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Always_With_The_Tone_Of _Slytherin
Combining my love of Severus, Ron & Hermione, and Slytherin, but it turns out that there is a charater limit – who knew? So I would ask you all to pretend that I have this brilliant name! ~ Ella x

"A very flawed hero. An anti-hero, perhaps. He is not a particularly likeable man in many ways. He remains rather cruel, a bully, riddled with bitterness and insecurity — and yet he loved, and showed loyalty to that love and, ultimately, laid down his life because of it. That's pretty heroic"

In honour of Severus Snape, The bravest man I ever knew. My favourite character of all time with the greatest chapter in the Harry Potter series ~ The Prince's Tale;

Snape who for a split second seemed to think he had been reprieved; but then Voldemort’s intention became clear. The snakes cage was rolling through the air, and before Snape could do anything more than yell, it had encased him, head and shoulders, and Voldemort spoke in Parseltongue "Kill". There was a terrible scream. Harry saw Snape’s face losing the little colour it had left; it whitened as his black eyes widened, as the snakes fangs pierced his neck, as he failed to push the enchanted cage of himself as his knees gave way and he fell to the floor.

Harry bent over him, and Snape seized the front of his robes and pulled him close. A terrible rasping, gurgling, noise issued from Snape’s throat "Take ... it... Take ... it".

"Look ... at ... me" he whispered. The green eyes found the black, but after a second, something in the depths of the dark pair seemed to vanish, leaving them fixed, bland, and empty. The hand holding Harry thudded to the floor, and Snape moved no more.

"It's real for us"

“Does it make a difference, being Muggleborn? Snape hesitated. His black eyes, eager in the greenish gloom moved over the pale face, the dark red hair. “No, it doesn't make any difference.”

“Thought we were supposed to be friends?, best friends”

“I’m sorry, I’m sorry! I never meant to call you Mudblood”

“I come with a warning – no a request – please!”
“Hide them all then – keep her – them - safe. Please”
“And what would you give me in return Severus?”
“In return? Anything”

“I thought ... you were going ... to keep her ... safe”
“DON’T ... Gone ... dead”
“I wish ... I wish ... I were dead”
“Very well very well. But never – never tell, Dumbledore! This must be between us! Swear it! I cannot bear ... especially Potter’s son ... I want your word”

"I am no such a coward"

"Would you like me to do it now?" asked Snape, his voice heavy with irony. "Or would you like a few moments to compose an epitaph?"

“You refuse to tell me everything, yet you expect that small service from me! You take a great deal for granted, Dumbledore, perhaps I have changed my mind!”

“So the boy ... the boy must die?”
“I thought ... all those years ... that we were protecting him for her. For Lily
“You have kept him alive so he can die at the right moment?”
“I have spied for you and lied for you, put myself in mortal danger for you. Everything was supposed to be to keep Lily Potter’s son safe. Now you tell me you have been raising him like a pig for slaughter – ”
“But this is touching, Severus,” said Dumbledore seriously. “Have you grown to care for the boy, after all?”
“For him?” shouted Snape. “Expecto Patronum!”
From the tip of his wand burst the silver doe. She landed on the office floor, bounded once across the office, and soared out of the window. Dumbledore watched her fly away, and as her silvery glow faded he turned back to Snape, and his eyes were full of tears.
“After all this time?”
”Always” said Snape.

Quotes regarding Severus and his everlasting love for Lily;

"I love you not because of who you are but because of who I am when I am with you."

“You may not love me today, tomorrow, or ever, but I will love you until it kills me, and, even then, you'll be in my heart.”

“Love is shown in your deeds, not in your words.”

“Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you I had no control over.”

“If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will.”

“Maybe I could have loved you better. Maybe you should have loved me more. Maybe our hearts were just next in line. Maybe everything breaks sometime.”

“I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there, I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do... I'm sorry I can't help myself, I'm in love with you.”

“Love that we cannot have is the one that lasts the longest, hurts the deepest and feels the strongest...”

“You can close your eyes to the things you do not want to see, but you cannot close your heart to the things you do not want to feel.”

“What the heart has once known, it shall never forget."

