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Joined 02-10-08, id: 1497046, Profile Updated: 09-08-14
Author has written 28 stories for Weiss Kreuz, One Tree Hill, Wrestling, Final Fantasy VII, Avengers, Inception, Walking Dead, Southland, Avengers, and Ultimate Spider-Man.

I finally got an Archieve of our Own account. So should you see one of my fics there (Penname: CoulsonsHawk) it's not stolen.

I'm 28 and incurable

I only read and write m/m pairings

Thanks to everyone who read my stories!

A little about me so you know with whom you deal with:

People say I'm kind hearted and a mommy type of person

Extremly quiet

I'm Breton; I live in Germany but I was born in Brittany, and I'm damn proud to be a Celt (no offence)

I'm an INTJ

I'm openminded and accept every sexuality, religion or whatever...

Humans are humans and have every right to be how they want to be (except they hurt others)

I love it to make people happy

I'm a social worker.

I'm a geek, hey it's fun :) Star Trek, the Tolkien universe, science, games., Anime, Manga, Comics...

Favorite quotes:

The world is a dangerous place to live; not because of the people who are evil, but because of the people who don't do anything about it - Albert Einstein

Kindness is the language which the deaf can hear and the blind can see - Mark Twain

Cooper: Sometimes it feels like we're the only ones out here who aren't allowed to be idiots. - Southland

“Some men aren’t looking for anything logical like money. They can’t be bought, bullied, reasoned or negotiated with. Some men just want to watch the world burn.” -Alfred in The Dark Knight

Trader #1: This is a stock exchange! There's no money you can steal!
Bane: Really? Then why are you people here? - The Dark Knight Rises

Eric Draven: Mother is the name for God on the lips and hearts of all children - The Crow

If more of us valued food and cheer and song above hoarded gold, it would be a merrier world - J.R.R. Tolkien

The world breaks us all. Afterward, some are stronger at the broken places - Ernest Hemingway

