Wow, uh... It's been a looong time since I did anything on here, hasn't it?
You know, looking back at my time on this website, the dumb stuff I did. the cringeworthy things that I thought were good ideas... Wow. But at the same time, I wouldn't change them at all?
Like, that is who I was and what I did and as I've grown and matured over the years, the fact that I did some of that stuff will never change. But who can honestly say they've never looked back and thought "I was an idiot"? Truthfully, I'm not ashamed of anything I've done on this website. Any of the terrible writing, the defensiveness I got over dumb things, my self-absorbed attitude... It's all lead me to grow into the person I am now and it's worth it.
I mean, this site and my dumb actions are what lead me to my circle of friends, with people like Ni-Chi, Pibby, Fira and even Defi, along with their friends and acquaintances and also my girlfriend fae. I don't think I've ever had as many friends now then at any point in my life. This site is how I got to meet Mariko and Dark and even though the three of us have gone our separate ways, I still treasure the days we'd spend goofing off during afternoons and school lunch periods, just being silly teenagers.
Yeah, sorry to get sappy there. Congratulations if you managed to read through that, by the way. I'm just feeling a little nostalgic about certain aspects of my childhood.
Well, the reason I'm writing this is basically, I re-read a lot of the stuff I did on the underground base
So, thank you for the memories, FF.net. Thanks for the years and the smiles.