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Author has written 21 stories for Gossip Girl, Stargate: Atlantis, Necessary Roughness, and Nashville.

Figured I better put something down here, seeing as I am now writing stories and all...

Parameters first, the stuff I look for in other people's profiles when I click on them... I am from Estonia (look it up, direct the magnifying glass to Northern Europe). I'm on the road, or, to be more precise, in airports, planes and hotels a lot, so I watch ridiculously much tv (all procured from the internet, under shady circumstances). And then I get these snippets in my head, little conversations and scenes and sometimes they build.

So it's not about specific fandoms for me so much as which characters invade my imagination at specific periods. Usually pairings, might be I am a closet romantic, but I think it is more about my interest in the dynamics of human relationships.

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Knowing the Difference by steenbeans reviews
Post S3. Told from multiple perspectives, but the heart of the story is the relationship between Logan & Veronica. More character driven than plot driven, but I threw in a few mysteries for fun. Enjoy!
Veronica Mars - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 20 - Words: 228,091 - Reviews: 865 - Favs: 475 - Follows: 381 - Updated: 10/5/2013 - Published: 12/10/2010 - Veronica, Logan - Complete
Like I Do by Caitlyn Rose reviews
"I think we both know that in the past twenty-five years, for better or worse, most things that you have done have had something to do with me, and most things that I've done have had something to do with you. Let's just face facts, here." (Post 1x13 Rayna/ Deacon)
Nashville - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 6 - Words: 10,534 - Reviews: 80 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 41 - Updated: 4/30/2013 - Published: 2/15/2013 - Rayna J., Deacon C. - Complete
Deacon, This Is For You by KarenES reviews
Multi-part story that starts with 1x14 "Dear Brother." First chapter is an intro; subsequent chapters will flashback to some of Deacon's earlier birthdays.
Nashville - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 8 - Words: 22,134 - Reviews: 54 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 4/29/2013 - Published: 3/20/2013 - Rayna J., Deacon C. - Complete
Five Times Danny Castellano is a Man (and One Time He Totally Isn't) by gagewhitney reviews
"Was he a man?"
Mindy Project - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,646 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 66 - Follows: 6 - Published: 3/26/2013 - [Danny C., Mindy L.] - Complete
The Eighth Floor by KarenES reviews
Deacon's POV Ep. 1x12, I've Been Down That Road Before. ONE SHOT. This is a companion piece to "The Penthouse" in which I explore the same scene from Rayna's POV. Getting Deacon right proved to be more challenging than I anticipated, and I can only hope (along with Rayna) that I "do right" by him here. Please R&R
Nashville - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,817 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 3 - Published: 3/9/2013 - Deacon C., Rayna J. - Complete
A Thousand Moments by RighterB reviews
Modern AU in which Mary is a grad student in Chicago and Matthew is a hedge fund investor/ part-time lawyer/ multi-millionaire who is in need of a nanny to care for his 5 year old daughter. Romance and Angst ensue in this multi-chapter story. Long time reader, first time author.
Downton Abbey - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 127,069 - Reviews: 342 - Favs: 118 - Follows: 223 - Updated: 3/8/2013 - Published: 6/26/2012 - Mary C., Matthew C.
I Do, But Only For You by comeonbabyplaymesomething reviews
Veronica Mars returns to Neptune for a wedding, harboring lots of secrets. Logan Echolls never left, but he's also in the wedding and has several things he'd rather not share with the maid of honor. But really, what else could anyone expect?
Veronica Mars - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 24 - Words: 95,702 - Reviews: 736 - Favs: 282 - Follows: 476 - Updated: 12/29/2012 - Published: 7/24/2011 - Logan, Veronica
The End of the Earth and Back by Lizicia reviews
'She finds him at the end of the earth. And he doesn't have to understand any of it to know what it means, so he lets her stay, without asking anything in return.' Annie/Eyal, futurefic, AU for now.
Covert Affairs - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,780 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 4 - Published: 11/29/2012 - Annie W., Eyal L. - Complete
Walking the Tightrope by FadingIntoYou reviews
Sometimes it's that exhilarating balance between what we should do and what we want to do, and sometimes it's just that fight to stay upright. For Nico and Dani, it's about what's waiting for you at the end of that trying endeavor.
Necessary Roughness - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,038 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 12 - Published: 8/26/2012 - Nico C., Dani S. - Complete
Fear Of Flying by Lattelady reviews
A doctored drink, a night she can't remember. How does a woman come back from that and learn to fly again? This continues on after the season finale and has become AU. COMPLETE
Necessary Roughness - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 12 - Words: 61,017 - Reviews: 179 - Favs: 82 - Follows: 107 - Updated: 8/22/2012 - Published: 9/8/2011 - Nico C., Dani S. - Complete
A Nice Dinner by UrbanMuse reviews
On the eve of a long weekend, Jo asks Mac out for a nice dinner and their relationship grows. Takes place post-season 8.
