Panda54
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Joined 03-02-08, id: 1514999, Profile Updated: 05-27-14
Author has written 7 stories for Kingdom Hearts, Tangled, How to Train Your Dragon, Shingeki no Kyojin/進撃の巨人, and Rise of the Guardians.

Writing is easy: All you do is sit staring at a blank sheet of paper until drops of blood form on your forehead. - Gene Fowler


Name: Emily or Panda, either one.

Age: 22.

Gender: Female.

Likes: Kingdom Hearts, Jackson Overland Frost, Dragons, Yaoi, Redheads, Dancing, Nighttime, Bonfires, Swimming, Writing, Reading, Sleeping, Tattoos, Coffee, Cigarettes, Anime, Book Stores, Thunder Storms, Spending Time With my Friends.

Dislikes: Mushrooms, Mornings, Doctor's Offices, Having to be Patient, Homophobes, Mean or Rude People, Being Indecisive.

Location: Pennsylvania.

My Tumblr: andromeda54.tumblr.com

My second FF.net account: Quarried Times

My OTP: AkuRoku (Axel and Roxas from Kingdom Hearts), also very much into Hijack (Jack and Hiccup)

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Mr Psychiatrist by The unwritten promise reviews
"I hate you. I can't stomach you; you make me feel so sick I want to puke my guts up... but I like you and I need you. I love you, Mr Psychiatrist. Please don't give up on me." Akuroku in later chapters. WARNING!: This is a hard story to read and is very upsetting!
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 162,172 - Reviews: 319 - Favs: 100 - Follows: 132 - Updated: 3/27 - Published: 1/2/2013 - [Axel, Roxas]
The Calling by MaddeThee reviews
Axel fights for his life alongside his friends in a world he thought would have never come true. Zombie AU AkuRoku, RikuSora, XigDem, others. Rated M for a reason. Violence, romance, sex, death, etc. Axel POV. First fic, so go nice on me ;) "If nothing lasts forever, will you be my nothing?"
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 11 - Words: 35,039 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 7/5/2014 - Published: 11/4/2013 - Axel, Roxas
For the First Time by ManeStella reviews
Set a few weeks after the events of Frozen. Anna and Elsa are beginning to reconnect after years of isolation from both the world and each other, but now older and supposedly wiser the girls begin to uncover feelings they perhaps should have let be. Elsa/Anna. Rated M for later chapters.
Frozen - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 14 - Words: 28,919 - Reviews: 513 - Favs: 1,092 - Follows: 927 - Updated: 1/6/2014 - Published: 12/3/2013 - [Anna, Elsa] - Complete
Love and Sea Salt Ice Cream: an AkuRoku story by Zombiechii reviews
Roxas feels like a freak because he doesn't have a heart, and turns to Axel for comfort. Axel is trying to figure out all of these things he's feeling - or not feeling? - when he's around Roxas. How can romance form between Nobodies with no hearts? AkuRoku shipping, circulates around Kingdom Hearts 358/2 Days with it's own storyline, of course. Rated M for what will come later.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 3 - Words: 7,325 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 1/4/2014 - Published: 9/18/2013 - Axel, Roxas
Empty Halls by FrozenFractals reviews
The queen had been even bolder within the confines of the castle, pushing her sister into dark corners and closets, hands under her skirt, nails dragging up her thigh, lips on her neck, whispering deliciously dirty things in her ear...
Frozen - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,379 - Reviews: 93 - Favs: 532 - Follows: 142 - Published: 12/13/2013 - [Anna, Elsa] - Complete
Coffee and Cigarettes by MyNameIsCAL reviews
Iggy is miserable seeing the flock happy, including Fang who seemingly abandoned them to live the good life. But an unexpected offer from Fang open's Iggy's eyes and he realizes that they just might be the key to each other's happiness. Iggy's POV; Figgy
Maximum Ride - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 7 - Words: 14,066 - Reviews: 75 - Favs: 63 - Follows: 86 - Updated: 9/20/2013 - Published: 10/10/2011 - Iggy, Fang
The Tiger and the Bird by Moofin reviews
I really wasn't planning on falling for literally the craziest guy on the island; I really wasn't. Even so, I wasn't gunna let him get the better of me. He'd see just how easy I could be. (VaasxOC with you as OC, M for language and eventual sex scenes.)
Far Cry - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 11 - Words: 44,173 - Reviews: 128 - Favs: 81 - Follows: 98 - Updated: 3/29/2013 - Published: 2/3/2013
Eternity by RePsicopata reviews
Based on the Fanfic "Finally Visible" by Panda54. Years go by without even noticing. But for Jack, having an eternity to live seems like too much. More because his true love Hiccup doesn't have one...
Crossover - How to Train Your Dragon & Rise of the Guardians - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,587 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 6 - Published: 11/24/2012 - Hiccup, Jack Frost - Complete
12 Steps My Ass by F.Duran reviews
