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Joined 03-21-07, id: 1243067, Profile Updated: 03-05-08
Author has written 10 stories for Yu Yu Hakusho, Yu-Gi-Oh, Tekken, Digimon, Boondocks, Bully, and Outsiders.

"Just grab my hand, babe
and take me home, babe
to a house and people I love,
just hold me close, babe
so I know I'm loved"
--from a poem I wrote

I'm 19 years old

I am a gurl

My name is Jesse
(but i like to be called Kay)

I love yaoi and I love to write
I hate close-minded people

I like to write yaoi any yaoi and I like to write slash any slash cuz thats just how I play the game. I write very angsty things that make me and my friends cry. I also love to read lime scenes but I never plan to write any.

please read & review kindly okay? thank you so much!

YAOI pairings:
Ed/Rummy
Hiei/Kurama
Mat/Tai
Mat/Mello
Light/Dark
Paul/Marshal
Gary/Petey
Baek/Howarang
Johnny/Peanut
Tsume/Toboe

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Surrender by Total-Khufu reviews
Gary spirals out of control, and he begins to lose the one true friend he's had since he was very young. As Gary pushes her away, Ella leans towards her brother, Ricky, and his best friend, Johnny Vincent for support.
Bully - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 25 - Words: 67,468 - Reviews: 53 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 12/14/2011 - Published: 5/10/2008 - Gary S.
Fragile & Finite by Sage Pagan reviews
..."For the others it was always about sex and cheap promises, then emptiness again. It wasn’t like this. A conversation. Well, an attempt at one." Compilation of one shots. Feat. Hwoarang, Julia, Anna and Christie, to list a few.
Tekken - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 16,099 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 1/3/2010 - Published: 3/26/2007
A Night To Remember by lost-beliefs reviews
It's their first date. Lola's finally out of the picture for good HOORAY! and Johnny's aiming to make a good impression. If only these nerves would stop getting the better of him, maybe they could finally start this 'coster ride! JohnnyxPeanut FLUFFY
Bully - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 990 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 4 - Published: 6/14/2008
A Parade of Puppies by midnightvisions reviews
as teh almighty title implies, a bunch of puppyshipping oneshots, some twoshots, you get it! dedicated to all at the MGD forums, cuz they rock mah sox! 17 equals random, lemons abound inside!
Yu-Gi-Oh - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 26,986 - Reviews: 46 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 3/22/2008 - Published: 7/9/2007 - K. Jounouchi/Joey W., S. Kaiba
Mon Chou by BuRNING MeLANCHoLY reviews
Kurama and Hiei's friendship is troubled by a sudden and mysterious outbreak by Hiei. What has prompted Hiei's sudden agression, and will Kurama be able to find a way to help his friend? Warnings: Rape and violence.
Yu Yu Hakusho - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 14,825 - Reviews: 41 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 33 - Updated: 6/30/2007 - Published: 5/25/2007 - Kurama M., Hiei
Worst Fear by Suihanki reviews
Short MattxMello Oneshot. Slight yaoi alert. Mello be pretty violent sometimes... but will his conscience get the best of him while he sleeps? Will Matt pull him out of his nightmare? Lots of fluffy angst. Rated T for safety.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,083 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/19/2007 - Matt, Mello - Complete
Jealousy by Sano reviews
Never make a fire demon jealous. Yaoi, KxH. FINAL CHAPTER UP!
Yu Yu Hakusho - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 2,711 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 6/7/2007 - Published: 12/28/2006
Premonition by Eien Historia reviews
Kurama’s got somewhere to go, but Hiei won't just let him leave. ‘Kurama was surprised, didn’t move as Hiei took the initiative for the first time in their relationship. The kiss was a bit sloppy and inexperienced in it’s dominance.'
Yu Yu Hakusho - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,275 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 5 - Published: 2/27/2007 - Kurama M., Hiei - Complete
Broken Promises by AnimeAngel2010 reviews
Simple RoyEd drabble. Angst and bad dreams insue!
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 467 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/3/2007 - Roy M., Edward E. - Complete
Lost, only to be found within Kurama by BlueUtopiah reviews
Sleepless and haunted by memories, Hiei turns to Kurama for comfort. Yaoi, Lemon
Yu Yu Hakusho - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,458 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 88 - Follows: 7 - Published: 7/27/2006 - Hiei, Kurama M. - Complete
Cold by Saffy-chan reviews
Hiei mishears Kurama talking to himself......better than it sounds......i think......rated just to be safe. Yaoi.
Yu Yu Hakusho - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 523 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/4/2006 - Hiei, Kurama M. - Complete
The Only One by SeverusPotterSnape reviews
