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I REALLY hate this stupid computer. It keeps messing stuffs up!

Ummm...Yeah. That hott guy in my icon? That's the Tulsa Heart-Throb, Mr. David Cook! Enjoy!

Name: Amber

Age: Does it really matter?

I look like: A girl.

I have: Four pets. Five if you count the dead mouse.

My favorite movie: I can't decide if it's Alvin and the Chipmunks, Finding Nemo, or The Invisible.

My favorite Qoutes: "Underwear!" "He touched the butt!" "Trip." "Look! It's Burp-O!" "The ingenious convertor frowns in a chicken!" There's lots more. I just can't remember them now.

My favorite TV show: American Idol, duh!

My favorite series: Warriors

My favorite cartoon: Spongebob!

My favorite country: Ukraine! It's so fun to say! Ukraine, Ukraine, Ukraine!! :)

My favorite weather: Rainy.

If you LOVE Ashfur with all your heart and NOT afraid to yell it out loud, copy this into your profile, and add your name to this list: Troublestripe, Sakeraa, Mintytooth, The Worst Nightmare

If you wish you were a Clan cat, copy this to your profile, and add your name to the list: Troublestripe, Loyalflame, Hawkfire, Wildheart, Sakeraa, Sparrowflight,Mintytooth, The Worst Nightmare

Copy and paste this into your profile if you believe with all your heart that Ashfur rocks and what people say is just a bunch of rubbish!!

This is Bunny. Copy and paste this bunny into your profile to help him gain world domination.

If you've ever tripped over your own feet, copy and paste this into your profile.

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If you ever forgot your name, copy and paste this into your profile.

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If you think that those stupid kids should just give that poor Trix rabbit some Trix, copy and paste this into your profile.

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If you hate those obnoxious snobby people, PLEASE copy this into your profile.

If you would (but you're not allowed too), live in a bookstore so that you would be the first person to get all the new Warriors books, copy and paste this into your profile and add your name to the list. Leafpool's Loyalty, dannyphantomfangirl13, Grace of Masbolle, Littlewhisker, Mintytooth, The Worst Nightmare

If you don't watch Laguna Beach, The O.C. or The Hills, never have, never will, and are proud of it, copy and paste this into your profile.(I admit I saw about 3 of The Hills but I was forced to and hated it!)

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OATH TO THE REVIEW REVOLOUTION

I, The Worst Nightmaredo solemnly swear to review all the fics I enjoy, regardless of the number of reviews, its age, or anything else.

I have joined the review revoloution, post this in your profile and join the revolution!

~98 percent of teenagers do or has tried smoking pot. If you're one of the 2 percent who hasn't, copy & paste this in your profile. ~

Too many kids and teenagers have smoked or tried marijuana. If you haven't, copy and paste this onto your profile.

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This is Duckie. Copy Duckie into your profile to help him on his way to stealing world domination from Bunny. After Duckie has taken over the world, Piggie will take it over from him. Then Froggie will take it over from him.

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If you have ever fallen up a flight of stairs, copy this, put it in your profile, and add your name to the list. AnimeKittyCafe, (actually I have) Hyperactivley Bored, Gem W, Bara-Minamino, Tsuyu Mikazuki (I do all the time!), WeaselChick, Celyna ( i fall up the steps to school every time i go up them... sadly...), SSAHC, Sanoon, Phantom-Flames, Leopardheart (just once, but still...), Littlwhisker (I do it all the time so get over it!), Grace of Masbolle (It is so much fun!) Mintytooth (stupid feet), The Worst Nightmare

If you believe in Jesus Christ put this in your profile and don't just ignore this, because in the Bible it says, ‘If you deny me, I will deny you in front of my Father in the gates of Heaven.’

I like cheese. I have seen purple cows. If two gooses are geese, then why aren't two moose meese, or if two foots are feet, why aren't two footballs feetball? Milk tastes good. People call me crazy, but I'm just random! If you're random and proud of it, copy and paste this in your profile!

