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Joined 09-30-07, id: 1387370, Profile Updated: 09-28-11
Author has written 1 story for Buffy: The Vampire Slayer.

Hi everybody =)

Soooo, this is meee... "essmich" ...-

Well, what can I say ... I am obsessed with ...Bangel...

Bangel tops it all they way! I am actually a huge fan of Buffy/Angel since the first episodes I watched (The Initiative/Bachelor Party)... Soon I just had to catch up the first seasons and fell totally in love with Bangel! and also Willoz :x :x ... and in my fantasy they will always get back together. I still keep my fingers crossed for the comics ! So... after the storylines went ... weird (Dawn and Spangel ö.Ö as well as Connor and Cangel ö.Ö .. and Connor and Cordy ö.ÖÖ.ö) I kinda stopped having butterflies in my stomach once a week .. BUT I LOVE Angel s5 with Spike, osm! In 2007 I went back to roots, so here I am -- totaly in love with Bangel again.

Since 2008 I'm an eager vidder - check out my youtube profile: http://www.youtube.com/user/MrsESsmich

lots of greetings,

Sarah

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Unforgettable by Sweetmaj010 reviews
When things happen outside of the powers control forgotten memories tend to unravel and they over looked one thing...never underestimate the Slayer! The Story that should have been...it's Unforgettable!
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 69 - Words: 398,007 - Reviews: 431 - Favs: 109 - Follows: 135 - Updated: 3/18 - Published: 8/16/2011 - Angel, Buffy S. - Complete
From a Distance by TheFoxinator reviews
Even when they're apart, Buffy and Angel still shape each other's experiences. Begins between BtVS seasons two and three and concludes between 7.08 "Sleeper" and 7.09 "Never Leave Me." Bangel.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,663 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/16/2014 - Angel, Buffy S. - Complete
Btvs: Seasons Rewrite Series Part 1: Season Three by Daniella Harwood reviews
The way Season Three should have gone. Picks up at the end of S2, goes AU from there. BA focus.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 22 - Words: 146,155 - Reviews: 67 - Favs: 123 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 9/8/2014 - Published: 5/24/2007 - Complete
Tides of Time by Spectral Serenade reviews
Alternate BtVS S6/AtS S3: Buffy is killed during an apocalyptic battle, and Angel is forced to wander the devastated earth alone. 100 years into the future he is sent back in time by the PTB to ensure Buffy isn't killed, and history doesn't repeat itself. Can he prevent Buffy's death, or will their complicated relationship get in the way? Angel's P.O.V.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 28 - Words: 122,906 - Reviews: 143 - Favs: 62 - Follows: 56 - Updated: 6/23/2013 - Published: 12/3/2012 - Angel, Buffy S. - Complete
Life In Nine Months by melody's muse reviews
Buffy and Angel create something quite extraordinary together. Told from both Buffy and Angel's POV. Pointless fluff. Enjoy! Complete
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 11 - Words: 13,872 - Reviews: 95 - Favs: 73 - Follows: 36 - Updated: 9/28/2011 - Published: 9/18/2011 - Buffy S., Angel - Complete
Worth Fighting For by melody's muse reviews
COMPLETE! A brutal attack on Buffy brings Angel back to Sunnydale. Someone wants the slayer dead. Angel intends to find out who…and destroy them. Set in the summer of 2000. Alternate S4. Veers a bit off-canon after "Pangs" and late S1 of AtS. B/A
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 71 - Words: 239,251 - Reviews: 1025 - Favs: 312 - Follows: 248 - Updated: 9/18/2011 - Published: 2/1/2010 - Angel, Buffy S. - Complete
As It Should Have Been by ArthursCamelot reviews
Sequel to Two Sides of the Same Coin. Might help to read TSOTSC first. Re-write of Buffy Season 5 but with Angel added in. Buffy also goes to L.A. and helps Angel with some cases and cough Darla...Please R & R! B/A, O/W, X/A
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 29 - Words: 139,532 - Reviews: 744 - Favs: 196 - Follows: 92 - Updated: 9/12/2011 - Published: 6/16/2011 - Buffy S., Angel - Complete
Greatest twist of All by jaymartinez reviews
Angel was about to leave in GD. the Inititave captured him before he left and changed him in a different way. Kinda Au with a minor, MINOR theme of wolverine. My 1st story, please be kind.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 24 - Words: 57,732 - Reviews: 92 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 42 - Updated: 8/22/2011 - Published: 8/7/2009 - Buffy S., Angel
Two Sides of the Same Coin by ArthursCamelot reviews