They say an epiphany can strike you at any moment over the most mundane thing. My epiphany decided to hit me full on at 120 miles per hour at the underwear aisle in WalMart. I was a drug addict.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,904 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 22 - Published: 9/3/2012 - Roxas, Axel
White Noise by Quarried Times reviews
My name is Mello and I hate stupid striped shirts and dumb ass goggles. But...I'm starting to love the person behind them.- MattxMello, Yaoi, AU
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 30,019 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 23 - Updated: 8/16/2012 - Published: 6/29/2012 - Matt, Mello
Koa by Moofin reviews
Arii is kidnapped and taken to a strange castle, but why? She may have a special power, but it seems someone doesn't want here there, and will stop at nothing to get rid of her. But who is it? AxelXOC, and an added OC or two! A healthy amount of OOC. COMPLETE!
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 27 - Words: 106,569 - Reviews: 94 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 7/15/2012 - Published: 4/15/2009 - Axel, Xigbar - Complete
Guilty Conscience by FreeKiwi reviews
How do rich kids enact revenge on Zexion? They convince the pool boy to pretend to be Zexion's conscience. The pool boy convinces Zexion he has to change his ways or he'll die. Everyone else? They just have to keep a straight face. -Zemyx- -AR- -SR-
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 10 - Words: 118,554 - Reviews: 294 - Favs: 179 - Follows: 212 - Updated: 6/5/2012 - Published: 2/5/2011 - Demyx, Zexion
Reflections by darkangel.mya reviews
AU - All choices have repercussions. At the time, he hadn't even realized he'd made a choice, but it would change his entire future: for better or for worse. Full game spoilers. -Thanks to Ladynadiad and Trystle for helping with the editing-
Tales of the Abyss - Rated: T - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 86 - Words: 629,344 - Reviews: 1175 - Favs: 723 - Follows: 360 - Updated: 5/11/2012 - Published: 5/11/2007 - Asch, Luke - Complete
Collecting the Stars by MoonLLotus reviews
It was hard, moving to Twilight Town with my estranged father so soon after mom died. Life just became a whirlwind then of sex, drugs, wild parties, and an eccentric redhead who snuck in through my window every night.-AkuRoku
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 12 - Words: 49,208 - Reviews: 234 - Favs: 259 - Follows: 92 - Updated: 11/19/2010 - Published: 5/7/2009 - Roxas, Axel - Complete
Summer Boy by A Pin Drop reviews
Roxas is a trouble maker. Sure his behavior will spiral out of control he is sent to live with his father, who owns a motel in Sedona, Arizona population 6, 517. It's sure to be one fine hell of a summer. Axel/Roxas Officially M
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 15 - Words: 135,715 - Reviews: 284 - Favs: 350 - Follows: 102 - Updated: 1/18/2010 - Published: 7/13/2009 - Roxas, Axel - Complete
Ashes by unheard screams reviews
Dying alone doesn't seem so bad at first. You've come to expect it. That is, until something completely unexpected happens. YXK, completed.
Fruits Basket - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 34 - Words: 97,413 - Reviews: 826 - Favs: 447 - Follows: 272 - Updated: 8/28/2009 - Published: 4/14/2005 - Yuki S., Kyo S. - Complete
Sketch and Shiver by kurosora1984 reviews
Art students should refrain from falling in love with nude models. Axel missed that memo. AkuRoku smut for 8/13/2009
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11,460 - Reviews: 153 - Favs: 732 - Follows: 42 - Published: 8/13/2009 - Axel, Roxas - Complete
A New Dawn by Moofin reviews
Fox rolled her eyes and pushed his chest back in with a finger, deflating him. "Don't let your ego get the best of you, Roxas. Keep an eye on them..." Written as a Christmas gift for Panda54.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 18,240 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 7/27/2009 - Published: 4/20/2009 - Roxas - Complete
Cerulean Nightmares by Z. Alexander reviews
Sonnets of cerulean and epithets to elegance. Painted silent screams and splashes of blood on the bedsheets. This is everything they didn't want for their next life but they still want each other, even after everything. AkuRoku.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 2 - Words: 31,361 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 2 - Published: 9/27/2008 - Axel, Roxas - Complete
Inertia Creeps by risokura reviews
Note to self, next time you try to commit suicide, jump off a building. It's a lot more effective. AxelRoxas AU.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 31 - Words: 211,002 - Reviews: 1137 - Favs: 1,369 - Follows: 359 - Updated: 9/13/2008 - Published: 12/14/2007 - Axel, Roxas - Complete
Beautiful Boy by lhbaghead reviews
Axel thinks he must be going crazy. Or it might be because he's suddenly seeing Roxas everywhere. -The one where Axel is a homophobic jackass who falls in love with the gay kid, Roxas- Akuroku, AU.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 18,924 - Reviews: 96 - Favs: 357 - Follows: 20 - Published: 9/13/2008 - Roxas, Axel - Complete
Where the Wild Things Are by the.israel.project107 reviews
