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Joined 12-06-01, id: 135812
Author has written 10 stories for Harry Potter, and Lord of the Rings.
A random seventeen girl from California who is a miserable Biology and Art History major and who secretly wants a shot at Comparative Literature and raises little dust bunnies under her bed and grows tomatoes from the keyboard of her laptop. the world's all good...

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Life is like a river that flows downstream from the mountain to the sea. Sometimes the paths are wide and smooth, with gentle flowing waters that run gleaming under the sun like a plane of flawless glass; other times, the bottom rises up, filled with rocks, and the water breaks against the surface in rapid, unpredictable waves. And as a river, you have no choice but to go along with the current, your will lost, always moving away, always searching, always moving forward but never understanding where you are or where you are going, your life a mockery of what semblence of control you play to keep...

In other words, updates are sporadic. Sorry about that.

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http://www.paperwings.org - the archive
http://www.feffi.net/ack - ACKisms, the blog
http://www.livejournal.com/~neutrallized - Life in a Box, the livejournal which basically repeats what I say in the blog. Pointless really, but it saves bandwith on rubie's sever.
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/neutrallized/ - the mailing list

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artwork by Christy

http://www.feffi.net/wings/art/animagus01.jpg
http://www.feffi.net/wings/art/hunting01.jpg
http://www.feffi.net/wings/art/chessgame.jpg
http://www.feffi.net/wings/art/half01.jpg
http://www.feffi.net/wings/art/snow01.jpg
http://www.feffi.net/wings/art/pom01.jpg

Also visit Christy's website: http://elfwood.lysator.liu.se/loth/s/a/sand/ . she has some amazing art work.

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Wayward *in the throes of a rewrite, 10 chapters planned*
The Persistence of Memory *work in progress* this story was a bet with rubie [ my host! http://www.feffi.net ] to write a non-violent story. It's looking highly doubtful that this will end up being non-violent.
Clawtracks of a Star *being rewritten, sorry*
December *extended hiatus*
Of Western Stars *chapter 2 of revision, unposted*
Cheating Death *a bad first attempt at fanfiction. ignore please*

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the continuation of the Of Western Stars universe is being written by fyre [http://www.fanfiction.net/profile.php?userid=5939:

Let Winterlight Come [http://www.fanfiction.net/read.php?storyid=1340103]

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status report

1.12.03 working on the second half of chapter two of Western Stars. Seems strange to be working on the revision of the sequel before the prequel. Clawtracks of a Star in for more delays. 1/10 of the way through PoM chapter 11, in other words, I'm at the bottom of the first page.

1.14.03 PoM 2/10 completed. CoS on hiatus. It was strange to work on the rewrite of the sequel when the prequel was being rewritten as well. ack...

1.20.04 removed 2-4 of Wayward and replaced the first chapter with a revised version.

1.26.04 midterms. pages 2-11 of PoM trashed for draft 2. see LJ for assassination attempts.

