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Joined 07-26-07, id: 1335926, Profile Updated: 04-07-11
Author has written 25 stories for Bleach, Twilight, Naruto, Vocaloid, and Hetalia - Axis Powers.

Hello, I'm a 17 year old female with Lithuanian origins. I live in the United States of America, and I have hopes and dreams of moving to Northern Europe and to pursue a career in English Foreign Language.

Birthday: 5th December, 1993.
Horoscope: Sagittarius , Year of the rooster.
Languages: English, Lithuanian. I'm learning Finnish abeit, unsuccessfully..
Favorite classes: History, English and literature.

Places I want to go to: Kaunas, Lithuania. Helsinki, Finland. Punakarju,Finland. Tallinn, Estonia. Riga, Latvia. Vienna, Austria. Stockholm, Sweden.

Favorite Anime:

Axis powers Hetalia

Deathnote

Junjou Romantica

Gravitation

Gate

Higurashi no naku koro ni

Umineko no naku koro ni

Elfen Lied

Favorite TV shows:

NCIS

Doctor Who

Torchwood

House MD

Degrassi (I don't love it, but it is addictive)

Merlin

Favorite movies:

Sweeny Todd.

Dorian Gray.

Disney movie classics.

The Mists of Avalon. (which could be put into television shows...)

Excalibur.

Favorite videogames:

Persona 3

Silent Hill

Kingdom Hearts

I don't usually post these but...

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

Homophobia is wrong. It must be stopped.

