Author has written 221 stories for Inuyasha, Batman, Harry Potter, Ranma, X-overs, Dragon Ball Z, Pokémon, Spider-Man, James Bond, Scooby Doo, Sailor Moon, Digimon, Wotakoi: Love is Hard for Otaku, Card Captor Sakura, Naruto, Yu-Gi-Oh, Fruits Basket, Avatar: Last Airbender, Yu Yu Hakusho, Twilight, Bleach, Shugo Chara!, Code Geass, Vampire Knight, Ouran High School Host Club, Hetalia - Axis Powers, Kuroshitsuji, Young Justice, Book X-overs, Death Note, Blue Exorcist/青の祓魔師, Batman Begins/Dark Knight, Criminal Minds, Avengers, Movie X-overs, X-Men: The Movie, Avengers: Earth's Mightiest Heroes, Danny Phantom, Kamisama Hajimemashita/神様はじめました, Sherlock, Anime X-overs, Rise of the Guardians, Once Upon a Time, Beelzebub/べるぜバブ, Sword Art Online/ソードアート・オンライン, Legend of Korra, Archer, Puella Magi Madoka Magica/魔法少女まどか★マギカ, Noragami/ノラガミ, Attack on Titan/進撃の巨人, Captain America, Fate/stay night, Fairy Tail, Kuroko no Basuke/黒子のバスケ, Free! - Iwatobi Swim Club, Joker/Clover/Heart no Kuni no Alice, Toy Story, Durarara!!/デュラララ!!, Supernatural, Sengoku Basara/戦国BASARA, and Mystic Messenger.
Anime Kagome Sucks! Manga Kagome Kicks Ass!
07. 19. 2018
Okay, I'm feeling better with both this cold and emotionally, so I should be getting around answering those kind reviews and PMs very soon and I'm sorry that I did not do so sooner. It still might take me a few days to get through them all so I received more than I expected
A note regarding my future on FF . Net
I did not expect the reaction I received to this note, and must admit, it made me cry a little since I did not so many cared (and I am not much of a crier either and have only really done so when I had to put my cat down).
I will respond to each review and PMs, but it may take me a couple of days to get to them all since I did not expect so many. And please forgive my if I send two responses since I have replied to a few.
Also, the choice to leave FF . net is about 90% -- since Stray Servant will continued to be updated since I have a backlog of about 8 or 9 chapters. Priesterin will probably receive another update during Attack on Titan season 3.
If response is good, then I will stay, but in a very diminished manner compared to before all of this.
Thank you so much for making me feel so loved and I appreciate your civility since I did not relieve any flames.
Well, I was really hoping it would not come down to this, but I am honestly thinking of quitting writing and FF . Net for real and good in the very near future.
The recent update to Priesterin (chapter 88) was a factor in this decision (since I usually receive the most reviews in the first 24 hours after an update) and I am unsure if it is me/my writing, the Inuyasha crossover fandom as a whole, or simply the reviewer – or a combination of two or all three of them.
You may call me a greedy bitch or whatever other name you can come up with, but in the end, yes, I am greedy and am in no way going to denounce that.
I did not really want to get into this since it's very personal, but since some of you have been with me for years, you deserve an answer.
Some of you may already know this and some may not, but I have had a rough life and that had led to a diagnosis of severe depression (which has been deemed treatment resistant) and anxiety at a pretty young age. I have tried pretty much every treatment one can think and have even resorted to electroconvulsive (electroshock) therapy, and nothing has worked.
And even more recently, I have also been diagnosed with an attachment disorder (which mistaken for bipolar disorder, which I still may or may not have, pending on another psychiatric visit), which has led to very strained relations with my family in the past few months.
And to add on top of all this, my cat of a decade has just passed away from a severe illness and he was pretty much an emotional support animal to me and helped me through many rough times, so I have been dealing with that as well. Please treasure every moment with your pets!
Anyways, when I was thirteen, I discovered FF . Net and thought I give it a shot since the one consistent thing I was told over my life was that I was a good writer (which is bullshit, I'm mediocre at best).
I posted and to my surprise, reviews came in and to my even bigger surprise, a little spark of happiness actually overcame the depression. And so, I suppose I became addicted to reviews and the happiness that came along with it and that's why they are so very important to me.
I know some of you may say 'write for yourself' and I do - I write nonsense that I keep to myself without worry of spellchecking and criticism.
It may not seem like it since my chapters and drabbles are short, but they can literally take me hours to write since I have major concentration problems due to my depression.
Reviews have gone down by quite a lot for me (and still, I'm not sure if it's me or the fandom), but the amount of effort I put in for writing for the few reviews I do get (I thank you from the bottom of my heart of those who do review) has taken its toll on me and I don't really think I can go on if it continues on like this.
I will continue to update Stray Servant for a little while longer since I do have a backlog of chapters and there does seem to be a tiny bit of interest in it.
I will also probably update Priesterin again when season 3 of Attack on Titan premieres since that might renew interest in it again.
Again, call me selfish and greedy and whatever else.