"Love, unrequited love, robs me of my rest.
Love, hopeless love, my ardent soul encumbers.
Love, nightmare like, lies heavy on my chest.
And weaves itself into my midnight slumbers."

"Love is not written on paper, for paper can be erased. Nor is it etched on stone, as stone can be broken. But it is inscribed on the heart and there it shall remain forever."

"I would rather have had one breath of her hair, one kiss from her mouth, one touch of her hand, than eternity without it."

"The saddest thing in the world is loving someone who used to love you."

“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defences, you build up a whole suit of armour, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”

Every Warrior of the Light has felt afraid of going into battle.
Every Warrior of the Light has, at some time in the past, lied or betrayed someone.
Every Warrior of the Light has trodden a path that was not his.
Every Warrior of the Light has suffered for the most trivial of reasons.
Every Warrior of the Light has, at least once, believed he was not a Warrior of the Light.
Every Warrior of the Light has failed in his spiritual duties.
Every Warrior of the Light has said 'yes' when he wanted to say 'no.'
Every Warrior of the Light has hurt someone he loved.
That is why he is a Warrior of the Light, because he has been through all this and yet has never lost hope of being better than he is.

January 9th 1960 ~ May 2nd 1998.

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The Moment It Began by Sindie reviews
Deathly Hallows spoilers ensue. This story is being written as a response to JKR's comment in an interview where she said if Snape could choose to live his life over, he would choose Lily over the Death Eaters. AU Sequel posted: The Moment It Ended.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 125 - Words: 305,310 - Reviews: 6721 - Favs: 3,220 - Follows: 1,432 - Updated: 6/13/2016 - Published: 8/20/2007 - Severus S., Lily Evans P. - Complete
Harry's New Home by kbinnz reviews
One lonely little boy. One snarky, grumpy git. When the safety of one was entrusted to the other, everyone knew this was not going to turn out well... Or was it? AU, sequel to "Harry's First Detention". OVER FIVE MILLION HITS!
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 64 - Words: 318,389 - Reviews: 11376 - Favs: 7,693 - Follows: 2,797 - Updated: 5/9/2016 - Published: 7/31/2008 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Harry Lives! by teachersnape64 reviews
Sequel to Harry's Last Hope. Sirius comes back through the veil, putting Harry into serious danger. Can Snape save his newly adopted son? Ron, Hermione, Ginny, Quidditch.Almost a Severitus COMPLETE!
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 60 - Words: 253,027 - Reviews: 5198 - Favs: 1,004 - Follows: 738 - Updated: 10/1/2014 - Published: 8/4/2006 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Power and Those Too Weak To Seek It by XCrunner41 reviews
Harry's uncle is abusing him bad. Harry tries to escape but luck is not on his side this time and he lands himself in a muggle hospital. What will they wizarding world do when they find out that famous Harry Potter almost got killed by a MUGGLE?
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Adventure - Chapters: 9 - Words: 8,321 - Reviews: 180 - Favs: 151 - Follows: 265 - Updated: 2/27/2013 - Published: 11/28/2005 - Harry P., Vernon D.
Alea Iacta Est by EllaEleniel reviews
When a bout of erratic magic delivers Harry into his professor's hands, the pair make a shocking discovery that forces Harry to face his toughest battle yet. Now, with Snape by his side Harry must fight to survive against a foe more deadly than Voldemort.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 45 - Words: 183,340 - Reviews: 2378 - Favs: 1,416 - Follows: 1,705 - Updated: 5/22/2012 - Published: 7/30/2009 - Harry P., Severus S.
Shattered Illusions by angel74 reviews
HPRW, A car accident leads to some unexpected revelations that Harry has long tried to keep secret. Will he reach out to his best friend’s family when he needs it most or will he accept his cruel fate?
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 26 - Words: 247,055 - Reviews: 1204 - Favs: 1,403 - Follows: 603 - Updated: 4/7/2011 - Published: 6/18/2004 - Harry P., Ron W. - Complete
Torn Apart World by Shoonasasi reviews
