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Joined 01-06-08, id: 1467197, Profile Updated: 01-15-13
Author has written 22 stories for X-Men, Hunger Games, Sons of Anarchy, and Captain America.

Hi, So I am a big Fan of Gambit aka Remy LeBeau. All my Fanfics are centered around him and his relationship with the X Men and others. My fiction is definitely influenced by others I have read and so you may pick up on some similarities such as his Empathy power. Also I like the idea that Gambit is not strait or gay but just sexual in nature. I majored in Psychology and so believe in the sexual spectrum that we all fall into some where. I think Remy is a ladies man and loves chasing tail, playing the charmer, and swooning damsels. I also think that once in a while he might experiment a bit more sexually then other X Men. I mean he is the Character who lives his life in the gray area when it comes to wrong and right, deviant and traditional.

As far as Rouge is concerned...; I am a fan of them together but think she is unfair and too hot and cold so I write her a bit criticaly. They have that amazing Romeo and Juliet thing going on ( a bit of a pattern for our boy) and while that is part of the appel it does get old and I wish they would just Fuck already and stop being so dramatic. Again my stories are full of Drama so I am not one to talk.

Also, clearly I SUCK at spelling. I am dyslexic and try my best. I am also to lazy to get a Beta, maybe one day now that I am out of school and not writing papers constantly.

To all those who love Gambit and hate the direction Marvel is going,...These stories may be for you!

All My love to you!


So I recently moved to New Orleans in Jan. 2010 just in time for the Saints to win the Supper Bowl (which was pretty much the best celebration I have ever bared witness too!) Some things to note, I write a lot about ally ways in New Orleans and,... well there really arn't any, it's a pretty wide, open city,... but I am not gonna go through and alter my stories. Also, a popular theme for many Remy the child stories are about perverts on Bourbon street looking for child prostitutes. maybe back in the day that was the case but definitely not now. While every city has street kids, in New Orleans they are not running around the French Quarter... Um, I think thats it for now. I love New Orleans, the music, art, food... the culture is just amazing and I strongly recommend that y'all come visit.

Oh, and I just added an epitaph to Revealing Madness and i think it is the best thing I have written...yet...maybe.

Again much love!

Update: Happy 2013! Guess the world didn't end after all!... Shit now I gotta pay my student loans back!... So I am currently posting Remy's Guardian Angel, my longest story yet. I started writing this back in 2010 but was in grad school so it took forever plus I am a party girl living in NOLA and so go out often. I feel like I had to grow up a little while writing this story to really do it justice. I would really love it if anyone reading this would take the time to read and review this story cuz it might be one of my best. BUT FIRST READ A CHILD"S TALE because it is the back ground story for this much longer piece. Anywho Love to y'all!

