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Joined 12-08-07, id: 1439946, Profile Updated: 04-10-10
Author has written 3 stories for Twilight.


I used to have a life before Twilight, but now I spend it reading fanfiction and being obsessed. Oh, and there's Rob. I'm pretty obsessed with him too.

I love the smell of rain and drink coffee like water and swear way too much. I eat chocolate and drink Diet Coke at an unhealthy rate. I'm still madly in love with Ponyboy, I believe the Beat Generation don't get 'nuf respect, and I think James Franco is the best damn thing to walk this planet. Don't ask me why.

I'm a psych major, doubling in creative writing, looking toward law school. One day I will travel the world and drink a cappuccino in the back of some run-down London coffee shop. I have ambitions, you see.

"A pain stabbed my heart as it did every time I saw a girl I loved who was going the opposite direction in this too-big world."

--Jack Kerouac

sah0004 is my soulmate and it's only a matter of time before we move in together. She's the mother of my first fic and fights all my battles and leaves reviews that make me laugh and cry and spill coffee all over myself. You can find her jumping through web posts on That is the mother of all twilight websites and if you've never been, what the hell are you waiting for?

This here is withthevampsofcourse's article on leaving a review. It's damn good. Go read it.

As per request, here are the banners for To Be Stabbed in the Front:

This one here was done by the loverly, fantastical misforMarisa.

And this one is my much more shitty, craptastic banner. Please don't laugh at my lack of photoshop skills.

Gah, here is a banner the talented m81170 made.

Here's sah0004's banner, a grittier, emotastic depiction of my story. True to form, this woman just gets me.

Feel free to pm me whenever, I don't bite. sah does that for me.

Erica_Lopeezy, whom I love and adore, made To Be Stabbed in the Front a playlist, out of the goodness of her heart. It can be found here:

punkfarie, that lady who puts up with my randomass g-chats, wrote a breathtaking/humbling/sexy rec for TBSITF. It can be read here:

Thank you to all the readers who got To Be Stabbed in the Front to the final round of the Indie Twific Awards in both the Best Action or Drama Story WIP and Best Love Triangle WIP categories. You guys rock!

Also, due to various fights/evidence of yoda porn obsessions/character dibs conflicts, I was forced into getting a twitter. You can follow me @forgolden. Yeah, I know, some bitch took forevergold.

Hmmmm, I think that's all.

