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Joined 06-01-08, id: 1592546, Profile Updated: 03-04-14
Author has written 16 stories for Harry Potter, Heroes, Kyo kara Maoh!/今日からマ王!, Supernatural, and Merlin.

i've been on ff.net for almost ten (i'm so old) years; two of those years were spent writing under the penname Lady Himiko, four more were spent writing for the account Midi Tenshi, which eventually was renamed Cerrah MT. both of those accounts are no longer active, (though they're both still up if you want a good laugh). this account has been around since early 2008.

3.3.14 'SUP SUCKAAAHS - I am still alive but haven't written fanfiction in years.
In case anyone gives a shit, I am applying for graduate school next fall. I want to get an MFA in poetry.
Who the fuck ever though that would happen (hint: not me). I am still trying to figure out how to make
myself write prose regularly. :/

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penname origin . . . i have no idea. i made it up because i wanted something clever for LJ.
real name . . . sarah.
actual age . . . 23.
physical descrip . . . i'm short and brunette and i've got blue eyes.
musical preferences . . . Neutral Milk Hotel, Sufjan Stevens, Fleet Foxes.
film preferences . . . Never Let Me Go, Atonement, Pride & Prejudice
television preferences . . . Hannibal, Breaking Bad, Hana Yori Danoo the original series 5ever
literary preferences . . . the Graceling universe, Jane Eyre, Harry Potter

ON MARCH 08th, 2009, MY PENNAME CHANGED FROM shake.the.bones TO conclusivelead IN ORDER TO COMPLY WITH MY LIVEJOURNAL ACCOUNT.

Things I Actively Read-Slash-Ship

Snarry; Voldemort/Hermione

Things I Used to Read/Am Not Actively Reading

Drarry; Deamus; Tasuki/Chiriko (FY); Sesshoumaro/Kagome; Arthur/Merlin; Nathan/Peter (Heroes); Sylar/Claire/Peter (Heroes); Doumyouji/Tsukushi (HYD); Sherlock/John (BBC Sherlock); Tony Stark/Steve Rogers (Marvel); Knives/Meryl/Vash (Trigun); Enishi/Kaoru (RK); Battousai/Kaoru (RK)

Things I No Longer Ship/Don't Care About Anymore

Anything Supernatural - I don't watch the show anymore; it's seriously gone into a downward spiral; J2 - applies to previous statement, though this is more because J-Pad recently said something pretty awful about Phillip Seymour Hoffman's death; Derek/Stiles (Teen Wolf)