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And I Am Always with You by Lauralot reviews
He tries to reach out to Steve, but he can't feel his arm. It's too cold. Everything is cold save for his blood and Steve's smile. Long after he forgets his own name, Bucky remembers "Steve."
Captain America - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 55 - Words: 103,343 - Reviews: 711 - Favs: 408 - Follows: 263 - Updated: 8/16/2014 - Published: 4/23/2014 - Steve R./Capt. America, Bucky B./Winter Soldier - Complete
Christmas for Cowboys by Smile Bragi reviews
The return of an old enemy proves deadly for the Sons.
Sons of Anarchy - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,109 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 12/9/2011 - Published: 12/2/2011 - Chibs, Juice
A Different Choice by Ligeila reviews
Belladonna chooses to go with her husband. One-shot.
X-Men - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,168 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 7 - Published: 5/23/2010 - Remy L./Gambit - Complete
Double or Nothing by peppymint reviews
Being left to freeze to death by the woman you love is never the best way to start your day. But hey, there is really nowhere to go but up.
X-Men - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Drama - Chapters: 6 - Words: 6,591 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 3/24/2010 - Published: 2/2/2010 - Remy L./Gambit - Complete
The Psychology of Poison by ScarletDeva reviews
He does it and she knows it but they never talk about it.
X-Men - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 810 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 3 - Published: 2/11/2010 - Remy L./Gambit, Anna Marie/Rogue
The Devil's Own by Spikey44 reviews
An AU tale of bad boys and bad girls, rebellion and secrets. A tale of Marauders and Xmen, damnation and redemption and the thin line betwixt and between. Post Onslaught, a story of Gambit, Polaris, Creed, Sinister and the Xmen. This time it's war.
X-Men - Rated: T - English - Drama/Adventure - Chapters: 44 - Words: 289,087 - Reviews: 356 - Favs: 119 - Follows: 56 - Updated: 10/13/2009 - Published: 3/10/2009 - Remy L./Gambit - Complete
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What It Means To Be Human reviews
It has taken months for SHEILD to final apprehend the dangerous and unhinged Winter Soldier. Sick, confused and completely broken, The Asset turns to the only man who maybe able to help him heal, his former Handler Captain America. Steve will do whatever it takes to help his best friend recover and is lucky to have his team, The Avengers by his side. Set after CAWS
Captain America - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 10 - Words: 38,176 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 23h - Published: 3/9
Brain Damage reviews
Sargent James Buchannan Barnes has taken control of his life. He stands strong fighting alongside his fellow Avengers. After more than a year of recovery and time to reclaim himself he is once more in the field using his lethal abilities. On a mission things go wrong and Steve is once again forced to watch as his friend suffers through a healing process more arduous then before.
Captain America - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 10 - Words: 26,378 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 5/17/2016 - Published: 5/8/2016 - Complete
Art Therapy reviews
The Winter Soldier was trained to be a master at the art of combat and war. He has painted many landscapes with death and pain and blood. So much blood. How can he ever be cleansed when he still feels the blood on his hands, coving his body and tormenting his soul?... Steve will help him. Steve will make him clean again and worthy of his name, James Buchannan Barnes.
Captain America - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,054 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 2 - Published: 10/25/2015 - Steve R./Capt. America, Bucky B./Winter Soldier, Natasha Romanoff/Black Widow, Sam Wilson/Falcon - Complete
Kill The Pain reviews
He is broken. His body is injured and his mind is tormented. He requires maintenance. He fears Hydra… What is a shattered Asset to do when he is overwhelmed by a past he doesn't remember and a present too unbearable to live through?
Captain America - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,837 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 2 - Published: 9/13/2015 - Bucky B./Winter Soldier - Complete
Sacrifice reviews
A one shot scene. They found him, brought him in out of the rain, but within the shattered mind of the Winter Soldier, the Storm rages on. FEELS for our boys. Hugs and a few tears.
Captain America - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,487 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 4 - Published: 9/3/2015 - Bucky B./Winter Soldier - Complete
Praying For Death reviews
So much pain. Mind numbing, soul shattering agony that ripped through his body as he choked on his screams. His blood was boiling and his body arched against the restraints of the metal table as some where in the corner Zola watched, jotting down notes on his little clip board. ( HURT/COMFORT, First Avenger, Steve rescued Bucky from Hydra, but he wasn't saved,… Not really.)
Captain America - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,205 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 18 - Published: 6/29/2015 - Steve R./Capt. America, Bucky B./Winter Soldier, Dum Dum Dugan, J. Morita - Complete
Happy Birthday Bucky Barnes reviews
The Winter Soldier was an asset to Hydra, but now he is nothing, useless and broken. Yet Steve and the Avengers deem him worthy enough to celebrate his date of birth. A year later, Bucky finally has his life back and most of his mind, just in time to truly celebrate the gift of knowing who he is and a future surrounded by the friends who gave him that precious second chance.
Captain America - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 2 - Words: 14,899 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 6/17/2015 - Published: 6/9/2015 - Steve R./Capt. America, Bucky B./Winter Soldier, Natasha Romanoff/Black Widow, Sam Wilson/Falcon - Complete
To Be The Man That I Am…Bucky's Recovery reviews
This is the Sequel to, "No More Pain." Please read that first! Bucky has finally regained control over his Body but the mind can be a treacherous enemy when it has been manipulated and tormented for so long. Steve and the Avengers will be there to help him heal, face the impending Trial for the Crimes of the Winter Soldier and help him regain his sense of self. Nonslash-lotaBrolove
Captain America - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 32 - Words: 120,067 - Reviews: 113 - Favs: 67 - Follows: 43 - Updated: 5/4/2015 - Published: 3/8/2015 - Steve R./Capt. America, Bucky B./Winter Soldier, Natasha Romanoff/Black Widow, Sam Wilson/Falcon - Complete
