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Joined 05-03-07, id: 1270894, Profile Updated: 03-25-08
Author has written 5 stories for Harry Potter.

So… I thought I might actually write a little about myself for anyone interested of knowing. I’m a girl, from Sweden, in an extremely small “town”. The kind of thing where everyone knows everyone so if you don’t know what you’re doing; just ask someone else as they’re bound to know. It sucks really. I have a weird sense of humour, a weird sense of thinking, a weird sense of actually liking something. My mother – dear woman as she is – keeps telling me how proud she is that I’m myself and that I don’t fall for group-pressure. I’m not sure if I agree with her or not, but hey, I read and write Harry Potter Slash so I must stand out from the crowd in some level, right?

Speaking of which, how did this lovely little Iivanainen find her precious little road to HP Fandom then? Well, in March -07 I had a two-week internship. It took an hour by bus to get there so I borrowed Half-Blood Prince in English to give myself a challenge. I had already read Order of the Phoenix and Half-Blood Prince in Swedish a few years prior to that.

And, suffice to say, I fell magically in love this amazing universe created by Rowling. After my internship was over, I had a week free from school. I used this week to read the entire series several times over. But I swear, Harry Potter is a drug. When you’ve had a taste of it, you only want more and more. So, I found myself to a Swedish version of HP-lexicon, not quite but there were some similarities. I started working on the site as an editor of some small canon-errors and a translator from English to Swedish.

In the forum there, I found Fan Fictions. What a great way of reading more of this universe not just dealing with the facts, I thought. I read them all there. But it wasn’t enough, I wanted more. So from there I found myself to FanFiction.Se - the site is now down since long ago. And there, amazingly people, I found a story where Draco Malfoy was deeply in love with Harry Potter. It wasn’t finished though, but I loved it so much so I wrote my own ending.

Then I looked up even more of the kind of stories they called Slash. I didn’t find a lot of them there though. So while I continued reading through all the stories on the site, I wrote two stories on the side – one Swedish (Harry/Ginny) and one English (Draco/Ginny). On one of the last stories I read there, I found a link to FictionAlley.org. I was surprised by the notion that I could search for more Slash-stories. So far, only Harry/Draco was the Slash-pairing I knew of. So I read all the Harry/Draco stories there.

It was first when I read The Marks We Bear by Marysia I realised more could be found on other sites. It wasn’t long before I found my way to Hpfandom.net, AFF.net, FF.net, SilverSnitch. Despite that, only Harry/Draco was the pairing I knew of. Strange, huh?

Then I read my first Dark!Harry story, and ohmyvoldemort what a story. So I cooked up my own Dark!Harry story, where the Dark Lord was Harry’s father. The story was called The Dark Son Arises and posted under the name Ferm_. Then I found my very first Harry/Voldemort story, called Abandon and its sequel Reclaim by Batsutousai. And Family Trait was born. I admit, I abandoned The Dark Son Arises.

After two months, I think, of planning and plotting about Family Trait – and reading Deathly Hallows, of course – I finally started writing. I posted the first chapter in late August -07. Eventually I was astonished by the amount of feedback I got on it, and started posting on other sites such as SilverSnitch, ForeverFandom, HpFandom, AFF.net and FF.net.

I always had a big imagination so soon the plot-bunnies kept coming. I have, as off now, over fifteen stories started. Not everyone posted though as most of them are things I just write on when I’m out of ideas on other stories.

Then one might ask, what does Harry Potter mean to me, and what did it give me? I have Harry Potter to thank for making me realise just who I am. I used to think I was an ordinary straight, open-minded Swedish teen who “accepted” homosexuality but didn’t want anything to do with it, least of all know what “happened in the bedroom”. Things have changed since I started reading Half-Blood Prince in English to kill time on long bus rides. Now I’m anything but ordinary, very much gay, ridiculously open-minded Swedish teen who would want nothing more than watch what happens when the curtains are drawn. Big difference a mere year can make, huh?

Suffice to say, I have much to thank Harry Potter for. And the things I appreciate the most, is how my views have evolved through reading anything I find readable – which is to say a lot. How my English has improved greatly through reading and writing the language every day for a year. For all the friends I’ve made through such a simple thing as a common interest in a boy with a too large piece of the world resting on his shoulders. And, of course, for much laughter, tears and simple teenage temper tantrums when the characters don’t do what I want them to. Simply put, Harry Potter means a lot to me and probably always will.


