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You Might Die Trying by Wamzwrites reviews
Meredith is done with Derek, but when someone starts to target her, she lets him back in, unaware that letting him back in... may end up getting her killed. MerDer. FINISHED.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Romance - Chapters: 41 - Words: 111,328 - Reviews: 1015 - Favs: 217 - Follows: 245 - Updated: 10/31/2011 - Published: 3/21/2007 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
If Tomorrow Never Comes by McSmilesAlot reviews
They both love him, they've both been hurt by him. But where is the line drawn when he hurts one of them in a way that can never be forgiven or forgotten? How far pass the line do you go before you cry rape? Addek MerDer MerAddifriendship CH 5 UPDATED!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 14,376 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 42 - Updated: 8/23/2011 - Published: 11/6/2008 - Meredith G., Addison M.
Bright and Shiny by karensmith reviews
AU MerDer. Different take on season 1 and the relationships. What if MerDer were married before she started her internship?
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 228 - Words: 166,158 - Reviews: 5457 - Favs: 881 - Follows: 746 - Updated: 7/7/2011 - Published: 7/6/2007 - Meredith G., Derek S.
Season 6With a Twist by SageK reviews
An AU version of a few parts of season 6. Inspired by a prompt from chloista4ever
24 - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Drama - Chapters: 14 - Words: 27,359 - Reviews: 73 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 6/4/2010 - Published: 1/20/2010 - Chloe O., Jack B.
Between The Lines by Beyond-Infinity01 reviews
Three years can create a big difference. Meredith has moved on, Derek clearly has not. What will happen once their lives collide once again? post 'Lay Your Hands On Me' ABANDONED
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 23,917 - Reviews: 101 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 63 - Updated: 6/25/2009 - Published: 6/9/2009 - Meredith G., Derek S.
San Francisco Dreaming by MereDek reviews
Angst. Romance. MerDer on the sequel. Derek strives to fight for Meredith. Meredith falls pregnant and moves to San Francisco. 4.11 after Mer finds out about the quiz. Rated for safety. Chapter 2 up!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,397 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 5/29/2009 - Published: 5/25/2009 - Meredith G., Derek S.
Why Are You Here? by azqwest reviews
My MerDer therapy fic for 4.12 - based on fake script making the rounds. Mark is at Joe's when Derek strolls in. Mark asks Derek why he isn't on his date with Rose.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 11,411 - Reviews: 54 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 45 - Updated: 4/5/2009 - Published: 3/27/2008
Reality Check by justkillingtime reviews
This is a version of how things could but probably won't pan out in the season 5 Alex/Izzie/Denny saga.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 10 - Words: 15,641 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 1/8/2009 - Published: 12/30/2008 - Izzie S., Alex K. - Complete
Christmas Eve by GraveDancer reviews
Meredith and Derek's first Christmas together...which basically amounts to a whole bunch of cuteness and fluffiness. Based on the Celine Dion song of the same name.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,645 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/23/2008 - Derek S., Meredith G. - Complete
Winding Road by LW107 reviews
Hopefully love and friendship will be enough for this group of doctors as they struggle through parenting, death, illness, and the everyday battles that can make living life so difficult. Future fic dealing primarily with MerDer, McStizzie, and Addex.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 50 - Words: 159,038 - Reviews: 1301 - Favs: 151 - Follows: 131 - Updated: 11/19/2008 - Published: 5/12/2007 - Complete
A Whole New World by swimmergal06 reviews
Derek convinces Meredith to come to his family reunion with him. Set mid season 3 before the ferry boat arc
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 40 - Words: 97,708 - Reviews: 375 - Favs: 264 - Follows: 158 - Updated: 11/12/2008 - Published: 5/14/2007 - Derek S., Meredith G. - Complete
Helpless When She Smiles by GraveDancer reviews
A post Didn't We Almost Have it All fanfic. Completely totally 100 MerDer...although hell, it's going to be a roller coaster ride. Song fic...Helpless When You Smile by the Backstreet Boys...yes, their brand new song.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 70 - Words: 109,239 - Reviews: 1036 - Favs: 221 - Follows: 178 - Updated: 11/3/2008 - Published: 5/25/2007 - Derek S., Meredith G. - Complete
There is Always a Reason to Wait by Im Always Sorry in the Morning reviews
Derek has a decision to make, his wife or the love of his life.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,638 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 5 - Published: 10/24/2008 - Complete
The Story by greydayz reviews
She left him without a word eight years ago. Now she's back and needs his help. Will Derek be able to forgive and learn to love again? MerDer AU
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 36 - Words: 74,463 - Reviews: 327 - Favs: 171 - Follows: 124 - Updated: 8/4/2008 - Published: 5/2/2007 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
Tough Love by alygator86 reviews
Takes place a week after the finale of Season 3. MerDer, ALexie, CaGe. Cowritten with Forever Is Never Forever.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 15 - Words: 35,512 - Reviews: 99 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 46 - Updated: 5/23/2008 - Published: 5/19/2007
Love, Me by MoonlightGardenias reviews
Meredith left Seattle for a change, but came back for the same reason two years later. Can she and Derek get through what was, and still be there to face what will be? Set two years after 'Losing My Religion'.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 50 - Words: 98,816 - Reviews: 286 - Favs: 57 - Follows: 103 - Updated: 5/12/2008 - Published: 12/8/2006 - Complete
The Great Escape by Wamzwrites reviews
MerDer. A fight, an unexpected stop, and a hostage situation. Will Meredith and Derek make it out alive? Or will one be walking out without the other? Incomplete.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Drama - Chapters: 20 - Words: 40,714 - Reviews: 497 - Favs: 100 - Follows: 148 - Updated: 3/19/2008 - Published: 2/20/2007 - Meredith G., Derek S.