A summer trapped with Snape seemed the ultimate torture, but when Harry begins to trust his enemy, a terrible betrayal sends him spiraling into desperation. Will he have the strength to survive? AU/not canon. Mentions abuse. Takes place after 2nd year.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 26 - Words: 149,026 - Reviews: 1459 - Favs: 1,296 - Follows: 1,407 - Updated: 2/21/2011 - Published: 2/29/2008 - Harry P., Severus S.
Sinking Feeling by wellyuthink reviews
Harry, once again, forgets to look before he leaps. Written for the Potions and Snitches 2009 Prompt Fest
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,776 - Reviews: 44 - Favs: 147 - Follows: 17 - Published: 11/18/2009 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Harry Potter and the Monsters Beneath the Skin by Madam RedRose25 reviews
After the events of his 5th year Harry wants to take it easy. Sadly troubles with his new family, friends, the Half-Blood Prince, mysterious headmaster and secrets of Voldemort's past are just some of the few things that keep Harry alert.HHR- summary
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 44 - Words: 302,029 - Reviews: 343 - Favs: 166 - Follows: 106 - Updated: 9/14/2009 - Published: 5/26/2008 - Harry P., Hermione G. - Complete
fresh and calm by h0use-m0use reviews
AU. Wanting to be left alone, Harry neglects to visit the Hospital Wing after he is hit by the rogue bludger, and is caught by Snape...
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,324 - Reviews: 58 - Favs: 341 - Follows: 51 - Published: 8/4/2009 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Life by Dodger Gilmore reviews
Formerly titled ”Things”. Brief glimpses into the lives of characters from the HP universe; events, emotions, reflections etc. Drabbles, perhaps, that together build a life.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 13,242 - Reviews: 62 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 36 - Updated: 5/1/2009 - Published: 11/22/2008 - Harry P., Ron W.
Until The Very End by Dodger Gilmore reviews
“I mean, isn’t anyone bothered that all four of us sacrificed our lives for him – no, no. Now we’re just expected to go promote his suicide because Dumbledore planned it that way!” The afterworld, moments before four of its members get pulled back.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Family/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,627 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 9 - Published: 2/1/2009 - Remus L., James P. - Complete
Harry Potter and the Return to Hogwarts by Vance McGill reviews
PostDeathly Hallows, PreEpilogue fanfiction. Harry, Ron and Hermione return to Hogwarts, which is slowly being reconstructed after the Battle at Hogwarts. Rest of Summary inside. DH SPOILERS! COMPLETE
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 75 - Words: 272,957 - Reviews: 912 - Favs: 634 - Follows: 346 - Updated: 1/13/2009 - Published: 8/16/2007 - Ron W., Hermione G. - Complete
Between Two Malfoys by E-013 reviews
Hermione Granger was facing Draco Malfoy only a few seconds ago. Now she finds herself in front of young Lucius Malfoy of 1976. Not knowing how to go back to her own time, what will she do? DH spoilers.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 17 - Words: 29,451 - Reviews: 266 - Favs: 410 - Follows: 204 - Updated: 11/15/2008 - Published: 8/22/2007 - Hermione G., Lucius M. - Complete
Sonea Vs Harry Potter by Shadowcaster4444 reviews
Duels between the main characters of the magicians guild and Harry Potter. R&R. Please. Ok, I'm now officially stuck! If you think I should do a war idea tell me, Please! Disclaimer: I do not own.
Black Magician Trilogy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,169 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 10/19/2008 - Published: 2/29/2008
Shadow Dreams by emmy1124 reviews
She always woke right before the shadow formed a face. Would she ever figure out who he is. Or who SHE is? VERY AU!
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,818 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 8/18/2008 - Published: 7/10/2008 - Ginny W., Harry P.
Mourning Dawn: Prelude to The Wand of Elder by seomensnowlocke reviews
This is a story that covers the few days after the end of Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows. Contains the scenes that I wish had been in the main book. This story is also a prelude to another story I am working on called The Wand of Elder.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 17 - Words: 39,492 - Reviews: 174 - Favs: 142 - Follows: 118 - Updated: 7/16/2008 - Published: 8/13/2007 - Harry P., Ginny W. - Complete
Shift by moonfyre reviews