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92 percent of American teens would die if Abercrombie and Fitch told them it was uncool to breathe. Copy this into your profile if you would be in the 8 percent that would be laughing their butts off.

Pure to be with the love of my life, or stay and lose the only chance I will probably ever have at love. Status: Started!

1) What's your name? Anna, Annie, Annie Bananie, Anna Banana, or Ugly Butt, as Train Tracks calls me.

2) What do you think you will be at 20? Porbably in college.

3) What is the air speed velocity of a swallow? Why do I care?

4) Why is 5000 a really high number? It's not. Infinity is as high as numbers can go, or, at least, I think it its.

5) How old are you? I'm twenty-six billion moons old. ;

6) What are you doing at this very moment? Listening to Soulja Boy. Ze Travis Barker Remix. :

7) Do you live on a farm? Gah, I wish I did!

8)Do you have a ferret? They are sooooooo cute, don't you think?? Nope, but they ARE adorable!

9) Green or blue? BLUEBLUEBLUEBLUE!!

10) Gold or Red? Red.

11) What books don't you like? The long kind. Of course, my only exception is the Twilight Series.

12) What's the last book you read? Eclipse.

13) What's on your TV RIGHT NOW?IDK. -shrugs- Probably a TV show.

14) Have you watched The Phantom of the Opera? Nope.

15) Who's the last person you talked to, and what did you say? My mom "Okay, bye." She called me and said she'd be home at six.

16) Where are you? In my house.

17) Look up. Now look back. What do you see? I'm too lazy to do that. XDDD

18) What was the last thing you ate? A pizza...

19) What's your personality like? I'm too lazy to explain.

20) Who do you have a crush on?Hmmm...Let's see...Alex, Ryan G., Ryan O. (possibly), Zach S., Torey G., the list goes on and on and on...

21) What was the last thing you thought? "...And I can't find the other half..."

22) Say "George W. Bush." What pops into your head? Retard.

23) You now have a million dollars. What do you do? Put it part of it into my college fund, then use the rest to pay for the bills for the next...I dunno, maybe three years?

24) What scares you? Needles, the dark, basketballs, spiders, baseballs, guns, alligators.

25) Who do you hate? Charley Guptill and Devin Davis. Oh, wait. Maybe I shouldn't have said they're names. 'Cuz now stalkers could find where they live and shoot them! Oh, well. :

26) Have you ever had monkey brains? Nah. They es muy grosso.

27) How about cow brains, I'm sure you've eaten some of those, no? Yup. Hotdogs are good!

28) Have you had a hot dog? DUHR!!

29) Did you know there's cow brain in hot dogs? Please refer to the answer I typed for #27

30) Do you think you're going to finish this quiz? Maybe...

31) Reach out and grab the thing closest to you. What is it? My cell phone.

32) What are you eating/drinking RIGHT NOW?Saliva. Ya want some? It's strawberry flavored. Mmmm...Strawberry...

33) What are you writing now? If by that you mean what story I'm writing, I'm writing my first fic: The Crushed Soul: What is Love?.

34) If you could be any author, who would you be? Maybe Stephenie Meyer or one of the Erins.

35) If you were Mr. Krabs, would you fire Squidward? Nah. Squiddy's pretty cool.

36) What are your thoughts on writing? It's very fun.

37) Do you ever write? Yhurss...

38) What are your thoughts on Social Studies? SOOO flipping boring!

39) On Math? GAH!! I HATE THIS SUBJECT! I HATE IT EVER MORE THAN P.E.!!

40) On Grammar?I RAWKZZZ! I'm actually the only one in my whole class who actually likes language.

41) On Science? During chemistry, a glass plate exploded right before class started, and the teacher cut her finger. Luckily, I had aBand-Aid. -superhero music plays-

42) On eating? YUM!!

43) On breathing? Wonderful.

44) On cats? AWSOMENESS!

