This account has been retired. Those who wish to have permission to use the characters or concepts born within the fics I've written are more than welcome to PM me for permission or transcripts as to the ideas I had.

This account was left behind because, to be poetic, it was time for me to travel a new road of my own.

To be honest, it is because I am weak and a coward. There is a lot history. A lot of pain connected to this account, and a part of it comes from forgetting one of the earliest things I promised myself. I care about people and can't help but reach out to want to help, but I'm still just a person. One person. One imperfect person. One imperfect mess of a person. I am as wonderful as I am terrible. Like a honey and cyanide spa treatment. I kill you with diabetes and a slightly bitter aftertaste. No, I'm not dead. No, I'm not going to kill myself. It was just time to put this mantle aside and admit I was never the person I tried to be on here. And the longer I live in denial of that, the worse things get away from this site.

To all of you who I have called friend over the years, know that I meant it every time. That if I could create a version of myself to follow you everywhere and carry you every day, I would in a heartbeat. I tried to be for all of you what I never had as I grew up. But at the end of the day, I am just words on a website. Just a person on the other side of a keyboard with my own pains, my own mistakes, and my own struggles. But always know that my heart will never forget you and that I will always be on the other side of this pane of glass wishing you nothing but peace and happiness. There is too much anger, hate, and pain in this world to wish anything else for people. And please pass any love or kindness I have shown you onto the other people in your life. Not because it will change the world but because they need you the same way you needed me. And thank all of you for being there in my darkest moments. Thank those of you who enjoyed my work. I will still be writing and who knows if we will meeting again because of that. Just remember that you are important. There aren't enough hours in the day for me to explain all the ways that you matter simply by existing. Kaleidoscopes are just mirrors and broken glass in a turning tube and yet no two arrangements are ever going to be quite the same and they are always quite a show.

I have handed the responsibility for finishing my unfinished pieces to a newer writer to the site and I want you to show them the same appreciation and love as you would me. They have my blessing and full rights to do whatever the please with the stories. I will link the author I have chosen as my successor here: https://www.fanfiction.net/u/12780650/