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Joined 02-16-08, id: 1501355, Profile Updated: 12-23-09
Author has written 5 stories for Phantom of the Opera, Enchanted, and Twilight.

Name: Monica

Age: 16 going on 30

Occupation: Aspiring philanthropist

Phobias: Atychiphobia, Claustrophobia, and a mild fear of self

Current Obsession: Jennifer's Body

New Year's Resolution: Fixing my typos when i type/write; finishing a whole story before I post it; try and lessen the self-deprecation

I don't know what to put in a profile. I don't really like talking about myself because i like to self-deprecate. you'll only hear odd things about me. if i DO seem a little bit interesting, add me as a friend on Facebook--just PM me so that i know you aren't a stalker. please. i've had enough of that experience. just tell me that you write on FF too and i'll love you=) oh, and i'll give you my email after you PM

But if you must know a little about me, maybe this poem i made will help you understand where i draw inspiration from and why my stories dun seem to be written by the same person.


Her blood boils as her body trembles with temerity

She sinks her teeth into her mortal defiance of authority

But her eyes are mirror-like as they shine with forbidden tears

Alas, they fall like autumn leaves and flood the coming years

Her hands now tied and bound, she finds solace in gaining knowledge

What once was learned, she learns again, in spite of her fading courage

But like the scorching sun parches the earth, this mask leaves her dry

Hiding behind books is not the way, nor is fighting against the need to cry

O mother, o father: in this perfect child have pride!

She’s yielded to your every will and pushed no storm against the tide

And even when the seasons change, your morals in her will be strong

Yet you turn around and take blind sight on her everything gone wrong

Now she sits alone in a darkened room: a spirit lost in life

Confused in choosing who to play, she succumbs to this, her soundless strife

From a girl who had the world at her feet, she’s reduced to a crumbling mess

The pain and sorrow end here—they are far too intense for kindly words to express

But little girl, little girl, let me help you open your eyes

The world has changed; regrettably, so have you; it’s time to realize

That no longer can purple ribbons decorate your hair

So now take a breath and go outside because the truth is waiting there

Fandoms: Find me in Twilight (i have a couple songfics there), Enchanted, Phantom of the Opera, and Jennifer's Body. Mind you, I dun update on time. I'm definitely a punctual person in real life but...

Specialization: I like to write a lot of tragedy. Most of my stories have motifs of angst and frustration. I don't know why I like writing it, but my readers tell me that it turns out nice anyway. Fluff is great for regular posting but I mostly focus on other things as well. SONGFICS are my favorite fics to write =)

Frustration: LEMONS and LIMES! It takes a lot of research for me to get it done and i don't really like doing it but i believe that it adds so much to the depth to the story especially if it is written very well and just written for the smut factor. i've been thinking about doing a mystery but then that would entail an actual plot and outline from beginning to end. i usually write on impulse--whenever i have the inspiration, i write right away because when i lose it, IT'S OVER. i've really been working on characterization. there's nothing like a bomb story with a very cohesive set of characters.

Music Muses: Yiruma helps me a lot in focusing, Colbie Caillat will always be my number one, but I usually like the quiet when I write.

Current: Good news! The Gods have graced their presence in my humble writer's mind and I have a story in the works! Sadly, it will not be a continuation of I Need You Frightened, rather it will be a whole new story. Totally different. AU with a twist.

I'm very much appreciative of constructive criticism though yes, flames irk me but I take them into kind consideration because what doesn't kill me only makes me stronger.

-_-.oO(Taken from Isfelvic's profile)Oo.-_-

I'm not a book - I can't be read.
I'm not the weather - I can't be predicted.
I'm not an item - I can't be bought.
I'm not a fool - I can't be sweet talked.
I'm not an outfit - I can't be changed.
I'm not a game - I can't be won.
I'm not an animal - I can't be tamed.
I'm not a doormat - I can't be walked all over.
I am what I am and that's all that I am.

So that's it.

