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Joined 11-30-07, id: 1433540, Profile Updated: 11-25-08
Author has written 10 stories for Wrestling.

Yeah, What can I say, I love to write, I write allot, its my anti-suicide...lol. Yeah, you can call me Zeal, its not my real name but, hell, call me it anyway. =))

I'm on here just for Wrestling (cause its the awesomest thing ever!) and maybe Heroes...but, Idk...

My fav wrestlers are: Shannon Moore (yeah, I love him so your gonna have to deal with reading all about him. :) and I like to make him Gay and Emo so deal with Shannon being whiney, homo and cutting himself... and Its just kind of sad he's being used as a jobber. =( cries), The Undertaker (HEHEHE! He's awesome but, getting a little boring), Finlay & Hornswoggle (BEFORE they went face, cause them heel rocked I think), um...Who else, I don't mind the Jeff Hardy (Though, sometimes he annoys me...), oh and The Big Show! (he's funny and has a nice smile...)

The one's I hate are: Lets see, where do I start...lolz. Um...Khali (who doesn't), Jamie Noble (He cries too much), Chuck Plaumbo (or however you spell his freakin' name), Paul London (cause he's ugly...), um, who else, Batista (STEROIDS!) , Rey Mysertio (Send him back to mexico...and I realize the two there are in one of my stories, even though I don't like them.) Big Flabby V (He's gross as hell!), John Cena (gay and overrated), Cade and Murdoch (Losers), D N' D and Cherry even though she's not with them anymore. (Freakin' 50 freaks, they need to realize IT'S THE FUCKING 2000'S ASSFUCKERS!), CM "Punk" (cause he's a poser! I mean, com'on! He calls himself Punk!? What the fuck!? POSER! Plus, he's ugly), Edge and the Edgeheads (Edge is scary and gay and the Edgeheads are soooooooo pitiful!), Jimmy wang Yang (YOU'RE NOT A COWBOY! YOU'RE FUCKING ASIAN!! I HATE YOU AND NOT JUST CAUSE OF THAT IT'S CAUSE YOU'RE UGLY AND STUPID AND OVER-FUCKING-RATED!!), Most everyone on ECW (their worthless shits), and...whoelse...Umaga (ewww...), Chavo (stupid) and Vickie (she needs the shit kicked out of her), JBL (He looks like the pillsberry dough boy!), Most all of the Divas (WHORES!! THEY ARE TELLING EVERYONE WOMEN ARE WHORES WHO CAN'T FIGHT FOR SHIT! I CAN PROBABLY BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF ALL OF THEM!...well...maybe not the manly ones...) And I'm still pissed at Matt Hardy for abusing Shannon, he'll never be forgiven for that in my eyes...that is until someone does the same to him or he says hes sorry!

and I know theres more I hate, but, I just can't go through the whole dammed roster!


Yeah, So...I'm gonna be finishing The next chapter to "This kid can soften any heart" soon, like...maybe later today or some time in the morning tomorrow. I seem to be getting allot of good feedback, seeing all the faves (Thanks to: I don't care what People think, Straightedgechick, Angelcatvampkaneblood, Vixen Of Extreme RKO FAN, ) and Alerts (thanks to: I don't care what People think, SKYE-07, Lumberjane, Souless666, Jaded-Chaela and Vixen Of Extreme RKO FAN) and the 4 Reviews (Thanks to: I don't care what people think, Souless666 and Vixen Of Extreme RKO FAN.)I'll be finishing the next chap soon. =)


Sorry its taking some time for me to finish the next chap. I've been really busy, lol. I'll try to finish it soon. =)


yeah. I'll be putting on the next chapter to "This kid can soften any heart" soon, I'm really sick, so I can't get the time to write...whines I'm so sick...I'm gonna die...waaaa...jk, I just got the flu...lol. You can't die from that right? I hope not...lolz. nervous laugh


'ello peoples of Fanfiction.net!! Waz up!? Yeah, I'm weird today, anywho...Case ya'll don't know, I finished the last story I was workin' on "this kid can soften any heart" and yeah, course I didn't kill Shannon! HOW COULD ANYONE KILL HIM! lolz.

But, anyway, I'mma be writin' a new one, thanks to devinxsanji, who gave me the idea for a Rey Mysterio and Shannon Moore Slash, so I'll be putting the first chapter up sooner or later, I'm hoping today but, i dunno...Oh, and If you like Jimmy Wang Yang this is NOT the fic for you to read...cause I'mma make him evil cause I don't like him...=D so if you do...yeah..sorry 'bout that... But, Anywho...I'mma put that up and ya'll can read it now...shit...I'm breaking into that southren accent again...


