My Hopeless Romantic
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Whatever you do, do it with all your heart.

May 2, 2014

Many of you have asked about a couple of stories that were previously posted under this penname (How I Fell for Mikan Sakura, Devil's Contract). Due to the use of some profanity in my story summaries, took them off of the site because story summaries are supposed to be PG for all audiences, which I understand. I would repost, but I have since deleted all of them after buying a new computer so the stories are lost. My incomplete stories (Somewhere the Clock is Ticking) and the completed but under revision stories (formerly Between Love and Hate and Transcendence) were taken down by me because I didn't want anybody wasting their time reading them only to find that I was never going to finish them. But the stories that are complete and don't violate the terms and conditions will remain on here for you guys to read.

As ever, thank you all for reading (:


December 31, 2011

With the start of a new year comes a new beginning. It is time to close a chapter in my life, to hang up my pen here on Fanfiction for good.

I never understood the power of words, truly understood what they were capable of, until I stumbled upon this site. It is incredible that a handful of letters and a mouthful of words can unite individuals from all around the world to find solace in each other’s stories and provide an escape, an outlet, from each of our realities. What a heady feeling it brings to stumble upon writing that puts into words what you cannot say. I’ve found many soulful readers and writers here that have brought me much laughter, frustration and inspiration from their encouragement. With them—with you—I have made my journey and tried styles I never thought I would try, came to dream of realities I never thought possible and began to believe that anything could happen as long as I dreamed hard enough, worked hard enough and wanted it enough.

I have grown as a writer. It may not be apparent to most but to me, it is as clear as day and Fanfiction has held onto my hand along the way.

But I cannot borrow characters any longer. I want to create for myself. I want a place where characters are mine to mold, worlds are mine to create and ideas are mine to do with as I choose.

I will never stop writing. I will never desire to stem the flow of my narratives and I will never want to stop sharing my thoughts with others.

Fanfiction has helped me learn that. It has held my hand and has given me the security of training wheels at the back of my bike to make certain I do not fall flat on my face. With Fanfiction, I tried taking chances. Now chances are all I wish to take. I am ready, after almost five years, to kick off those extra wheels and start the fast track downhill. Where I will go, nobody knows. What adventures will find me, I cannot begin to imagine. The beauty in this is that it is my story to tell. I want to tell it to you.

Who knows, perhaps you will come across one of my novels one day. Who knows, perhaps there will be a fandom on Fanfiction for them. Who knows, perhaps there will come a day when people will be using my characters as building blocks to write their Fanfictions, to use to grow as writers. Who knows. This new chapter of my journey is one I will meet with much anticipation, but there is no doubt that I will come back to read this chapter—this one—the one here on this site where I learned what it is I truly want from life.

To you—reader, reviewer, friend, stranger, fellow word spirit—I leave certain that you are all capable of great things as long as you believe with all of your heart and never doubt your capabilities. To those who continue here, I hope the fandom treats you well. I hope you always keep your imaginations churning because without it, we cannot hope to survive. For without dreams, we live for nothing.

Thank you always.

Be fearless. Never stop creating. Write on.