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Serendipity's Kiss by Hearts of Eternity reviews
Time has a curious way about it, always able to move ahead, sometimes leaving hearts behind. For Sam and Mikaela, they didn't realize how far behind their hearts really were until fate, in the form of well-meaning Camaro, intervened. Sam/Mikaela
Transformers - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 20 - Words: 131,960 - Reviews: 478 - Favs: 265 - Follows: 278 - Updated: 7/9/2010 - Published: 10/4/2008 - Sam W., Mikaela B.
Son of a Preacher Man by LaViePastiche reviews
The wild son of a famous televangelist, Jasper likes to love ‘em and leave ‘em. Will he meet his match in Bella, who’s in love with his sister’s boyfriend Edward? And what happens when Edward finally notices her? AH, B/E
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 29 - Words: 189,838 - Reviews: 8198 - Favs: 4,668 - Follows: 2,977 - Updated: 3/8/2010 - Published: 5/12/2009 - Complete
But I'm Still Here Breathing Now by VintageManniqueen reviews
Needy's thoughts after killing Jennifer. Angst. Blah.
Jennifer's Body - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 489 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/3/2009 - Complete
Untitled by starsareFALLING reviews
Chapter four! "Her entire body hurt. The walls bled, the colors drained; the whole world screamed. Nothing else existed. But she couldn’t let go. She couldn’t kill anyone else… even if it hurt." Jennifer/Needy, eventually.
Jennifer's Body - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 6,062 - Reviews: 97 - Favs: 68 - Follows: 74 - Updated: 9/29/2009 - Published: 9/22/2009
Nobody Sleeps When I'm Awake by LaViePastiche reviews
Oh Jasper, you dirty little bastard". I would call this my smut de resistance. An outtake of my story Three If By Fire...but really, it's just smut. BellaxJasper. Really smutty. I'm not kidding here.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,628 - Reviews: 118 - Favs: 219 - Follows: 77 - Published: 4/29/2009 - Bella, Jasper
The Secret Cutter by SophieClayton16 reviews
Lexie has a secret; will she have the courage to tell someone? Or will a certain colleague find out all by himself? Rated M for serious subjects:- Rape, Self Harm and abuse. Ship- Sexie. Please R & R.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 621 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 37 - Published: 11/22/2008 - Lexie G., Mark S.
Paris, With Love by Paeng reviews
The unexpected twist of fate brings a mixture of love, ambition, heartaches, and a humorous espionage to Ryoma, Sakuno, and Fuji... in Paris. — RyomaSakunoFuji
Prince of Tennis - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 15 - Words: 104,475 - Reviews: 339 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 47 - Updated: 11/3/2008 - Published: 2/8/2008 - R. Sakuno
Somewhere I Have Never Traveled by Hatusu reviews
Draco and Hermione become foreign exchange students, and travel to France and Bulgaria. They expected boat rides, champagne and fancy balls, but what they didn't expect was murder. DMHG preHBP.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Mystery - Chapters: 36 - Words: 134,087 - Reviews: 1849 - Favs: 749 - Follows: 627 - Updated: 8/20/2008 - Published: 8/12/2005 - Draco M., Hermione G.
Simple Things by Winter Sapphire reviews
So caught up in the confusion of life, Robert had almost forgotten what it was like to enjoy the little things in it. Light, fluffy Giselle x Robert.
Enchanted - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 624 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 2 - Published: 7/9/2008
Thunder and Roses by Sybl Angelkat reviews
Erik/OW, movie-verse after the fire. Erik reluctantly accepts that he cannot have Christine and resumes being the Opera Ghost. As the Opera reopens, a woman and her dog accidentally stumble through time and she knows his story. What will happen?
Phantom of the Opera - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 19 - Words: 61,727 - Reviews: 88 - Favs: 84 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 6/22/2008 - Published: 3/28/2008 - Erik - Complete
Like A Drug by dreamwriter2010 reviews
Erik is haunting Christine, and she can't seem to let go of him. What will happen when Christine can't take anymore? Song-fic to Kelly Clarkson's "Addicted".
Phantom of the Opera - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,688 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/22/2008 - Christine, Erik - Complete
Jealous by SweetSugarPuppy reviews
[Hermione’s POV] He went in the common room, and when I was about to make a go for it, he kissed her. I felt happy for her, because all of her dreams were finally coming true. But at the moment it did, it shattered mine… along with my heart. HHr
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,197 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 4 - Published: 7/11/2007 - Hermione G., Harry P. - Complete
Take My Heart Away by Hatusu reviews
Complete. Hermione goes back in time with one mission: to kill Tom Riddle before he comes to power. How hard can it be? Impossible, she realizes, as a love between them grows stronger than anything she's ever known. Now Hermione has a choice to make: Will
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Mystery - Chapters: 19 - Words: 42,202 - Reviews: 2126 - Favs: 2,342 - Follows: 424 - Updated: 8/16/2005 - Published: 1/15/2005 - Hermione G., Voldemort - Complete
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Bowling To My Heart reviews
modern EC. Christine has a rare heart condition that compels her to engage in sports for her health. Erik is the enigmatic bowling technician smitten by her. Can Erik control himself enough to keep her? R&R to find out! Rated M for later chapters.
Phantom of the Opera - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 17 - Words: 47,356 - Reviews: 112 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 11/3/2009 - Published: 6/30/2008 - Christine, Erik
Rose, With Love reviews
Who shall Christine choose in this seemingly endless love triangle between two men she both has affection for... chapter 6 is finally up! the story is better than summary...
Phantom of the Opera - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 14,105 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 6/23/2009 - Published: 2/23/2008 - Christine, Erik
Fading Away reviews
OOC.Robert leaves Giselle and is ensnared in Narissa's evil plots. Is she just a noble queen trying to save Volrutisia, whatever the cost? Will Giselle be able to heal? Or will she turn into the arms of another forever? Much better aligned story. Rated M.
Enchanted - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 9 - Words: 22,038 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 6/5/2009 - Published: 7/13/2008
Don't Stop Now reviews
series of oneshots, begins with Edward leaving Bella in a more dramatic and tragic way. in the 2nd chapter, both of them are torturing themselves everyday they are not together. will edward return? songs: Don't Stop Now & Been Too Long both by Emmy Rossum
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,993 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 4/27/2009 - Published: 1/4/2009 - Bella, Edward
Angels Brought Me Here reviews
ONE-SHOT. i used the song by Carrie Underwood and added thoughts of Giselle and narration to add depth to the story..this is abt Giselle being so grateful to have Robert. limey, and kinda lemony o.O pls read! my first one-shot
Enchanted - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,148 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Published: 7/6/2008 - Complete