Buffy is attacked by the one of the most dangerous vampires she has yet to meet. This vamp is dead set on revenge, and Buffy is the key. It's up to Angel to save the day...after all...it's all his fault. Set after the Yoko Factor: B/A Duh
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 31 - Words: 100,250 - Reviews: 592 - Favs: 250 - Follows: 103 - Updated: 6/16/2011 - Published: 3/26/2011 - Angel, Buffy S. - Complete
Resolution by Basement Bride reviews
What I imagine the ending to Buffy and Angel would have been like.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 677 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/18/2011 - Angel, Buffy S. - Complete
Girls Do Make Passes by a2zmom reviews
Future fic - a fun bit of fluff.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 275 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/30/2011 - Buffy S., Angel - Complete
Beautifully Irrational by Fluffernutter8 reviews
A Buffy and Angel future involving pregnancy, paranoia and peanut butter. Buffy/Angel, implied Spike/Faith. Title from a quote by Bill Cosby: "Having a child is surely the most beautifully irrational act that two people in love can commit." Oneshot.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,174 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 4 - Published: 1/18/2011 - Angel, Buffy S. - Complete
Heart and Soul by Helmi1 reviews
Sequel to In full body and mind. Angel and Buffy have finally found a way to be together but old and new enemies are making their already complicated lives more difficult. B/A. I suck at summaries so read to find out more.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 29 - Words: 128,197 - Reviews: 234 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 55 - Updated: 12/1/2010 - Published: 10/12/2008 - Angel, Buffy S.
And Life Was One Long Fight Again by Weasy reviews
After Not Fade Away Angel wakes up in an unexpected place, and with unusual obstacles to getting home.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 9,770 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 11/23/2010 - Published: 11/21/2010 - Buffy S., Angel - Complete
In Moderation by sugarless5 reviews
Completely silly one-shot. Post-Shanshu. Angel still burns in the sun!
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 631 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/18/2010 - Buffy S., Angel - Complete
This They Learn, This They Seek by coalitiongirl reviews
They've grown into strangers over the years, but that's not reason enough to give up. Buffy and Angel, post-NFA.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,614 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 4 - Published: 10/14/2010 - Angel, Buffy S. - Complete
Eat, Pray, Argue? by cookies26 reviews
Post Chosen/NFA...Buffy and Angel argue about movies.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Humor/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,875 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 14 - Published: 8/18/2010 - Buffy S., Angel - Complete
Lost Love by AngelVamp429 reviews
No....he can’t be gone. He can’t leave me alone like this! How could he? This wasn’t supposed to happen! He did everything the Powers asked him to do and more! He fulfilled the Shanshu!
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,812 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 8 - Published: 5/8/2010 - Angel, Buffy S. - Complete
Queen of Diamonds by Kairos Impending reviews
With their glory days behind them, Buffy and Angel have new priorities. Some still consider them heroes.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,224 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/16/2010 - Angel, Buffy S. - Complete
Breaking the Curse by Eirian reviews
My birthday has a curse on it. If something bad can happen, or if something can go wrong, it. will." Angel would like to change that. BAngel. Set in an alternate S5 AtS. See author's note. One-shot. Rated T, for mild suggestive language.
Angel - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,849 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/12/2009 - Buffy S., Angel - Complete
What really happened behind the Wings by Angel's blue eyed girl reviews
Not really a lot to say here...This is basically my re-write to the Angel episode of "Waiting in the Wings" with Buffy in the lead role, rather than that...*bleep*...Cordelia. As always, in my fics there is a *SMUT WARNING*
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 34,945 - Reviews: 327 - Favs: 199 - Follows: 79 - Updated: 9/20/2009 - Published: 8/23/2009 - Angel, Buffy S. - Complete
Unleashed by Angel's blue eyed girl reviews