My Hopeless Romantic

“Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.” - Dumbledore

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Finding Mikan by IndigoGrapefruit reviews
In dire times, even the fiercest enemies can become the best of friends.
Gakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Friendship - Chapters: 14 - Words: 83,398 - Reviews: 75 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 8/4/2012 - Published: 10/25/2011 - Hotaru I., Natsume H.
The Wanderer by foxtrotelly reviews
At that, he was back again.
Gakuen Alice - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 922 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 10 - Published: 8/9/2011 - Shiki - Complete
Eight Years & Two Lives by Romantically Loveless reviews
They met when she was eight, became best friends when she was eleven and silently fell in love when she was sixteen.
Gakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,380 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 6/11/2011 - Published: 1/31/2010 - Sumire S., Kokoro Y. - Complete
Reverse Psychology to the nth Degree by IndigoGrapefruit reviews
Dear Mr. Nogi, there are only two things that can break a relationship into pieces. If it's not me, then it's you. And it's never me.
Gakuen Alice - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,386 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 5 - Published: 6/5/2011 - Hotaru I., Ruka N. - Complete
In the End by can I have a new username reviews
In the end, he'll be the only one to love her... reuploaded, part of the May Madness event, ShikixYuka
Gakuen Alice - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 310 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Published: 5/12/2011 - Yuka A., Shiki - Complete
Girls are from Venus and Boys are from Mars by Saltwater Romance reviews
Three friends. Two girls. One boy. The truth of whether or not girls and guys can just stay friends.
Gakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,971 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 2 - Published: 5/8/2011 - Mikan S. - Complete
Yours Truly by Heartbroken Confession reviews
18: "Serio could be an insane, sadistic grader. Maybe he's the type to automatically fail any paper without a run-on metaphor about bats and caves, or doesn't make a reference to the transvestite society."
Gakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 19 - Words: 22,822 - Reviews: 599 - Favs: 244 - Follows: 131 - Updated: 4/21/2011 - Published: 9/1/2009 - Complete
Correspondence by November Romeo reviews
AU. An encounter between a lawyer and a psychiatrist leads to a well-documented love story: Atty. Natsume Hyuuga and Dr. Mikan Sakura in a romance that develops in three weeks. Read it in real time this November.
Gakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 21 - Words: 13,000 - Reviews: 600 - Favs: 522 - Follows: 149 - Updated: 1/1/2011 - Published: 11/5/2010 - Natsume H., Mikan S. - Complete
Ninety Seven & Three Drabbles by Romantically Loveless reviews
#13 - Misfortune: They say that if a black cats crosses your path, misfortune will follow you. Even so, Mikan wanted to know why she felt like the luckiest person alive. - Drabbles.
Gakuen Alice - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,385 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 11/19/2010 - Published: 9/23/2010 - Natsume H., Mikan S.
The Child At Heart by Arii-hime reviews
When he watched her he felt like someone was pressing the rewind button on his life.
Gakuen Alice - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 415 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 4 - Published: 7/31/2010 - Mikan S., Natsume H. - Complete
Rocket to Alice by crimsoneyes44 reviews
AU. Sometimes certain events change our impressions of life. For Mikan, everything changed when she met Natsume.
Gakuen Alice - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,576 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 4 - Published: 6/14/2010 - Mikan S., Natsume H. - Complete
Persona Abridged by sensor reviews
Persona could count the exact number of times someone had willingly touched him without fear or hate, that number dwindled to less than the number of fingers he had on his hands. Persona-centric with a bit of PersonaxNobara. please excuse my lame title
Gakuen Alice - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,138 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 2 - Published: 5/5/2010 - Persona, Nobara I. - Complete
Numbers in Choreography by November Romeo reviews
AU. One shot. Natsume Hyuuga is a lawyer struggling with a psychiatric illness that permanently changed his life. This is his story, told through the most unlikely narrator, about the most unlikely friends.
Gakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Drama/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,880 - Reviews: 88 - Favs: 229 - Follows: 23 - Published: 4/25/2010 - Natsume H., Hotaru I. - Complete
Sticky Notes & Illegible Printing by Romantically Loveless reviews
She had twenty-eight hours to spend boyfriend-less and a thousand and nine sticky notes to kill. - Valentines Day.
Gakuen Alice - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,519 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/9/2010 - Hotaru I., Hayate M. - Complete
Those Dangerous Abilities by Corvus corone reviews
Series of drabbles focussing on the members of the Dangerous Abilities class. No. 5 - Hayate Matsudaira. He's a nice guy, really, even if he is a bit of a pushover.
Gakuen Alice - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 5 - Words: 2,287 - Reviews: 45 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 2/17/2010 - Published: 8/17/2009 - Hayate M.
These Nights by IndigoGrapefruit reviews