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Finding the Light by hellopanda23 reviews
Rima Touya is a normal teen with a bad past and a mediocre model. But when someone enters her life and helps her accept herself and picks herself up from her lonely life will she fall in love and learn to trust again? Pairing Shima....
Vampire Knight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 22 - Words: 43,099 - Reviews: 99 - Favs: 58 - Follows: 50 - Updated: 11/25/2012 - Published: 8/28/2008 - Rima T., Senri S.
Convulsions by Crispy For A Change reviews
Cruelty was his right hand, and monstrosity was his left. ----- Denmark x Norway multi-chap rated M for sexual situations and physical and mental abuse; read with an open mind
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 8,374 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 47 - Updated: 5/28/2011 - Published: 6/24/2009 - Denmark, Norway
Agateophobia by rottenapples801 reviews
From the moment she lost everything, Momo Hinamori had always thought she would never be happy. That she was the only unhappy one. Until she moves in with her freakishly optimistic uncle and a strange boy full of surprises. And a deep, dark secret.
Bleach - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 33,394 - Reviews: 191 - Favs: 71 - Follows: 68 - Updated: 9/4/2010 - Published: 11/6/2007 - M. Hinamori, T. Hitsugaya
Like Cinderella by Lena Rie reviews
My mother use to tell me about a girl named Cinderella, and her happy ending. She would cry because she knew that my life wouldn't end in a happy ending. I am a vampire, so what prince would want me? KanameXOC
Vampire Knight - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 25 - Words: 108,911 - Reviews: 312 - Favs: 237 - Follows: 209 - Updated: 6/28/2010 - Published: 7/14/2008 - Kaname K., OC
Outcast by Angelsaurus reviews
How could this school, this St. Hetalia Academy, be so universally lauded when I had never heard it spoken of before? It sounded more like a secret society than a school to me.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Mystery - Chapters: 18 - Words: 127,566 - Reviews: 742 - Favs: 1,028 - Follows: 406 - Updated: 6/3/2010 - Published: 5/15/2009 - Finland, Sweden - Complete
Come Home by Inari Kasugawa reviews
You would have loved this, you always loved this, this was your favorite time of year." Nearly 300 years ago, Sweden had lost Finland, the winter time reminds him. Not seasonal, so sue me. Disclaim.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,706 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 2 - Published: 4/2/2010 - Sweden, Finland - Complete
Memories Of A Saint by pococo reviews
AU, Both orphans, they grew as best friends. Feliks promised Toris that they would marry so he would never be alone. But he was adopted and they haven't each other since. 10 years later Toris is adopted by a crazy abusive Russian along with 2 others.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 9,668 - Reviews: 55 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 46 - Updated: 2/13/2010 - Published: 6/28/2009 - Poland, Lithuania
Songstress by hellopanda23 reviews
Her family has sold her into the hands of strangers, her greatest gift is the ability to sing. Will she fall in love with her master? Will she be able to learn to love? What kind of secrets does he hide from her. RimaXShikixoc 2nd arc is up!
Vampire Knight - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 38,746 - Reviews: 220 - Favs: 73 - Follows: 53 - Updated: 1/31/2010 - Published: 12/19/2008 - Rima T., Senri S. - Complete
Who's That, Su san? by Domomomo reviews
In which Sweden brings home a nation that he bought off the internet.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: K+ - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 289 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 76 - Follows: 4 - Published: 11/24/2009 - Finland, Sweden - Complete
Get New Glasses by Greenish Violet reviews
Sweden finds something in the closet. Oh my.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 499 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 12 - Published: 9/16/2009 - Russia, Finland
Axis Powers Hetalia: Questions and Answers by killahxbunnay reviews
We all know you've been dying to ask them that one special thousand questions, so here's your chance!
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 16 - Words: 33,515 - Reviews: 180 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 60 - Updated: 9/9/2009 - Published: 2/9/2009
A Town Named Hetalia by KatNinja reviews
My name is Matthew Williams. Let me tell you about this town my brother and I moved to... AU, pairings listed inside because there are too many, Canada's POV
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 10 - Words: 14,154 - Reviews: 53 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 5/9/2009 - Published: 3/21/2009 - Canada - Complete
Festival of Asylum by KFG24 reviews
The first Masked Devil was destroyed by Miku. And now she rises to take his place... This summary sucks. DISCONTINUED
Vocaloid - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,728 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 3/11/2009 - Published: 3/9/2009 - Miku H., Rin K.
BiRD oF PaRaDiSe by Ochibi-Sekai reviews
After watching a close friend die before him, Kaito became unable to talk to others, and lives now in a secluded life in his house. However, this all changes as he sees a girl fall from the sky, in a very familiar stance... Slight RinxKaito. T to be safe.
Vocaloid - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 830 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 12 - Published: 2/4/2009 - Kaito S., Rin K.
R E A C T i O N by Beijing Express reviews
She’d just wanted to take me to see the nuclear reactor on the outskirts of town. ...But I didn’t know that she was going to throw herself in there. An AU version of Rin’s “Meltdown”. Len x Rin. Noncest! Vocaloid fic.
Vocaloid - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,585 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 5 - Published: 2/1/2009 - Rin K., Len K. - Complete
Come Back to Me by USxArthurxKirklandxUK reviews
A short poem based off of Rin Kagamine's song "Regret Message", written in about 20 minutes during class My first poem piece written outside schoolwork .
Vocaloid - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 467 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/30/2009 - Rin K., Len K. - Complete
The Kingdom of Gold by Designated NPC reviews
Hated and beloved, royal and commoner, all eventually meet the fate of the grave. The Golden Kingdom's glitter has long been tarnished in legend, but perhaps a passing traveler can set the record straight...
Vocaloid - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,961 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 9 - Published: 1/29/2009 - Rin K., Len K.
Gemini Musica : RL by Designated NPC reviews
A series of fic revolving around the Kagamine twins, primarily Rin. New Chapter: Sadistic Vampire, and more Author's Notes. Yes, I know you luuuuuuv those, but...
Vocaloid - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 27,992 - Reviews: 50 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 1/19/2009 - Published: 12/21/2008 - Rin K.
Abyss by mebemeg reviews
Imagine being told that you have a disease that can't be cured. A disease that eventually leads you to be disabled, requiring assistance for every day activities. Would you be able to accept the reality of it? AU fic. ShiMa. ABANDONED. I'm sorry.
Vampire Knight - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,360 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 17 - Published: 8/13/2008 - Senri S., Rima T.
Slowly Dying by SakiraUchiha reviews
Sakura just wants to be noticed by the all famous Uchiha Sasuke. What will she do just to make herself feel pretty? What will she do for Sasuke? Will he care? SasuxSaku Selfhate Anorexia
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 13 - Words: 26,754 - Reviews: 150 - Favs: 93 - Follows: 108 - Updated: 7/11/2008 - Published: 4/23/2007 - Sakura H., Sasuke U.
Am I Beautiful Yet by Expo reviews