What I'm Here For by starvingstudent reviews
Meredith runs, but this time lets Derek find her...' MerDer from Susan's death to 'yes' with all of the steps in between.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 46 - Words: 207,757 - Reviews: 878 - Favs: 386 - Follows: 166 - Updated: 2/29/2008 - Published: 5/27/2007 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
What a wonderful world by Air00 reviews
Meredith finally chose Derek over Finn. This is how Season 3 could be done alternatively...MerDer Story mainly. Including other pairings as well. Have fun...
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 13 - Words: 13,256 - Reviews: 49 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 9/29/2007 - Published: 5/17/2007
Gunning Down Romance by CatharsisAddict reviews
The lives of the interns are in shambles in the wake of a tragic accident. But something far more sinister threatens to destroy another Grace's doctor's very life. A story about death and how love can sometimes bring us back from the very brink.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 10 - Words: 26,991 - Reviews: 81 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 50 - Updated: 9/9/2007 - Published: 3/26/2007 - Complete
Playing Make Believe by HilaryHilary reviews
As a child, Meredith sees Derek and Mark as her older brothers. When she grown older, her long time crush on Derek and her deep connection with Mark flourish and grow into something different... and infinitely more complicated. MerMark, MerDer, AU.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 48 - Words: 79,634 - Reviews: 1101 - Favs: 152 - Follows: 160 - Updated: 9/5/2007 - Published: 2/10/2007 - Complete
How to Save a Life by punch bug reviews
merder. Meredith faces someone from her past, who has come back for revenge. Will Derek be there to save her in time? But along the way Derek and Meredith are trying to be bright and shiny but keep getting pulled apart, will their love be strong enough?
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 5 - Words: 2,282 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 8/2/2007 - Published: 4/26/2007
After The Storm by Kronoskingofthemonkeypeople reviews
POST 3.25 Ok so yeah, this has probably been done way too many times now but I needed to vent. But anywho: post 3.25 Will Meredith realise she needs Derek? Will Christina find Burke? Will Alex find Eva? What happens to George?
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 18,489 - Reviews: 135 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 48 - Updated: 8/2/2007 - Published: 5/18/2007
Where did I go wrong? by McHottie reviews
When Meredith is faced with a tragedy, Addison is pulled into the midst. Will these two women come to terms with past differences in order to help each other? Or will some things just be too hard to get over? MerDer and Addex. Please review!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 16 - Words: 22,250 - Reviews: 124 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 61 - Updated: 7/25/2007 - Published: 4/6/2007
I Like it Like That by Hey.There.Elizabeth reviews
After a year, Meredith comes stumbling back to Seattle Grace. She was expecting Chief Webber, it had only been a year, right? But the person behind the chief's desk surprised her, Derek. What she found hardest? She still loved him. [MerDer] CHAPTER ELEVEN
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 14,735 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 40 - Updated: 7/19/2007 - Published: 5/20/2007
This Heart by xiao chan reviews
[FINISHED] Meredith Grey never fully appreciated what it was like to be a patient until now. Tragic news forces her to re examine her life, and to make an important decision. Can she find the strength to tell the one person who matters the most? MerDer
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 27,754 - Reviews: 378 - Favs: 93 - Follows: 127 - Updated: 6/19/2007 - Published: 3/26/2007 - Complete
How to Be Dead by MelanieeeR reviews
One day everything is perfect, the next everything comes crashing down. Years later they are skeletons of the people they used to be. The only one who can save them is each other… problem is they haven't since spoken since it happened.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 33 - Words: 51,563 - Reviews: 470 - Favs: 71 - Follows: 97 - Updated: 6/16/2007 - Published: 2/24/2007 - Complete
When You Believe by littlemissaddicted reviews
Where is Meredith and Derek's relationship at after the season three finale? When they finally realize they are meant for each other, where do they go next? Chapter seven is up!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 17,686 - Reviews: 70 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 47 - Updated: 6/6/2007 - Published: 5/26/2007 - Complete
In Sickness and Health by zimra reviews
This time not a story about Meredith getting sick and Derek coming to the rescue... No, in this fic it’s the other way around...