The members of the Z organization said that she was the nicest person they had ever met. But sometimes, the nicest people were the ones who hurt the most.
Gakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,101 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/3/2010 - Shiki, Yuka A. - Complete
In Memoriam by November Romeo reviews
A son's tribute to his father
Gakuen Alice - Rated: K+ - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,220 - Reviews: 68 - Favs: 140 - Follows: 15 - Published: 1/31/2010 - Complete
One of Those Days by The Crow and the Butterfly reviews
A reluctant chat: Chick friends, nurse outfits, masochism, and the many indignities of being twelve. “Can you not be a pedo for like, three seconds?” One-Shot.
Gakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,318 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 23 - Published: 1/13/2010 - Tsubasa A., Akira T. - Complete
Seven Days In April by inadaze22 reviews
They were still the same people with the same problems on either side of a bathroom door.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 40,097 - Reviews: 359 - Favs: 809 - Follows: 198 - Updated: 10/20/2009 - Published: 10/2/2009 - Hermione G., Draco M. - Complete
Bystander by Heartbroken Confession reviews
For MHR: Kazu was done. Done with tearing apart lives, shredding away hope, and not doing one goddamned thing about it. Done being the accomplice; refusing to be a bystander.
Gakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 513 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/17/2009 - High School Principal - Complete
His Dark, Kind Soul by November Romeo reviews
While working on a project, Koko and Kitsuneme discover classified information on the school's history. This is the story of Natsume's first year in the Alice Academy, and the people he met and lost. Epilogue: Like Day One
Gakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Drama/Friendship - Chapters: 17 - Words: 122,890 - Reviews: 459 - Favs: 310 - Follows: 82 - Updated: 9/9/2009 - Published: 2/1/2008 - Natsume H. - Complete
Never Hurt to Try by Lenny Snippet reviews
Whoever said that likely mentioned it after they became numb. At least it didn't hurt after that.
Gakuen Alice - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 641 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Published: 8/1/2009 - Hayate M., Hotaru I. - Complete
Broken by inadaze22 reviews
He felt something close to pity for the woman in front of him. And while that disturbed Draco to no end, what really disgusted him most of all was the harrowing fact that someone or something had broken Hermione Granger’s spirit beyond recognition.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 36 - Words: 367,993 - Reviews: 5492 - Favs: 9,125 - Follows: 2,860 - Updated: 7/15/2009 - Published: 4/2/2008 - Draco M., Hermione G. - Complete
Assumption by Midnight Taiyou reviews
The story of Youichi Hijiri.“Youichi, there’s two types of people in the world.” Natsume looked out the window, “People like us; stuck on this world, used. And people who are complete idiots.” 1
Gakuen Alice - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,419 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 12 - Published: 7/5/2009 - Yoichi H. - Complete
Prince Charming by Heartbroken Confession reviews
Maybe that's why I ended up with Hyuuga Natsume, the school heartthrob. Heartthrob he is, but Prince Charming he is not. I mean, what other excuse could the boy possibly have for getting me toilet paper for our two year anniversary?
Gakuen Alice - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 954 - Reviews: 87 - Favs: 197 - Follows: 26 - Published: 6/22/2009 - Mikan S., Natsume H. - Complete
A Cure for Boredom by Caritate reviews
Just another boring day at school. -A gift fic for My Hopeless Romantic- Will involve cucumbers as promised...
Gakuen Alice - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,944 - Reviews: 54 - Favs: 72 - Follows: 33 - Published: 1/17/2009 - Mikan S., Natsume H. - Complete
Midnight Wishes by WhiteWisteria reviews
Mikan was dead. The war was over. Yet, at the stroke of midnight on his birthday, Natsume sees the one person he loved more than life itself: Sakura Mikan. Oneshot birthday fic for littledoggy. Version 1.1
Gakuen Alice - Rated: K - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,140 - Reviews: 67 - Favs: 177 - Follows: 26 - Published: 10/17/2007 - Complete
We Learned the Sea by luckei1 reviews
Draco Malfoy turns himself in after a very successful career as a Death Eater, then enlists Harry and Hermione to help him in a scheme to bring down the Dark Lord. DHr. A story of forgiveness.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 37 - Words: 201,007 - Reviews: 4622 - Favs: 7,513 - Follows: 1,878 - Updated: 9/7/2007 - Published: 9/7/2006 - Draco M., Hermione G. - Complete
Ten Years to Date by November Romeo reviews
In the guise of homework, Natsume and Mikan spend the night talking about life after the Academy.
Gakuen Alice - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,229 - Reviews: 338 - Favs: 946 - Follows: 112 - Published: 6/20/2007 - Natsume H., Mikan S. - Complete
Red Memory by luckei1 reviews
It's been three years... Three years, and something is different.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 16,202 - Reviews: 232 - Favs: 1,011 - Follows: 109 - Published: 2/14/2007 - Draco M., Hermione G. - Complete
Nightly Musings by Silent Sage reviews
Sometimes late at night, Natsume wonders how he got like this. A soft bed to sleep in and her warm body curled by his side. NxM
Gakuen Alice - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,105 - Reviews: 174 - Favs: 584 - Follows: 78 - Published: 2/27/2006 - Mikan S., Natsume H. - Complete