Matt has been dumped in Whammy's House after his parent's death's, and will not speak a word to anyone. Will his room mate snap him out of it? MattXMello MelloXMatt Rated for language and may go up for certain content.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 5,275 - Reviews: 53 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 49 - Updated: 6/11/2008 - Published: 5/28/2008 - Matt, Mello - Complete
Hunger Hurts but Starving Works by JaredsGirl23 reviews
When hurtful words about Bellas appearance are made she takes them seriously. Now, she will do anything to lose the weight but what happens when she takes things to far for her own good?
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,151 - Reviews: 88 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 73 - Updated: 5/5/2008 - Published: 1/2/2008
The Forgotten Child by death cherries reviews
Kuchiki Rin. That was the name of Byakuya and Hisana's only child. No one remembers her, she was forgotten immediately after the arrival of Rukia. Now, after 50 years, has she finally decided to come home? Rated T Minor language COMPLETE!
Bleach - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 9 - Words: 21,840 - Reviews: 65 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 12/30/2007 - Published: 12/3/2007 - Byakuya K. - Complete
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A Little Slice of Nordic History reviews
A collaboration story between myself and Shironess. Historical Fan fiction.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 986 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 5 - Published: 1/8/2010 - Norway, Denmark
Winter war reviews
A poem I wrote about the winter war.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 293 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/23/2009 - Finland, Russia
LietPol 10 song meme
finally posting this xD
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,703 - Favs: 3 - Published: 12/23/2009 - Lithuania, Poland - Complete
Can we keep him? reviews
SeaLat for the nordic five secret santa
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 883 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 4 - Published: 12/23/2009 - Latvia, Sealand - Complete
No longer just a joke reviews
SuFin Fluffy stuff.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: K - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 899 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 56 - Follows: 5 - Published: 8/22/2009 - Sweden, Finland - Complete
I promise you my heart reviews
SuNor slightly. Angst.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 494 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 3 - Published: 7/10/2009 - Sweden, Norway - Complete
Vital Regions reviews
Lithuania thinking
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 571 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 4 - Published: 5/4/2009 - Lithuania - Complete
Lithuania reviews
A short ficlet about Lithuania and Poland. Inspired by the fact Lithuania has the highest Suicide rate in the world
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 837 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 2 - Published: 5/4/2009 - Lithuania, Poland - Complete
I'm sorry, I miss you, But I just don't understand reviews
This is my first try at something APH related... Mainly centered around Lithuania. LithuaniaXPoland slightly, LithuaniaXRussia slightly, mention of the other Baltics, Belarus and Ukraine, A short oneshot.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 465 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/16/2009 - Lithuania - Complete
Total drama, isn't always so bad I suppose reviews
Rin and Len, prologue up. rating may change
Vocaloid - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,719 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 3/12/2009 - Published: 2/26/2009 - Len K., Rin K.
A simple school day reviews
One-shot for my Miku roleplayer. Miku-onee... This is for you LenXMiku
Vocaloid - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 607 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 5 - Published: 2/24/2009 - Len K., Miku H. - Complete
Surprise! reviews
This is for my Kaito roleplayer's birthday w
Vocaloid - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 884 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/17/2009 - Kaito S. - Complete
Paper Plane reviews
Based on Rin's song "Paper Plane" character deathm beware
Vocaloid - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,578 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/16/2009 - Len K., Rin K. - Complete
Valentines day fluff reviews
RinXLen, KaitoXMiku.
Vocaloid - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 873 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 3 - Published: 2/14/2009 - Complete
M E L T D o W N reviews
I had wanted to show him the Nuclear Reactor for a while. Tonight was the perfect night. Noncest
Vocaloid - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,993 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/3/2009 - Len K., Rin K. - Complete
Cantarella: A story of love, hate, and murder reviews
What happens when you have incest? You don't want these feelings yet you can't help it? It's a conspiracy! One-shot.
Vocaloid - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,122 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 3 - Published: 1/18/2009 - Len K., Rin K. - Complete
Happy New Years reviews
Just a small drabble I thought up over the new years. If your looking for Haku and Neru, Akaito, Akaiko, Kaiko, they aren't in here, No fanmade vocaloids were used. I do not Own Vocaloid. Characters borrowed, Miku, Rin, Len, Kaito, Meiko and Gakupo.
Vocaloid - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 382 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Published: 12/31/2008 - Complete
Spice! reviews
Len's such a pimp. TWINCEST, and a whole lot of Len being a pimp. mhm Based off the song SPICE!
Vocaloid - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 660 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 3 - Published: 12/16/2008 - Len K. - Complete
Hinata's last night away from Kiba reviews
a songfic. "The Last Night" by Skillet. Inspired by the song. I love it. I hope you enjoy it. I did my best. I've been on author's block lately.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 643 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/17/2008 - Hinata H., Kiba I.
a vampires life for me reviews
a girl near dieing gets changed, she has deep secrets, such as why she won't feed on humans and will try not to drink human blood. or kill. More will be revealed as time goes on.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,572 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 3/26/2008 - Published: 2/14/2008
Sparkling lovers reviews
What goes on between Alice and Jasper? Are they as open about their love as their sibblings when they are in private? What about Alice? Oneshot. Alice and Jasper. NO LEMON. don't like don't read. No they aren't in the sun... at all in this story...
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 778 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/24/2008 - Complete
The hell butterfly's wings reviews
Beware OC. not related to any real arcs. will lead though my character's point of veiw to the story
Bleach - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 657 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/22/2008
And the scars remind usThat the past is real reviews
this is a song fiction. This may be what Kira-kun is thinking while Hinamori is in a coma due to her taicho's betrayal.
Bleach - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 981 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/21/2008 - M. Hinamori, I. Kira - Complete
The New Kid
Hinamori leaves home and her best friend. These are the stories of her and her friends
Bleach - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 983 - Published: 10/27/2007 - M. Hinamori
what if aizen
wait...what if...I stink at summeries, done for a contest
Bleach - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 467 - Published: 10/13/2007 - S. Aizen - Complete