Ask me any 3 questions and I'll answer them truthfully. Put this in your profile and see what people ask. (Really, please ask! I want to know about what you know I know about what you want to know about me.) betcha can't say that 3x fast, 'cause I can't ;)


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Possess me by Ciiah reviews
They all decieved him, thinking it was the right thing to do. Harry is 15 and bored of life. But then the dreams begin. Dark dreams. Dreams that speak of truth. When he finds out about the lie, what will he do? - Dark!Harry, Vampirism, slash HPLV
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 31 - Words: 165,135 - Reviews: 1393 - Favs: 1,870 - Follows: 2,217 - Updated: 3/10 - Published: 9/17/2007 - Harry P., Voldemort
Featherlight Taction by CBas reviews
The sensation of touch is one that is taken for granted, but for those who are trapped in a harsh war, the act of taction is can result in the revelation of one's own true face. Quite literally. VoldemortHarry. SLASH. HBP compliant.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 103,646 - Reviews: 790 - Favs: 596 - Follows: 672 - Updated: 4/17/2012 - Published: 7/17/2007 - Harry P., Voldemort
Paraselenic by EmpyrealFantasy reviews
ºHPTR / HPLVº With maturity comes understanding, and Harry understands just fine. After ten years in training, Harry returns to the moment he left…with a whole new plan for himself. ºThe Light will never know what hit itº Vampire!Harry Dark!Harry
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 40 - Words: 221,605 - Reviews: 3753 - Favs: 4,960 - Follows: 2,504 - Updated: 1/24/2010 - Published: 5/10/2007 - Harry P., Voldemort - Complete
The Black Heir by FirePhoenix8 reviews
AU.Harry escapes from the Dursleys when he's ten years old and is found by the escaped Sirius Black. His whole life changes as he slowly discovers his destiny. Durmstrang,DarkArts,dueling,powers,heritage,horcruxes,hallows,Tom,Grindelwald.Darkish!Harry.HPLV
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 67 - Words: 871,879 - Reviews: 5117 - Favs: 4,534 - Follows: 1,879 - Updated: 10/15/2008 - Published: 9/2/2007 - Harry P., Voldemort - Complete
Let The Guilty Pay by Janara reviews
Harry is sick and tired of the way everyone is treating him. Realising that drastic measures are needed, Harry stages a Potions accident. How was he to know that his actions would unravel secrets long hidden? And just whose son is he? AU year 5 HP/SS
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 20 - Words: 105,360 - Reviews: 1589 - Favs: 1,729 - Follows: 2,068 - Updated: 9/9/2008 - Published: 9/7/2007
On the Wings of a Phoenix by makoyi reviews
AU, where nothing as simple as good vs. evil. A summer spent trapped in Number 4 and barred from contact with his friends leads to Harry accepting an offer to correspond with a Death Eater. The consequences of thinking for oneself are far reaching.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 35 - Words: 133,904 - Reviews: 943 - Favs: 1,565 - Follows: 1,636 - Updated: 7/1/2008 - Published: 6/19/2006 - Harry P., Albus D.
Friend or Foe by Niger Aquila reviews
To what length would Harry go to keep his promise? Harry goes back home and is about to start his fifth year in Hogwarts 'again'. He is confused and doesn't know what to do with Voldemort anymore. Are they friends? Or foes? Sequel to Learn from History
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 30 - Words: 123,380 - Reviews: 1954 - Favs: 1,480 - Follows: 928 - Updated: 6/4/2008 - Published: 9/5/2004 - Harry P., Voldemort - Complete
A Fetching Shade Of Pain by cyropi reviews
It was a dream, everything in monochrome black and white, dark and light - except for his eyes. Like shards of shattered green glass; a fetching shade of pain.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,810 - Reviews: 67 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 6 - Published: 4/30/2004 - Draco M., Harry P.
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The Other Side of a Mirror reviews
When Dementors attack Little Whinging, it is not Lily’s last screams Harry sees. It’s his godfather’s insane rambles about a parent he doesn’t have… AU from 3rd book’s ending. Slash. Beauxbaton. Dark!Harry. Plot liberties. WIP.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,092 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 62 - Published: 10/13/2008 - Harry P., Voldemort
Family Trait reviews
Harry is alone at Privet Drive, doing practically nothing until Voldemort pops up in his head. Being lonely, and Voldemort insisting in not leaving, they talk... Small SPOILERS for HBP and DH as well as SLASH, HPDM short and HPLV main
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 35 - Words: 162,641 - Reviews: 315 - Favs: 341 - Follows: 417 - Updated: 10/11/2008 - Published: 10/29/2007 - Harry P., Voldemort
Broken Ultimatum reviews
An ultimatum by Dumbledore forces Harry out on the Muggle London Streets, but what happens when his friends on both sides loves him too much to let the man get away with it?
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,203 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 3 - Published: 3/24/2008 - Harry P., Hermione G. - Complete
Family Connect reviews
Albus Dumbledore always was a meddlesome old man, but to Harry, bringing him his sister in any but blood would never be forgotten; A tale about a great friendship in times of war where everything you’ve always taken for granted are revaluated..
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 7 - Words: 11,928 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 47 - Updated: 3/24/2008 - Published: 1/24/2008 - Harry P., Pansy P.
A Power the Dark Lord Knows Not reviews
Why take the hard way to kill a dark lord who doesn't understand love? Oneshot meant to amusegrin OBS only implied slash!
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Parody/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 832 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 5 - Published: 11/6/2007 - Harry P., Rita S. - Complete