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 6,694 - Reviews: 94 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 61 - Updated: 5/31/2007 - Published: 5/3/2007
All At Once by McMaryShepherd reviews
Meredith and Derek are Seattle Grace's most perfect couple. But it just may all fall apart with a new job offer that could endanger their life together, jealousy, new friends and a secret someone tried hard to hide. MD
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 6,328 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 21 - Updated: 5/30/2007 - Published: 4/18/2007
Keep Holding On by mcdreamer100 reviews
Sequel to Out of the Darkness! Meredith and Derek get a second chance at love, but will their love be strong enough to hold them together through whatever obstacles life throw at them? Full of deceit, lies, love, and even a dangerous stranger.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 47 - Words: 104,865 - Reviews: 1171 - Favs: 174 - Follows: 124 - Updated: 5/30/2007 - Published: 2/20/2007 - Complete
Mistakes and Promises by Deredithlove reviews
Meredith centric. Angsty. MerDerDeredith of course because who doesn't love them. Please review and I'll write more! Give it a chance. Rated T just in case.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 2,208 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 37 - Updated: 5/26/2007 - Published: 5/8/2007
Make This Go On Forever by MeredithGreyPotter1 reviews
MerDer. Possible Spoilers for Episode 3x25. Based on Promo bit, with tons of angst, ye be warned! What if Meredith was just the rebound girl? You don't marry the rebound girl. New and Final Chapter. Cont. of last chapter.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 14,713 - Reviews: 151 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 52 - Updated: 5/25/2007 - Published: 5/11/2007 - Complete
Learning to Live by Errik's angel reviews
After Addison's sudden death, Meredith and Derek are left to pick up the pieces, and are faced with unexpected and overwhelming responsibility
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 31 - Words: 47,368 - Reviews: 377 - Favs: 128 - Follows: 95 - Updated: 5/24/2007 - Published: 11/28/2006 - Complete
Tell Me Everything Will Be Okay by Jumper-Lover191 reviews
I suck at summaries so please just read. AU It’s set preAddek divorce, after the “YOU don’t get to call me a whore” speech. Meredith is raped. Will Derek be there to save her. Can he make her trust him again? Read to find out! Will evertually be MerDer
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 7 - Words: 7,533 - Reviews: 58 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 40 - Updated: 5/22/2007 - Published: 4/25/2007
How to Love a Stranger by skye3 reviews
UPDATED! CHAPTER 7 UP! AU MerDer. After 3 and a half years missing and presumed dead, Derek Shepherd made a reappearance just when his wife, Meredith had become engaged with his best friend Michael. Complete summary inside. Read and Review please!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 24,447 - Reviews: 128 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 39 - Updated: 5/22/2007 - Published: 4/10/2007 - Complete
Almost Honest by McDreamy.x reviews
Meredith left after addison showed up, set six months later what happens when she is tired of running
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 2,534 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 5/14/2007 - Published: 5/13/2007
Which way do you go by allaboutgrey reviews
what happens when derek tells her he's had enough but then regrets his decision..will meredith go back to him or go to someone new who is like her in more ways then she knows....mark!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,092 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 5/9/2007 - Published: 5/8/2007
Definition of Desire by apurplepatch reviews
Written to absorb and cope with episode 3x21 Desire. Begins within that episode and continues on its own path. Meredith&Derek.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,692 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 14 - Published: 5/4/2007
Complications by maddisonlvr reviews
Why were things always complicated? Just as everything started to work out someone had to show up and complicate everything? Derek finds out something that could jepordize his relationship with Mer. Can they survive?
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 5 - Words: 3,643 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 5/2/2007 - Published: 4/16/2007
At First Sight by browneyedgrl1988 reviews
MerDer Fanfic. Meredith just moves into her new house and ready to support herself for a change. Little does she know that a man with pretty blue eyes lives just down the street ready to sweep her off her feet. REVIEWS ARE APPRECIATED !
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 6,872 - Reviews: 41 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 4/24/2007 - Published: 4/5/2007 - Meredith G., Derek S.
The Seattle Story by bad harmony reviews
Meredith kehr nach Hause zurück und das nicht alleine! Aber lest es einfach! ich verspreche viel Romantik und eine Menge drum und dran!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K - German - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,456 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 4 - Published: 3/22/2007