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What Doesn't Kill You by Azurite reviews
Téa Gardner lost everything in a single night: her home, her family, her very livelihood. Of all people to help her in this time of need, Seto Kaiba is the one to give her another chance. CH27 NOW UP! (No, really.)
Yu-Gi-Oh - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 28 - Words: 547,886 - Reviews: 1473 - Favs: 728 - Follows: 327 - Updated: 8/6 - Published: 10/9/2003 - [Anzu M./Tea G., S. Kaiba]
Gravity by MagicalRachel reviews
“No,” Chad says, bringing a finger to Ryan’s mouth, “Don’t say anything. I just wanna know,” He’s slipping now, he can feel it. Soon the alcohol will have taken over. "I just wanna know why everything always comes back to you." Chad/Ryan, rewitten July09.
High School Musical - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,622 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 2 - Published: 7/1/2009 - Chad D., Ryan E. - Complete
Painful Silence by RBTL reviews
Al's always been a bit shy, but he's never been afraid to talk to people. That is, he wasn't until Scorpius showed up. Now Al wonders if he'll ever be able to speak again. AS/S Complete
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 21,423 - Reviews: 68 - Favs: 245 - Follows: 33 - Updated: 10/1/2008 - Published: 7/22/2008 - Albus S. P., Scorpius M. - Complete
Safekeeping by Mana Midnight reviews
Instead of Draco killing Dumbledore he stunned Snape and turned to the light. Now with a bounty on his head, Dumbledore takes Draco to the one place he would be safe. With Harry Potter at the Dursley's. DMHP Sequel up
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 16 - Words: 51,601 - Reviews: 430 - Favs: 675 - Follows: 374 - Updated: 6/29/2008 - Published: 6/22/2007 - Draco M., Harry P. - Complete
Hissy Fit by Cheryl Dyson reviews
Harry is an under-utilized Auror and Draco is an auditor for Gringotts. He lives to torment the Ministry and, of course, Harry Potter. He is also a Registered Animagus. This fic contains MATURE adult content.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 8 - Words: 29,447 - Reviews: 789 - Favs: 1,517 - Follows: 272 - Updated: 6/26/2008 - Published: 6/17/2008 - Harry P., Draco M. - Complete
The Bittersweet Taste of Victory by Nerys reviews
Victory always comes at a price. In Voldemort's mind the cost was the loss of his immortality. Hermione disagreed. 'Without any challenges left one is better of dead,' she said. The words still rang in his ears as he strives to conquer death once more.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 31 - Words: 241,591 - Reviews: 632 - Favs: 623 - Follows: 205 - Updated: 6/8/2008 - Published: 8/24/2007 - Hermione G., Voldemort - Complete
A Father's Love by drakie cakie reviews
After Astoria leaves Scorpius Malfoy at the tender age of five, he drowns his sorrows in dance. What will happen when he meets someone who can fill the gap in his heart his mother left? AS/S
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 11,128 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 58 - Follows: 6 - Published: 3/17/2008 - Albus S. P., Scorpius M. - Complete
PS I Love You by shmexsay reviews
One hundred letters, written back and forth between Harry Potter and Draco Malfoy over the course of twenty-five years.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,847 - Reviews: 181 - Favs: 550 - Follows: 58 - Published: 1/15/2008 - Harry P., Draco M. - Complete
Regrets by kitsunephoenix reviews
Tasuki regrets showing his feelings for Chichiri too soon, causing him to leave. He allows his memories of Chichiri to take over him for the first time in two months and nearly looses control. Will he be able to be brought back from the brink of terror?
Fushigi Yuugi - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 10,387 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 11/19/2007 - Published: 9/26/2007 - Chichiri, Tasuki - Complete
Surprised By Joy by Lomonaaeren reviews
DH SPOILERS, ignores epilogue. Harry is surprised when Draco Malfoy appears at Ron and Hermione's wedding, but not as surprised as he's going to be. Oneshot.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,595 - Reviews: 133 - Favs: 485 - Follows: 52 - Published: 9/24/2007 - Draco M., Harry P. - Complete
Midnight by Fairly Reliable Hemp Maiden reviews
Dean leaned against Seamus’ bedpost and gazed at the boy before him. He lay on top of the sheets with his hands clasped beneath his head . . . One of those annoying plot bunnies. DEAMUS. Oneshot.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,227 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 3 - Published: 8/13/2007 - Dean T., Seamus F. - Complete
Because I Can't Stand You by MissBehavior reviews
Harry and Draco are locked up in a room. DMHP. Slash. Oneshot. Fluffy.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,008 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 60 - Follows: 5 - Published: 7/28/2007 - Harry P., Draco M. - Complete
How to Party by Hepzheba reviews
There's a party at Hogwarts and Seamus and Dean get a little bit friendly. Ron's not very happy about the result... Deamus, which means sex between two boys. Don't like? Well, don't read.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,362 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 107 - Follows: 9 - Published: 7/3/2007 - Dean T., Seamus F. - Complete
Just Friends by Bingo And Trippy reviews
