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Joined 05-04-08, id: 1568257, Profile Updated: 11-13-13
Author has written 19 stories for Kingdom Hearts, Beyblade, and Naruto.

Nickname: Nia

Age: 22

Gender: Female

What can I say about me?

I’m content with how my writing has improved over the last two years. There’s been a dramatic difference to my rather redundant first fics to what I sling out these days. All I can do is hope for further improvement in the future.

I’m currently at a state in my life where I’m not up to writing crack-fics anymore. Sure, they were fun, and constantly had me laughing (since I’m one of those people who laugh at their own jokes), but that’s not me anymore. The real world has finally decided to make a pit stop on my shoulders, and so I must obey its call. Everything I write these days has a much more serious underlying note, and I’m enjoying the change. I’ve had to grow up a lot in the last year and a half since leaving school, and I can see my writing topics have been influenced by it.

Favourite anime character:

Gaara -- And I don’t mean I just like him, I’m obsessed with this little redhead. But it’s not just the character, it’s what the character symbolically represents. He’s my laptop’s front page, he’s my mobile’s screensaver, I have short-ish, dyed red hair. I even have his scar tattooed on my stomach/hip (Just below the bellybutton and to the left-- not far enough to call my hip, but almost). Now, if that isn’t dedication, I don’t know what is. However, ironically, I put this character through so much shit in my stories, you’d think I hated him.

Current WIPs


Double Reflection


I’m getting very uncomfortable writing this. My emotions are being put through a blender because it's such a disturbing topic, and I know a lot of my readers feel the same. It’s a very edgy subject, and I hope I can pull off the emotions I’m going for. I'm hoping to have this finished before the summer is over.

(Update 14/11/13): I have now finished university, and I plan to finish the story. Unfortunately, I can't remember the direction I was heading in. But I'm sure I can come up with something similar or even better.

Savour’s Light


I haven’t updated for a while, but I haven’t given up on it. I’m enjoying writing Gaara without a foul mouth or a cigarette between his lips for once. I've had to do a lot of research about the whole religion thing, but it's really interesting.

We’re Falling Apart To Half Time


This was going to be a crack-fic, but since I can’t bring myself to write crack anymore, I’ve had to completely change the plot. It’s still going to be comical, but there’s going to be a deeper meaning than just making Gaara look stupid in a leotard.

(Update 14/11/13): I'm not going to lie, I'm probably not going to finish this fic.

Twisted Temptation


I don’t know why this isn’t complete already since I wrote it ages ago and the whole 15 chapters are sitting collecting dust on my hard-drive. But I think it’s because I’d written it so long ago, that I don’t think it’s up to scratch. I’d have to go through the whole thing with a fine toothcomb before uploading it.


List of must read fiction. I only add the best, so if it's on this list, you know it's good.

In no set order

And:Reboot by Silentz - This three part story will have you drowning in your own tears by the end. It took me over ten minutes to fully recover. Description - I have a condition. I’m going to forget everything. I’m going to forget you. And there’s nothing you can do about it. NaruGaara

Byron, Beethoven and Newton's Third Law By Blade Redwind - This fic will have you at the edge of your seat, along with pulling your hair out, biting your nails and screaming at Gaara and Naruto to buck their ideas up and get together. Description - Naruto gets roped into working on a musical with standoffish student Gaara. Weeks prior he wrote a song about the red head on a whim and slid it into his locker, thinking he'd never find out. Will Gaara match up the anonymous song to the play's? Find out.

Love With Caution By Sound Shadow - This was the first Naruto fic I ever read. Pairing = GaaSasu. Description - Gaara only ever knew how to feel hate, rage and anger then he met Sasuke, who taught him how to feel love,lust and jealousy. Warning contains: Child abuse, rape, cutting, suicide.

Hunger By mm-chan - A must read. This fic isn't complete yet, but it's one of the best I've ever read. Pairing GaaNaru/KankGaa. Description - Gaara has enough problems without Naruto's continuous attempts to make friends. The demon shadowing his life is his brother and he cannot see an escape of it. But Kankuro, too, has his own demons to deal with. KankuGaa, GaaNaru, AU, yaoi, INCEST, NON-CON.

My Kit My Naruto By Lady Luv of the East - This beautifully written one shot had me balling my eyes out. It's a short, heart breaking piece and is worth reading. (However, there are a few spelling/grammar mistakes.) Description - Kyuubi looked down at his kit and smiled as he watched him play, 'It was worth it, just to see him what he would be like without everyone baring down on him. My kit... My naruto.'

Reflections of Us By Caranina - This story isn't finished yet, but it's really worth reading. Description - The first time Naruto sees Gaara, he sees himself reflected in those eyes as they stared through the window. GaaNarGaa with some Kaka/Iru. yaoi.This story is rated M for a reason!