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To Walk Through Fire by Brighid reviews
AU A secret is revealed that could change the lives of Sirius and Harry. Warning some implications of child abuse. No Slash
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 20 - Words: 139,576 - Reviews: 677 - Favs: 475 - Follows: 242 - Updated: 12/18/2005 - Published: 8/30/2002 - Sirius B., Harry P.
No Higher Praise by Triskelion reviews
James Potter comes back to life; dark secrets are revealed; angst for everybody; heavy doses of Voldemort, Snape, Black, Lupin, Malfoys, Weasleys, Pettigrew, and Fudge. Harry Potter’s fifth year – now blatantly, defiantly AU. No OotP spoilers.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 16 - Words: 111,583 - Reviews: 1008 - Favs: 717 - Follows: 367 - Updated: 2/26/2005 - Published: 4/9/2002 - James P., Harry P.
A Werewolf's Secret by Kimagure reviews
Yet another "how the marauders became friends" fic. May be a bit different characterization than what you're used to. Non-OotP compliant. AU as of 6-21-03 and WIP.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 10 - Words: 29,084 - Reviews: 166 - Favs: 116 - Follows: 63 - Updated: 9/20/2004 - Published: 2/15/2003 - Remus L., James P.
Never Alone, Never Again by Bored Beyond Belief reviews
Harry's holiday reaches it's lowest point. Will Harry finally be able to have the kind of love everyone else seems to take for granted? Complete
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 42 - Words: 270,482 - Reviews: 3710 - Favs: 3,547 - Follows: 571 - Updated: 12/25/2003 - Published: 4/29/2002 - Harry P., Sirius B. - Complete
A Black Wind by Punisher reviews
It is often said the choice is between what is right and what is easy. But what if the choices blur on the lines of righteousness and neither is easy? Remus and Harry struggle together to overcome their anguish. Will they make it through?
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 3 - Words: 16,972 - Reviews: 56 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 9/22/2003 - Published: 7/22/2003 - Harry P., Remus L.
Crushed Velvet by Tirya King reviews
Sequel to 'Say Goodnight Not Goodbye Harry struggles to move on from last summer. However, visions and feelings of darkness make him feel he has no one to turn to. When he is accused of a murder he can't remember, he must struggle to surive on his own.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 11 - Words: 67,730 - Reviews: 154 - Favs: 69 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 9/15/2003 - Published: 7/12/2002 - Harry P., Sirius B. - Complete
My Godson by thisarylwren reviews
A look at how Sirius Black felt about his godson, Harry Potter, and his responsibilities and duties to him. Warning: contains spoilers for Order of the Phoenix. [complete]
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,223 - Reviews: 73 - Favs: 62 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 6/23/2003 - Published: 6/22/2003 - Harry P., Sirius B. - Complete
Switching Places by Child of Two Worlds reviews
In an attempt to save his world Harry is thrown into another. Now, how will the other Harry deal with the reality ours left behind?
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 8 - Words: 22,475 - Reviews: 272 - Favs: 142 - Follows: 121 - Updated: 6/7/2003 - Published: 3/21/2002 - Harry P.
Brotherhood by IceAngel2 reviews
The story of a very special and unique friendship between two canines...follows Lupin and Black from their Hogwarts years to their adult lives. (Not Slash) Chapter 8 is an Author's Note. Please read it.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 40,313 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 6/1/2003 - Published: 12/30/2001 - Remus L., Sirius B.
Catch by Jedi Cosmos reviews
Harry's 19 and a normal college student, with no memory of his past at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry. Too bad that's all about to change.
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 6,059 - Reviews: 203 - Favs: 55 - Follows: 65 - Updated: 12/31/2002 - Published: 12/9/2001 - Harry P.
The Right To Dream? by sunnycouger reviews
Harry waits for the summons to go fight the last battle of the war against Voldermort and tries to come to terms with the sacrifice he knows he'll have to make even when Remus tries to talk him out of it. Complete Harry angst.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,736 - Reviews: 72 - Favs: 91 - Follows: 5 - Published: 12/1/2002 - Harry P., Remus L. - Complete
So Glad To Break It To You by Green Eyed Lady reviews
2 November, 1981, and Remus has been isolated for three days. Catching-up isn't quite a chat over tea, not with a vengeful Snape. Winner of 2002 BB!A's Judges: Best Angst, Popular: Most Heart-Wrenching Angst. COMPLETE
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 16,035 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 11/22/2002 - Published: 7/26/2002 - Remus L., Severus S. - Complete
Three Men and a Baby by Blacke reviews
Before Hogwarts, Harry Potter had always led a sheltered life. Not knowing about magic, or even about Voldemort. All he knew about how his parent had died was a green light, and a lie he had been told from a very young age. What if his dad had never died?
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 16,758 - Reviews: 208 - Favs: 83 - Follows: 65 - Updated: 7/25/2002 - Published: 9/28/2001 - James P., Harry P.
Shattered Reality by Lily of the Valley1 reviews
Harry Potter dies, comes back to life with no memory, yadda yadda. This story is dead; sorry, folks. No updates!
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Mystery - Chapters: 7 - Words: 15,349 - Reviews: 173 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 7/21/2002 - Published: 7/14/2002