SMUT. After a terrible day at school, Dean finds his way into Seamus' bed for some much needed comfort but Dean knows that there are some things that even best friends dont do... Will Seamus and he ever be more than just friends? And do they want to be?
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,868 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 6 - Published: 5/30/2007 - Seamus F., Dean T. - Complete
Unexpected by Aenisses Thai reviews
A sensual, passionate Tamahome. A tender, introspective Tasuki. An unexpected love. Rated M for mature content.
Fushigi Yuugi - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 19,236 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 8/7/2006 - Published: 11/13/2005 - Complete
A Goblin's Promise by Kirsten Louise reviews
The Hollow Kingdom: Kate x Marak Sixfinger. Oneshot. Kate’s first night as a King’s Wife has left her feeling rather upset, but Marak knows just how to comfort her.
Clare B. Dunkle - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,061 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 10 - Published: 7/30/2006 - Complete
Pen Pal by Allison Elder reviews
I find your lack of enthusiasm in this correspondance childish and amusing in equal portions. You're pouting like a child.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 15 - Words: 36,880 - Reviews: 434 - Favs: 433 - Follows: 151 - Updated: 7/19/2006 - Published: 11/27/2005 - Hermione G., Voldemort - Complete
Growing Pains by SensiblyTainted reviews
The summer after Sirius' death: the abuse at the Dursley's leaves him broken. Snape is asked to try and help, and discovers that the key to saving Harry may be Draco, who has returned after his own difficult summer. HD Slash
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 29 - Words: 190,497 - Reviews: 3189 - Favs: 5,280 - Follows: 1,290 - Updated: 4/24/2006 - Published: 5/10/2005 - Harry P., Draco M. - Complete
Tales From the House of the Moon by Resmiranda reviews
Kagome, now in college, discovers the tale of Sesshomaru and Rin. Grief can be a prison, but the bonds of love are not easily broken. What is the truth behind fairytales? [SessKag] [COMPLETE]
Inuyasha - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 42 - Words: 326,106 - Reviews: 4893 - Favs: 6,171 - Follows: 1,069 - Updated: 2/18/2006 - Published: 12/12/2003 - Kagome H., Sesshomaru - Complete
Wounded by Aenisses Thai reviews
After the battle in the Imperial Gardens of Kutou...who is the most deeply wounded? Tamahome's post kodoku reflections on Tasuki. Complete.
Fushigi Yuugi - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 13,144 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 12/6/2005 - Published: 2/9/2005 - Complete
Getting Over by Naatz reviews
(one-shot) Harry and Snape are forced to work with and near each other. At some point, the nearness isn't forced anymore. Slash, HPSS.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,781 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 73 - Follows: 11 - Published: 10/10/2004 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Dangerous Games by Lunalelle reviews
COMPLETE! An analogy between JekyllHyde and Tom RiddleVoldemort for the intellectually inclined. Hermione has an accident, the Time Turner is destroyed, and she's stuck in 1943. She meets young Tom Riddle in his seventh year, Head Boy, and in his prime.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Horror/Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 42,320 - Reviews: 232 - Favs: 710 - Follows: 123 - Published: 9/30/2004 - Hermione G., Voldemort - Complete
Catharsis by deleria reviews
When Kenshin's guilt won't let him leave Rakuninmura, Kaoru finds herself drawn to the emotional wounds of a man consumed with revenge. Confused by her altruistic gestures, Enishi lets his guard down. His heart latches onto her. Enishi Kaoru
Rurouni Kenshin - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 20 - Words: 71,258 - Reviews: 486 - Favs: 386 - Follows: 37 - Updated: 5/5/2004 - Published: 9/23/2003 - [Kaoru, Enishi] - Complete
Two Plants and a Girl by Thunk reviews
Complete Meryl becomes more important to Vash than he wants to admit. But Knives sees it. Knives capitalizes on it. But he finds it increasingly difficult to exploit the Insurance girl, for reasons far too old, and not buried deep enough…KMV
Trigun - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 74,073 - Reviews: 983 - Favs: 583 - Follows: 36 - Updated: 5/5/2004 - Published: 9/5/2003 - Knives, Meryl - Complete
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Traditional Curses reviews
In which Arthur is a Frog Prince and Merlin isn’t quite comfortable with the Concept of Kissing an Amphibian until said Amphibian is a Prince again. Then he’s more than comfortable. Crack!AU. "You do realize you must be a Frog for a reason, right?"
Merlin - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,118 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 55 - Follows: 6 - Published: 10/11/2009 - Arthur, Merlin - Complete
From What I've Tasted of Desire reviews
Written for reel merlin at LJ; Film: Moulin Rouge. “What will make me happy,” Arthur says, stepping away from the warm siren call of Merlin’s body and into the cold dark of the night that awaits him with Beiod, “does not matter anymore.” INSIN.NON-CON.
Merlin - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,810 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 16 - Published: 9/22/2009 - Arthur, Merlin - Complete
Now and Then, But the Difference Means Nothing reviews
