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Joined 06-23-08, id: 1613841, Profile Updated: 08-04-20
Author has written 29 stories for Left 4 Dead, Call of Duty, Silent Hill, Hetalia - Axis Powers, Attack on Titan/進撃の巨人, Castlevania, and Twilight.

Name: Des

Age: 25

Pronouns: They/Them (Nonbinary)

Home: West Virginia, USA

Hobbies: Pixel art, history nerd, video games, gothic literature/romance/fashion

Orientation: Biromantic asexual


Favorite Video Games: (In no particular order)

- Silent Hill
- The Binding of Isaac
- The Elder Scrolls
- Fallout
- Castlevania
- Organ Trail
- Pokemon
- Animal Crossing
- World of Warcraft
- Left 4 Dead
- Metal Gear Solid/Rising
- Resident Evil
- Dead By Daylight
- Super Mario Sunshine/World/Bros
- Bloodborne
- Dark Souls
- Dragon Age
- Devil May Cry
- Dead Rising


Explanation of My Writings, Etc. Updated November 16th, 2016

Everything pre-2012? Hot, hot trash. Bluh.
Everything from 2012 - 2014? Golden years of RP with one of my bestest friends. Still a little rough around the edges, and chock full of problematic content. Sorry.
Everything from 2014 onwards? Progressively better, more mindful of what I write and how it affects people. More focus on world and character building than smut.


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Discord: Destineytot#8891

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Built Upon the Snow by La'Keera reviews
In the Imperial North, Alfred and Matthew are taken in as children to work for the Emperor. What will happen when Alfred slowly grows to understand his cold, dark Master? Can he navigate the scandals and tragedies of a palace built upon the snow...? Main pairing is RusAme, other pairings inside. Human names used. Rated M because I'm paranoid. AU, obviously.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 22 - Words: 114,502 - Reviews: 194 - Favs: 110 - Follows: 121 - Updated: 10/3/2013 - Published: 12/4/2012 - Russia, America
Hidden in the white by XP o p p y C o c kX reviews
"Are you scared, my sunflower?" White daggers gleamed in the moonlight, almost as white as the snow, and dark amethyst eyes narrowed.. Alfred stumbled back with wide teary eyes, searching for an escape route. But there was none, he was in the demon domain now. Russia and America. AU. Yaoi. Enjoy.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Horror/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,308 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 43 - Published: 1/30/2013 - Russia, America
Casualties by A Kiss For A Kill reviews
Completed/Abandoned
Call of Duty - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 42 - Words: 122,278 - Reviews: 340 - Favs: 160 - Follows: 107 - Updated: 7/29/2012 - Published: 2/9/2010 - Ghost, MacTavish/Soap - Complete
Spare bunk by BardDown reviews
Missions in Russia suck.
Call of Duty - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 689 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 3 - Published: 8/14/2010 - Ghost, Gary Sanderson/Roach
Because it Happens by CleverDucky reviews
Sometimes a little bit of insanity in the Task Force can be a good thing.
Call of Duty - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,140 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 65 - Follows: 3 - Published: 8/9/2010 - Gary Sanderson/Roach, MacTavish/Soap - Complete
Gay Chicken by Brahtson reviews
According to Ghost, it's not gay unless their balls touch.
Call of Duty - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 957 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 3 - Published: 8/5/2010 - Ghost, Gary Sanderson/Roach - Complete
Delicate Temperments by Taito-Yamachi-lvr reviews
Nick from L4D2 and Phil from The Hangover always reminded me of each other. I wondered what would happen if they met; would they be BFFs? Would they hate each other? Here's this, which might be continued...much, much later. Also much profanity.
Crossover - Left 4 Dead & Hangover - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 4 - Words: 5,746 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 7/23/2010 - Published: 5/3/2010 - Nick
Listen To Your Heart by esmtz reviews
DHT. Ellis knows how much Nick hates him and knows how much of a burden he is to the group so he takes off only to have run into another group of survivors and unbeknownst to him Nick is following right behind him. NXE,FXE. Character Death Suicide Attempt
Left 4 Dead - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 15 - Words: 39,041 - Reviews: 44 - Favs: 62 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 7/5/2010 - Published: 6/5/2010 - Nick, Ellis - Complete
Allen's Facade by Skybot4 reviews
Is Allen acting or not? MakarovAllen
Call of Duty - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,377 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 3 - Published: 6/18/2010 - Vladimir Makarov, Pvt. Joseph Allen/ Alexi - Complete
Cockroach by Skybot4 reviews
Roach just had to open his big mouth and say it.
Call of Duty - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,158 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 57 - Follows: 12 - Published: 6/12/2010 - Gary Sanderson/Roach - Complete
Invincible by MoreGinThanTalking reviews
After something weird happens to one of the survivors, Nick gets a bit uneasy from it. When they get to a safe place, will they notice what happened? I can't say much or I'll ruin it. NickxEllis. R&R! Enjoy!
Left 4 Dead - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 7 - Words: 26,735 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 3/1/2010 - Published: 12/4/2009 - Ellis, Nick
The Same Poisoned Tree by vegetables reviews
Even with moral nihilism, choosing sides is not always easy. - Steve, Sherry, Wesker, Claire.
Resident Evil - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 20 - Words: 141,346 - Reviews: 128 - Favs: 99 - Follows: 48 - Updated: 12/14/2009 - Published: 6/2/2006 - Claire R., Steve B., A. Wesker, Sherry B. - Complete
Back to Life by Hunter Kitty reviews
“I did die!” Bill proclaimed, confusing the heck out of everyone in the room. “But it turns out, when you die here, you reappear in a nearby closet or safe house!”
Left 4 Dead - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,399 - Reviews: 68 - Favs: 99 - Follows: 7 - Published: 1/3/2009 - Complete
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Patterns of Similarity reviews
Arthur Kirkland settles down with his new partner, though things don't seem to come as easily as he'd imagined. Sequel to Divulging Peculiarities. FrUK, CanUkr, RusAme.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,328 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 5 - Published: 8/23/2020 - [England/Britain, France] America, Canada
Black and Hollow and Cold
Henry Townshend laments over a broken man.
Silent Hill - Rated: M - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11,091 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/4/2020 - [Henry T., Walter S.] Eileen G. - Complete
What Is Mine to Cherish reviews
Isabella Swan gives up everything she's ever known to save Alice and Edward, in exchange for an eternity alongside its three kings, namely the one called Aro. What she sees as a condemnation may turn into something else entirely. Perhaps the Volturi aren't as cold as they appear to be, and family has its place among its ranks.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 5 - Words: 23,475 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 138 - Follows: 205 - Updated: 10/22/2019 - Published: 10/16/2019 - [Aro, Bella] Jane, Renata
Dissonant Echoes reviews
Lisa had begged her son to see past the sins of the humans who burned her, but this was one thing Alucard could not forgive. Instead, he becomes a distant shadow of his father, dwelling aimlessly inside the castle and waiting without purpose for events to come and pass. Then in comes wandering a certain Belmont, and things naturally descend from there. Alucard/Richter.
Castlevania - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 7 - Words: 57,610 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 11/15/2017 - Published: 10/12/2017 - [Alucard, Richter B.] Dracula, Maria R.
Poison for Your Thoughts reviews
Trevor doesn't need to know, however. This little lie won't hurt him. Rather, