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Joined 12-15-07, id: 1445845, Profile Updated: 05-04-12
Author has written 20 stories for Gossip Girl, and Big Time Rush.

All Gossip Girl WIP are shelved.

Currently writing Big Time Rush.

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To Explore, to Display by hoarfrosted reviews
James and Jett have always had a relationship of convenience. When Logan involuntarily steps between the two of them, the relationship becomes decidedly…less convenient, to put it mildly. Warnings for sexual content, language and violence.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Crime/Adventure - Chapters: 2 - Words: 19,803 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 10/10/2012 - Published: 8/11/2012 - Jett S., James
Blame It On the Shoes by loganes reviews
Logan really should have foreseen that signing a contract is literally no incentive for James to not do what he wants. AU of Big Time Sneakers.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,390 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 2 - Published: 9/1/2012 - James, Logan - Complete
Building Bridges by hoarfrosted reviews
For his sixteenth birthday, Logan is given the gifts of a whimsical tale, a new friend and something more.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,253 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/13/2012 - Logan, James - Complete
Equilibristics, the Balancing Act by hoarfrosted reviews
As James grows and develops over the years, so too do his romantic ideals, his devotions, and his perception of the world and the people around him. It's the only explanation he can gather for his continued interest in the circus.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 16,632 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 3 - Published: 5/3/2012 - James, Logan - Complete
Predation by hoarfrosted reviews
In a bit of fleeting genius, James manages to solve one type of hunger he has for Logan, only to end up with a new, starkly different type - not that he's complaining. Warnings for sexual content and language.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11,439 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 3 - Published: 3/18/2012 - James, Logan - Complete
Too Far From the Start by rensahannou reviews
- a.k.a. 'James & Logan Are NOT Dating' - Logan and James make a secret pact that alters the course of their friendship.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 11 - Words: 90,926 - Reviews: 70 - Favs: 57 - Follows: 73 - Updated: 12/14/2011 - Published: 10/21/2011 - Logan, James
This Thing Right Here by j0bberkind reviews
Logan is smart, but maybe not smart enough to see what's right in front of him. James/Logan, one-sided Logan/Kendall.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 12,898 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 75 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 12/6/2011 - Published: 12/2/2011 - Logan, James - Complete
Between the Shadow and the Soul by Nyx Underwood reviews
"I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where." On the night of The Truce, Chuck is in an accident that wipes out his memory of the last three years. What would happen if pilot-era Chuck wakes up to a Brave New World? Post 4x06, C/B, AU.
Gossip Girl - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 52,805 - Reviews: 396 - Favs: 241 - Follows: 308 - Updated: 10/24/2011 - Published: 10/29/2010 - Chuck, Blair
Over and Out by Panda Gravy reviews
Logan couldn't make his own lips confess that a dark, grisly death was literally on their heels. That he could lose James any second. How could he accept that? He'd only just gotten James, he couldn't afford to lose him now. Jagan/apocalypse fic
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Horror/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,632 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 13 - Published: 10/17/2011 - Logan, James
Your Love Is Nothing I Can't Fight by Panda Gravy reviews
Logan could never quite suss out why the guys always seemed to think he needed protecting, what it was that apparently labeled him as delicate. NC-17. Jagan.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,626 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 52 - Follows: 2 - Published: 9/17/2011 - Logan, James - Complete
And Our Time, And Our Blood by The Brat Prince reviews
She whispers, so soft that she probably thinks James can't hear it. "Maybe it's better not to love anyone at all." Those are the words James learns to live by. Companion piece to A Song You'll Regret. James/Logan, James/Kendall, minor Kendall/Jo.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 24,993 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 55 - Follows: 3 - Published: 9/7/2011 - James, Logan - Complete
Roll the Dice by TangiblyYours reviews
"I'm having an existential crisis, and you're flattered, that's just great! No wonder Kendall always wins. You clearly love him better!" James is insecure, Logan tries to appease him, and Kendall...well Kendall just wants to be left out of it. Slash.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,693 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 3 - Published: 7/30/2011 - Logan, James - Complete
Your Perfection by The Brat Prince reviews
"Is there a reason you enjoy taking pictures of me so much?" James/Logan, prompt fill for veryjaneeyre
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,421 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 101 - Follows: 4 - Published: 7/27/2011 - James, Logan - Complete
A Song You'll Regret by The Brat Prince reviews
What Logan blamed James for, what he could never forgive, was that- apparently- James had decided to go and let himself finally fall in love. With someone who wasn't Logan. James/Logan, Kendall/James. Rated for language. And sex.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 15,747 - Reviews: 51 - Favs: 80 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 7/23/2011 - Published: 3/7/2011 - Logan, James - Complete
Of Fire and Brimstone by TangiblyYours reviews
"How 'bout this? If you help me successfully get a date with Kendall, I'll buy you a new iPod," Logan smirked. Between his defective iPod, construction workers, little black threads, and Logan, James is pretty sure that he's going to go insane. Slash.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 3 - Words: 15,230 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 66 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 5/3/2011 - Published: 3/31/2011 - Logan, James - Complete
Fake Empire by bama02614 reviews
AU story surrounding Chuck/Blair and the other UESers and even a few non UESers . Chuck and Blair, and their never ending story of passion and the pain that comes with it.