'ello!! I gots the next chapter to"When No One's Looking" up...Wanted to thank everybody for reviewing and faving and alerting and shit like that...sorry, if I swear too much, I've kinda got a prob. wit' that...

Anywho...-Looks around awkwardly- MARRY CHRISTMAS TO YA'LL!!

And yes, I know I'm weird...


'ello! I'mma real bored right about now...But, I wrote something new...its all like Vampirey, I may put it up sooner or later, I'm feeling Vampirey today -bites you- haha...nah, I'm kiddin'...aw shit I really bit you...dang it...

Anywho, I gots the next chap but, I haven't put it up yet cause...I'm just stupid like that: Yah,But, I will...I know its hard for some of you do see JWY doing what he does in that story...But, yeah, I wanted it to look that way, so you'll be kinda shockedish seeing Jimmy seems nice but, he ain't...-nods-

anywho...-bites your neck-


Yo PEOPLES! Sorry, again, I'm weird, I'm all drugged up cause I'm sick and need pain-fuckin'-killers! Lolz. But, yeah...

Anywho, I'mma be finishing the Story soon, well, tbh, I already did, but, I'm having problems putting the Chaps on my Computer, so...its gonna take some time...Sorry 'bout that...

But, yeah, I'm freakin' bored right about now...I think I'mma go...do stuff...

Someone review on my crap...I'm so bored!

So...-bites your neck- hehe!


Yeah, I finished "when no ones looking" a bit ago and no body's finsihed readin' it?! What the fuck? eh, oh, well...

Anyway, if anyone has any ideas for somethin' for me to write let me know, 'kay?