Will Matt and Tai's relationship be together and forever? What will happen? complete
Digimon - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 968 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 3/22/2006 - Published: 3/20/2006 - Taichi Y./Tai K., Yamato I./Matt
The Best Medicine by ChaosIsMyTrueLover reviews
[oneShot] RoyEd mild, fluffy HC.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,022 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/26/2005 - Roy M., Edward E. - Complete
Dreams by Ivydoll reviews
LoganKurt. When Kurt has a nightmare from his past, gruff and impatient Logan shows how marshmallowlike he is on the inside. Revamped.
X-Men: Evolution - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 764 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 65 - Follows: 3 - Published: 6/22/2004 - Wolverine/Logan, Nightcrawler/Kurt W. - Complete
Invisible Dreams by Hollywood Nicky reviews
Kitty and a original character with the powers of invisibility.With a little bit of Logan s love life mixed up in it! so please read and review.
X-Men: Evolution - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 12,177 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 9/23/2003 - Published: 7/26/2003
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August reviews
Tim and Dallas run into a slightly awkward situation that let's them explore each other like never before. Get attatched and hurt. It won't end well for either of them.. Tim and Dalls slash. No lime.
Outsiders - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,032 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 1/5/2009 - Published: 10/21/2008 - Dallas W., Tim S.
My Sunshine reviews
Peanut is always there; watching him like a hawk. Worrying about him. Caring about him. Too bad he doesn't even notice. In short: a collection of drabbles about Johnny and Peanut. Slash. Yaoi. Rated for language and possible mature themes.
Bully - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 7 - Words: 3,493 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 9/28/2008 - Published: 9/10/2008
Bad Boy reviews
Johnny Vincent is over with Lola, and he's not taking it at all well. Johnny turns into a really bad boy and his best friend decides to take him in-hand. Contains: M/M spanking! JohnnyPeanut slash! R&R
Bully - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,311 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 5 - Published: 8/14/2008 - Complete
Gimme a Chance reviews
Lola ends it with Johnny who falls into depression- will he ever see whats he got right in front of him? Will he ever realize he's got uncondtional love already? JohnnyPeanut slash.yaoi.
Bully - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,779 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 8/14/2008 - Published: 8/9/2008
Secrets reviews
It was a secret, no one was supposed to know. But then, who should find out? Who should just waltz in? None other than he Freeman Brothers. Can Riley and Huey keep a colossal secret? How long will this last! Yaoi. Slash. EdRummy.
Boondocks - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,219 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 8/9/2008 - Published: 11/17/2007
My Rockstar reviews
Yaoi. TxM! Mat does drugs, he's suicidal, and his world is getting more and more crazy because he shows up on Tais doorstep not remembering a thing every day and keeps on going. R&R first Digimon fic.
Digimon - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,365 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/2/2007 - Yamato I./Matt, Taichi Y./Tai K.
Drunken Games reviews
A game of Truth or Dare played while most of the Tekken guys are locked in a large room. They must share beds and storeies. In these two nights bonds are broken then reinstated. Many yaoi pairings. Rating has gone up! Possible lime and language. Please RR
Tekken - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,339 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 5/16/2007 - Published: 4/6/2007
Save me reviews
JxS yaoi. Joey is depressed after Seto refuses his love, but the rich older Kaiba will prove the hero in the end. How can this one man stop a lifetime of hurt? Can Joey ever escape his father? R&R first YuGiOh fic
Yu-Gi-Oh - Rated: T - English - Parody/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,437 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 4 - Published: 4/1/2007
Little Kumari reviews
Hiei loses his memory and acts like a child again. Its up to Kurama to save him, and only he can do so. YaoiShonenai angst fic. Hiei is very OOC. Please R&R its only my second fic.
Yu Yu Hakusho - Rated: T - English - Angst/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,215 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 13 - Published: 3/31/2007 - Hiei, Kurama M.
Fox and his Baby reviews
KxH yaoi. Kurama reflects on the way Hiei admitted his love while the little kumari sleeps in his arms. A cute fluff. May possibly be 2 chapters. Right now only a oneshot.
Yu Yu Hakusho - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,007 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/26/2007 - Kurama M., Hiei - Complete