Sam needs Dean now more than yesterday and tomorrow more than now. “It’s loss without loss, because Dean didn’t get taken from him this time: he chose to let Sam go, and that makes all the difference.” D/S; introspective, dark, angsty. S3 fin. - S4 fin.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,855 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 5 - Published: 7/27/2009 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Irrefutable Fact reviews
Arthur appreciates Merlin, even if he doesn't always show it. "Merlin is the perfect combination of good servant and good friend." Pre-slash; M/A. 1 of 10 written for the 10 quotes challenge on LJ; utilizes a quote from the movie The Graduate.
Merlin - Rated: K - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 942 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 6 - Published: 7/14/2009 - Arthur, Merlin - Complete
Delicious reviews
Dean owns a chocolate factory and Sam finds a Golden Ticket. “There is a smear of dark on the back of his hand. Sam wants nothing more than to lean forward and place his lips against that bronze, taste the bitter of chocolate - the sweet of skin.” AU, D/S
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 19,543 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 71 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 6/1/2009 - Published: 4/2/2009 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Want reviews
During S02EP17, "Heart." Drabble, Angst, one-sided Wincest. "Dean’s jaw clenches and he wishes that he could exorcise all these unwanted, immoral emotions like he would a demon. Feelings, it seems, are harder to banish than hell spawn."
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 791 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Published: 3/7/2009 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
You're the Truth, Not I reviews
“Severus can’t feel his fingers.” A dying Severus Snape looks into Harry’s eyes. Introspective, vague, open to interpretation, and angsty.
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 647 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Published: 12/27/2008 - Severus S., Harry P. - Complete
Take reviews
“The hold on his heart is difficult to understand when he is alone, but he knows he would die if it ever went away." Conrart’s thoughts turn to the only person who makes the fire inside him burn all the hotter. Conrart/Yuuri
Kyo kara Maoh!/今日からマ王! - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 879 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/14/2008 - Conrad W., Yuri S. - Complete
Correspondence reviews
Harry Potter recieves letters and learns the benefits of misunderstandings. "Dec. 1996. I am restless, yearning – I dislike admitting it, but I believe you have me tangled up tighter than I’d previously desired to admit." DRARRY/letters. DISCONTD UNTIL FU
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 6,321 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 9/27/2008 - Published: 8/26/2008 - Draco M., Harry P. - Complete
Finally reviews
Ginny's finally out of the way. DEAMUS/100-word-drabble.
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 8 - Published: 8/31/2008 - Dean T., Seamus F. - Complete
Knowing reviews
Seamus is Dean's anchor. "Dean remembers the moment when he knew." DEAMUS/drabble.
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 280 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 6 - Published: 8/24/2008 - Dean T., Seamus F. - Complete
A Very Enjoyable Holiday reviews
Draco Malfoy discovers that the only thing more enjoyable than fighting with Harry Potter is snogging Harry Potter. "Since when did he want to snog Harry Potter, anyway? Oh, well." DRARRY/oneshot.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,188 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 3 - Published: 8/5/2008 - Draco M., Harry P. - Complete
Lasagna reviews
Nathan Petrelli dealt well under pressure. Unfortunately, pressure and incestuous lust are two entirely different things. "I may not be the best cook, but I make amazing lasagna." Nathan/Peter. Petrellicest, sexual situations - ONESHOT.
Heroes - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,165 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 2 - Published: 8/3/2008 - Nathan P., Peter P. - Complete
Lies reviews
Potter doesn't say anything else, doesn't try to convince Malfoy to come inside anyway, but for a moment he just looks at the Slytherin, and suddenly Potter is Harry and Malfoy is Draco, and things are a bit better for just that moment. DRARRY/drabble.
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,085 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/24/2008 - Draco M., Harry P. - Complete
Seven Things About Draco Malfoy reviews
The first thing I ever really noticed about him was his arrogance. It’s hard not to miss, the way he saunters about the school, flaunting it in everyone’s faces. I remember thinking, God what a git, and walking back to the dormitory. DRARRY/drabble.
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 688 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/6/2008 - Draco M., Harry P. - Complete
Horrible, Uncontrollable, Perfect reviews
Harry ponders Draco Malfoy and the upcoming holidays. "Something was going on, but he just couldn’t put his finger on it. A feeling had been growing in the pit of his stomach, usually during Potions, and it was annoyingly vague..." DRARRY/oneshot.
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,070 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 4 - Published: 6/3/2008 - Harry P., Draco M. - Complete