm in heaven with the rest
When I heard that great, big crack, I ran as fast as I could
please listen to me if you would,
I wanted to go to college, I wanted to try things that were new
I guess I'm not going with Daddy, On that trip to the new zoo
I wanted to get married, I wanted to have a kid,
I wanted to be an actress, I really wanted to live.
But Mommy I must go now, The time is getting late,
Mommy, tell my Zack, I'm sorry I to cancel the date. I love you Mommy, I always have, I know you know its true
And Mommy all I need to say is, "Mommy, I love you"
In Memory of The Columbine & Virginia Tech
Please if you would,
If you pass this on,
Maybe people will cry,
Just keep this in your heart,
For the people who didn't get to say "Good-bye".
Now you have 2 choices,
1) Pass this on, and show people you care, repost as
Inspiring Quotes for us Writers =)
"You must stay drunk on writing so reality cannot destroy you." Ray Bradbury
"The role of a writer is not to say what we all can say, but what we are unable to say." Anaïs Nin
"Writing is a socially acceptable form of schizophrenia." E.L. Doctorow
"And by the way, everything in life is writable about if you have the outgoing guts to do it, and the imagination to improvise. The worst enemy to creativity is self-doubt." Sylvia Plath
"If there's a book you really want to read, but it hasn't been written yet, then you must write it." Toni Morrison
"Fill your paper with the breathings of your heart." William Wordsworth
"Easy reading is damn hard writing." Nathaniel Hawthorne
"Ink and paper are sometimes passionate lovers, oftentimes brother and sister, and occasionally mortal enemies." Emme Woodhull-Bäche
"The story I am writing exists, written in absolutely perfect fashion, some place, in the air. All I must do is find it, and copy it." Jules Renard, "Diary," February 1895
"Proofread carefully to see if you any words out." Author Unknown
"Writing is my time machine, takes me to the precise time and place I belong." Jeb Dickerson
"If my doctor told me I had only six minutes to live, I wouldn't brood. I'd type a little faster." Isaac Asimov
"Words - so innocent and powerless as they are, as standing in a dictionary, how potent for good and evil they become in the hands of one who knows how to combine them." Nathaniel Hawthorne
"Being an author is like being in charge of your own personal insane asylum." Graycie Harmon
"Writer's block is a disease for which there is no cure, only respite." Laurie Wordholt
"A synonym is a word you use when you can't spell the other one." Baltasar Gracián
"It is impossible to discourage the real writers - they don't give a damn what you say, they're going to write." Sinclair Lewis
"An author in his book must be like God in the universe, present everywhere and visible nowhere." Gustave Flaubert
"An original writer is not one who imitates nobody, but one whom nobody can imitate." Chateaubriand, Le Génie du Christianisme, 1802
"Find out the reason that commands you to write; see whether it has spread its roots into the very depth of your heart; confess to yourself you would have to die if you were forbidden to write." Rainer Maria Rilke
"Every author in some way portrays himself in his works, even if it be against his will." Goethe
"Every man usually has something he can do better than anyone else. Usually it is reading his own handwriting."
"Every writer is a frustrated actor who recites his lines in the hidden auditorium of his skull."
"Writing is like cooking...if you spill something, you should make it look like part of the act."
"Writing is a lot like sex. At first you do it because you like it. Then you find yourself doing it for a few close friends and people you like. But if you're any good at all...you end up doing it for money."
"Better to write for yourself and have no public, than to write for the public and have no self."
"Asking a writer what he thinks about criticism is like asking a lamppost what it feels about dogs."
"What we really want to do is what we are really meant to do. When we do what we are meant to do, money comes to us, doors open for us, we feel useful, and the work we do feels like play to us." -Julia Cameron
“We all die. The goal isn't to live forever, the goal is to create something that will.”
"A blank piece of paper is God's way of telling us how hard it to be God."
"We do not write because we want to, we write because we have to."
--My Quotes that I come up with every now and again...--
"Writing is frustrating. There are voices in my head, and they won't shut up unless I put them on paper." - While talking to my mom who said I was interested and passionate about my writing.
