![]() Author has written 1 story for Harry Potter. .. Hello, my name is Jessica Michelle Yours Truely Visit me on Myspace at: Add me as a friend, just put fanfiction in the message area with your name! Just a small note to everyone who reads my stories: I am putting a hold on all of my fanfictions due to the fact that i'm redoing the ideas of all of them and I'm taking a break from fanfiction to write a triology that I have had the works for three years. I finally have the motivation to work intently on it. I'm sorry. I will try to get updating the chapters but my one story hasn't been recieving very many reviews (Not you Kaiai!!) so I'm not sure if I am going to continue the story on here. When people look at me, what do they see?... Do they see someone: ..+... ~ Who gets emotional watching Disney films?... ~ A confused young woman who has trouble admitting she’s wrong?... ~ Whose pride is easily wounded but she’ll never tell you if you did?... ~ Hates to be cruel or mean at all, but will be the biggest bitch you’ve ever met to get her point across?... ~ Will fight tooth-and-nail to keep the friends she has?... ~ Is scared of storms and clouds?... ~ Loves the dark? ... ~ Who think the dead of midnight is the best time of the day because of the dark, silence and feeling of complete peace?... ~ Could spend hours on a warm night just starting at the stars?... ~ Has a secret spot in the middle of Dodge Park where she can go and just let everything fall away?... ~ Has voluntarily gone swimming in Clinton River?... ~ Has rollerblading 12 miles in three hours?... ~ Could spend an entire afternoon just rollerblading?... ~ Love being outside and is a complete different outdoors compared to indoors?... ~ Has climbed a tree and fallen asleep on a branch?... ~ Has gone topless in Lake St. Clair?... ~ Swam to an island from her dad’s boat (was almost ½ mile away)?... ~ Could spend hours in the water on a summer day?... ~ Loves summer nights?... ~ Who favorite time of any day is night?... ~ Is more awake at 1:00 am then she is at 5:00 pm?... ~ Can never sleep at night for some reason?... ~ Hates mornings?... ~ Thinks that whoever invented alarm clocks should be burning in hell for an eternity? ... ~ Loves bonfires but is sad because she never gets to go to any because nobody ever asks her to go?... ~ Thinks a nighttime stroll on the shore with the fresh night breeze blowing is the most romantic way to spend time with someone?... ~ Thinks a room covered in rose petals is beautiful for grotesque reasons (it reminds her of a scene in a murder novel where a woman is brutally killed upon a bed of rose petals)?... ~ Could spend hours laying on her bed staring at the ceiling listening to music but never actually see anything and just let the music physically wash over her?... ~ Can feel music not actually hear it, that each song, each harmony, each verse has its own specific sensation?... ~ Tunes out the entire world immersed in her thoughts and when you think she can hear you, she really can’t, even if you’re screaming at the top of your lungs?... ~ Can’t always tell her right from left?... ~ Lacks common sense?... ~ Can’t give directions very well?... ~ Has a million stories that play out like movies in her head, and when she tries to write them she loses them?... ~ Loves to read raunchy romance novels esp. supernatural romance?... ~ Could be reading an extremely graphic romance scene in front of family and not even blink or blush?... ~ Writes in a very graphic sense both in violent and sexual tones?... ~ Has a fascination with faeries?... ~ Loves Japanese cartoons, anime, manga and couldn’t care less what other people think about it and no she’ll never be too old for it, it’s a passion?... ~ Loves to go to a Christian youth group called Element, located on 13 mile?... ~ Loves to get involved in discussions about Jesus ad stories in the Bible?... ~ Owns three Bibles of her own?... ~ Loves to write but has a major case of writer’s block?... ~ Write the things that come to mind just to keep herself sane?... ~ Sings outrageously when no one’s listening or around?... ~ Dreams of learning to play the guitar?... ~ Claims to hate kids, but actually enjoys playing with them and only says she hates them to get out of watching them, even though she really wouldn’t mind babysitting?... ~ Has absolutely no patience?... ~ Thinks Kevin Jonas is soooo cute?... ~ Whose favorite movie is based on a book she can’t stand to read?... ~ Hates her glasses but refuses to ever get contacts for the fear of having to put something in her eyes?... ~ Designs dresses in her head?... ~ Strives to learn how to draw but sucks and get discouraged very easily?... ~ Loves to dance club-style and doesn’t care if anyone thinks she looks slutty?... ~ Loves rock music even screamo