callie rawston
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Joined 01-13-08, id: 1473446, Profile Updated: 05-11-13
Author has written 18 stories for Casualty, Holby City, and Bedlam.

Hello!

I am a longstanding lurker on this website, having been a fan of reading other people's fanfic for the longest time. However my main passion has always been for writing and whilst I have always written my own pieces, it took me a while to pluck up the courage to post any of my own work online.

My current favourite characters to write for are Sam and Dylan from Casualty, alongside several other characters played by the brilliant Charlotte Salt, and therefore most of my pieces will relate to Casualty and Bedlam at present. For some reason the Sam/Dylan pairing and Kate/Jed pairings have captured my attention like no other characters on TV at present to the point where they are inspiring me to write reams of fanfic at the oddest hours of the day and night.

My work is a mixture of one-shots inspired by specific episodes or scenes from my favourite shows when I get completely caught up in the head of a particular character and cannot shake them off until I spill my thoughts onto the page and multi-chapter pieces - which include War Is Never Easy, Snowdrops, To Look Out For You and For Better, For Worse, each of which I have written for very specific reasons.

I love to write and I love to get reviewed, it means a lot to hear other people's thoughts on my pieces and I often get inspiration from other people's comments on chapters I have written. I enjoy talking about the shows I love and discussing fanfic ideas, so am always up for discussions via PM or on twitter.

Thank you for reading. That in itself means a lot to me.


Check out my blog Beyond the Cloudy Sky and follow me on twitter @beyondcloudysky