"Why are you doing that? I could have done that yesterday for you." -My mom couldn't sleep and it was past midnight. She was putting dishes back in the hutch. I said that, not realizing what I was saying till she pointed it out =) I may have said that and claimed that we were all mad...but I'm not the one who tried to put clean dishes in the fridge :-D
"It would suck if I wasn't really going the right way. Reversing to change direction would make me crash into all my past mistakes...and that'd just make one hell of a mess..." just answering a question if I was really going the right way.
"It can't be any form of enlightenment to hate mankind. It's fixing what you hate about it."
Why America has some issues...
1. Only in America can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance.
2. Only in America are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink.
3. Only in America do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front.
4. Only in America do people order double cheeseburgers,l arge fries, and a diet coke.
5. Only in America do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters.
6. Only in America are there people who leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage.
7. Only in America are there people who use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place.
8. Only in America are there people who buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight.
9. Only in America are there people who use the word 'politics' to describe the process so well: 'Poli' in Latin meaning 'many' and 'tics' meaning 'bloodsucking creatures'
10. Only in America are there people who have drive-up ATM's with Braille lettering.
Revised edition of Flight not to Forget
Revised and hopefully completion of Becoming the Nightwalker; Breaking the War
So, I have this evil twin, VampLoverNight92 (yes, I'm the good twin =p) and you should review her work so that encourages her to update since she’s so notorious for updating. Also, me and her are writing a fanfic together of CotN and it will be posted up on my profile thingie. We're in the middle of writing it right now. We'll post it...sometime...whenever we feel like it =p So, when we do, you should support it and review it =) EVERYONE REVIEW VampLoverNight92, MY EVIL TWIN! YOU WILL B/C YOU HEART ME!
VampLoverNight92 and I present to you Nicole's World and Never Innocent. Go read and review!
Things that prolly will never get done...
-Why Panic? He's Just a Vampire
I blame Nicole, my twin, for the first two...I blame my implusivness for the last one. =)
As for CotN fanfics...I really am not in a Michel mood. lol. I'm srry. I haven't been. I'm in a Seth mood. Don't know wut I mean? read my latest story, and then you'll know wut I mean =p
But, I AM NOT saying that WoVaVH and FntF andddd BtNWBtW...those are still in the back of my mind. Those stories ran through my mind wayyy too much to be forgotten. So there will be updates one day from them. So you know =)
Update October 14, 2008
I always wonder why no one updates. I mean, I have so many alerts not just here but on fictionpress and also a very long watch list on quizalla. But why does no one just like update out of that very long list? As for me, I've been staring at the chapter for WoVaVH. I have plans to change it and add things dramitcally (hopefully) So it's taking me longer...Since I want to change it so much...I'm gonna go stare at it again now...
Update December 9, 2008
okay, okay...so I haven't updated...and when I do, you get a oneshot with it. I could roll out some excuses for you...like I'm not in a Michel writing mood lately...I've got finals and such...but I'm not. I'll try my best to update when finals are done (this week). But until then, I'll give you a chapter of a story I've been working on. Okay, so I haven't been too busy to write...I've just been writing about a different vampire. But at least I was writing SOME kind of story...
I'll put Seth and Ivory: A Vampire Story up to keep you distracted from the fact that I haven't updated :p
Update Jan, 1st 2009
Happy New Year all! I'm sitting here typing the next chpater for Seth and Ivory :-) So expect that in a couple of days.
I've taken a glance at the next chapter for WoVaVH, but haven't done anything with it yet. I promise that I'll try not to make you wait that long for the next chapter.
ta ta for now
Update March 3, 2009
Alright guys, last nite, my laptop, I'm not compeletly sure what happened...but...it got some water on it...no biggie, rittte? well, wrong. It just shut off. And then it smelt burnt. And that's never good. And now it won't turn on. I WILL NOT BE UPDATING TILL FURTHER NOTICE. Because...well, that had my chapter on it...and well...I'm not gonna rewrite it...I hope my harddrive is okay D= I've got a book on there that is not online anewhere...but as for Seth and Ivory, I had the next chapter going. Along with WoVaVH...that I hadn't been working on...srry...and well, that's it...Oh, and b/c Circuit City went bankrupt...I have no place to walk it in...suxs even more. srry guys...