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Rumor Has It by LawOrderSVUaddict reviews
Ben Sherman & John Cooper: Everyone knew that the two were a great duo. Because of that though, fellow cops were surprised when their partnership was tested by scandalous rumors. Hell, no one thought they would pull through, but the end was more surprising than anything.
Southland - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 14 - Words: 12,261 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 11/17/2012 - Published: 11/4/2012 - Ben S., John C.
Behind the Mask by OneWhoSitsWithTheTurtles reviews
Blake has been causing problems for Bane in Gotham City. When Bane finally gets his hands on Blake, he decides to keep him off the streets where he can't cause any more trouble. Prisoner to a terrifying madman, Blake tries to survive until someone saves him. In the interim, with Blake and Bane often each other's only company, they decide to learn a little about their enemy.
Batman Begins/Dark Knight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 37,061 - Reviews: 100 - Favs: 287 - Follows: 28 - Published: 7/31/2012 - Bane, J. Blake - Complete
Strays by veiledndarkness reviews
What’s it all worth when you’re alone? Warning: AU, Slash
Four Brothers - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 22 - Words: 57,503 - Reviews: 159 - Favs: 112 - Follows: 45 - Updated: 5/11/2010 - Published: 7/17/2009 - Bobby M., Jack M. - Complete
My Gift To You by DarkAuroran reviews
A moment in time. For Iruka, the hitaiate means so much more than just a symbol showing which village he's from. It's a gift given to protect those precious to you. KakaIru - for a better understanding, please read Naruto Ch405. It's one of my favs.
Naruto - Rated: K - English - Family/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,829 - Reviews: 104 - Favs: 257 - Follows: 19 - Published: 7/18/2009 - Iruka U., Kakashi H. - Complete
Caring for you by life.rhapsody reviews
KakaIru. Kakashi has been keeping something from Iruka. He didn't think it was that serious, really.
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 11,817 - Reviews: 69 - Favs: 130 - Follows: 23 - Updated: 3/1/2008 - Published: 2/23/2008 - Kakashi H., Iruka U. - Complete
Trick or Treat by Tex-chan reviews
A mission gone wrong and a rainy Halloween night under a bridge collide to bring Aya facetoface with Death. Crossover with the Discworld.
Weiss Kreuz - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,752 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/4/2007 - Aya/Ran F., Youji K. - Complete
Endgame by Tex-chan reviews
When everything hits the fan and life comes at you too quickly, it’s the little things that count, and small memories are all you have to hang on to. Yohji realizes this when it seems he will lose what is most important to him.
Weiss Kreuz - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 13,215 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 5/28/2007 - Published: 5/24/2007 - Aya/Ran F., Youji K. - Complete
Secret Santa by Tex-chan reviews
When Aya comes dragging home after an unsuccessful solo mission, Yohji helps him celebrate Christmas by playing Secret Santa. Somehow, he manages to give Aya the most precious gifts of all: friendship and hope.
Weiss Kreuz - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11,951 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/10/2006 - Youji K., Aya/Ran F. - Complete
Night by Tex-chan reviews
The first night of Fall breezes in, bringing with it nightmares and small revelations as Yohji and Aya discover that, sometimes, the best remedies for a tired soul are friendship and a hot cup of tea.
Weiss Kreuz - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,476 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 6 - Published: 10/23/2006 - Youji K., Aya/Ran F. - Complete
The Difference between Pain and Pleasure by soji reviews
Aya gets hurt on a mission and that's what it takes for the two members of Weiß to realize how much they care about eachother. YohjiAya REVIEW!
Weiss Kreuz - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,311 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/18/2005 - Aya/Ran F., Youji K. - Complete
Redemption by Tex-chan reviews
On the run from Kritiker, Aya & Yohji must retrieve something very precious to their betrayer. They undertake a foolish plan that puts Aya at Schuldich's mercy. Will they survive? Part 3 of a Trilogy. Part 1: Nowhere Man ... Part 2: Betrayal
Weiss Kreuz - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 18 - Words: 79,260 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/24/2004 - Aya/Ran F., Youji K. - Complete
Betrayal by Tex-chan reviews
A betrayal by a trusted friend sends Aya and Yohji on the run from Kritiker. Can Aya stay alive long enough to untangle the sticky web into which Fate has thrust them? Part 2 of a Trilogy. Part 1: Nowhere Man ... Part 3: Redemption
Weiss Kreuz - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 13 - Words: 53,326 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/22/2004 - Aya/Ran F., Youji K. - Complete
Nowhere Man by Tex-chan reviews
When Yohji fails to back Aya up on a simple mission, he has to find his missing teammate and help Aya find something he had thought lost forever a place to belong. Part 1 of a Trilogy. Continues in Betrayal.
Weiss Kreuz - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 15 - Words: 42,886 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 3 - Published: 3/15/2004 - Aya/Ran F., Youji K. - Complete
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If I wrote you a love song reviews
Clint/Phil, slash. Clint and Phil broke up years ago but they can't let go of the past. They have to work together again and old feelings and grudges return, it's a story about how they find their way back together.
Avengers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 12 - Words: 43,126 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 13 - Published: 11/10/2014 - Hawkeye/Clint B., Agent Phil Coulson
Forming a bond reviews
Clint/Phil, slash. Prequel for 'Everlasting bond'. A story about how they met, how their relationship developed and how the bond affected their lives. Ups and downs, love, angst, hurt/comfort and more love. I thought it might be a nice idea to write the back-story :)
Avengers - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 23 - Words: 81,635 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 69 - Follows: 66 - Updated: 7/20/2013 - Published: 1/29/2013 - Hawkeye/Clint B., Agent Phil Coulson
Perfect little soldier reviews