7 year old Harry is discovered missing only a day before Sirius Black escapes Azkaban. An angry werewolf, among others, tries to find him before the criminal does. Little does anyone know, Harry has a secret of his own...
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 21 - Words: 55,208 - Reviews: 1018 - Favs: 2,037 - Follows: 936 - Updated: 7/13/2008 - Published: 6/8/2007 - Harry P., Sirius B. - Complete
The Tree of Knowledge by NuncaTeDije reviews
It's five years later, and Will and Lyra have each established a life for themselves in their respective worlds. Without hope, they've given up on reuniting. But Dust has plans of its own...
His Dark Materials - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 9,099 - Reviews: 76 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 62 - Updated: 7/7/2008 - Published: 12/18/2007
Harry's First Detention by kbinnz reviews
AU one-shot about Harry’s first detention with Snape. Take one mistreated boy, one misinformed man, mix well and watch what happens. Sequel now up! Titled "Harry's New Home".
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,053 - Reviews: 469 - Favs: 3,733 - Follows: 651 - Published: 6/7/2008 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Before the Gathering Storm by AlbusSeverusGryffindor reviews
Nineteen year old Harry Potter was certain all of his battles were over once he'd fulfilled the Prophecy and defeated Voldemort but he was wrong. Deadly wrong. An After DH fanfiction.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Adventure - Chapters: 7 - Words: 20,265 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 5/23/2008 - Published: 11/6/2007
Harry Potter, Sirius Black's Godchild by Madam RedRose25 reviews
Harry finally has everything he could ever want. A home with his freed godfather Sirius, his best friend Remus and the security that comes with family. However his 5th yr is going to be one chaotic mess after another. How will Harry deal with it all? HHR.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 47 - Words: 361,544 - Reviews: 676 - Favs: 504 - Follows: 294 - Updated: 5/23/2008 - Published: 2/11/2007 - Harry P., Sirius B. - Complete
The Breakdown by amobutterfly25 reviews
bellas truck breaksdown ? what will happen to her? she will get sick of course! last chapter is up. For MUSICALLY INCLINED CHALLENGE!
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,541 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 4 - Published: 5/20/2008 - Complete
Harry Potter and the Oroborus Light by circinusphoenix reviews
Secrets will be revealed, new allies found, and the bonds of friendship tested as Harry begins his quest. Harry will find his only hope at destroying Voldemort lies with an ancient magic believed lost thousands of years ago. Book 7 wHHr. Summary inside
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 35 - Words: 292,176 - Reviews: 502 - Favs: 767 - Follows: 368 - Updated: 4/4/2008 - Published: 5/29/2006 - Harry P., Hermione G. - Complete
For Harry by MBP reviews
We only know what Hermione, Ron, and Ginny yelled when they saw Hagrid carrying Harry out of the forest, but what were they thinking when they saw this?
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 3 - Words: 2,779 - Reviews: 85 - Favs: 58 - Follows: 33 - Updated: 3/25/2008 - Published: 8/6/2007 - Hermione G., Ron W.
Harry's Fault by MBP reviews
Starting in their fourth year at Hogwarts, someone dies every year, and Harry always feels responsible. It's up to the people who love him to convince him he isn't. HarryWeasleycentric. COMPLETE.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 12 - Words: 17,541 - Reviews: 150 - Favs: 78 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 2/22/2008 - Published: 1/8/2008 - Harry P., Ron W. - Complete
It Had to Happen in Snape's Class by nerdybookworm reviews
COMPLETE! AU. Set in Harry's sixth year. Voldemort attacks Harry in the middle of Potions class. What will Snape's reaction be?
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 11 - Words: 19,943 - Reviews: 249 - Favs: 260 - Follows: 222 - Updated: 12/29/2007 - Published: 7/7/2005 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Walk the Shadows by jharad17 reviews
AU. The summer after 5th year, Death Eaters find Harry abandoned in the Dursley house and bring him to Voldemort. Will one particular Death Eater give up his position and his hate to save his enemy's son? Snape mentors Harry fic. violence,chld abuse,rape
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 44 - Words: 113,854 - Reviews: 2273 - Favs: 2,172 - Follows: 800 - Updated: 11/27/2007 - Published: 7/15/2007 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