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All the Broken Pieces by Evie1989 reviews
UPDATED: Chapter 27 up now! After the good news of the morning, everything is looking a little bit clearer for Sam, but her journey is far from over. {With Tom away on a friends stag do, Sam is looking forward to a weekend in front of the TV but when she decides to take an early morning run she encounters a stranger who will change her life for the worse}
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 27 - Words: 61,752 - Reviews: 250 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 55 - Updated: 8/10/2014 - Published: 8/3/2013 - [Sam N., Tom K.] Zoe H., Fletch A.
Pink by Antonia-x reviews
A collection of Sam/Tom very short scenes; in no particular order.
Casualty - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 10 - Words: 10,737 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 6/6/2013 - Published: 12/6/2012 - Tom K., Sam N.
Ties that Bind by ficmouse reviews
Sam's world is collapsing and it seems as if there's nothing left then Dylan asks her for help. Multi parter
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 15 - Words: 94,037 - Reviews: 120 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 32 - Updated: 5/30/2013 - Published: 2/15/2012 - Sam N., Dylan K.
Behind Closed Doors by Antonia-x reviews
- Sam;Tom. An insecure Sam tries to deal with the obstacles her new relationship with Tom throws; but perhaps nothing is as perfect as it seems.
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,530 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 8 - Published: 5/5/2013 - Sam N., Tom K.
Twenty Four Seven by RacingRosso reviews
Nick/Yvonne: It's been three years since she was injured during the riots, three years since he'd lost her and he hasn't stopped missing her every single day. When he thought that things couldn't get any worse, a familiar face returns, throwing everything that he thought had been the truth about that night up into the air. Sometimes the truth just really is too painful to bear.
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 9 - Words: 41,558 - Reviews: 62 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 2/14/2013 - Published: 7/23/2012 - Nick J., Yvonne R.
The Damage We Do by Kasca Black reviews
When it comes to Sam and Dylan we only see the war, but how did the peace go? And how does Sam's decision to go back to the Army affect her husband? Sam/Dylan WIP
Casualty - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 22 - Words: 154,212 - Reviews: 95 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 12/26/2012 - Published: 5/25/2012 - Dylan K., Sam N.
Numb by Antonia-x reviews
Loosely based on S27E14 spoilers. Dylan and Sam cause a scene at the Christmas party, told from Zoe's perspective.
Casualty - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,175 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 4 - Published: 11/30/2012 - Dylan K., Sam N. - Complete
Just a Shadow of Herself by Antonia-x reviews
AU; set during any point of series 1. A night out which ends in disaster prompts Kate to alter her lifestyle choices.
Bedlam - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,340 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 4 - Published: 10/19/2012 - Kate B.
Irreplaceable by Antonia-x reviews
Dylan/Sam one-shot; Dylan's point of view. When a patient triggers painful memories from their past can Sam and Dylan learn to be there for each other.
Casualty - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,440 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/23/2012 - Dylan K., Sam N. - Complete
Enjoy the Silence by Antonia-x reviews
AU; post S26E16. Sam/Dylan/Zoe - with others. Multiple chapter.
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 28 - Words: 100,704 - Reviews: 143 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 9/17/2012 - Published: 1/6/2012 - Dylan K., Sam N.
She's My Kind Of Girl by RacingRosso reviews
Nick/Yvonne: A collection of drabbles, not necessarily related that explore the relationship between Nick and Yvonne.
Casualty - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 5,005 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 9/8/2012 - Published: 5/7/2012 - Nick J., Yvonne R.
Missing Him by Antonia-x reviews
Kate Bettany; series 2 epiode 1.
Bedlam - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,591 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 3 - Published: 6/21/2012 - Kate B. - Complete
To Be Loved by Antonia-x reviews
Set during various scenes of series one. Told from the perspective of Kate, Jed, Molly & Ryan. Kate/Jed.
Bedlam - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 9,266 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 6/19/2012 - Published: 5/22/2012 - Kate B., Jed H. - Complete
Lonely by Antonia-x reviews
KateBettany; AU, slight Kate/Jed one-shot.
Bedlam - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,605 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 4 - Published: 5/15/2012 - Kate B., Jed H. - Complete
Sixty Seconds by RacingRosso reviews
Nick/Yvonne: Sixty seconds. That's all it took for things to start going downhill. One minute she was standing there, trying to talk him out of pulling the trigger and the next she was on the floor. Set during Ricochet: What goes around comes around.
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,665 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 4/23/2012 - Published: 3/22/2012 - Nick J., Yvonne R.
Dependence by Antonia-x reviews
Slight Sam/Dylan; As Sam is forced to accept help from those around her when she falls ill. She finds facing up to her diagnosis unmanageable without support and she and Dylan have to reveal a secret better kept than their marriage.
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 11 - Words: 23,826 - Reviews: 75 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 3/20/2012 - Published: 2/28/2012 - Dylan K., Sam N. - Complete
Walking Away by ficmouse reviews
AU S26 - Dylan/ Sam multi part - first Casualty fanfiction for some years. What would happen if one of them decided to let the other go and would the other let them walk away.
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 35,571 - Reviews: 43 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 3/1/2012 - Published: 1/20/2012 - Sam N., Dylan K. - Complete
Something Good by Antonia-x reviews
Set post 'When Somebody Loved Me'. When Kate returns to the hospital to deliver her news, Sam is forced to confront the past and her relationship problems head on.