Slash, Clint/Phil. A shapeshifter gets Clint behind bars, where an insane warden awaits him. What happens after he gets released from prison? Story is focusing on Clint and Phil's relationship, after Phil sent him to prison. Originally serving a life sentence, but after the truth is revealed they take him home. The way is long and rocky. No beta yet.
Avengers - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 19,622 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 7 - Published: 7/5/2013 - Hawkeye/Clint B., Agent Phil Coulson - Complete
Avenging is supposed to be justified reviews
Clint/Phil, slash. Sequel to 'Lean on me'. Clint suffers from a misterious illness and his friends have to find a way to save him. Time is against them and they have to accept that he might not make it. Phil breaks under the pressure and they all learn a few things about their own feelings regarding their archer. Not a death-fic.
Avengers - Rated: T - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 27,138 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 8 - Published: 5/15/2013 - Hawkeye/Clint B., Agent Phil Coulson - Complete
Lean on me reviews
Clint/Phil, slash. Clint's childlike behavior starts to affect his relationship with his team, in addition to that Amora appears. She revives their dead parents as a thank you for their help and things start to go south from there on. Clint's behavior starts to make more sense to his friends, and Barney finds his way back home to Clint.
Avengers - Rated: T - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 23,336 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 57 - Follows: 14 - Published: 4/3/2013 - Hawkeye/Clint B., Agent Phil Coulson - Complete
Family ties reviews
Clint/Phil, slash. Phil has a daughter, she accepts Clint as part of her life until Loki almost destroyed their life. She blames him and he takes the blame. Phil stands in the middle. I finally found the time to fix a 'few' mistakes.
Avengers - Rated: T - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,010 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 10 - Published: 3/20/2013 - Hawkeye/Clint B., Agent Phil Coulson - Complete
Nurturing a bond reviews
Clint/Phil slash. mpreg. Sequel to 'Everlasting bond', or spinoff if you prefer. Clint got hit by Loki's magic and has to live with the consequences. Phil suffers from a midlife crisis and questions their relationship. They fight, they sort things out but life is life it's obviously not supposed to be easy. Love and friendship what else do you need to cope with life.
Avengers - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 22,803 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 9 - Published: 3/19/2013 - Hawkeye/Clint B., Agent Phil Coulson - Complete
Follow you
Clint/Phil slash, like always. It's a movie and Ultimate Avengers comic crossover. I don't have much to say bout this one. Nick forces Phil to live with the Avengers, Clint tags along because he loves his husband. They keep most parts of their life a secret, preventing Clint from truly bonding with the team. The Punisher, Blade and Black Widow are in on it.
Crossover - Avengers & Avengers - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,176 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 9 - Published: 3/17/2013 - Hawkeye/Clint B., Agent Phil Coulson - Complete
Believe reviews
Clint/Phil slash. Phil dies, because of Loki, and Clint can't cope with his loss so he jumps. Phil returns and has to learn that Fury indirectly killed his husband but luckily nothing is as it seems. Helping Clint through his mental breakdown is just possible with love, patience and friends. I love happy endings and suck at summaries.
Avengers - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,568 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 6 - Published: 2/26/2013 - Hawkeye/Clint B., Agent Phil Coulson - Complete
Everlasting bond reviews
Clint/Phil slash. Ever since an experiment Clint and Phil can feel each others emotions, and they're married. The Avengers distrust Clint but that changes after Phil returns from the dead and shows them what a beautiful person his husband is. But before Phil can do that he has to find his husband who's MIA. In short: from distrust to being a family.
Avengers - Rated: T - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 17,774 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 133 - Follows: 23 - Published: 12/23/2012 - Agent Phil Coulson, Hawkeye/Clint B. - Complete
I'll prove it to you reviews
John/Ben slash. Ben and John try to make their relationship work. It has to remain a secret and all goes down the drain when a colleague outs Ben. The other officers are less then tolerant and John can't take the pressure and endstheir relationship but Ben doesn't give up. He wants John, respect and the happy life they deserve. Geez I suck at summaries.
Southland - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 23,043 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/14/2012 - Ben S., John C. - Complete
Keep it together reviews
Clint/Phil slash. I just borrowed Spidy and his friends from the cartoon. Coulson is the awesome movie Coulson. Phil gets hurt on a mission and Clint decides to mend the rift between the members of the Avenger initiative and in addition to that he tries to teach the young generation what it means to be a super hero.
Crossover - Avengers & Ultimate Spider-Man - Rated: T - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14,322 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 7 - Published: 12/8/2012 - Hawkeye/Clint B., Phil Coulson - Complete
Backstabbing reviews
Phil/Clint slash. Hydra infiltrates SHIELD. One of them recruits Hawkeye and he decides to join them. Phil and his friends have a hard time to believe it but they can't ignore the facts, or rather the dead Clint leaves behind. They set out to stop their ex-teammate before he causes more harm, but SHIELD can't be trusted either.
Avengers - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 17,918 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 7 - Published: 12/6/2012 - Agent Phil Coulson, Hawkeye/Clint B. - Complete
Take me higher reviews
Yaoi. Vincent/Cid. I think kinda AU. Cid is jealous because a former lover broke his heart,Vincent doesn't know and breaks under the perssure. In addition to that, the residents of the town he lives in are intolerant and determined to fight the unknown.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 13 - Words: 46,736 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 11/28/2012 - Published: 1/10/2012 - Vincent V., Cid H. - Complete
Insight reviews
Clint/Phil, slash. Clint and the Avengers aren't, well tuned, especially after Phil's brush with death, so Loki tries to makes amends for his deeds during the attack. He decides that the Avengers should know about Clint's past and the reasons why Clint Barton has become the man they came to know. Had finally time to correct the formation error, sorry