and acid rock?... ~ Who can read a novel the size of the last Harry Potter book in less than 2 hours?... ~ Has read each of the Harry Potter books at least four times?... ~ Has a plastic bin full of beanies babies on a shelf next to her bed?... ~ Has two large plastic garbage bags full of stuffed animals she refuses to throw away ever in her closet?... ~ Loves to buy books from the used bookxtore in her public library?... ~ Will pay the “lost” fine at the library just so she can keep the books?... ~ Had an obsession with vampires and werewolves long before Twilight was even thought of?... ~ Loves her pets more than anything and wishes to own lots of dogs and cats when she owns her own home?... ~ Dreams of growing up on a horse ranch?... ~ Wonders what it would’ve have been like to have a twin or a sibling closer to her age?... ~ Dreams of living in a big city or a rural area in the middle of nowhere, and also of living on an old Scottish estate with the large manors?... ~ Wants to be able to ride horses?... ~ Loves jesters and jokers but is terrified of clowns?... ~ HATES school (ever since elementary) but loves to learn?... ~ Truly believes magic exists in this world?... ~ Is easily hurt by people but will never let anyone see or admit to it?... ~ Claimed to hate working on her high school yearbook but in reality loved it and actually misses being a part of it?... ~ Thinks she’s chubby even though people tell she’s not?... ~ Thinks she’s unattractive and it won’t matter what anyone says?... ~ Loves to sleep, even though she doesn’t at night?... ~ Loves food but doesn’t ever stop to eat unless she’s gonna be sick?... ~ Enjoys to cuddle esp. with her puppies or mom?... ~ Thinks spider are the most disgusting things ever but will play with a Daddy Longlegs?... ~ When she giggles, she doesn’t think you are amusing but is hiding her true thoughts?... ~ Will never let anyone close to her for fear of being hurt?... ~ Has a horrible phobia of being rejected and rejection in general?... ~ Argues with her parents all the time but hates how her relationship with them is so horrible?... ~ Doesn’t know what’s worth fighting for, or why she feels like screaming?... ~ Hates being a disappointment to her parents and family?... ~ Constantly feels like someone is squeezing the life from her, like a huge weight is constantly pressing down on her?... ~ Envies all of her friends who own their own place?... ~ Will spend night after night alone in her room not socializing with anyone?... ~ Is really really shy?... ~ Who really want to pierce her tongue?... ~ Want to get a lot of tattoos and a couple piercings?... ~ Will never let a guy see her cry?... ~ Hate being seen as weak?... ~ Regrets nothing, for everything has made her who she is?... ~ Is really fragile?... ~ Who breaks easily under people’s words but will put on a strong front to hide that she’s sobbing on the inside?... ~ Can despise you but smile and laugh with you like you’re friends?... ~ Who feels lost and confused most of the time?... ~ Who has no clue how to express what she’s thinking most of the time?... ~ Hides herself from everybody?... ~ Doesn’t care what you think but would prefer just not to deal with the confrontation and will change to suit another’s perspective?... ~ Thinks her attitude is a figment or your imagination because it is who she is?... ~ Thinks it’s okay to say how you feel but will never actually clearly tell you how she feels?... ~ Doesn’t understand why people care sometimes, what’s so special about her that you actually care?... ~ Wonders about death and how it is her greatest fear in the world, the nonexistence?... ~ Wonders about the “why” of everything?... ~ Has really bad déjà vu?... ~ Believes fate is not always in your hands but you always have a choice?... ~ Feels a fire in her soul she can’t define?... ~ Is looking for something but she has no clue as to what it is though?... ~ Can imagine something so vividly, she actually feels everything she’s imagining?... ~ Can literally see what she’s reading, as if she is living the story through the character’s eyes?... ~ Spends way too much time on fictionpress.com and fanfiction.net?... ~ Thinks most guys on this planet are morons idiots or just plain obscene?... ~ Doesn’t think anybody really understands? So there do people see anything of these things? Because these things are all…… me. The real me, striped down, bare it all me. If you thought you knew me before, I wonder: was the picture of me in your mind anyting like the me laid before you?... How I feel, who I am… not even I know exactly. But I guess that’s just how life is suppose to be. Life is about learning and I’m learning about myself a little every day... Come learn with me… if you dare... ...Stripped, ..+... ~Jessica Michelle Sklar~... |