Update March 18, 2009
Okay, you guys are somewut lucky in a way. My laptop, still broken. But, for Seth and Ivory, I wasn't really fond of what I had written for the chapter in the first place and was planning on erasing some and using some. But, I've grown impatient (a lil know characteristic of me?) So right now, at this moment, I'm working on Chapter 10. So hopfully I can give it to you guys soon. Maybe today if you're uber luck.
Update June 8th, 2008
Well...My harddrive competley crashed. I lost everything. That means, I lost the last few chapters for War on Vampires and Vampire Hunters. I'm not quite sure what I plan to do with that just yet...I also lost my edited version of my book that is not on here. But luckly, the orginial was on my mums computer. I turned my foucs to that, right when I was in the middle of updating Seth and Ivory. Well, fear not. Because as of right now, Chaper 11 has a little over 4,ooo words. So I'm getting there. =)
Update December 17, 2009
Good news for WoVaVH. I was going through some notebooks and found I had printed chapter 31. I now have part of 28 and all of 31. This is good =) The more I have the better.
As for Seth and Ivory news, I'm up to 80k words. I've been taking a break since I've gotten back from South Carolina. I have actually figured out the ending. I have broken Seth and Ivory into three books at the moment.
My newest project for S&I is dropping the modern world guidelines I've been using and create a whole new world. New history, new countries, some new species and maybe food. As long as I'm not writing, I'm doing something to develop the story =)
Merry Christmas everyone =D
Update February 08, 2010
This is an update to my Seth and Ivory readers if any of you check my profile now and again.
Seth and Ivory has hit over 90k words. The story is moving, and Ivory, Caleb, and Seth are surprising me so much nowadays.
I'm just here to say that I'm still writing. =)
Update March 31, 2010
I have hit my 100k mark! Something about hitting that mark makes me want to jump up and down, spin in circles, and do some cart wheels. Right now Seth and Ivory has a totally of 103,446 words. And I have not hit my prologue yet.
This fall, I need to become a full time student (12 credits.) And this summer I will be taking a psychology course online. Don't worry too much. I've been taking English online this spring. While I have fears that I will forget myself in school...and forget writing...I realize it's usually the other way around. And that isn't necessarily good either...But aneways. I'm just here once again saying Seth and Ivory has not and will not be forgotten. Because I am still typing away.
Happy Bunny Hopping Egg Day!
Update July 18, 2010
It's a bit sad...Seth and Ivory is on 115k. I had writer's block from the end of April until the beginning of July. I'm trying. Writing as fast as I can. =)
Update November 30, 2010
For those that check my profile for updates, I'm here to say that I am writing. Seth and Ivory has hit 126k. Which shows how busy school and work can make me. I'm trying. :)
A long overdue Update September 21, 2011
Seth and Ivory hit the final mark several months back. I've been toying with a new plot for the continuation of S&I for some time now. I have yet to edit. Something I still really need to do.
I am happy to say I finished the first part of Seth and Ivory. And I am still working with it and all of the characters...and some new ones as well. :D
Update January 4, 2013
Wow. Has it really been 4 years?
Stories on here are likely to never be updated.
Seth and Ivory has sparked fire in me once more. Currently, I'm creating all character history and making a timeline.
It just so happens that Cain and Skylar were born in the same year. I had fiddled with a somethingness in between the two...heck, maybe they will.
The story has become something much more than what I once thought it would turn out to be way back in the beginning...the innocent days of Seth and Ivory.
I must say, the character Michel for CotN, was one of the biggest inspirations. Writing him, I suppose, helped me shape the idea on how I write my vampires today.
Seth and Ivory still has much work to do. And I'm dedicated to see it all the way through. It's going to take longer than I originally thought. But that's okay :)
Update January 03, 2015
Wow, it's been so long. And I've gotten so far in Seth and Ivory. I know my characters better then ever with writing all of their back stories.
Maybe one day, I'll be done with it. Until then, I won't stop until I get to that point. :)