-Bites your neck-

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Loving the lost Warming the living by XxAngelxLuvsxNeroxX reviews
Getting over a loss is harder than the loss. Shannon Moore struggles through the death of Eddie Guerrero, and not because of they were just friends. And whos gonna help Shannon move on to something just as good? Slash, possible MPREG... dont like than dont read...I do not own any Characters in this story! REVISED
Wrestling - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 6 - Words: 5,491 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 5/16/2013 - Published: 11/17/2006 - Shannon Moore, John Cena
carved in stone by sadness1986 reviews
WARNING: angst, incest, insanity, child's abuse, violence SUMMARY: For one day it will forever change your mask and you will be carved in stone... Shannon's POV
Wrestling - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,796 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 6 - Published: 3/17/2009 - Jeff Hardy, Matt Hardy - Complete
Call Me When You're Sober by highvoltagekat reviews
Shannon finally realized what has to happen.Warning:slash, cussing, and character death!
Wrestling - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,328 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/11/2008 - Matt Hardy, Shannon Moore - Complete
Ipod Shuffle Challenge 3 The Weight Of The World by Knife-Of-Romance-my-nemesis reviews
Shannon's laying on the floor again wondering why the world has to be so heavy. On The Saliva's Weight Of The World. SLASH
Wrestling - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,246 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 7/24/2008 - Complete
I Can't Stop by highvoltagekat reviews
Sequel to "At It Again"! Shannon's thoughts about how things are in his life. Warning:Contains thoughts/mentions of male prostitution and self-abuse EMO!
Wrestling - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 289 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Published: 4/7/2008 - The Miz, Shannon Moore - Complete
Razor's Edge by Failure Turtle reviews
COMPLETE. A series of Edge's uncensored rants about every single Superstar on the WWE roster. The final victim: JOHN CENA. Rated T for language.
Wrestling - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 54 - Words: 42,256 - Reviews: 636 - Favs: 76 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 1/23/2008 - Published: 11/5/2007 - Edge - Complete
Insania by Contra Mundi reviews
This is a rewrite of an original fic I wrote some time ago. The reason for this was because I was sick of the way people portrayed Aoyagi Misaki as some kind of abusive lunatic. This is for her and is told from her point of view. I hope you liek it.
Loveless - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,589 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 10/4/2007 - Published: 6/18/2006 - Complete
Weightless, endless, loveless by Miss Written reviews
He made her feel weightless. She thought it was endless. She was left loveless. YukioXRitsuka I'm not into yaoi so you no likey you no ready, K?
Loveless - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 670 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Published: 10/30/2006 - Complete
Painless by Love the Omni reviews
Ritsuka's mom just can't accept the fact that Ritsuka has 'forgot'. She's convinced that this Ritsuka is fake. All she wants is for him to disappear. All he wants is to make her happy. Rated for Abuse. oneshot
Loveless - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,136 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 5 - Published: 8/4/2006 - Ritsuka A., Misaki A. - Complete
Sixteen Again by Emmasj reviews
Shane Helms takes a visit to see an old friend. Songfic "Sixteen Again" by Brian McComas
Wrestling - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,850 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/4/2004
I Knew You Wouldn't Fight Back by blueshannon reviews
A blog entry by Shannon Moore about an incident involving an abusive ex. Slash, implied rape (interpret it as you will), angsty...
Wrestling - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,564 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/26/2004
Cleaning out my Closet by Amaroqwolf reviews
Another response, and a surprise Twist. Shannon's Letter Features, Jeff Hardy, Matt Hardy, Shannon Moore, and Shane Helms, Non-con Slash
Wrestling - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,927 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 4 - Updated: 2/6/2004 - Published: 4/29/2003 - Complete
Red Walls by Hearts Desire reviews
Shannon Moore with mentions of Matt Hardy. Angst fic with presumable character death.
Wrestling - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,054 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Published: 1/6/2004
Always by Hearts Desire reviews
Shannon Moore thinks back over all that he and Matt ahve been through, from when they first met, to death.
Wrestling - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,794 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Published: 12/28/2003
Summer In Cameron by NorthCarolinaGirl4Life reviews
Chapter 16- The final Chapter. Everyone has to say goodbye now. Shannon gets a special letter and Jay gets a special person at the end
Wrestling - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 16 - Words: 36,027 - Reviews: 74 - Favs: 8 - Updated: 9/27/2003 - Published: 8/1/2003
I'll Be There For You by NorthCarolinaGirl4Life reviews
Jeff Hardy finds out that his best friend needs more help than he imagined. Includes: Jeff, Matt, Shannon, Kevin, and a few others
Wrestling - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 6,308 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 6/30/2003 - Published: 6/21/2003
Realizing my Sins by NorthCarolinaGirl4Life reviews
Matt Hardy is retiring from the buisiness and decides its time for his slate to come clean
Wrestling - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,101 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/29/2003
Grateful Reunion formerly Why Me by Hearts Desire reviews
*FINISHED* IF YOU LIKED ADAM, YOU'LL LIKE THIS!! Another slash story. Shannon Moore has a secret, Matt Hardy finds out, but what happens when the secret is told?
Wrestling - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 6,531 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 4/29/2003 - Published: 4/1/2003
Coma White by Indigo X reviews
SmackDown! 'Fic. Shannon Moore pays for his failures at the hands of the most unforgiving of tormentors... Rated R for extreme brutality.
Wrestling - Rated: M - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 767 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/5/2003 - Shannon Moore, Matt Hardy
Black & Blue by Starfallen reviews
"Every time you say you're learning…" Matt/Shannon. First fic since the Block hit. Reviews appreciated =)
Wrestling - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,707 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 9 - Published: 1/29/2003
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How To Save A Life reviews
Matt knows Shannon is second guessing his reason to live, Matt wants to save him but, the bitterness between the two gets in the way.
Wrestling - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,837 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/12/2008 - Complete
Cold reviews
Matt writes a letter to Shannon. Warnings: mentions of abuse, slight slash, slight language.
Wrestling - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,332 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 7 - Updated: 11/28/2008 - Published: 11/25/2008 - Complete
I'll Prove To You I'm Sorry reviews
written after like...2 weeks ago on raw. Summary inside. Characters Brian Kendrick, Paul London
Wrestling - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,832 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/4/2008 - Complete
When No One's Looking reviews
Summary inside. main characters: Rey Mysterio, Shannon Moore, Jimmy Wang Yang, and Batista pops up here and there...
Wrestling - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 9 - Words: 26,765 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 4/4/2008 - Published: 2/22/2008 - Complete
This kid can soften any heart reviews
The Undertaker meets a kid who needs help and gets his heart softened. /Feat. Undertaker, Kane, Shannon Moore, Matt Hardy/
Wrestling - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 7 - Words: 9,692 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 2/18/2008 - Published: 1/24/2008 - Complete
To feel again reviews
I'm not to good at Summerys. Its a Shannon Moore fic, and it has mentions of both the Hardyz and Shane Helms.
Wrestling - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,949 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 4 - Published: 2/2/2008 - Complete
Quit Lying reviews
Shannon Moore has a little something to say to Matt Hardy.
Wrestling - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,367 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 4 - Published: 1/22/2008
He Crawls Like A Worm reviews
Matt starts hitting Shannon again, does he stop when he finds what he really does to him is causing him more harm then good.
Wrestling - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,524 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/15/2008 - Complete
Bloodobsessed reviews
Matt Hardy see's how bad he's hurt Shannon.
Wrestling - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 482 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Published: 1/12/2008 - Complete
You Watch Me Bleed reviews
Shannon Moore just wants to make Matt Hardy happy, maybe he’s gone too far. takes place back in around 2003/2004ish
Wrestling - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 742 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/12/2008 - Complete