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Author has written 12 stories for Law and Order: SVU, and Once Upon a Time.

When the soul sings, mind and body must listen and join in, or risk a slow descent into madness.

Formerly SVUaholic, my name is Kai and my current TV obsession is Once Upon a Time. It's got some major issues (thank goodness for fanfiction) but I adore Regina and I will never stop shipping Swan Queen. Also madly in love with Amanda Tapping and looking forward to meeting her again. I'm from Canada (eh?) so you'll have to forgive all the extra u's in my spelling. Proud shipper of Swan Queen and Jamsack (Sam/Jack from Stargate SG1). I love bringing original characters into my fics, so you'll find lots of original pairings in my fics.

My top 10 shows are, in rough order: Stargate SG1, The Good Wife, Fringe, Xena, Sanctuary, Parks and Recreation, Miranda, Spartacus, SVU (the early seasons), Once Upon a Time

My top 10 characters are, in rough order: Regina Mills/The Evil Queen, Sam Carter, Alicia Florrick, Olivia Dunham, Walter Bishop, Helen Magnus, Gabrielle (Xena), Xena, Leslie Knope, Olivia Benson

My top 10 actors are, in (very) rough order: Lana Parrilla, John Noble, Amanda Tapping, Robert Carlyle, Kristin Bauer van Straten, Mariska Hargitay, Anna Torv, Julianna Margulies, Lucy Lawless, Hugh Laurie

Amanda Tapping, Julianna Margulies, Lana Parrilla, Lucy Lawless, Anna Torv, John Noble, Andy Whitfield (RIP), Hugh Laurie, Mariska Hargitay, Melissa McBride

There are many MANY more actors that I love and are incredibly talented, but these are the ones who are amazing actors AND play characters that I adore.

In addition to my passion for different cultures and languages, I also love writing. I write novels, short stories, and sometimes I write just to clear my head, or to challenge myself. My SVU fanfics are primarily Olivia-centric because she is my favourite character and my ideas always seem to revolve around her. I'm not a fan of E/O so you won't find much of it in my fics, but I like writing about them as friends and exploring their 'love' for each other the way I'd like to see it happen on the show.

My Once fics (more coming soon!) focus primarily on the key characters Emma, Snow White, Henry and (of course) Regina because I find their stories the most intriguing. I've tried my best to bring in some of the secondary characters as well, though not a lot. 'Imprisoned' isn't Swan Queen because I wrote it before I shipped them as anything more than friends, but expect to see a lot more SQ from me from now on.

The White Knight: I really do plan to return to this one someday soon, I just lost interest in Once and in writing altogether for a while.

If you have any ideas for an interesting story, I'm always up for a challenge, or if you have any constructive (and I repeat: CONSTRUCTIVE) criticism, or if you just want to correct my spelling (I'm horrible for spelling mistakes and I don't pretend otherwise, because I'm usually too lazy to proof-read my own work) feel free to send me a message.

I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday.

I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson".

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the Realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

I am the girl who loves her best friend but is afraid to let her know it.

I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends I'm a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most - love.

Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it!

If you don't have a problem with homosexuality copy this into your profile.