Third One's the Charm by Aly Teima reviews
Finished. The first of the trilogy, in which we meet the villainess, the situation and the same old characters dealing with changes in their lives
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 10 - Words: 85,668 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 4/11/2002 - Published: 9/3/2001
To Err is Human, To Forgive Is, Well, Hard. by kaydi reviews
What if Sirius had been freed, by the discovery of Peter by the Weasly’s, before Harry’s first year. The release of Sirius Black, his recovery and his sudden and unexpected crash course in parenthood.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 22,882 - Reviews: 164 - Favs: 192 - Follows: 35 - Published: 2/5/2002 - Sirius B., Harry P.
Prongs Rides Again by BrieflyDel reviews
Come on, you know you want it to be true... A case for James being alive. No! seriously! There's a real story here!! *01.12.02 -- COMPLETE!*
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Supernatural - Chapters: 9 - Words: 48,710 - Reviews: 366 - Favs: 340 - Follows: 37 - Updated: 1/12/2002 - Published: 8/29/2001 - James P. - Complete
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Hunting for Marbles reviews
[Of Western Stars universe] In which Hermione begins to question Harry’s family setting, in which Ron attempts a kidnapping of Harry, in which the overprotective godfather and ever peaceful werewolf are forced into several awkward situations.
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Adventure/Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 8,319 - Reviews: 258 - Favs: 167 - Follows: 118 - Updated: 1/6/2004 - Published: 10/11/2003 - Harry P., Sirius B.
The Persistence of Memory reviews
The Boy Who Lived disappeared during the TriWizard Tournament, and Voldemort is discovered dead. A year later, a boy named James with no memory of his past is living in a muggle orphanage. [currently undergoing revision. chapter 11 uploaded]
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 11 - Words: 53,408 - Reviews: 1878 - Favs: 980 - Follows: 574 - Updated: 11/25/2003 - Published: 4/4/2002 - Harry P., Sirius B.
Of Snow reviews
[Of Western Stars verse] Six months later, Harry is happy with his new life, living with Remus and Sirius. But away from their secluded home, the Dursleys are filing lawsuits to regain custody of the seven year old child.
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,422 - Reviews: 99 - Favs: 114 - Follows: 55 - Published: 11/13/2003 - Harry P., Sirius B.
Clawtracks of a Star reviews
Three years after the conclusion of Of Western Stars, a force pulls Harry into another world where everything that he once knew was different. His father is alive, he and his mother dead, and Sirius Black is a servant of Voldemort [revision chapter 2]
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 11,369 - Reviews: 1283 - Favs: 253 - Follows: 129 - Updated: 11/8/2003 - Published: 7/24/2002 - Harry P., Sirius B.
Wayward reviews
[au] Decades before the quest, Legolas encounters a human child named Aragorn, lost in the Mirkwood forest. He offers to guide him, but does not realize that evil is hunting the child revision
Lord of the Rings - Rated: K+ - English - Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,093 - Reviews: 142 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 3/31/2003 - Published: 2/20/2003 - Legolas, Aragorn
Cheating Death reviews
[complete] Harry rashly makes a sacrifice in an unexpected situation. Sirius is now faced with a difficult task: to travel through the unpredictable land of the dead and guide Harry home.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 26 - Words: 80,529 - Reviews: 1162 - Favs: 377 - Follows: 56 - Updated: 2/6/2003 - Published: 1/25/2002 - Harry P., Sirius B. - Complete
Half of Dueling Range reviews
[Of Western Stars verse] In which twelve year old Harry stumbles upon the facts of life. In which an overprotective godfather crashes some last minute plans to salvage his godson’s innocence. In which a potions master reads a very strange essay.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,840 - Reviews: 191 - Favs: 231 - Follows: 49 - Updated: 1/8/2003 - Published: 12/29/2002 - Harry P., Sirius B.
December reviews
[au] On the night that Voldemort fell, a wolf finds a human infant in the ruins of a burning house and disappears into the night. James and Lily are declared dead, but no one is exactly certain what happened to their child, Harry. *chapter 2*
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Adventure - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,251 - Reviews: 222 - Favs: 77 - Follows: 96 - Updated: 11/22/2002 - Published: 11/11/2002 - Harry P., Remus L.
Good Intentions reviews
[complete][Of Western Star's timeline] Harry: the naive, oblivious, clueless sixteen year old going through life. Sirius: the overprotective, compulsive, obsessive godfather determined to keep him that way. Needless to say, life is interesting
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 4 - Words: 15,957 - Reviews: 353 - Favs: 182 - Follows: 65 - Updated: 11/6/2002 - Published: 8/11/2002 - Harry P., Sirius B. - Complete
Of Western Stars reviews
[complete] Sirius comes across a picture of Harry five years into his imprisonment, and decides to see his godson at all costs. But when he finds Harry neglected and abused, he makes a decision that entangles them both in more troubles than ever before
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 35 - Words: 111,123 - Reviews: 2170 - Favs: 1,731 - Follows: 315 - Updated: 9/3/2002 - Published: 3/16/2002 - Harry P., Sirius B. - Complete