No More Pain reviews
He knows Pain. He Knows Fighting and Killing and Obeying Orders. But then there is Steve. The Winter Soldier struggles to understand humanity, desperate to be more then Hydra's weapon. Yet at the same time the Man known as James Buchanan Barns is fighting to live again and reclaim himself! The story is finished and in editing. Will be updated regularly. Promise! Violence/ NonCon.
Captain America - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 30 - Words: 119,436 - Reviews: 94 - Favs: 105 - Follows: 60 - Updated: 3/5/2015 - Published: 8/15/2014 - Steve R./Capt. America, Bucky B./Winter Soldier, Natasha Romanoff/Black Widow, Sam Wilson/Falcon - Complete
Bitter Sweet Revenge reviews
A man from New York makes a pit stop in Charming to get his bike tuned up. There something about him that don't seem quite right. The Son's find out what it is once they realize his past connection to Juice who greets the painfully familiar face with a bloody reunion. Juice is faced with revisiting a piece of his heart that he had buried long ago. Warning -Talk of Child abuse
Sons of Anarchy - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 13,021 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 4 - Published: 6/9/2013 - Juice
Remy's Guardian Angel reviews
Epilogue for A Child's Tale (Please read A Child's Tale first.) Remy heads back to New Orleans to deal with personal matters and receives grief from the X-Men. Problems multiply when a past transgression leads to the involvement of the Avengers and potential detainment by S.H.I.E.L.D. Now the smooth talking Cajun must cover his ass and still tell the truth, or something like it.
X-Men - Rated: M - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 13 - Words: 50,417 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 1/17/2013 - Published: 1/5/2013 - Remy L./Gambit - Complete
The Whore of District Four reviews
The first time Haymitch meets Finnick is on the young victors victory tour. He warns him about how the Capitol may use him in perverse ways, but when reality sets in he finds himself offering comfort to the young man who's beauty is his own curse. Implications of Sexual abuse of a minor/ Mature Themes / Not SLASH
Hunger Games - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,046 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 4 - Published: 11/13/2012 - Finnick O., Haymitch A.
Revealing Madness reviews
Accidents do happen, even to Gambit. Now the X-Men find them selves gaining greater insight on the mystery that is Remy LeBeau. Set during his first year on the team and complete with dyslexic spelling. Enjoy!... New Chapter 8 epitaph that I really love.
X-Men - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 8 - Words: 41,703 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 59 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 7/28/2010 - Published: 12/3/2009 - Remy L./Gambit - Complete
A Night Out reviews
Gambit is a sexy MoFo that any woman would want......except Rouge. But can his charming personality and stelth dance moves convince her other wise?........A bunch of x-men hanging out in Harry's will find out.
X-Men - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,662 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 2 - Published: 5/20/2009 - Remy L./Gambit, Anna Marie/Rogue - Complete
Don't nothing bring u down like ur home town! reviews
Theives, X-men, Theives, X-Men,.....They love me?, They love me not. When Remy is forced to make a choice, who will win out? Warning: Angsty, talk of abuse and a bit of langue and as always bad spelling on my part!
X-Men - Rated: K - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12,716 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 4 - Published: 12/29/2008 - Remy L./Gambit - Complete
A Child's Tale reviews
One Day in the life of a child pick pocket. Why Remy has always loved and respected all women, even the Whores. Warning: language, crude but I think realistic!
X-Men - Rated: K - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,573 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 9 - Published: 8/12/2008 - Remy L./Gambit - Complete
A Need for love reviews
A childhood as tramatic as Remy's is bound to leave scars, it's only a matter of time untill even the many maskes of the cajun charmer can't concel his shameful past. WARNING:Slashish/Rape/Explicit content/ending cheesy/lifetime movie I CANT SPELL!
X-Men - Rated: K - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 13,959 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 5 - Published: 8/4/2008 - Remy L./Gambit - Complete
The Sex Talk reviews
The X-Men find themselves in an akward situation when the issue of sex is brought up in regards to Jubelee. All eyes are on Gambit and his response to her questions. Will he side step like usual or offer up a glimpse into his personal life?
X-Men - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,581 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 11 - Published: 6/6/2008 - Remy L./Gambit, Jubilee - Complete
It Should have been Me reviews
Remy was young and inexperienced. He managed to save himself but............Etienne was not so lucky.................Fallow up to Gambit #6 I think, the one with The Pig.
X-Men - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,057 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/10/2008 - Remy L./Gambit - Complete
Mission X reviews
The day has come. The government has begun it’s attack on the mutant community. Only one man stands in their way, Gambit. His sacrifice to ensure the safety of his team will cost him dearly. Will he ever be the same man again?
X-Men - Rated: K - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 10 - Words: 38,154 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 53 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 4/1/2008 - Published: 3/5/2008 - Remy L./Gambit - Complete
Tortured dreams and Forgotten truths reviews
Sequal to Black Eyes: Remy survived but something has happened to his sheilds and he finds himself neck deep in unwanted memories with only his friends there to help him....or perhaps reject him.
X-Men - Rated: K - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 23,547 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 7 - Published: 1/28/2008 - Remy L./Gambit - Complete
Cold Black Eyes reviews
Remy LeBeau is the party animal of the X-men, but on the way home from a typical night out something goes horribly wrong and he will need the help of his team mates inorder to survive.
X-Men - Rated: K - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,104 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 4 - Published: 1/28/2008 - Remy L./Gambit - Complete