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Tropic of Virgo by reviews
He's a young but jaded musician writing lyrics for his band, and she's a naive, frustrated poet looking to break out of her shell; their words collide online. What happens when they meet in high school, unaware of their literary connection?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 37 - Words: 150,577 - Reviews: 20341 - Favs: 13,601 - Follows: 5,570 - Updated: 9/9/2013 - Published: 3/4/2009 - Complete
bound for glory by wtvoc reviews
A new fic by jandco & withthevampsofcourse- A ridiculous tale of accidental misdemeanors, felonies, past affairs and six kids on the run from life. Not necessarily realistic, but AH anyway.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 18 - Words: 65,478 - Reviews: 1318 - Favs: 809 - Follows: 1,050 - Updated: 5/9/2012 - Published: 12/3/2010
Breaking News by WriteOnTime reviews
Two network news anchors. One desk. In a race to get the story, love might become the headline - if they don't kill each other first. AH Canon Couples, smart people, particle physics, and tap dancing.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 26 - Words: 182,215 - Reviews: 7223 - Favs: 5,704 - Follows: 4,151 - Updated: 1/3/2012 - Published: 10/5/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Last Rites by halojones reviews
AU E/B meet under violent circumstances.Surviving that 1st meeting, they navigate a slow road toward friendship, then romance. But obstacles begin to multiply around them and soon the question arises: are these obstacles random or by design - and by whom?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 19 - Words: 88,598 - Reviews: 2420 - Favs: 1,907 - Follows: 1,828 - Updated: 12/28/2011 - Published: 7/17/2009 - Edward, Bella
The Blessing and the Curse by The Black Arrow reviews
By pretending she is falling for Edward, Bella is fulfilling Esme's dying wish. But sexy, possessive Edward can read her mind. Will she ever get into his? Can Bella forget the pain of her teenage years, and can she resist his relentless seduction? AH.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 140,448 - Reviews: 14392 - Favs: 16,081 - Follows: 8,528 - Updated: 9/10/2010 - Published: 5/31/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Motorcycles by Pastiche Pen reviews
From NM: "The anger was what I wanted to hear—false, fabricated evidence that he cared, a dubious gift from my subconscious." Vamp-AU. One-shot.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,197 - Reviews: 94 - Favs: 108 - Follows: 23 - Published: 4/26/2010 - Bella - Complete
Dear Isabella by wtvoc reviews
He said "always". She wasn't so sure. All-human. M for language. All the usual angst applies.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 12 - Words: 28,153 - Reviews: 526 - Favs: 953 - Follows: 311 - Updated: 1/28/2010 - Published: 1/1/2010 - Bella, Edward - Complete
The Emperors of Washington by gallantcorkscrews reviews
Edward is a killer. But it can't be explained away by his vampire nature. He's just a sociopathic, human teenager. CAN I MAKE A LOVE STORY OUT OF THIS? ExB.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Horror/Romance - Chapters: 16 - Words: 36,778 - Reviews: 2586 - Favs: 1,877 - Follows: 1,067 - Updated: 12/4/2009 - Published: 8/27/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Sin and Incivility by Pastiche Pen reviews
Bella Swan deals with heartache in her own uncivilized way. Lemons galore - and the writing style intentionally switches between gritty pulp and fairytale pretty. Just don't say I didn't warn ya. All-human.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 22,049 - Reviews: 1027 - Favs: 1,821 - Follows: 678 - Updated: 11/6/2009 - Published: 12/24/2008 - Bella, Edward - Complete
My Little Black Ache by istandcorrected reviews
AU AH OOC Canon pairings. After surviving an eighteen month prior suicide attempt, Bella has a new outlook on life and begins to take hold of the power of her personal choices to shape who she is becoming. In the midst of this, Bella and Edward collide.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 39,572 - Reviews: 650 - Favs: 500 - Follows: 660 - Updated: 11/1/2009 - Published: 4/19/2009 - Bella
A Murmur of Fire in the Vein by ElleCC reviews
One stormy Seattle night, the last person Bella expects to see appears without warning at her door. How will history—hers and his—impact their unexpected and growing friendship? AH, Bella/Jasper. Winner 2010 Bellie Award for "Edward Who?" category.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 23 - Words: 104,482 - Reviews: 3482 - Favs: 3,112 - Follows: 1,017 - Updated: 10/31/2009 - Published: 5/25/2009 - Bella, Jasper - Complete
Secrets Don't Keep Friends by KTBass reviews
AH. Everyone has secrets, and Bella Swan is no different. For months she's kept quiet, but the arrival of blunt Edward Cullen forces her to come clean with terrifying consequences. Secrets push friends away, but can honesty bring them back? Complete.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 21 - Words: 87,111 - Reviews: 1423 - Favs: 1,535 - Follows: 802 - Updated: 10/29/2009 - Published: 1/20/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Wilting by GuineaPigBarbie reviews
So, this is my life, a childish game. Ruled by God, damned by fate. A game of love and lost." AU/Human
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Humor - Chapters: 13 - Words: 45,530 - Reviews: 914 - Favs: 657 - Follows: 923 - Updated: 5/18/2009 - Published: 7/20/2008
Trumped into Bed by gallantcorkscrews reviews
On Hiatus. AH OOC. E/B engage in a battle of revenge that results in the demolition of their highschool reputations. Once they tire each other out with their antics, will they JUST DO IT?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 45,434 - Reviews: 770 - Favs: 903 - Follows: 1,259 - Updated: 2/5/2009 - Published: 10/4/2008 - Edward, Bella
The way back by caracol reviews
Sequel to "A rite of passage". All human. Very OOC. A story about becoming adult, dealing with your past and your future.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 21 - Words: 77,798 - Reviews: 2058 - Favs: 2,205 - Follows: 715 - Updated: 5/10/2008 - Published: 3/13/2008 - Complete
Healing Her Wounds by Raine Delmont reviews
Bella never jumped. She never found out about Jacob. In fact, she married Mike Newton. Four years later, she finds herself in a abusive relationship with no way out. What will happen when Edward comes back to her? Can he save her? Will she let him? R&R!
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 32 - Words: 68,184 - Reviews: 4268 - Favs: 1,804 - Follows: 742 - Updated: 5/1/2008 - Published: 10/23/2007
A rite of passage by caracol reviews
AU All Human. Bella and Edward are best friends. A story of self discovery and the loss of innocence. This story is about how two people deal with sex, love, trust, friendship all while growing up. Very OOC.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 16 - Words: 35,392 - Reviews: 1186 - Favs: 3,022 - Follows: 692 - Updated: 3/13/2008 - Published: 2/20/2008 - Complete
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To Be Stabbed In The Front reviews
A friend should be a master at guessing and keeping still." - Friedrich Nietzsche. It's all a facade: a girl searching,a stranger who doesn't know what she wants and a boy who is just trying to get out. In Forks, none of this seems possible. AH.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Friendship/Drama - Chapters: 27 - Words: 88,357 - Reviews: 640 - Favs: 214 - Follows: 253 - Updated: 7/23/2011 - Published: 7/3/2009 - Bella - Complete
To Be Woefully Lost reviews
Outtakes of TBSITF. I recommend you read that before venturing into this. Told in various POVs.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,751 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 7/20/2010 - Published: 3/11/2010
Maddening Discord reviews
The world is spinning and wet, breathless with the labors of change. The air is gone--heart, sun, and sanity are missing. Why search, why bleed, if you can just stand here, drinking rain? Oneshot.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,767 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/5/2010 - Bella - Complete