The Case of the Maltese Toadstool by Smitty Werbenmanjensen reviews
It's been nine years since their glory days at Hogwarts. But Harry and his trusted partner Ron are about to embark on their most perilous adventure yet....
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 46,187 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 11/7/2007 - Published: 9/12/2007 - Harry P., Ron W.
War Dead by Pasi reviews
Things didn't turn out quite the way Severus had planned.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,214 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 2 - Published: 10/25/2007 - Severus S., Voldemort - Complete
A Winter's Visit by PD Boggart reviews
Deathly Hallows spoilers. As best he can, Harry tries to repay Snape after the events of the book. One shot.
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,327 - Reviews: 50 - Favs: 82 - Follows: 7 - Published: 7/22/2007 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Harry's Last Hope by teachersnape64 reviews
The summer following Sirius death, Harry is filled with guilt. Snape helps him prepare for the battle of his life against Voldemort! Over 2,ooo,ooo hits! Harry rocks! Not a Severitus but close.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 53 - Words: 251,650 - Reviews: 2945 - Favs: 1,699 - Follows: 712 - Updated: 8/3/2006 - Published: 11/9/2005 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Broken Dreams by shadowarwen reviews
Harry's routine letters stop coming. The Order is too concerned with a development in the Department of Mysteries to notice. What happens when they finally do?
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 23,334 - Reviews: 654 - Favs: 1,603 - Follows: 595 - Updated: 7/16/2006 - Published: 2/26/2004 - Remus L., Harry P. - Complete
Lost: Small Boy, Answers to Harry by Tawa bids you good day reviews
AU: Sirius flees through muggle London with his four year old Godson in his arms, their pursuers closing in. PART 1 COMPLETE: Dumbledore must tell Sirius everything he didn't want to know about Harry.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Adventure/Suspense - Chapters: 14 - Words: 44,453 - Reviews: 265 - Favs: 229 - Follows: 77 - Updated: 9/23/2005 - Published: 8/29/2005 - Harry P., Sirius B. - Complete
There and Back Again Lane by Mangykneazle reviews
Fearful of attacks by the remaining Death Eaters after Voldemort’s final defeat, the Ministry Obliviates a grievously injured Harry and ‘re-integrates’ him into Muggle society. Five years later, Harry has just completed his studies at university and is en
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 21 - Words: 112,546 - Reviews: 45 - Favs: 44 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 7/20/2005 - Published: 12/11/2004 - Harry P., Ginny W.
Betrayed by kateydidnt reviews
In his fifth year Harry Potter was framed for murder and sentenced to Azkaban. Ten years later his innocence is proven. What will Harry do? Written PreOotP. COMPLETE!
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 26 - Words: 102,138 - Reviews: 3924 - Favs: 6,793 - Follows: 1,599 - Updated: 7/15/2005 - Published: 4/1/2003 - Harry P. - Complete
Harry Potter and the Battle of Wills by Jocelyn reviews
PostOOTP, Snape blows his cover as a spy to save Harry from Voldemort. To win the war, even those who loathe each other must unite, and many lessons are learned in the process. COMPLETE!
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Adventure - Chapters: 51 - Words: 356,457 - Reviews: 6124 - Favs: 3,584 - Follows: 741 - Updated: 7/12/2005 - Published: 11/27/2004 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Harry Potter, A Life Changed by SweetiePie932 reviews
Complete AU... Takes place during Harry's 5th year and continues till he's out of Hogwarts. Features Child Abuse and a lot of suffering for Harry. But everything will get better in the end with help from Sirius.Written BEFORE Book 5 came out.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 41 - Words: 130,423 - Reviews: 130 - Favs: 245 - Follows: 61 - Updated: 5/3/2005 - Published: 7/16/2003 - Harry P., Sirius B. - Complete
Never Alone, Never Again by Bored Beyond Belief reviews
Harry's holiday reaches it's lowest point. Will Harry finally be able to have the kind of love everyone else seems to take for granted? Complete
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 42 - Words: 270,482 - Reviews: 3772 - Favs: 4,083 - Follows: 763 - Updated: 12/25/2003 - Published: 4/29/2002 - Harry P., Sirius B. - Complete