Set in season 4 of BtVS & season 1 of AtS. Buffy is infected by a Goddess that inspires lust in everyone she touches. Needing her 'true love' Buffy rushes off to L.A. and is stunned to discover Angel has a few surprises of his own to share. Smut warning!
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 3 - Words: 23,386 - Reviews: 136 - Favs: 203 - Follows: 58 - Updated: 7/17/2009 - Published: 6/28/2009 - Angel, Buffy S. - Complete
With Arms Wide Open: Book One by MacKenzie Creations reviews
Angel did not loose his Soul in Surprise and Innocence. Focus on B/A, but has the whole gang.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 11 - Words: 58,575 - Reviews: 145 - Favs: 180 - Follows: 102 - Updated: 6/4/2009 - Published: 5/6/2006 - Angel, Buffy S. - Complete
Five Ways It Might Have Ended for Buffy and Angel by chrislee reviews
Five potential endings for Buffy and Angel, post series.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,376 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 4 - Published: 6/4/2009 - Angel, Buffy S. - Complete
Sunshine and Shadows by Aireon Maris reviews
After his encounter with the Mohra demon, Angel finds a reason to stay human.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 16 - Words: 20,022 - Reviews: 73 - Favs: 73 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 6/3/2009 - Published: 5/23/2009 - Angel, Buffy S. - Complete
Ten Observations on Being in Love with a Human by Kairos Impending reviews
Buffy's perspective on her happy years with post-Shanshu Angel.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,717 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 71 - Follows: 5 - Published: 4/25/2009 - Buffy S., Angel - Complete
City of Angels by Helmi1 reviews
Sequel to Different turn in life. Angel is making amends in LA and Buffy starts studying in UCLA. Angel season 1 and Buffy season 5 mixed together. B/A all the way.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 109,930 - Reviews: 134 - Favs: 81 - Follows: 72 - Updated: 2/21/2009 - Published: 10/19/2008 - Angel, Buffy S.
When I Wake by Fluffernutter8 reviews
Buffy. Angel. Dreams. Post-NFA spoilers. That's all I'm prepared to say. B/A all the way. Oh, and rating is more of a T plus - like a PG-15
Angel - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,487 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 13 - Published: 2/20/2009 - Angel, Buffy S. - Complete
Black Roses by Tanzen reviews
Squeal to A New Beginning, to an Old Story. It can be read alone but you might be confused, so I recommend reading the stories in order. Angel and Buffy are getting married, and it the wedding and life after. Better Summary inside. YOU SHOULD READ IT!
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,816 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 2/19/2009 - Published: 1/14/2009 - Buffy S., Angel
Lay It On The Line by CrystalSC reviews
Through the years, the pain, the tears, the life lessons, the other lovers and everything in between, Angel and Buffy have been bound together. Now, it's two years since Wolfram & Hart fell and Angel is dead. Though she grieves for Angel, Buffy has grown.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 21,917 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 31 - Updated: 2/4/2009 - Published: 1/3/2009 - Buffy S., Angel
A New Begining to an Old Story by Tanzen reviews
Buffy and Angel's Story 5 year after the fight with the First,this is the future Buffy and Angel spoke about in "Chosen". This is how I pictured how they would end up. I can't promise that it will fall exactly in line with after the TV show. PLEASE READ!
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi/Romance - Chapters: 13 - Words: 12,136 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 1/14/2009 - Published: 11/19/2008 - Angel, Buffy S. - Complete
Season 8 by Taaroko reviews
Concurrent with Angel S5, set in Cleveland, standard 22 episode format. *Cue theme song.* Main characters: Buffy, Xander, Willow, Dawn, Giles, Oz. Big bad, action, angst, friendship, love, humor, discovery, death. Enjoy and please review! T for violence.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Friendship - Chapters: 22 - Words: 169,418 - Reviews: 347 - Favs: 164 - Follows: 38 - Updated: 11/22/2008 - Published: 6/11/2008 - Buffy S. - Complete
Meet You There by brighteyes87 reviews
Cowritten with Lanie Anderson. Angel fathers a child with Buffy but leaves before she has the chance to tell him. What happens when he comes back to discover the four years he has missed? Better summary inside. Please read and review!
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 38 - Words: 111,304 - Reviews: 302 - Favs: 67 - Follows: 89 - Updated: 10/10/2008 - Published: 6/7/2008 - Buffy S., Angel
Nicknames by Fluffernutter8 reviews
