Shikamaru'sLover01
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Joined 09-05-07, id: 1369955, Profile Updated: 07-30-08
Author has written 11 stories for Naruto, Harry Potter, and Dead Poets Society.

Just once I'd love if someone could look upon me as me.

Look upon me by my standards not theirs.

Look at me with understanding instead of judgement.

Look at me with caring instead of impassiveness.

Look at me, and see me, not just another person there to watch waste away.

To look at me, and see just me.

--xXx--

Life is like a nightmare, you only wake up when you die.

--xXx--

Hope is the destination that we seek

love is the road that leads to hope.

Courage is the motor that drives us

we travel from darkness into faith.

--xXx--

The civilized human spirit...

cannot rid the feeling of the uncanny.

--xXx--

You know, a dream is like a river

ever changing as it flows.

And a dreamer's just a vessel

that must follow where it goes.

Trying to learn from whats behind

never knowing what's in store

makes each day a constant battle

just to stay between the shores

--xXx--

We have a weight to carry

a distance we must go

We have a weight to carry

a destination we can't know

We have a weight to carry

and can put it down nowhere

We ARE a weight to carry

from there to here to there.

--xXx--

Do you spend your days counting the hours you're awake?
And when night covers the sky you find yourself doing the same
It's a burden you've been bearing in spite of all your prayers
As a light turns off inside your heart
Can you remember what it's like to care?

--lyrics from the song Injection.

Somewhere between happy and total fucking wreck,
Feet sometimes on solid ground and sometimes at the edge,
To spend your waking moments, simply killing time,
Is to give up on your hopes and dreams, give up on your life.