This Place Will Always Be Ours By Lycan.Kallias - This beautifully written story with a heartbreaking twist will have you reaching for the tissues. I was still crying while writing a review for it. Pairing = GaaNaru. Description - The place always made him sad. Gaara figured it was the perfect place to die. But before he can leap, a stranger pulls him back. What is it that makes the blue eyes so sad? Could the blond be his reason to live?

Shudder By Lycan.Kallias - I have the honour of beta-reading this amazing story. I've never read anything like it. This author has such a beautiful way of writing, I was hooked by the first sentence. Description - AU NaruGaa. Life isn't easy for Naruto. Taking care of a child wasn't his dream. Life isn't great for Gaara either. Turning tricks just to stay alive wasn't what he wanted. What could one act of kindness start between them? -not as angsty as it sounds- In fact, I recommend reading all of her stories. Her writing style is amazing.

Trains By Kathlaida-princess - This three part story will have you captivated until the end. Description - Summer is upon the Ninja World after peace has come, and the Kazekage is invited to spend it with Naruto and his friends. Better summary inside. GaaNaru M in final chapter.

Pranksters By Tsusami - This story will have you laughing, crying and wanting to murder and kiss Sasuke all at the same time. Pairing = NaruGaa. Description - It started with a little prank and quickly got out of control... NaruGaara. Implied SasuNaru. AU.

Forgiven By Temari88 - This story is a true gem. (Best read while listening to Forgiven by Within Temptation) It will have your heart bleeding. A true genius piece of work to those who can truely appreciate the transitions and the reader realization given. Desciption - I have always been determined – that is what gave me free access to the world that was Gaara, with all his ups and downs - I have always been a fighter… I always thought I was enough to keep him safe… NaruGaa.

Ruger Luminist By YamiTenshi - This is one of the must psychologically messed up story I have ever read. It really makes you wonder how far people will really go, and how far they can lose themselves for love and revenge (not finished yet). Description - What am I trying to protect? Why does he have to destroy? Please god, let me stop this nightmare... "Babe, give me another clip. He's not dead yet." A story of passion, revenge, and the gratuitous sex that's saving dozens of lives... NaruGaa.

Leather and Lace By YamiTenshi - Wonderfully written and full of humour -- just the way I like them. Description Recently fired Naruto Uzumaki has been blue and his best friend decides there's no better way to cure it than to take on a runway facade. On the stage Naruto is everything he couldn't be. The trouble is, his former boss notices. And he likes what he sees. GaaNaru.

Until the Clock Stops By YamiTenshi - This story will have you really thinking about the future. I was extremely teary by the end of this fic, and I still get a heavy heart everytime I think about it. Description Even now, after all this time, I wonder why you chose me. Even after I started falling apart, you never strayed for a second. Tell me why you love me, you fool. If you still do. Either way, my heart is forever yours... NaruGaa Citrus.

White Magus, Black Devout By YamiTenshi - Funny, well written, and an amazing magical AU. Desciption Naruto hated his job as a black mage. So his instructor decided to perhaps give him some motivation in the form of his friend's sexy new apprentice, but wait--Wasn't it supposed to be a boy? NaruGaa.