Buffy contemplates her nicknames. Futurefic, B/A fluffmance oneshots. Post Chosen and NFA.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 549 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 5 - Published: 9/26/2008 - Angel, Buffy S. - Complete
I'm Not Ready to Say Goodbye by BuffyL reviews
This has probably been done numerous times, but this is going to be just one more. A little R rated in places. It's a BA fanfic. That's all I ever write. Want a description, read the story. RR is you like.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 31 - Words: 92,349 - Reviews: 59 - Favs: 59 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 10/29/2007 - Published: 8/24/2002 - Buffy S., Angel - Complete
When You're Evil by Scourge of Europe reviews
What happens when Angel gets shot and split in two by Toth? Both versions of him come back to Sunnydale of course, not both of them with good intentions. Based on BtVS ep 5x3, crossover with Angel. BA. Complete! Sequel up and coming.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Angst - Chapters: 36 - Words: 138,146 - Reviews: 90 - Favs: 81 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 4/13/2005 - Published: 2/5/2005 - Angel, Buffy S. - Complete
Shadows In Time series by Isis FG reviews
BA fic - post s3 BTVS AU - Buffy must face the consequences of something she did and finds her life drastically changing. (COMPLETE)
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 41 - Words: 128,124 - Reviews: 170 - Favs: 100 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 8/23/2004 - Published: 9/15/2003 - Buffy S., Angel - Complete
I'm Not Ready To Say Goodbye continued by BuffyL reviews
This is a continuation of I'm Not Ready to Say Goodbye. Just like the title says. The explanation is on the inside. Same story, just continued.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 46 - Words: 143,910 - Reviews: 105 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 7/9/2003 - Published: 11/2/2002 - Angel, Buffy S. - Complete
Happily Ever After Part V: Christmas in Vegas by Katriena Knights reviews
Buffy and Angel visit old friends in Las Vegas. But the happy couple suddenly find themselves not so happy when a squabble erupts over baby names.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14,304 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/24/2003 - Buffy S., Angel
Relinquishing Yesterday by Isis FG reviews
B/A fic - post-Chosen - 5th in the 'Finding Tomorrow' series...final part in Buffy's journey back to Angel... *COMPLETE*
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,307 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/26/2003 - Buffy S., Angel - Complete
Happily Ever After Part IV: Shadows of the Past by Katriena Knights reviews
A vampire nest in Dublin forces Buffy and Angel to face some of the darkest moments of their pasts, as the PTB claim their price from Angel.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 17,931 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 3 - Published: 3/11/2003 - Buffy S., Angel
Just a Theory by Anightgirl reviews
This is a little theory that I came up with as to how the Angel/Buffy worlds should end.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 582 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/6/2002 - Angel, Buffy S.
Hallowed by Sienna reviews
B/A. The night before 'The Prom'.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,049 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 4 - Published: 8/28/2001 - Buffy S., Angel
Phoenix Burning by Yahtzee reviews
After "The Gift." Buffy returns to life -- to find a world greatly changed. WINNER of the Summer 2001 Halo Award for Best Drama and the Summer 2001 Undead Awards for Outstanding Novel, Outstanding Future, Outstanding Action and Outstanding Buffy Character
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 24 - Words: 94,086 - Reviews: 507 - Favs: 615 - Follows: 74 - Updated: 6/22/2001 - Published: 6/18/2001
Lifespan by Yahtzee reviews
What if Angel's Shanshu is still many years away? What will his life be like? Please R/R. WINNER of the Winter 2001 Halo Award for Best Future Story!
Angel - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,535 - Reviews: 62 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 3 - Published: 9/30/2000
It's A New Dawn, It's A New Day, It's A New Life reviews
Takes place in A:s1,e8. After the fight with the Mohra-demon Angel, now human, saved by Buffy, goes to see the PTB to ask them to turn him back again....
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 6,519 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 9/12/2014 - Published: 11/24/2008 - Angel, Buffy S.
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