Author has written 54 stories for Merlin, Harry Potter, and Glee.
Remember to always be yourself. Unless you suck. - Joss Whedon
When someone apologies to you enough times for things they'll never stop doing, I think it's FEARLESS to stop believing them. It's FEARLESS to say "you're NOT sorry", and walk away. - Taylor Swift
The hardest thing in this world is to live in it. - Buffy Summers (Buffy the Vampire Slayer)
Sometimes you've got to do what you think is right and damn the consequences. - Morgana (Merlin)
I was a very defensive kid 'cause I was really sensitive underneath and didn't want people to know. So I came off as very tough and very angry. - P!nk
As a young girl, I feared the darkness and the monsters I imagined to lurk in the shadows, but I battled that silly fear with my eyes. Now, in the harsh light of day, I must strive forward and conquer the real demons. - Me
If you take fanfiction so seriously that you claim a final chapter of a story has 'ruined your life'... Yikes! You desperately need to turn the computer off, back away, and go and start freaking living.
I absolutely love Merlin, Harry Potter and Glee. However I have been stuck in the Glee world for a while now. I may return to writing for Merlin or Harry Potter one day, but for now my writing is all Glee based.
My fave pairings include:
Merlin and Arthur (the chemistry between Colin and Bradley is amazing)
I also really like Merlin/Morgana, Arthur/Morgana but nothing beats the two boys
I'm also in love with Tony Head (Uther) especially when he sings. I loved him as Giles on Buffy the Vampire Slayer and I've loved him in everything I've seen since. In a way, I feel like he's somewhat of a father figure and helped raise me a little (my sister shares this view). Of course, that's quite disturbing taking into consideration that we both find him sexy. I must also mention Alexis Denisof as Wesley on Buffy/Angel. I really loved how his character was developed.
From Harry Potter:
Harry and Draco - completely out of character and unrealistic, would never happen, but they are the couple that introduced me and a friend to boy/boy slash. If we hadn't ever accidentally stumbled across that then we may never have ever discovered how beautiful homosexual stories can be. Who knows, maybe we'd even have turned out homophobic. So for that reason I just have to love the pairing.
Harry and Ron - a friend and I stumbled across fanfiction accidentally. The first piece we ever read was a Harry/Ron friendship fic.
Remus and Sirius, and Remus and Snape. Two very different ideas there but I love all three characters for different reasons. Remus, because he's so gentle and made such a great teacher. Sirius, for being so badass he could break out of Azkaban. Snape, purely for the mystery that always surrounded his character. Until the final book I never knew for sure whether he was good or bad, and as it happens I think he falls into a gray area. But discovering his love for Lily and that single use of the word 'always', wow.
Ron and Hermione - I always wanted it to happen and I'm glad that it did. As far as I'm concerned, they were always meant to get that kiss. I'm not sure I agree with them staying together forever, getting married and having kids, I always thought it would be more of a summer fling get-it-out-of-their-system type thing.
Harry and Luna - I just find it interesting
Neville and Hermione - I think Neville is possibly my favourite character, I loved how he developed from that clumsy, timid boy to the brave young man who really steps up and comes into his own during the last few books/movies. He went from zero to hero in my eyes and I always wondered what might have happened had Hermione attended the Yule Ball with him were she not already going with Krum.
Puck and Kurt - Mark Salling is insanely sexy and the writers should have explored his character so much more than they ever did. But never mind, that's what fanfiction is for. Chris Colfer is just so gorgeous, I have never been so deeply attracted to a gay male before and his acting is superb.
Kurt and Sam - just adorable and it should have happened.
Sam and Blaine - I quite like the idea of the two of them but only in fanfiction. I wouldn't want the writers to suddenly change Sam's sexuality in the show (unless it was for him to steal Kurt away, sorry Mercedes, Blaine).
I love Sebastian Smythe, I wish we could see more of him. I know we're not supposed to like his character, but gah, I can't help it, I love seeing him on screen and I like the idea of Kurt and Sebastian as a couple.
Dave Karofsky - just a bully in the beginning but then he became a real character to me, one I could sympathise with and care for. I would have loved for his character to have remained on the show and I certainly like the idea of a Dave and Sebastian relationship.
Also, have to say how much I love Santana, Burt, Carole and Coach Beiste.
My fave performances from Glee...
Season 1 - Keep Holding On - New Directions
Season 2 - I Want To Hold Your Hand - Kurt Hummel
Season 3 - Uptown Girl - The Warblers
Season 4 - You've Lost That Loving Feeling - Sam and Ryder
Season 5 - Loser Like Me - Sam, Tina, Artie and Blaine
My fave music includes:
Taylor Swift, Pink, Fleetwood Mac, Blink 182, Westlife, Meat Loaf, Tammy Wynette and Halestorm.
My fave films:
Beauty and the Beast, Repo - the Genetic Opera, My Best Friend's Wedding, 10 things I hate about you, Mamma Mia, Dirty Dancing, Letters to Juliet, A Single Man, Bridget Jones' Diary, Valentine's Day, The Hangover and Love Actually
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I didn’t scream
Just bit my tongue and swallowed
But I could not digest the pain
The betrayal, the agony
Such painful reminders
Far too solid ghosts
Of all too real memories
And happiness fled
Then whispers sounded in my head
For only myself to hear
Could not block the sound
Was not able to ignore
So I listened
A new friendship was formed
My new sharp metal friend
We made such beautiful art together
Silver, red and white
A frightfully fascinating combination
But friends come and go
I lost contact with silver
More than once
After a short break
We shared a bloody reunion
Then I left again
Only to seek silver out once more
Silver belonged with porcelain and crimson
But the friendship had to reach a permanent end
Farewell my sharpest friend
Gone but not forgotten
I’ll wear your reminders
Not with shame or guilt
But with pride
For I was strong enough to say goodbye
And strong enough to keep living
Despite the fact I did not scream
Not that anyone was listening
But eventually I did speak up
And they believed
But could not help
No-one will ever truly help
I could cry a tear or two
Whisper till I scream
But it would not change a thing
The memory will still haunt me
At its most painful when he’s in the room
He who dares to greet me hello
To offer a smile
To bid me farewell
He who dares to look upon me
Not even seeing the damage inside
I was silent for so long
And now I am quiet once more
It is too late to clean such a mess
Too late to undo what was done
Too late for forgiveness
But it is never too late to scream
And someday I will
Right in his face
Oh yes, my screams will deafen him
My screams will deafen all
It also really annoys me when I get reviews from people saying they didn't like the story without giving any reasons why. I can accept and appreciate that people like different things so my stuff won't appeal to everybody, but if somebody can put in the effort to say they don't like something I really would prefer them to put in the effort to explain why and, if possible, to provide some form of useful feedback or suggestions for improvement. And it does annoy me when people add a story alert to a fic weeks/months/years after I've already finished, I mean it is labelled as 'completed' for a reason. Oh and I wish more people would read the author's notes, sometimes there are important things in there, and people who don't read them sometimes leave questions or comments that would have been unnecessary if they just read the A/N in the first place. And this might be a bit pathetic of me, but I'm actually kind of upset that my most reviewed fic is for a het couple lol.
It doesn't matter how many negative reviews you get, or how many positive reviews you get. Ultimately, it just takes one person to really hurt your feelings and spoil your fun.
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