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,473 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 2/12/2012 - Published: 2/11/2012 - Dylan K., Sam N.
When Somebody Loved Me by Antonia-x reviews
Slight Sam/Dylan. An argument and an old friend are just part of the problem as Sam tries establish just what she means to her husband.
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,523 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 2/6/2012 - Published: 2/4/2012 - Complete
I'm Not In Love by Charmed Lassie reviews
Nikki never contemplated this in her nightmares and particularly not in her dreams. Slash.
Bill - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 20 - Words: 113,832 - Reviews: 97 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 2/14/2008 - Published: 12/20/2007 - Complete
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Forever reviews
Set at the end of series 2, episode 1. My take on Kate's departure from Bedlam Heights and her reflections on Jed.
Bedlam - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,388 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/16/2013 - Kate B., Jed H. - Complete
Girls Like You reviews
Set towards the end of series one, my take on Jed and Kate.
Bedlam - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,845 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 3 - Published: 5/10/2013 - Kate B., Jed H. - Complete
History repeating reviews
One Shot, based on speculation not spoilers. Set a few months on from episode on 4th May 2013. My take on Sam and Tom,
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,490 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 3 - Published: 5/6/2013 - Sam N., Tom K. - Complete
What hurts the most reviews
My take on the Sam / Tom situation as per episode of 04/05/13 and slightly the upcoming episode on 11/05/13. A one shot.
Casualty - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,037 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 2 - Published: 5/5/2013 - Sam N., Tom K. - Complete
Drowning reviews
One Shot from Eddi's PoV, based on Eddi/Max. Eddi's reflections on her situation, based lightly on the spoilers for the next few episodes. Set October 2012.
Holby City - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,856 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/22/2012 - Eddi M. - Complete
To look out for you reviews
Sam is feeling isolated and things are going from bad to worse. A Sam centric fic, from the perspective of Sam, Dylan, Nick and Zoe. Sometimes people can be there for you, even if you can't see it. Multi-parter.
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 23 - Words: 139,073 - Reviews: 154 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 23 - Updated: 9/19/2012 - Published: 2/7/2012 - Sam N., Dylan K.
For better, for worse reviews
Dylan Keogh is based at Holby City E.D. but what if his wife had not been seconded to the team? When Sam Nicholls is called to support him, the two of them have to face up to the breakdown of their marriage. AU.
Casualty - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 19 - Words: 67,062 - Reviews: 115 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 5/23/2012 - Published: 2/29/2012 - Sam N., Dylan K.
Notice Me reviews
Kate and Jed one-shot, told from perspective of Molly and Ryan
Bedlam - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,344 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/9/2012 - Kate B., Jed H. - Complete
Damaged reviews
Now a three - parter, reflections of Jed, Kate and Warren on the reasons behind Kate's behaviour
Bedlam - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 9,547 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 5/3/2012 - Published: 4/29/2012 - Kate B., Jed H. - Complete
Disapproving Dervla reviews
Zoe/Dylan/Sam One-shot. Zoe's reflections on her relationship with Dylan, his wife and the dog!
Casualty - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,242 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 4 - Published: 2/22/2012 - Zoe H., Dylan K. - Complete
On this day reviews
Sam/Dylan one shot, written purely for todays date. This is my attempt at "fluffy"! :
Casualty - Rated: K - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,745 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 3 - Published: 2/14/2012 - Sam N., Dylan K. - Complete
Home reviews
Random Sam & Dylan one-shot. Just something I needed to get down on paper. Sam's reflections on what it means to be home.
Casualty - Rated: K - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,376 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/5/2012 - Sam N., Dylan K. - Complete
Snowdrops reviews
Sam/Dylan multi-parter. When Dylan leaves Holby for a weekend conference in London with Zoe, Sam is left with time to assess what is left of her broken marriage.
Casualty - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 8 - Words: 21,934 - Reviews: 50 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 1/29/2012 - Published: 1/22/2012 - Sam N., Dylan K. - Complete
War is never easy reviews
Sam/Dylan pairing, plus Zoe. Multi-parter set over the course of one shift at Holby ED. When Sam starts acting strangely both Dylan and Zoe try to get to the bottom of her odd behaviour.
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 10,523 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 1/21/2012 - Published: 1/15/2012 - Sam N., Dylan K. - Complete
Grumpy reviews
Sam and Dylan one shot, set post "Death and Doughnuts"
Casualty - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,316 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/14/2012 - Sam N., Dylan K. - Complete
Miserable reviews
Sam and Dylan, One Shot. My perspective on their thoughts and feelings through Duty of Care episode, and how they are dealing with the breakdown of their marriage.
Casualty - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,376 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/7/2012 - Sam N., Dylan K. - Complete
Hell is reviews
Set after the season 9 episode "Friends Reunited", following Jac being attacked. A one-shot reflection from her perspective at that time.
Holby City - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 686 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/5/2012 - Jac N. - Complete
Orbiting reviews
Sam and Dylan one shot. Sam's thoughts and feelings post Next of Kin when she reflects on her relationship with Dylan.
Casualty - Rated: K - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 752 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/5/2012 - Sam N., Dylan K. - Complete