CSI: New York - Rated: M - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 40,209 - Reviews: 63 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 8/6/2012 - Published: 7/11/2012 - Jo D., Mac T. - Complete
The News Article Significance by DefyGravity18 reviews
Penny knows what she wants in life. At least, she used to. Howard and Bernadette's wedding sets off a series of events which will change her life forever. Plans change and Penny will have to learn the hard way how to adapt.
Big Bang Theory - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 42 - Words: 195,634 - Reviews: 1506 - Favs: 1,267 - Follows: 547 - Updated: 3/27/2012 - Published: 12/31/2011 - Sheldon C., Penny - Complete
We Have a Situation by brokenroots reviews
She thinks he thinks everything is a situation. Trouble is, he's right. She just doesn't know it yet.
Necessary Roughness - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 41 - Words: 133,888 - Reviews: 322 - Favs: 96 - Follows: 92 - Updated: 9/30/2011 - Published: 8/16/2011 - Dani S., Nico C. - Complete
A Friend In Need by Berrica reviews
Because I don't really believe that Nico wanted to talk about TK when he showed up at Dani's house. Heavy spoilers for the season finale.
Necessary Roughness - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,461 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 10 - Published: 9/15/2011 - Dani S., Nico C. - Complete
Light in the Darkest Corners by AddisonRules reviews
Jo faces every cop's worst nightmare, and Mac and the team are there to stand by her side through it all. Heavy angst, a character death, and some ugly imagery, which is why I chose the T rating.
CSI: New York - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 8 - Words: 36,859 - Reviews: 55 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 23 - Updated: 9/5/2011 - Published: 6/13/2011 - Jo D., Mac T.
The Paladin Protocol by SpaceAnJL reviews
*Complete* Every journey has to start somewhere. This one began when Penny found an alternative to paintball, and Sheldon dusted off an old skill.
Big Bang Theory - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 36 - Words: 91,749 - Reviews: 1460 - Favs: 2,304 - Follows: 509 - Updated: 7/24/2010 - Published: 12/30/2009 - Sheldon C., Penny - Complete
The Future Is Ours: A Novel by Dawn47 reviews
The future is what we make of it, by doing little things that make a huge difference, by seizing opportunities that come our way, and by remembering to keep our friends and loved ones close. Will be posted 1 chapter a day starting June 1
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 40 - Words: 475,685 - Reviews: 193 - Favs: 95 - Follows: 33 - Updated: 7/9/2010 - Published: 6/1/2010 - K. Janeway, Chakotay - Complete
Personally, I'd Rather Lick Sand by orchidvines reviews
Lizzy is feisty and spirited. Darcy, not so much.
Pride and Prejudice - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 27 - Words: 115,784 - Reviews: 987 - Favs: 1,028 - Follows: 251 - Updated: 4/13/2009 - Published: 11/15/2008 - Complete
The Return III by jj1980 reviews
Going home is not as easy for John and Liz as it should be, so they need a little help from their friends... from both galaxies! Spoilers for The Return, mainly, but also a few hopefully subtle hints at other eps, but no real spoilers.
Stargate: Atlantis - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 15,944 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 3/24/2008 - Published: 10/15/2007 - Elizabeth W., John S. - Complete
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Here in the Dark reviews
Fixing things always starts with figuring out what the problem is. The trouble is, sometimes after you've fixed one thing, all the other stuff that is wrong just becomes more glaringly obvious. There are good reasons why their way back to each other is so long and winding.
Nashville - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 9,912 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 4/27/2013 - Published: 4/10/2013 - Rayna J., Deacon C.
A Modicum of Light and Shadow reviews
"I have come to observe that if you expect people to behave predictably, they're likely to do just that."
Necessary Roughness - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,658 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 2 - Published: 10/3/2011 - Nico C., Dani S. - Complete
Five times John knew what Elizabeth was thinking reviews
Sparky. "Somehow, he muses, life never turns out quite the way you thought it would – it has a way of luring you off the track you had set out for yourself so thoroughly that at one point you can't even remember where it was that you were headed."
Stargate: Atlantis - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,457 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Published: 12/22/2010 - Elizabeth W., John S. - Complete
For All We Know reviews
But when John uses some of that time he is forced to stay in bed to examine the new object he can feel lodged somewhere in the vicinity of his heart, he is able to identify it as hope.