45) On dogs? Not as much.

46) On gym? I hate it.

47) Find a globe. Okay. Spin it. 'Kay. What does it say? Rome, Italy.

48) What can you hear right now? My friend Heidi talking to me about her new fashion book.

49) Have a conversation witht he closest thing near you, other than yourself. Who is it, and what did you say? Heidi, over the phone.

Heidi: There's nothing to talk about on the phone.

Me: Yeah!

50) What happned the last time you were on this computer? This, DURH!!

51) Do you thing Jack Sparrow is hot? If you are a guy, don't answer.Lol. Yuss.

52) Stand up. Close your eyes. Spin around three times. Now open your eyes. What do you see? My mom's car rolling into the driveway.

53) Type your name with your elbows. What does it look like?anjmmnjmqa. Gah, I svck. Stupid gigantic elbows.

54) What's the funniest CLEAN joke you've ever heard? IDK.

55) What movie title best describes your life? What movie title best describes the life you want to live? IDK.

56) IF you were a rabbit, what country would you like to live in? Somewere were it's illegal to hunt rabbits?

57) List all the organizations and clubs you've ever been in. Any interesting ones? I was in Brownies...

58) If there was a war between werewolves and vampires, which side would you bet on? VAMPIRES!! EDWARD IS TEH SHIZZ!!

59) Have you seen the Naked Brothers Band? Yes. It svcks.

60) Not counting airplanes, how high have you been? Very high.

61) How deep down have you been? Um... low?

62) Are you an alto or a soprano? I think I'm an alto.

63) How many spelling errors have you counted so far? I don't keep track.

64)Which is creepier: glass covering a swimming pool all of a sudden and you are trapped below it -OR- being attacked by a giant

spider? BOTH!!

65) You can have brunch with 4 other people. These people have to be alive (well, yea). Who would they be? Extra Credit Question:

If there was a big brawl at brunch, who would remain standing at the end? Viki Holmes, Cherith Baldry, Ashley Tisdale, Oprah Winfrey.

Ex. Cred: Man, Oprah would most defnintely win.

66) Have you seen a ghost, Bigfoot, or Nessie?No, but Gohsts and Nessie and real.

67) What's your worst memory of elementary school? The day I trusted Claire B. with a secret.

68) Have you ever called your teacher, "mom?" No. But my freind did once. It was funneh.

69) What was your MOST embarrassing moment? Lunch today.

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If you could read that put it in your profile

"When I was a puppy, I entertained you with my antics and made you laugh. You called me your child, and despite a number of chewed shoes, and a couple of murdered throw pillows, I became your best friend. Whenever I was "bad" you'd shake your finger at me and ask, "How could you?" --but then you'd relent, and roll me over for a belly rub. My housebreaking took a little longer than expected, because you were terribly busy, but we worked on that together. I remember those nights of nuzzling you in bed and listening to your confidences and secret dreams, and I believed that life could not be any more perfect. We went for long walks and runs in the park, car rides, stops for ice cream (I only got the cone because "ice cream is bad for dogs," you said), and I took long naps in the sun waiting for you to come home at the end of the day.

Gradually, you began spending more time at work and on your career, and more time searching for a human mate. I waited for you patiently, comforted you through heartbreaks and disappointments, never chided you about bad decisions, and romped with glee at your homecomings, and when you fell in love.

She, now your wife, is not a "dog person" -- still, I welcomed her into our home, tried to show her affection, and obeyed her. I was happy because you were happy. Then the human babies came along and I shared your excitement. I was fascinated by their pinkness, how they smelled, and I wanted to mother them, too. Only she and you worried that I might hurt them, and I spent most of my time banished to another room, or to a dog crate.

Oh, how I wanted to love them, but I became a "prisoner of love." As they began to grow, I became their friend. They clung to my fur and pulled themselves up on wobbly legs, poked fingers in my eyes, investigated my ears, and gave me kisses on my nose. I loved everything about them and their touch --because your touch was now so infrequent -- and I would have defended them with my life if need be. I would sneak into their beds and listen to their worries and secret dreams, and together we waited for the sound of your car in the driveway.