--xXx--

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My Long Sleeves by CheetahLiv reviews
He wasn't suicidal, he just needed a release. Warning: JDA inside. Contains self-injury, also light preslashy feelings, nothing explicit. 2nd chaper up, told from Cox's POV. Please review!
Scrubs - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,099 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 4/5/2008 - Published: 3/9/2008 - Complete
The Definition of ‘Mistake’ by crazy novelist-san reviews
For saturndragon. NaruSasuNaru WAAY graphic Uke!Sasuke Seme!Naruto kagebushin use. Sasuke is making a mistake that naruto doesn't like, maybe they'll make a better mistake together? Rated M for a reason! No kids or homophobes please! Unexpected Chapter 2.
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,436 - Reviews: 176 - Favs: 208 - Follows: 57 - Updated: 3/17/2008 - Published: 9/28/2007 - Naruto U., Sasuke U. - Complete
Seducing Ohtori Kyouya by FailingDemi reviews
After what seemed like forever, Kaoru’s eyes still did not rip off from the article. He was absorbing, or rather studying, the various techniques of ‘seducing’ a man. Oh boy, was he going to use this on Kyouya the next day. KyouKao.
Ouran High School Host Club - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,382 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 52 - Follows: 4 - Published: 1/25/2008 - Kyōya O., Kaoru H. - Complete
Broken by Wishspell reviews
A new student has come to Narutos school. He is: NekoSasuke. KitsuneNaruto thinks hes found a new freind. The only problem is, Sasuke is only pulling away further and further from Naruto since day two. Narutos about to find out why, but he wont like it.
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 3 - Words: 2,252 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 1/11/2008 - Published: 10/7/2007 - Sasuke U., Naruto U.
A Lot to Make Up For by houseprodigy reviews
Ed and Al just returned home from the other side of the Gate, and it didn't take long for things to return to normal. But are they really? Ed's got a secret, and Al's not about to let him keep it. RoyxEd Postmovie
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 28 - Words: 63,697 - Reviews: 465 - Favs: 269 - Follows: 127 - Updated: 1/8/2008 - Published: 2/10/2007 - Edward E., Roy M. - Complete
Midnight Snack by Mr. Rainbows reviews
Harry is returning from the kitchens after his midnight snack, when he hears a noise behind a door. When Harry finds someone he would never expect using the Room of Requirement, will he be leaving a little fuller belly than he anticipated? COMPLETE! m X m
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,147 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 7 - Published: 12/26/2007 - Harry P., Ron W. - Complete
Give And Take by aestheticmatter reviews
MoriHoney Mori and Honey's feelings for each other take a new, exhilarating turn. Now it's up to them to conquer their fears and go where it leads, all the way.
Ouran High School Host Club - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 18,825 - Reviews: 74 - Favs: 221 - Follows: 38 - Published: 11/21/2007 - Hunny/Honey/Mitsukuni H., Mori/Takashi M. - Complete
His Schoolboy Crush by Kipli reviews
CoxJD: Cox's interest becomes clear to JD once he pieces together why Cox always teases him.
Scrubs - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,246 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 124 - Follows: 12 - Published: 7/7/2007 - Complete
Plan B by vanillabuzz reviews
JD wonders about his sexuality and tries to consult with the only person who will give him an honest opinion. JDCox
Scrubs - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 14,432 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 81 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 5/21/2007 - Published: 5/1/2007 - Complete
Strange Thoughts by veelkins reviews
The crappiest fanfiction you'll ever read! ChoujixShikamaru Chouji has been having some strange thoughts lately..
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 662 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/16/2007 - Chōji A., Shikamaru N. - Complete
Lupine Attraction by Tomo Potter reviews
Sequel to Canine Affinity. Sirius and Remus have helped win the world over, but will they lose each other? SLASH, RLSB, SSRL.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 14,771 - Reviews: 56 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 3/27/2007 - Published: 1/31/2007 - Sirius B., Remus L. - Complete
Underneath It All by Mistiel reviews
[SasuNaru][Yaoi] Naruto always hated his birthday, but after tonight he'll have a reason to enjoy it.
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,572 - Reviews: 83 - Favs: 371 - Follows: 46 - Published: 9/30/2004 - Naruto U., Sasuke U. - Complete
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Societal Norms reviews
Is there really such a think as freedom or liberty when each man, woman, and child is a prisoner within their own being, not being aloud to do or say as they wish because of society's frowning face? NeilXTodd rated m for later chapters
Dead Poets Society - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,294 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 7 - Published: 2/24/2011 - Neil P., Todd A.
His little black book reviews
There are so many things Ron notices about Draco but knows he can not act on it. I rated this based on what might happen in later chapters.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 946 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 6 - Published: 2/10/2011 - Ron W., Draco M.
Broken reviews
Alone they harber seacrets never spoken. Together they might just find they can feel agian. Sasu/naru, little hint of Kaka/saku Rated M for yaoi and suicide attemps. Read and REVIEW!
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 973 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 9 - Published: 3/4/2009 - Naruto U., Sasuke U.
Don't Drift Away reviews
Naruto cuts and just wants to die, be like the water and get washed away. He gets into a relationship with Sasuke who betrays him to the most extrem. Is there anyone to save him this time?Rated M for later chapters.
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 12 - Words: 10,246 - Reviews: 107 - Favs: 64 - Follows: 44 - Updated: 11/23/2008 - Published: 11/2/2008 - Naruto U., Sasuke U. - Complete
Please, stop the pain reviews
This grip loosens but it never breaks.We carry nothing but a name you will forsake. SasuNaru. Rated for Suicide atempt and yaoi
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,679 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 7/4/2008 - Published: 3/26/2008 - Sasuke U., Naruto U. - Complete
Boredom will one day Rule the World reviews
Sasori is bored, and gets an idea, doesn't go as he thought, but he wasn't bored anymore. YAOI. rated just to be safe. REVEIW PLS PLS PLS!
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,008 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/5/2007 - Sasori, Itachi U. - Complete
How could this be? reviews
Sasuke's emo. story is a hell of a lot better then i can discribe. rated for suicide attempt, and yaoi in some chapters. SasuNara, and one sided KakaSasu. Long live yaoi emos. haha.
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 3,752 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 12/2/2007 - Published: 11/28/2007 - Sasuke U., Naruto U. - Complete
Suicidal love reviews
Nauto tries to kill himself.Sasuke saves him.Story is better than it sounds i just suck at summaries.Rated M for atempt at suicide, a little fluff at the end. Pls read and REVIEW. Um...other than that, long live NaruSasu
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 2,563 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 11/25/2007 - Published: 9/8/2007 - Naruto U., Sasuke U. - Complete
Itachi Interveiws reviews
Me and two of my yaoi obsessed friends interview Itachisan.
Naruto - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 517 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/7/2007 - Itachi U. - Complete
I'm Not A Girly Man, I'm Seme! reviews
Deidara wants to complete his relationship with Sasori, and he doesn't want to be the uke! DeiSaso. pls read and REVIEW. Sorry if characters are ooc, i dont know how the members of the Akatsuki acually act.
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,067 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 56 - Follows: 5 - Published: 9/24/2007 - Deidara, Sasori - Complete
Sleep over! reviews
ShikaKiba yaoi. what more needs to be said? read and REVEIW. pls reveiw if you read.
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,416 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 8 - Published: 9/12/2007 - Shikamaru N., Kiba I. - Complete
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