Stargate: Atlantis - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,197 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 12 - Published: 1/7/2010 - Elizabeth W., John S. - Complete
Your Vigil reviews
She is asleep on your shoulder and you feel that this is quite possibly the most relieved and the most confident you have ever felt in your whole life. Sheppard/Weir
Stargate: Atlantis - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,634 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 6 - Published: 6/7/2009 - John S., Elizabeth W. - Complete
This Is the Last Goodbye reviews
They're leaving. Sparky, John/Rodney friendship
Stargate: Atlantis - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,539 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Published: 2/28/2009 - John S., Rodney M. - Complete
The Shape of My Heart reviews
Written for th WAHP ficathlon over at lj, to the prompt of 'Teyla/Carson - in the silences'. "He has come to appreciate the silence that is safe and secure."
Stargate: Atlantis - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,577 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 6 - Published: 1/14/2009 - Carson B., Teyla E. - Complete
For the Living reviews
A story written for the Sparky Santa challenge at lj. A rewrite of episode 4.15, Outcast, with Elizabeth still there.
Stargate: Atlantis - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,498 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/28/2008 - Elizabeth W., John S. - Complete
Expanded Drinking Games reviews
An off-world solstice celebration and lots of booze that has a way of both heightening and dumbing down people's analytical and observation skills. Built on wanderingsmith's "Drinking games". Sparky.
Stargate: Atlantis - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,160 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/6/2008 - Elizabeth W., John S. - Complete
Three Views to a Secret reviews
Three conversations Elizabeth has on topics long overdue. Essentially an Elizabeth fic, but with tendencies towards Sparky.
Stargate: Atlantis - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 10,074 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 10/6/2008 - Published: 3/24/2008 - Elizabeth W. - Complete
Waiting reviews
Sparky. A long private conversation that takes us through the details of what makes some people more special than others.
Stargate: Atlantis - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,410 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 10 - Published: 8/4/2008 - Elizabeth W., John S. - Complete
Awake Before Rising reviews
A Sparky story that uses Rising as a springboard and then takes off for the open skies on a somewhat wacky idea...
Stargate: Atlantis - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 8 - Words: 21,124 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 7/28/2008 - Published: 4/27/2008 - Elizabeth W., John S.
That which won't let us go reviews
A gift!fic exploring the requested topic of "Tao with John doing the touching". Sheppard/Weir
Stargate: Atlantis - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,383 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/7/2008 - John S., Elizabeth W. - Complete
Rabbits reviews
Sheppard/Weir "It’s not fair to make anyone else suffer from you people resolving your sexual tension all over the fifth dimension."
Stargate: Atlantis - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,102 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 2 - Published: 4/30/2008 - Elizabeth W., John S. - Complete
Slippage reviews
Why Rodney needs to be thanked for exercising his well-earned right to scream like a girl. Sparky
Stargate: Atlantis - Rated: K - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,823 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/17/2008 - Elizabeth W., John S. - Complete
Do You Remember? 10 letters reviews
Sheppard/Weir Letters 9 and 10 - "Still, there are some things that I want to say now, and in the future, things that should be said often and that will not lose any value in repetition."
Stargate: Atlantis - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 10 - Words: 8,755 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 3/11/2008 - Published: 2/9/2008 - John S., Elizabeth W. - Complete
Indeed, James reviews
Sheppard/Weir "Yes, I understand that world peace… Drew, please!... sorry… that world peace hangs on my wife getting her whole eight hours of beauty sleep, but I have just a few questions I have to ask her…"
Stargate: Atlantis - Rated: K - English - Humor/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 604 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 9 - Published: 3/3/2008 - Elizabeth W., John S. - Complete
The Human Factor reviews
The burden of being human. And a joy of it. Sheppard/Weir
Stargate: Atlantis - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,178 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 9 - Published: 1/30/2008 - Elizabeth W., John S. - Complete
Blue Dots reviews
Sheppard/Weir. "Oh, good to know," he quickly dismissed the mundane list she was reciting. "And you? Any... new developments in your personal life?" For some reason the question seemed somewhat loaded.
Stargate: Atlantis - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 908 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/23/2008 - Elizabeth W., John S. - Complete
Getting There reviews
It felt like this was the moment he had been always been traveling to, that it was all just a long straight line to her. That this was where the two lines met and now, whatever happened, there would be just one.
Stargate: Atlantis - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,362 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 4 - Published: 1/22/2008 - Elizabeth W., John S. - Complete
That's Not What I Meant reviews
It’s all suffocating, and even though she sometimes feels so alike her mother that it’s almost scary, sometimes she can’t understand her at all. SerenaLily with a touch of Rufus
Gossip Girl - Rated: K - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,588 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/7/2008 - Complete