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Joined 02-09-08, id: 1496162, Profile Updated: 12-03-11
Author has written 33 stories for Life With Derek, Gossip Girl, Grey's Anatomy, High School Musical, Glee, Dark Blue, Persons Unknown, and Rookie Blue.

We cross our bridges when we come to them and burn them behind us, with nothing to show for our progress except a memory of the smell of smoke, and a presumption that once our eyes watered. - Anonymous

People hurt their friends. People make decisions they regret the morning after. People do terrible things. Because in the end, we’re all just people. Flawed, confused, irrational, hopeful, looking-for-happiness-and-hoping-we’ll-find-it people trying to figure out our lives one day at a time. - Meredith Grey

Loves: Chocolate, toffee, angst, hoodies with zippers, the fray, starbucks, characters who like to throw punches instead of talking it out, pairings that don't really make any sense until they're on paper, run-on sentences, The Pierces, phrases that inspire entire stories, raspberry iced tea, John Mayer, Bradley Cooper, really short sentences filled with lots of implication.

Dislikes: Spiders, missed phone calls, grammar errors, screamo music, the radio stations that play the same four songs on repeat, whipped cream, pictures with me in them, slow drivers, healthy relationships.

I'm a review whore. I am. I think there's a support group. I don't plan on attending.

I'll try anything on here once, but I'm more inclined to love the characters with emotional walls made of denial and anger. Yeah, I love them. Together. Apart. Continually hurting each other until something snaps. Angst wins me over every time.

I beta on occasion. Maybe because I like helping people, but probably because it helps with writers block. I can be kind of selfish sometimes.

AO3 is a little bit like my new home. I won't stop updating on here, but I don't know where I'll update first. Check it out, everything on there is the edited version of the stories on here. A little bit cleaner, with any mistakes fixed. It's under the name Mamihlapinatapai. Thanks.

Message me. I love new friends, new ideas, and basically any human connection.