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Twice Cursed by South.for.Winter reviews
Sequel to All That Follows. Certain events have led to the recasting of the curse, only this time, things are different. Fighting to keep Henry's love and her last bit of happiness, Regina is unprepared to finally realize the cost of the curse. With help coming from unexpected places, she must decide her fate and face some of her most terrible demons.
Once Upon a Time - Rated: T - English - Drama/Adventure - Chapters: 52 - Words: 105,847 - Reviews: 264 - Favs: 64 - Follows: 62 - Updated: 7/7/2013 - Published: 9/25/2012 - Regina M./The Evil Queen - Complete
Sparrows and Nightingales by minorshan reviews
Magic is unpredictable now, but it still comes at a price. After the curse breaks, a desperate Regina casts a spell, accidentally erasing her memory back to the day Daniel died. But all of Storybrooke will pay this spell's price. Is it truly justice to punish someone for crimes they don't remember? Can Regina come to grips with what she became? In FTL, Cora's origins and beyond.
Once Upon a Time - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 26 - Words: 202,508 - Reviews: 158 - Favs: 72 - Follows: 113 - Updated: 5/6/2013 - Published: 7/17/2012 - Regina M./The Evil Queen, Cora M./The Queen of Hearts
All That Follows by South.for.Winter reviews
The people of Storybrooke want to find a way home, but Regina has other plans. A threat against all of their lives forces everyone to work together. The question is, can they overcome the betrayal, loss, and the grudges they've carried for years, to finally find their happily-ever-afters? A Season 2 story. Lots of good Regina/Henry, Emma/August, Snow/Charming. Some FTL included.
Once Upon a Time - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 33 - Words: 79,128 - Reviews: 170 - Favs: 52 - Follows: 52 - Updated: 9/17/2012 - Published: 7/4/2012 - Regina M./The Evil Queen, Emma S. - Complete
No Return by Dracomom reviews
Takes place after Episode 19 "The Return"- Mr. Gold's thoughts on the events therein. Interior monologue. N/B: I don't think there are any spoilers here, but if you haven't seen up to "The Return" it won't make any sense! I did watch the whole season, so I may be biased. Love it, hate it, but be specific as to why!
Once Upon a Time - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,916 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/10/2012 - Rumpelstiltskin/Mr. Gold
The Overturn of the Evil Queen by DiMick reviews
The curse is breaking, and Regina is determined not to let it happen. Putting the last of her magic into a poisoned turnover, however, does not go quite to plan...
Once Upon a Time - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 14 - Words: 27,920 - Reviews: 133 - Favs: 132 - Follows: 98 - Updated: 8/13/2012 - Published: 5/11/2012 - Regina M./The Evil Queen, Emma S. - Complete
By Any Other Name by the silence in between reviews
You don't love Leopold, but the way that he fervently whispers your predecessor's name against your skin like a hushed prayer still cuts through your heart like a knife. A night during the first year of Regina and Leopold's marriage. Warning: rape.
Once Upon a Time - Rated: M - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,846 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 9 - Published: 4/28/2012 - [Regina M./The Evil Queen, King Leopold] - Complete
Happily Ever After by the silence in between reviews
No matter how hard she scrubs, she can't get rid of the blood that's trapped beneath her fingernails, now a permanent part of her being. Seven scenes of personal canon in which happily ever after is just beyond Regina's reach.
Once Upon a Time - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,663 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 4 - Published: 1/28/2012 - Regina M./The Evil Queen - Complete
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Fairy Dust reviews
Regina travels to New York to give Emma back her memories and return her to Storybrooke. When no one can remember what happened and everything seems quiet, the Swan-Mills family settles into domesticity. But it's short-lived as Regina is strangely reluctant to talk about her past year in the Enchanted Forest, and Henry makes a dangerous new friend. Eventual Swan Queen.
Once Upon a Time - Rated: M - English - Family/Drama - Chapters: 10 - Words: 22,289 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 50 - Updated: 11/21/2014 - Published: 10/28/2014 - Emma S., Regina M./The Evil Queen, Henry Mills, OC
The White Knight reviews
What would season 1 have been like if Regina didn't remember being the Evil Queen? More importantly, might her relationship with Emma have progressed...differently? Season 1 rewrite. Eventual Swan Queen.
Once Upon a Time - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 8 - Words: 17,185 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 124 - Updated: 11/20/2014 - Published: 10/6/2012 - Regina M./The Evil Queen, Emma S.
Imprisoned reviews
My very own season 2. Magic has returned to Storybrooke, and Regina seizes her opportunity for revenge. But plans go awry as an unexpected enemy surfaces, leaving the townspeople reeling in the wake of a tragic loss. No Swan Queen, but lots of good Emma/Regina, Regina/Henry and Emma/Henry moments to come. Plenty of Snow/Charming/Emma as well.
Once Upon a Time - Rated: T - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 70 - Words: 144,859 - Reviews: 546 - Favs: 131 - Follows: 118 - Updated: 9/29/2012 - Published: 5/22/2012 - Emma S., Regina M./The Evil Queen - Complete
Healing reviews
Olivia is struggling to overcome her experience at Sealview. When therapy doesn't seem to be helping, she turns to an eccentric new source for help and comfort. She also finds a new love interest, but his dark past makes him difficult to trust.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 24 - Words: 32,838 - Reviews: 91 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 2/20/2009 - Published: 10/12/2008 - Complete
Family Values reviews
One late night nose bleed ends up changing Olivia's life drastically. She soon find herself fighting not only the forces trying to stop her, but also her disbelieving co-workers and her own fierce rage. Olivia-centric; not E/O
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 15 - Words: 19,754 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 10/27/2008 - Published: 9/6/2008 - Complete
Lonely reviews
My first E/O fanfic. I'm not a shipper, but I thought I'd give it a try. This is how I think it should happen, if it happens at all.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 13 - Words: 24,211 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 23 - Updated: 9/25/2008 - Published: 8/24/2008 - Complete
Grey Area reviews
A part of Olivia's past that she buried long ago suddenly resurfaces, putting her in danger and changing her life forever; for better and for worse. Rating changed for some gory scene later on.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 38 - Words: 37,596 - Reviews: 61 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 6/22/2008 - Published: 5/24/2008
Great Expectations reviews
Olivia thinks she is recovering from her traumatic experience, but when her life takes a drastic turn she feels like she can no longer be the strong woman everyone expects. Sequel to Coming Back to Bite.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 21 - Words: 23,267 - Reviews: 70 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 5/24/2008 - Published: 4/30/2008 - Complete
Impossible Choices reviews
How far will Elliot go to protect his partner? He's chosen her life over the lives of others more than once, but what if it's not her life that's actually in danger? Will he still choose his partner over the victims? E/O friendship.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 16 - Words: 13,719 - Reviews: 68 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 5/21/2008 - Published: 5/1/2008 - Complete
Sheep reviews
A short one-shot about a conversation between Elliot and Olivia. Post-Authority.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: K - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 681 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 5/3/2008 - Published: 4/30/2008 - Complete
Coming Back to Bite reviews
Olivia's job makes it hard for her to have a personal life-at least that's her story. But when her past shows up unexpectedly, the real story comes out. Can she hold herself together long enough to sort out what REALLY happened? Some E/O moments
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 22 - Words: 21,024 - Reviews: 52 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 4/28/2008 - Published: 4/12/2008 - Complete
Unsafe reviews
Olivia is spinning out of control. And just when she thinks she's found solid ground, her control is stripped away again. Can she ever feel safe anywhere? Not E/O
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 23 - Words: 24,389 - Reviews: 87 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 4/11/2008 - Published: 4/3/2008 - Complete