There had been a time, when others asked you if you had a dog, that you produced a photo of me from your wallet and told them stories about me. These past few years, you just answered "yes" and changed the subject. I had gone from being "your dog" to "just a dog," and you resented every expenditure on my behalf.

Now, you have a new career opportunity in another city, and you and they will be moving to an apartment that does not allow pets. You've made the right decision for your "family," but there was a time when I was your only family. I was excited about the car ride, until we arrived at the animal shelter. It smelled of dogs and cats, of fear, of hopelessness. You filled out the paperwork and said "I know you will find a good home for her." They shrugged and gave you a pained look. They understand the realities facing a middle-aged dog, even one with "papers." You had to pry your son's fingers loose from my collar, as he screamed "No, Daddy! Please don't let them take my dog!" And I worried for him, and what lessons you had just taught him about friendship and loyalty, about love and responsibility, and about respect for all life.

You gave me a good-bye pat on the head, avoided my eyes, and politely refused to take my collar and leash with you. You had a deadline to meet, and now I have one, too. After you left, the two nice ladies said you probably knew about your upcoming move months ago and made no attempt to find me another good home. They shook their heads and asked, "How could you?"

They are as attentive to us here in the shelter as their busy schedules allow. They feed us, of course, but I lost my appetite days ago. At first, whenever anyone passed my pen, I rushed to the front, hoping it was you, that you had changed your mind -- that this was all a bad dream... or I hoped it would at least be someone who cared, anyone who might save me. When I realized I could not compete with the frolicking for attention of happy puppies, oblivious to their own fate, I retreated to a far corner and waited.

I heard her footsteps as she came for me at the end of the day, and I padded along the aisle after her to a separate room. A blissfully quiet room. She placed me on the table and rubbed my ears, and told me not to worry. My heart pounded in anticipation of what was to come, but there was also a sense of relief. The prisoner of love had run out of days. As is my nature, I was more concerned about her. The burden that she bears weighs heavily on her. I know that, the same way I knew your every mood. She gently placed a tourniquet around my foreleg as a tear ran down her cheek. I licked her hand in the same way I used to comfort you so many years ago. She expertly slid the hypodermic needle into my vein.

As I felt the sting and the cool liquid coursing through my body, I lay down sleepily, looked into her kind eyes and murmured, "How could you?" Perhaps because she understood my dogspeak, she said, "I'm so sorry." She hugged me, and hurriedly explained it was her job to make sure I went to a better place, where I wouldn't be ignored or abused or abandoned, or have to fend for myself -- a place of love and light so, very different from this earthly place. And with my last bit of energy, I tried to convey to her with a thump of my tail that my "How could you?" was not directed at her.

It was you, My Beloved Master. I will think of you, and wait for you forever. May everyone in your life continue to show you so much loyalty.

OMG, PLEASE, IF UR AGAINST THIS, PLEASE POST IT ON YOUR ACCOUNT PAGE!! I AM SO AGAINST IT!!

Yes, I Gas Dogs and Cats for a Living. I'm an Animal Control officer in a very small town in central North Carolina . I'm in my mid thirties, and have been working for the town in different positions since high school.

There is not much work here, and working for the county provides good pay and benefits for a person like me without a higher education. I'm the person you all write about how horrible I am.

I'm the one that gasses the dogs and cats and makes them suffer. I'm the one that pulls their dead corpses out smelling of Carbon Monoxide and throws them into green plastic bags. But I'm also the one that hates my job and hates what I have to do.

First off, all you people out there that judge me, don't. God is judging me, and I know I'm going to Hell. Yes, I'm going to hell. I wont lie, it's despicable, cold, cruel and I feel like a serial killer. I'm not all to blame, if the law would mandate spay and neuter, lots of these dogs and cats wouldn't be here for me to gas. I'm the devil, I know it, but I want you people to see that there is another side to me the devil Gas Chamber man.
The shelter usually gasses on Friday morning.