Gossip Girl - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 28 - Words: 165,881 - Reviews: 2112 - Favs: 971 - Follows: 839 - Updated: 3/22/2011 - Published: 9/6/2009 - Chuck, Blair
and it was your hearts on the line by singyouhome reviews
"Chuck use to wonder when he turned soft, how he's lying here, collecting Serena's tears like they're his salvation." Chuck/Serena. With Chuck/Blair; Serena/Dan, and Dan/Blair. Illusions to others. Future Fic. One-shot.
Gossip Girl - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,675 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 3 - Published: 1/17/2011 - Chuck, Serena - Complete
Behind Closed Doors by Ercassiel-x reviews
Kendall can't sleep and finds himself walking in on something that he didn't expect.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,531 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 97 - Follows: 8 - Published: 12/22/2010 - Logan, James - Complete
Behind Closed Doors by TangiblyYours reviews
"He had seen the results of what would happen when the two of them were separated for too long, and it was even more volatile than when they were together." Kendall speculates on James and Logan's relationship with one another. Slash.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,041 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 70 - Follows: 3 - Published: 12/14/2010 - Logan, James - Complete
Perdition by Noirreigne reviews
Chuck attempts to deal with Blair's death, only to find she is still alive and in the hands of his worst enemy. To what lengths will he go to woo her and punish the man responsible? B/C. AU/Future. Started mid season 2.
Gossip Girl - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 40,799 - Reviews: 341 - Favs: 128 - Follows: 168 - Updated: 7/23/2010 - Published: 1/29/2009 - Blair, Chuck
Never Be Free by Noirreigne reviews
Except you enthrall me, never shall be free. Blair and Chuck Future Fic after 2x17.
Gossip Girl - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 14 - Words: 52,466 - Reviews: 382 - Favs: 153 - Follows: 176 - Updated: 9/25/2009 - Published: 2/7/2009 - Blair, Chuck
Just Love Me When You Can by singsongsung reviews
Oneshot. Chuck and Serena watch the evolution of Nate and Blair's perfect fairytale from sophomore year and beyond. "Wouldn't it just be so convenient if we could fall in love?" Chuck/Blair. Serena/Nate.
Gossip Girl - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 19,978 - Reviews: 143 - Favs: 254 - Follows: 20 - Published: 6/15/2009 - Complete
1812 by Brookebynature reviews
He'll carve her name in the bullet so everyone knows she was the last thing that went through his mind. Chuck/Blair oneshot. Showbased.
Gossip Girl - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,508 - Reviews: 45 - Favs: 63 - Follows: 8 - Published: 5/1/2008 - Complete
Everything Beautiful is Far Away by BrookenLucas12 reviews
He sees the way they look at him and he knows what they're thinking. Something like this would have never happened under Nate's watch. Chuck-centric. CB.
Gossip Girl - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,779 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 3/24/2008 - Published: 12/23/2007 - Complete
Nobody's Angel by Brookebynature reviews
Blair Waldorf isn't going anywhere. Heaven won't take her and Hell's afraid she'll take over. Chuck/Blair drama set after 1X13. Oneshot show based.
Gossip Girl - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,662 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 4 - Published: 3/9/2008 - Complete
Speed Dial by BlackDandelion reviews
She had him on speed dial' CxB Tv-Verse.