Avengers - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 20,490 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 62 - Follows: 9 - Published: 11/27/2012 - Agent Phil Coulson, Hawkeye/Clint B. - Complete
Blind reviews
AyaYohji, Yaoi. Yohji isn't sure that Aya really loves him, he vent his frustrations on the redhead and in addition to that Schuldig takes control over his mind for a few fateful minutes. Can he make up for it?
Weiss Kreuz - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 65 - Words: 143,043 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 11/23/2012 - Published: 11/22/2008 - Aya/Ran F., Youji K. - Complete
For our family reviews
Sequel to Broken wings. Can be read as stand alone. Slash Clint/Phil. They adopt a little boy and an old enemy threatens their hapiness. Phil and Clint have to fight for their little family. They kill and risk to get killed for the sake of their loved ones.
Avengers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,989 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 3 - Published: 11/21/2012 - Agent Phil Coulson, Hawkeye/Clint B. - Complete
Broken wings reviews
Slash Clint/Coulson. Phil is oblivious and breaks Clint's heart. Clint has to leave the Avenger project and SHIELD passes him around, from handler to handler until he cracked. Coulson has to pick up the pieces.
Avengers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 9 - Words: 40,649 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 61 - Follows: 21 - Published: 11/21/2012 - Agent Phil Coulson, Hawkeye/Clint B. - Complete
Broken, piece by piece reviews
Slash Clint/Coulson. Phil left Clint because of a huge misunderstanding and converts their daughter on his side. Alone and broken Clint has to cope with the aftermath of Loki's mind control and his family's antipathy towards him. Phil's injury forces the broken family to, interact. How will Clint cope with all the dirt life is throwing at him?
Avengers - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,522 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 59 - Follows: 10 - Published: 11/18/2012 - Hawkeye/Clint B., Agent Phil Coulson - Complete
Not bound by blood reviews
Daryl/Rick, slash. One-shot. Daryl takes over Lori's role in Judiths life and Rick invites him into his family, as friend and lover. The way to happiness is rocky but worth it. Daryl finds what he always wanted, a family. My muse ran wild after "Say the word". Daryl and a baby that's just ... awesome, adorable... *I gonna faint*
Walking Dead - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,209 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 103 - Follows: 15 - Published: 11/14/2012 - Daryl D., Rick G. - Complete
Wherever I go reviews
Clint/Coulson slash! Coulson got killed during a mission, at least that's what they were told. Clint tries desperately to cope with the loss of his husband until Nick reveals the truth. Not a death fic, I'm a hopeless romantic and not able to kill one of them.
Avengers - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 16,905 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 72 - Follows: 13 - Published: 11/6/2012 - Agent Phil Coulson, Hawkeye/Clint B. - Complete
You left me just when I needed you most reviews
Arthur/Eames slash! Eames asks Arthur to stay but he denies. Leaving the heartbroken Forger behind. Once Arthur is ready to commit himself to Eames, months have passed, and he realizes the hard way that life ain't fair. An accident changed Eames's life dramatically and Arthur wasn't there when he needed him most.
Inception - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 13 - Words: 36,867 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 12 - Published: 11/5/2012 - Arthur, Eames - Complete
Talk at cross purposes reviews
Clint/Phil, slash. Clint and Phil a married but Phil wants to keep it a secret. Clint agrees but a new Agent turnes his world upside down. She's Phil's ex-girlfriend and her presence wakes old romantic memories, or not? Nonetheless Clint has to deal with her and his troubled marriage.
Avengers - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 18,275 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 88 - Follows: 27 - Published: 8/6/2012 - Hawkeye/Clint B., Agent Phil Coulson - Complete
Chasing dreams reviews
Slash Lucas/Nathan. Slight AU. Nathan and Skills make a bet. Goal: Get Lucas out of the team. Who will win Nathan with the weapon 'love' or Skills with violence? Nah, hurt feelings, guilt and attempted suicid will be the result of the cruel game.
One Tree Hill - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 21 - Words: 69,465 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 23 - Updated: 8/6/2012 - Published: 1/10/2012 - Lucas S., Nathan S.
Matter of trust reviews
Slash, Randy/Cody. Slight AU, I think I played too much with characters, dates, etc. They're in love but the relationship isn't working and the outcome is a temporary break up with disastrous consequences. What do when your own world turns against you?
Wrestling - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 30,753 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/10/2012 - Randy Orton, Cody Rhodes/Stardust
More loven than hate, sequel to hate or love reviews
AyaYohji, Yaoi When I say Yaoi I mean Yaoi not shonen-ai so no flames please . Weiss get a new team member and Aya must fear about his relationship with Yohji. Will Aya survive his shattered soul and Yohjis careless behaviour? Don't worry no DeathFic.
Weiss Kreuz - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 25 - Words: 54,052 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 12/8/2008 - Published: 11/22/2008 - Aya/Ran F., Youji K. - Complete
Not the Time reviews
Yaoi, Aya/Yohji, What if your best friend cofessed his love but you don't know how to react? And breaks his heart. What if he's taken away from you and maybe you won't get a second chance to say I love you too. Angst, Lemon.
Weiss Kreuz - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 28,854 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 5 - Published: 10/17/2008 - Aya/Ran F., Youji K. - Complete
Hate or Love reviews
Shonen ai so don't like don't read Aya/Yohji, It's not easy to live under the same roof every day and sometimes they can't stand each other. What's when I hate you is maybe one of the last thing you said. Sorry I'm bad at summarys.
Weiss Kreuz - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,004 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/1/2008 - Aya/Ran F., Youji K. - Complete