Friday's are the day that most people look forward to, this is the day that I hate, and wish that time will stand still on Thursday night. Thursday night, late, after nobody's around, my friend and I go through a fast food line, and buy 50 dollars worth of cheeseburgers and fries, and chicken. I'm not allowed to feed the dogs on Thursday, for I'm told that they will make a mess in the gas chamber, and why waste the food.

So, Thursday night, with the lights still closed, I go into the saddest room that anyone can every imagine, and let all the doomed dogs out out their cages.

I have never been bit, and in all my years doing this, the dogs have never fought over the food. My buddy and I, open each wrapper of cheeseburger and chicken sandwich, and feed them to the skinny, starving dogs.

They swallow the food so fast, that I don't believe they even taste it. There tails are wagging, and some don't even go for the food, they roll on their backs wanting a scratch on their bellys. They start running, jumping and kissing me and my buddy. They go back to their food, and come back to us. All their eyes are on us with such trust and hope, and their tails wag so fast, that I have come out with black and blues on my thighs.. They devour the food, then it's time for them to devour some love and peace. My buddy and I sit down on the dirty, pee stained concrete floor, and we let the dogs jump on us. They lick us, they put their butts in the air to play, and they play with each other. Some lick each other, but most are glued on me and my buddy.

I look into the eyes of each dog. I give each dog a name.

They will not die without a name.

I give each dog 5 minutes of unconditional love and touch.

I talk to them, and tell them that I'm so sorry that tomorrow they will die a gruesome, long, torturous death at the hands of me in the gas chamber.

Some tilt their heads to try to understand.

I tell them, that they will be in a better place, and I beg them not to hate me.

I tell them that I know I'm going to hell, but they will all be playing with all the dogs and cats in heaven.

After about 30 minutes, I take each dog individually, into their feces filled concrete jail cell, and pet them and scratch them under their chins. Some give me their paw, and I just want to die. I just want to die. I close the jail cell on each dog, and ask them to forgive me. As my buddy and I are walking out, we watch as every dog is smiling at us and them don't even move their heads. They will sleep, with a full belly, and a false sense of security.

As we walk out of the doomed dog room, my buddy and I go to the cat room.

We take our box, and put the very friendly kittens and pregnant cats in our box.
The shelter doesn't keep tabs on the cats, like they do the dogs.

As I hand pick which cats are going to make it out, I feel like I'm playing God, deciding whose going to live and die.

We take the cats into my truck, and put them on blankets in the back.

Usually, as soon as we start to drive away, there are purring cats sitting on our necks or rubbing against us.

My buddy and I take our one way two hour trip to a county that is very wealthy and they use injection to kill animals.

We go to exclusive neighborhoods, and let one or two cats out at a time.

They don't want to run, they want to stay with us. We shoo them away, which makes me feel sad.

I tell them that these rich people will adopt them, and if worse comes to worse and they do get put down, they will be put down with a painless needle being cradled by a loving veterinarian. After the last cat is free, we drive back to our town.

It's about 5 in the morning now, about two hours until I have to gas my best friends.

I go home, take a shower, take my 4 anti-anxiety pills and drive to work.. I don't eat, I can't eat. It's now time, to put these animals in the gas chamber. I put my ear plugs in, and when I go to the collect the dogs, the dogs are so excited to see me, that they jump up to kiss me and think they are going to play.

I put them in the rolling cage and take them to the gas chamber. They know. They just know. They can smell the death.. They can smell the fear. They start whimpering, the second I put them in the box. The boss tells me to squeeze in as many as I can to save on gas. He watches. He knows I hate him, he knows I hate my job. I do as I'm told. He watches until all the dogs, and cats (thrown in together) are fighting and screaming. The sounds is very muffled to me because of my ear plugs. He walks out, I turn the gas on, and walk out.