Gossip Girl - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,287 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 69 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/12/2008 - Complete
Karma by gleechild reviews
What if things happened differently when Nate came to ask Blair to the ball? More than one person is going to get what they deserve. But who will it be? xoxo Gossip Girl! ch3:violence ch5:Mrated
Gossip Girl - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 9 - Words: 20,629 - Reviews: 194 - Favs: 165 - Follows: 58 - Updated: 12/27/2007 - Published: 12/8/2007 - Blair, Chuck - Complete
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RUSH reviews
An assassin, a playboy, a kingpin, a pointman. They were on opposite sides of the war. No one expected to fall in love. An AU Big Time Rush mob story. Jagan/Kenlos
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Crime/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 12,408 - Reviews: 89 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 93 - Updated: 6/21/2012 - Published: 2/2/2012 - Logan, James
A Fairytale Ending reviews
Logan finds himself trapped in a fairytale torn between a prince and a knight. - Logan/James, Logan/Kendall, & others
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 5 - Words: 11,359 - Reviews: 55 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 44 - Updated: 1/31/2012 - Published: 12/1/2011 - Logan
The Clanking of Crystals reviews
There was something pathetic about the way they stared as their two friends meet at the lips. Kendall would have drowned in discontent had he not drowned in cheap champagne instead. Kendall/Carlos, established James/Logan - New Years Fic
Big Time Rush - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 902 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 14 - Published: 12/31/2011 - Kendall, Carlos - Complete
I'll Do Anything For You reviews
James asks Logan to be his pretend boyfriend. When has Logan been able to deny James anything? James/Logan, Logan/Kendall SLASH
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 10 - Words: 15,580 - Reviews: 90 - Favs: 52 - Follows: 74 - Updated: 12/16/2011 - Published: 11/1/2011 - James, Logan
Until We Bleed reviews
They loved. They fought. They bled. Walking away is not an option.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,532 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/13/2011 - James, Logan - Complete
Black Light Constellations reviews
She loves them both. But she thinks maybe they just love each other. James/Camille/Logan, James/Logan
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 11,877 - Reviews: 59 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 23 - Updated: 12/6/2011 - Published: 10/19/2011 - James, Logan - Complete
Understanding In A Car Crash reviews
Sequel to "There Is A Light That Never Goes Out". The jealousy never lasts. He always remembers that Kendall was here first. Kendall has dug himself a hole so large in Logan's heart that James cannot fill. James/Logan, Kendall/Logan, AU future!fic
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,736 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/27/2011 - James, Logan - Complete
There Is A Light That Never Goes Out reviews
Relationships should not end this way. Not with one person teetering on the edge of life or death. Kendall/Logan AU future!fic
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,858 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/26/2011 - Logan, Kendall - Complete
Wedding Bells reviews
James turns up, the night before Logan's wedding, seeking one last memory of what could have been. AU future!fic
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,460 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/19/2011 - James, Logan - Complete
Every Love That Could Have Been reviews
Kendall and James can't figure out what they want. It is too bad Jett and Dak are involved. Indecisions wreck a lifetime of heartache on everyone. - Kendall/James/Jett/Dak, brief Carlos/Logan
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,913 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 11/14/2011 - Published: 11/10/2011 - Kendall, James
Smite Us For Our Iniquities reviews
Logan hates him just as vehemently as he loves him. James is a part of everything Logan remembers about happiness. James is the closest thing Logan can compare to hell. Logan/James AU
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,406 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 3 - Published: 11/4/2011 - Logan, James - Complete
Give Me Forever reviews
Because all love stories end. And forever is out of reach when you have to learn to live with HIV.
Gossip Girl - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 651 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 7 - Published: 10/11/2010 - Chuck, Blair
Happiness is Never Grand reviews
"Actual happiness always looks pretty squalid in comparison with the overcompensations for misery." Her whole life put into words.
Gossip Girl - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 651 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/6/2010 - Blair, Chuck - Complete
A Trip to Brooklyn reviews
Blair Waldorf and Dan Humphrey hooking up leads to some expected consequences.
Gossip Girl - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/19/2010 - Blair - Complete
Your Heart On My Sleeve reviews
“You can’t give me Tiffany’s and then proceed to pull away from me and do it all over again, Chuck. It doesn’t work that way.” Blair doesn’t understand Chuck’s sudden mood swings. Season 3 One Shot.
Gossip Girl - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,103 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 52 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/29/2009 - Complete
Results of Self Destruction reviews
The choices they have made will lead them all towards an unwinding path of self destruction. This is no fairytale. There are no happy endings. Don't say I never warned you. C/B/N/S/D
Gossip Girl - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,434 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 5/26/2008 - Published: 1/17/2008
Several Times reviews
How many times is several?" Nate asked. "Urgh, we are NOT discussing this." Blair yelled. "Four." Chuck smirked. Episode 1.17 Filler moments.
Gossip Girl - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 758 - Reviews: 41 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 16 - Published: 5/13/2008 - Complete
Fractions reviews
Songfic "You keep coming back disassembled and I keep losing this fight." C/B
Gossip Girl - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,373 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 13 - Published: 4/3/2008 - Complete
Love is a Losing Game reviews
She could no longer remember when either of them decided to play, but now neither of them could stop until there would be one clear winner. She pushed, and he pulled, and they followed closely to these unspoken rules. One of which....she just broke. C&B
Gossip Girl - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 14,453 - Reviews: 150 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 76 - Updated: 3/30/2008 - Published: 12/18/2007
Happy New Year reviews
Blair Waldorf rings in the new year. But with who?
Gossip Girl - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 668 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/31/2007 - Complete