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an offer of me you politely refuse by hyacinthian reviews
She forgets about the burning cigarette until it singes her fingers. Pre-series.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,480 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 2 - Published: 7/5/2010 - Terri S. - Complete
With Heart Fit to Break by evclgsb reviews
It's a pattern she's too exhausted to try breaking. Puck/Quinn. Oneshot. a nonlinear timeline
Glee - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,041 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/1/2010 - Quinn F., Puck - Complete
PaperThin Walls by Requiem of a Dream reviews
House had to laugh at the irony of the situation he found himself in.
House, M.D. - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 4 - Published: 5/7/2009 - G. House, Amber V. - Complete
Fallen Angels by believin'inluv reviews
The six teens of Gossip Girl: through their parents' eyes. All the manipulation, the lying, and morals had to come from someone...or sometime, somewhere. TV show based. Final chapter up.
Gossip Girl - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 6 - Words: 46,438 - Reviews: 50 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 6/24/2008 - Published: 2/23/2008 - Complete
Hello Trouble by Brontesis reviews
Unplanned Dasey drabble. Who's looking and who's not when they meet in an empty corridor!
Life With Derek - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 509 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 3 - Published: 6/20/2008 - Complete
Emergency Contact by neveragain77 reviews
At 12:45 that night the ringing of a cell phone echoed in Mark Sloan’s ears. Five miles away another ring woke a sleeping Derek Shepherd.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 5,935 - Reviews: 86 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 48 - Updated: 5/3/2008 - Published: 1/28/2008
The Longest Day by LittleFairy78 reviews
Shawn and Lassiter are in trouble. The bad guys are on their way to Mexico, the other bad guys are after them, they're in the middle of nowhere and somehow have ended up cuffed together. It's just one of those days...Rated for some language and whump
Psych - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Adventure - Chapters: 10 - Words: 41,877 - Reviews: 62 - Favs: 90 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 3/19/2008 - Published: 3/3/2008 - Complete
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real men, made up of boxes reviews
This is pain like a warning, like fear, dark and ugly and all-encompassing, and there's not a single part of you that doesn't hurt anymore.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,816 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 5 - Published: 4/3/2012 - Mark S., Alex K.
sink me in the river at dawn reviews
An eye for an eye and just for a second, Chris is blind.
Rookie Blue - Rated: T - English - Crime/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 6,899 - Reviews: 49 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 45 - Updated: 1/2/2012 - Published: 8/5/2011
yesterday left my head kicked in reviews
The thing is, and it's ridiculous really, but they go from rivals to in each other's back pockets in about point three seconds.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 955 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 5 - Published: 11/2/2011 - Alex K., Jackson A.
dried leaves on the surface of a pool reviews
You wonder when you'll get the chance to blow the grey matter right out of his head./ A story about losing yourself, and never quite finding your way back. AU-ish.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,571 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 3 - Published: 4/25/2011
Life and Times of the Emotionally Screwed reviews
There's a difference between dropping dead on someone's kitchen floor and purposely sinking yourself to the bottom of an ice-cold pool./ Glee and the futures no one saw coming.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 13 - Words: 20,546 - Reviews: 111 - Favs: 68 - Follows: 97 - Updated: 1/29/2011 - Published: 2/5/2010
sitting with our backs against the world reviews
Puck and Rachel at college, screwing it up like champs. / Puck handles that situation like a man, which means he shuts off his phone and teeters the line between throwing up and getting pissed.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,121 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 37 - Published: 12/30/2010 - Puck, Rachel B.
Lives of Illusion reviews
Noah "Puck" Puckerman is sixteen when he falls in love, seventeen when he falls out of love, and nineteen when he learns happiness comes with a price.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 13,448 - Reviews: 134 - Favs: 135 - Follows: 143 - Updated: 12/30/2010 - Published: 11/14/2009 - Rachel B., Puck - Complete
Ilunga reviews
Or: fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me, fool me three times and I'm punching you in the throat. A story in three parts. / Finn understands the satisfaction that comes with splitting his knuckles open on the mouth of his best friend.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,092 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 5 - Published: 12/28/2010 - Finn H., Puck
so play the game until you run out reviews
And really, in Santana's opinion, Sam's black eye is not her fault because he should have known not to step in front of Puck when his eyes were that color. / Ensemble.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,835 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 12/21/2010 - Published: 12/18/2010
considering the hairpin turn reviews
Breathe, darling, no one ever said you would get out of here unscathed.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,183 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 8 - Published: 12/11/2010 - Puck - Complete
forgetting what you've started fighting for reviews
The prodigal son and the black sheep all tied together with a bow made from barbed wire and glass, and it hurt like hell but look daddy, look where I am now.
Persons Unknown - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,957 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Published: 7/10/2010 - Joe
consequences of upstaging the puppet masters reviews
Janet trusts Joe. Janet trusts Joe, and she's going to put a bullet hole in his forehead because a motherfucking fortune cookie told her to.
Persons Unknown - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,304 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 3 - Published: 6/27/2010 - Janet
tales of golden spun half truths reviews
She holds herself like a girl who knows when she's being lied to, and he wants to believe her. She doesn't know them, doesn't know a damn thing about Dean, but god does he just want to believe her.
Dark Blue - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,501 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/24/2010 - Ty C.
Hallelujah reviews
Life bends relationships, tragedy breaks them."// In the aftermath of a devastating accident, Glee attempts, and fails, to pick up the pieces and move on.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,125 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 22 - Published: 4/6/2010
Break Even reviews
They’re two opposite magnets, spinning in opposing directions. Sometimes they pull, sometimes they push, and it’s only a matter of time before disaster strikes. In which Rachel learns that happy endings aren't always possible.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,278 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/18/2010 - Rachel B., Puck - Complete
We'll Have to Muddle Through Somehow reviews
Alex lies on the kitchen floor for Shiva because Izzie leaving him feels a lot like her dying; he doesn't really know the rules.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 2,032 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 2/6/2010 - Published: 10/18/2009 - Alex K.
Chasm of Separation reviews
Envy is like rage, capable of destroying everything. Except silently. // Puck, Finn, and the betrayals that litter a friendship.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,113 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/18/2010 - Puck, Finn H.
i can't seem to tell them apart anymore reviews
They can't seem to stop lying.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,547 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 22 - Published: 1/16/2010 - Complete
hope she breaks your fall reviews
Life’s taught him in definitions, and people who read dictionaries are missing out.// Puck, the language of words, and the lessons they teach us.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 905 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 12 - Published: 1/15/2010 - Puck - Complete
the guy, he fails reviews
Invincibility was the name of the game and you played it often.
Life With Derek - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 548 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Published: 1/12/2010 - Derek V., Casey M. - Complete
of nights easily forgotten reviews
Two days before Finn returns he climbs into her window at three in the morning, and tells her he has a surprise.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 739 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/8/2010 - Quinn F., Puck - Complete
play it like you used to reviews
Later after teen pregnancy and Glee and Rachel Berry he’ll look back and wonder if somehow she knew. If she understood that high school would be different from middle school, and that it would never be like this again.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 560 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/8/2010 - Puck, Quinn F. - Complete
The Physics of Differences and Similarities reviews
Because he was left standing in his proverbial wedding dress, too, and she refuses to let him beat her at anything. Even if it’s just a race to well-adjusted.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 2,731 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 1/6/2010 - Published: 7/16/2008 - Mark S., Cristina Y.
Frayed Edges of Burned Bridges reviews
Junior year is spent burning bridges, so senior year is spent rebuilding.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,973 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/31/2009 - Puck, Quinn F. - Complete
Confessions of a Secured Heart reviews
She’s sadistic so she hates him for how he died and not that he did.
High School Musical - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,007 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 12/27/2009 - Published: 12/26/2009 - Troy B., Sharpay E.
Torn Fairytales reviews
It’s not fair, because dammit Ice Queens aren’t suppose to bleed. But, neither was he. Tropay, sort of.
High School Musical - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 912 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 9 - Published: 6/7/2009 - Sharpay E., Troy B. - Complete
Mirrors of Reoccurrence reviews
It starts and ends the same. Almost.
Life With Derek - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 680 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Published: 5/7/2009 - Derek V., Casey M. - Complete
Salvation reviews
You’ve gotten good at playing two sides of a coin; devil for the queen and god for your angel. Except you’ve never made a tree so you’re not really sure where god fits in your title.
High School Musical - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,404 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/21/2009 - Troy B., Sharpay E. - Complete
Bleeding Till It Hurts reviews
Meredith was first. The beginning of the end.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 712 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/30/2009 - Complete
Frigid Innocence reviews
Yes, Blair Waldorf loves winter, because even an ice queen needs help hiding things once in awhile.
Gossip Girl - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 272 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/1/2008 - Complete
Scotch and Memories reviews
She was the hardcore surgeon left at the alter, he was the whorish best friend destined to fall for the wrong girls, together they were just two people the world screwed over.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 616 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/9/2008 - Mark S., Cristina Y. - Complete
Sixty Minutes reviews
It took him ten minutes to even begin to think about getting off the bathroom floor. And in those next fifty minutes, life would never be the same. Dasey drabble.
Life With Derek - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 769 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 5/9/2008 - Published: 5/2/2008 - Complete
The Irony of the Self Destruct Button reviews
The irony of it is, even with that tiny little self-destruction button of theirs, they still find time to destroy each other.
Gossip Girl - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 687 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/9/2008 - Complete