I walk out as fast as I can. I walk into the bathroom, and I take a pin and draw blood from my hand. Why? The pain and blood takes my brain off of what I just did.
In 40 minutes, I have to go back and unload the dead animals. I pray that none survived, which happens when I overstuff the chamber. I pull them out with thick gloves, and the smell of carbon monoxide makes me sick. So does the vomit and blood, and all the bowel movements. I pull them out, put them in plastic bags.

They are in heaven now, I tell myself. I then start cleaning up the mess, the mess, that YOU PEOPLE are creating by not spay or neutering your animals. The mess that YOU PEOPLE are creating by not demanding that a vet come in and do this humanely. You ARE THE TAXPAYERS, DEMAND that this practice STOP!

So, don't call me the monster, the devil, the gasser, call the politicians, the shelter directors, and the county people the devil. Heck, call the governor, tell him to make it stop.

As usual, I will take sleeping pills tonight to drown out the screams I heard in the past, before I discovered the ear plugs. I will jump and twitch in my sleep, and I believe I'm starting to hallucinate.

This is my life. Don't judge me. Believe me, I judge myself enough.

Being unique is thinking outside the box, reading between the lines, coloring out of pictures, dancing to the tune of your own drummer, and having a heck of a better good time than other people. If you're unique, copy and paste this in your profile.

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I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it

Her name was Auroura
She was only five
This is what happened
When she was alive

Her dad was a drunk
her mom was an addict
her parents kept her
Locked in an attic

Her only friend
was a little toy bear
It was old and worn out
and had patches of hair

She always talked to it
when no one's around
She lays there and hugs it
not a peep of sound

Until her parents
unlock the door
some more and more pain
she’ll have to endure

A bruise on her leg
a scar on her face
why would she be
in such a horrible place?

But she grabs her bear
And softly cries
She loves her parents
But they want her to die

She sits in the corner
Quiet but thinking,
" God, why? Why is
My life always sinking? "

Such a bad life
For a sad little kid
She'd get beaten and beaten
For anything she did

Then one night
Her mom came home high
The poor child was hit and slapped
As hours went by

Then her mom suddenly
Grabbed for a blade
It was sharp and pointy
One that she made

She thrusted the blade
Right in her chest,
" You deserve to die
You worthless pest! "

The mom walked out
Leaving the girl slowly dying
She grabbed her bear
And again started crying

Police showed up
At the small little house
They quickly barged in
Everything was as quiet as a mouse

One officer slowly
Opened a door
To find the sad little girl
Lying on the floor

It must have been bad
To go through so much harm
But at least she died
With her best friend in her arms

If you hate child abuse then repost this on your profile. If you don't then you have no soul!!

If you are dead copy and paste this to your profile

If you haven't died yet, copy and paste this onto your profile.

If you love cats, then you must hate dogs. If you love dogs, then you must hate cats. If you wonder why people think this, copy and pasted this into your profile.

If you realize that Nightcloud and Ashfur were normal cuddly cats before the Erins used them as spare mates, copy and paste this into your profile and add your name to this list: Stardawn, Allan Pike, The Worst Nightmare

If you've ever walked into a doorway that you could've clearly dodged, you just weren't paying close enough attention, copy and paste this on your profile.

If your profile is long, copy and paste this on it to make it even longer.

If you're hyper, like being hyper, and are hyper all the time, COPY THIS INTO YOUR PROFILE! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!

If you think that Writer's Block sucks, copy and paste this into your profile.

If there are times where you annoy people just for the fun of it, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you think that I’m making you think too much then copy this onto your profile.

If you are odd and proud of it put this on your profile.

Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuudge! If you are really random put this on your profile.

If you know someone who should be run over by a bus, copy this to your profile

If you have EVER yelled at a TV after getting frustrated at someone who can't hear you, put this on your profile.

If you have ever felt the undeniable urge to slam your head into something, weather it is another person or not copy this into your profile.