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Reflections of Us by Caranina reviews
The first time Naruto sees Gaara, he sees himself reflected in those eyes as they stared through the window. GaaNarGaa with some Kaka/Iru. yaoi.This story is rated M for a reason!
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 26 - Words: 158,347 - Reviews: 735 - Favs: 911 - Follows: 886 - Updated: 12/2/2013 - Published: 8/23/2007 - Gaara, Naruto U.
Sand by HellSandwich reviews
Gaara has a meeting, so he decides to have some fun with Naruto. Includes non-conventional use of sand. PWP, Hardcore Yaoi, Toys, Bondage, GaaNaru.
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,156 - Reviews: 224 - Favs: 824 - Follows: 127 - Published: 2/26/2011 - Gaara, Naruto U. - Complete
Hunger by mm-chan reviews
Gaara has enough problems without Naruto's continuous attempts to make friends. The demon shadowing his life is his brother and he cannot see an escape of it. But Kankuro, too, has his own demons to deal with. KankuGaa, GaaNaru, AU, yaoi, INCEST, NON-CON.
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 14 - Words: 129,659 - Reviews: 132 - Favs: 159 - Follows: 84 - Updated: 11/6/2010 - Published: 3/30/2008 - Gaara, Naruto U. - Complete
Break To Breathe by Okami Rayne reviews
Neji has always been in control. There's just one problem. It's killing him - and only Shikamaru can tell. But sometimes being pulled back from the edge is just as dangerous as being pushed there. Shikamaru/Neji YAOI PART 1 of BtB series
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 50 - Words: 377,330 - Reviews: 1960 - Favs: 924 - Follows: 280 - Updated: 9/5/2010 - Published: 1/10/2010 - Neji H., Shikamaru N. - Complete
And:Reboot by Silentz reviews
I have a condition. I’m going to forget everything. I’m going to forget you. And there’s nothing you can do about it. NaruGaara. Yaoi. AU. 3-Part-fic. Sequel included.
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 6 - Words: 69,870 - Reviews: 277 - Favs: 438 - Follows: 102 - Updated: 2/5/2010 - Published: 5/23/2008 - Naruto U., Gaara - Complete
The Road Less Travelled By by Ashen Skies reviews
Five years ago Naruto brought Sasuke back but received only hurt in return, and so he left. Now it is Kitsune, strong and deadly, who returns to his old village to take the jounin exam. When war erupts with Konoha at its heart, what will he choose? SLASH
Naruto - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 100,483 - Reviews: 651 - Favs: 1,803 - Follows: 431 - Updated: 4/25/2009 - Published: 11/20/2008 - Gaara, Naruto U. - Complete
Forgiven by Temari 88 reviews
- "I have always been determined – that is what gave me free access to the world that was Gaara, with all his ups and downs - I have always been a fighter… I always thought I was enough to keep him safe…" -
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,268 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/4/2009 - Naruto U., Gaara - Complete
She is a Lady by Ma.anda reviews
Summary: The Bladebreakers are in Germany visiting the Majestics who are currently gathered in Roberts castel, when Voltaire and Boris shows up and reveals a most shocking secret about Kai for the Bladebreakers and the Majestics. Bryan/Kai
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 9 - Words: 47,931 - Reviews: 130 - Favs: 77 - Follows: 46 - Updated: 12/28/2008 - Published: 2/10/2008 - Kai H., Bryan - Complete
Infallibility of Shadows by kerricarri reviews
They've not been children since the day Asuma dies. But when they are with each other their minds cast back to those days, peeling back year after year until they stop at day zero of their memories. The day they are reborn as shinobi but die as a team.
Naruto - Rated: K - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,329 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 11 - Published: 11/22/2008 - Shikamaru N., Asuma S. - Complete
Studio Art by kerricarri reviews
I feed him. My little doll. My pretty butterfly. He was white before, but he is now all red. I broke him. He cannot move! I've dyed him. Let's corrupt him some more? SasoDei.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,146 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 17 - Published: 8/1/2008 - Sasori, Deidara - Complete
Teardrops by StZen reviews
OneShot. Tala has been released once again from Boris, torn apart. But Kai is only willing to stand and watch.
Beyblade - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,791 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/4/2008 - Kai H., Tala - Complete
True Elision by Ezan reviews
YAOI RaitoRyuzaki.Raito dies and becomes nothing. But the Shinigami need his soul,so they give him a second chance.They recreate his spirit and send him to a hellish trial where he must face his living nightmares.Intense romance comes late in fic
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Horror/Romance - Chapters: 15 - Words: 298,904 - Reviews: 903 - Favs: 674 - Follows: 566 - Updated: 1/31/2008 - Published: 5/8/2007
November Crimson by SerenNoir reviews
As soon as I heard the first shot, I knew immediately what was happening. My second realization was this: Gaara had finally cracked. School Shooting fic. AU
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,243 - Reviews: 57 - Favs: 94 - Follows: 6 - Published: 10/22/2007 - Gaara, Naruto U. - Complete
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Double Reflection reviews
"No, Gaara, look at the tracks in your arms. you're not still you at all." Naruto turned, knowing the weight of his words. "And to be honest, I don't think I even want you anymore." Living in the slums of London, Gaara knows how hard surviving can be but when he discovers selling his body can help make money, his life becomes a downward spiral of self-destructive behaviour.
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 16 - Words: 61,610 - Reviews: 233 - Favs: 58 - Follows: 88 - Updated: 4/27 - Published: 6/7/2010 - Gaara, Naruto U.
They Don't Understand reviews
No one understands their bond. Why should they be appart? As long as Gaara is waiting for him in their special place, Naruto will never stop coming back.
Naruto - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,315 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 12 - Published: 7/30/2011 - Gaara, Naruto U. - Complete
My Friend, My Lover, My Brother reviews
Musings of an emotionally and physically abused Gaara. Incest. Written 3 years ago