AkuRoku Day giftfic for Decorinne. After falling down a hole, meeting an enigmatic cat-boy, and struggling hard to stay, you know, *alive*, Axel's starting to get kind of fed up with this forest. Weird-ass oneshot in two parts.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 2 - Words: 40,308 - Reviews: 287 - Favs: 819 - Follows: 47 - Published: 8/12/2008 - Axel, Roxas - Complete
Cancer Cells by lhbaghead reviews
Cancer cells are those which have forgotten how to die. While Roxas fights, Axel is here trying to save him. Akuroku, dedicated to A Spot of Bother
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 26,062 - Reviews: 227 - Favs: 431 - Follows: 29 - Published: 8/10/2008 - Axel, Roxas - Complete
The Unfamiliar by the.israel.project107 reviews
Roxas leads a semiperfect life. He's a good person, with reasonable grades, friends he's growing out of, and a regular home environment. Until Axel comes along. Roxas doesn't realise just how much of a sham his whole existence is...AkuRoku,RiSo,Zemyx,CL
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 46 - Words: 288,672 - Reviews: 2937 - Favs: 1,737 - Follows: 410 - Updated: 1/29/2008 - Published: 11/9/2007 - Axel, Roxas - Complete
Waiting by A Spot of Bother reviews
AU. They promised to meet in the next life but they have to find each other first. AkuRoku. Complete.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 20 - Words: 83,803 - Reviews: 1335 - Favs: 1,821 - Follows: 503 - Updated: 12/14/2007 - Published: 2/3/2007 - Axel, Roxas - Complete
The Bodyguard by Luuuurve reviews
Award winning fic! When Death Eaters murder Draco's mother, Draco jumps at the chance to avenge her. But he doesn't expect the Ministry to bind him, heart, body and soul, to Harry Potter. HPDM slash. HGRW. Post HBP. Replaces DH.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 38 - Words: 175,643 - Reviews: 2131 - Favs: 1,929 - Follows: 643 - Updated: 7/19/2007 - Published: 11/2/2006 - Harry P., Draco M. - Complete
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The Hijack Games reviews
Hiccup (Hieden) lives in district three, where food is scarce and hope has vanished from its citizens. The capitol has a hold of them. What will this years reaping bring? Hijack! AU, Hunger Games oriented, bit of OOC, death, blood, gore, sex. All to come.
Crossover - How to Train Your Dragon & Rise of the Guardians - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Horror - Chapters: 6 - Words: 35,742 - Reviews: 61 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 65 - Updated: 9/16/2014 - Published: 12/13/2013
Love Jockey reviews
Eren's summer was supposed to be filled with carefree days and lazy nights. But his mother decides to get him a job. The worst she can find. Hopefully he can survive the long hours and rude glares from the Captain. - Eren POV, Rating will change
Shingeki no Kyojin/進撃の巨人 - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,904 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 17 - Published: 9/29/2013 - Eren Y., Levi
Finally Visible reviews
Jack meets Hiccup who ends up being the only mortal human in the world that can see him. What will this really mean to him? How will he deal with finally being visible? And who is lurking in the shadows, waiting for a chance to strike? Jack/Hiccup, slight Pitch/Jack - COMPLETE
Crossover - How to Train Your Dragon & Rise of the Guardians - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 15 - Words: 96,899 - Reviews: 479 - Favs: 534 - Follows: 453 - Updated: 9/18/2013 - Published: 11/8/2012 - Hiccup, Jack Frost - Complete
Ravens and Writing Desks reviews
One pill makes you larger and the other pill makes you small. Come join me in this magnificent world called Wonderland. Come one, come all. -Pretty weird, messed up story of how Jack goes to Wonderland. This is HiJack, yes.
Crossover - How to Train Your Dragon & Rise of the Guardians - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 13,075 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 39 - Published: 1/5/2013 - Hiccup, Jack Frost
Cold Heart reviews
Jack's life is nothing like he wishes it would be. Maybe he's stuck, frozen like a statue. Besides...how could anyone fix something so cold?
Crossover - Tangled & Rise of the Guardians - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,491 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 7 - Published: 11/2/2012 - Rapunzel, Jack Frost
Easier To Run reviews
Sometimes running is all you can do. And for Roxas it's all he's ever known. With no memory of his past, or sometimes even his present, Roxas is fighting to find his place in the world. Axel can try to make it better, but he can't fix it. AU, AkuRoku, COMPLETE
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 24 - Words: 95,180 - Reviews: 150 - Favs: 67 - Follows: 32 - Updated: 7/9/2012 - Published: 3/20/2009 - Roxas, Axel - Complete
Two Halves Make A Whole reviews
When things are broken they're meant to be mended, right? AkuRoku, AU
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 4 - Words: 34,332 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 8/16/2009 - Published: 7/31/2009 - Axel, Roxas