If you are the complete opposite of normal, copy this into your profile.

If you've ever wondered what you are like in another dimension, copy and paste this in your profile.

A large percent of writers don't know the difference between "your" and "you're". If you're one of the ones who does know ands wants to slug them, copy and paste this into your profile

If you like chocloate as much as I do copy this in your profile

If you ever sang the "I know a song that gets on your nerves" song copy this into your profile!

If you think you have too many of these "copy and paste this into your profile" thingies, but have no intention of stopping now, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you've ever copied and pasted something onto your profile, copy and paste this onto your profile.

If you don't hate Nightcloud like the rest of the world does just because Crowfeather is using her, copy and paste this into your profile and add you name to this list: Stardawn, Allan Pike, The Worst Nightmare

If you hate homework, join the club and copy and paste this into your profile.

If you have read every single warrior book ever made, copy and paste this to your profile

If you have a very wide variety of interests, copy and paste this to your profile.

If you wish you were a Clan cat, copy and paste this to your profile and add your name to this list: Troublestripe, Loyalflame, Firestar's Gal, Faithrose, Hawkfire, Wildheart, Sakeraa, Sparrowflight, Warriorsfanatic17, Sapphirepaw, Shadeheart, Brightheart7, Shatterstream, Fallenheart, Rainstorm, Feathertail1021, Softfrost, Dewsong, Stardawn, SpottedStar -RiverClan Leader-, Allan pike/ Lightfight(star)

If you love the rain, copy and paste this to your profile.

If you enjoy copying and pasting these copy and paste thingies, copy and paste this to your profile.

Too many kids and teens are smoking and using marijuana. If you haven't tried it, copy and paste this to your profile. (To those who do this: YOU ARE ALL POWERFUL, RESISTING DRUGS! GO YOU PEOPLE WHO DON'T SMOKE OR USE MARIJUANA OR ANY OTHER TYPE OF DRUG!!)

If you know someone who needs to get run over, copy and paste this to your profile.

If you can sing pretty well, copy and paste this to your profile.

If you've ever been obsessed with something so much people are now fearing what effect it may cause on you, copy and paste this to your profile (I will admit that I am madly in love with David Cook, and that I need to check into an asylum.)

If you think I have to many "copy and pastes" in my profile, copy and paste this to your profile.

If you think I have at least one more "copy and paste" thingy in my profile, copy and paste this to your profile.

If you were right, copy and paste this to your profile.

If you were wrong, copy and paste this to your profile.

If you enjoy reading the and copying the "copy and pastes" from other people's profiles to your own, copy and paste this to your profile.

If you've realized I said something like that earlier, copy and paste this to your profile.

Ninety-five perfect of kids are trying to be popular and fit in. If you're the 5 percent who doesn't try that, copy and paste this to your profile.

If you've ever gotten to sidetracked that you forgot an entire conversation, copy and paste this to your profile.

If you're very forgetful, copy and paste this to your profile.

If you think being unique is better than being cool, copy and paste this to your profile (p.s. Being unique is what makes you cool!!)

People say "You are what you eat." So, if you eat candy, does that make you a sweet person? If you wonder this too, copy and paste this to your

93 percent of American Teens would have a severe emotional breakdown is someone called them a freak. If you're part of the 7 percent who will say "What was your first clue?" Copy and paste this to your profile and add you name to this list: Sunlit Goddess of C.O.C.A., Moonlit Goddess of C.O.C.A., Evil genius of COCA, Invader Miley Phantom, Stardawn, NightOfTheTiger, Faithrose, Allan Pike, The Worst Nightmare (I'm a freak and very proud of it, thank you very much)

If you remember me writing something like that and this sentence earlier, please excuse my horrible forgetfulness.

If you are obsessed with Fanfiction, copy and paste this to your profile.