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 693 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/27/2010 - Gaara, Kankuro - Complete
Forever's Missing Piece reviews
Today marks the three year anniversary of friendship lost, but as Naruto stands on the highest peek of Konoha, he remembers how forever never lasts. One-Shot. Short but sweet.
Naruto - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,272 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/24/2010 - Naruto U., Sasuke U. - Complete
Saviour's Light reviews
When a chemical reaction blinds Naruto, he meets Gaara in the infirmary. But the religious redhead doesn't belong in his era. Can Naruto find a way to send him back, and in the end will he even want to let go? 1-sided SasuNaru.Warning:Violence/Molestation
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 24,388 - Reviews: 96 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 65 - Updated: 5/9/2010 - Published: 12/26/2009 - Naruto U., Gaara
We'll Be There Soon reviews
Together we'll be running somewhere new. Wait for me, don't leave me behind. We'll be there soon. NaruGaa.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,318 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/24/2010 - Gaara, Naruto U. - Complete
We're Falling Apart To Halftime reviews
."I look like a cross-dresser on speed." "How the hell would you even know what one looks like?" "Three words, my friend. Late night TV." An anger management program leaves Gaara at the mercy of his new dance teacher, Naruto. Can enemies by day become...
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 9,737 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 23 - Updated: 1/20/2010 - Published: 1/17/2010 - Naruto U., Gaara
Twisted Temptation reviews
Falling for Naruto wasn't on Gaara's to-do list. It was hard enough letting the boy pass through his barriers, but now that he knows Naruto isn’t human and has been banished from his own realm, things get a lot harder.
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,922 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 1/3/2010 - Published: 1/2/2010 - Gaara, Naruto U.
These Memories reviews
Once someone is gone, that's when you realize their true feelings. But even for a genius, knowing now is too late. WARNING: ASUMA ARC SPOILER.
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,374 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 9 - Published: 11/25/2009 - Asuma S., Shikamaru N.
Naughty Boys Have To Beg Their Masters reviews
When Naruto goes to surprise his Kazekage boyfriend with a visit, he ends up blackmailing him with a picture he'd taken. But being tied up and forced to beg for sex in his own office when anyone could walk in isn't really Gaara's idea of 'fun'. NarGaa
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 6 - Words: 18,453 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 4/18/2009 - Published: 3/21/2009 - Gaara, Naruto U.
There's still hope reviews
After getting drunk at Naruto's party, Sasuke and Gaara end up sleeping together, but what happens in the morning? Figuring out what the other wants is harder than figuring out what they want themselves as they struggle to maintain a relationship. SasuXGa
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 7,183 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 1/31/2009 - Published: 1/30/2009 - Sasuke U., Gaara
Weakness reviews
Kai and Rei have finally come out about their relationship but what happens when an old enemy finds out Kai's new weakness. Yaoi KaiXRei maybe another pairing later on
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 22,658 - Reviews: 105 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 36 - Updated: 1/12/2009 - Published: 6/22/2008 - Ray/Rei K., Kai H.
Happy for a week reviews
Boris gets Tala to drug Kai, but what happened when the boy's personality becomes more hyper and immature than Max and Tyson put together. Extremely funny story with some innocent yaoi scenes.
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,196 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 1/11/2009 - Published: 7/12/2008 - Kai H.
Do You Remember reviews
The bladebreakers are on a break at Kai's mansion in Russia. Tyson, Max, Ray and Kenny go looking around and find an old computer, but what happens when moments in Kai's past are played to them on Boris's old data computer they find in the basement.
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 8 - Words: 13,894 - Reviews: 78 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 49 - Updated: 1/11/2009 - Published: 9/11/2008 - Kai H.
it's only a game reviews
Demo boys and bladebreakers share a game of truth or dare. But they have to remember it's just a game. Will things get out of hand? Only time will tell.
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,239 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 10 - Published: 9/13/2008
Show time reviews
This was going to be a oneshot, then i decided to make it a whole load of funny stories. Embarrassing/funny stories about the bladebreakers, something really worth reading :D
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,563 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 9/7/2008 - Published: 5/29/2008
Sex Slave reviews
Sora's father is in some debt problems and unknown to him he is sold as a slave to a silver haired boy. Unable to pay the silver haired boy back to regain his freedom he must sell his body to him.But what happens when Sora's master starts to fall in love.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 6,243 - Reviews: 71 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 6/23/2008 - Published: 6/1/2008
Cruel Intentions reviews
Riku can have any girl he wants. After telling his stepsister he needs a challenge she makes a wager with him that he cn't get the new head masters son into bed before the beginning of the new skool year. But what happens when he starts to fall for the bo
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,121 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 7 - Published: 6/11/2008 - Riku, Sora
Lost in your eyes reviews
Sora, Riku and Kairi are back from their adventure. They now have to get back to normal life. Summer is over and the three have to go back to school, what new adventures will they find waiting for them. Yaoi pairings. Suprise. I havn't decided yet
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,711 - Reviews: 5 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 5/30/2008 - Published: 5/29/2008
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