If you ever wished you could talk to animals or be an animal, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you believe in protecting animals against animal testings on stupid things like shampoo, copy and paste this into your profile

If you were totally amazed to discover that Rowanclaw is Tawnypelt's mate, copy and paste this to your profile.

If you were even more shocked to discover that up to Starlight Rowanclaw was a GIRL and somehow changed into a tom, copy and paste this to your profile.

If you wish that a fictional character was real, copy and paste this to your profile.

IF YOU LOVE DAVID COOK, COPY AND PASTE THIS ONTO YOUR PROFILE!!

My Collection of Random Quotes!

"Did you know I'm also part velociraptor?" - Alex at the theatre. We were all goofing off backstage.

"I love how Cookie can still be sexy even with a hole in his chest." - helloxannmarie on the official David Cook fansite.

"Look at me! I can fit inside th dryer!" - Me stuffing myself into the dryer.

"What now?"

"I know! Let's go to hell!" - I'm not sure who said it, but it's from "Hello Hellhole" on YouTube.

"Castro! Archuleta! This is not a high school dance! These are unidentified flying objects!" - David Cook.

"If I could, I would put on my purple sparkly cape, fly into the story, and save David! If only..." - helloxannmarie on the official David Cook fansite.

"Hey, you! I'm a magic penny, so have some frickin' wishes!" - A random magic penny.

"Hey, dude! Come over here and look at this!"

"What? What's so interesting - HOLY CRAP! Is that a chair?" - Edd and Tom.

Enchanted by Lotte Rose 37 reviews
There is a part of our imagination which allows us to create any world we desire. This tale is in no way Disney, sugar coated, or home to any dancing dishes. Oh no. This is darker. This is the real story of the Beauty… and the Beast.
Beauty and the Beast - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 3,157 - Reviews: 45 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 23 - Updated: 8/26/2006 - Published: 8/23/2006
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Strike reviews
Lightningpaw and her brother were supposedly abandonded at birth. Lightningpaw had always been uncertain of it. Now, she has the knowledge she needs to piece her family back together, but will they want to be a family again? I stink at summaries. R&R!
Warriors - Rated: T - English - Family/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 3,784 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 7/1/2008 - Published: 5/31/2008
Drawn Into Darkness: Eating Away reviews
Everyone thought she was worthless. They said she would never amount to anything in life. Now, when her whole Clan is thrown into peril, will Marshpaw have the strength, or the will, to defeat the enemy? I stink at summaries. Rated T just because.
Warriors - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 3 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/2/2008
The Crushed Soul: Bleeding reviews
Crushedpaw's two kits, Honeykit and Sparrowkit, have just one moon to go before becoming apprentices. Full summary inside. Rated T because that's what I always rate 'em.
Warriors - Rated: T - English - Horror/Mystery - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,075 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 5 - Published: 4/19/2008
The Crushed Soul: What Is Love? reviews
A young, dejected kit is born one night with such horrible deformities. Every cat in her Clan rejects her and refuses to be near her. She has no future. Will she ever find happiness? It is doubted. My first fic, so please be nice!
Warriors - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 24 - Words: 18,682 - Reviews: 84 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 4/6/2008 - Published: 2/6/2008 - Complete
Bloodstained Tears Book 2: Labyrinth reviews
Sequel to What If? After being abandoned by their parents, Palepaw and Shadowpaw struggle for acceptance from their Clan, while Cedarpaw discovers a secret that could save the lives of every tom and she-cat in RushClan, if only they would listen.
Warriors - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,741 - Reviews: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/7/2008
Goodbye, My Love reviews
Six years post-The Invisible. Nick goes to visit Annie's tombstone. Fluffiness ahead! ONESHOT.
Misc. Movies - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 631 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 6 - Published: 3/7/2008 - Complete
After Invisibility reviews
An alternate ending to The Invisible. This might become a oneshot later on, but for now it is a multi-chpater story. Rated T for mild language and some -possible- mild content.
Misc. Movies - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,684 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 3/2/2008 - Published: 3/1/2008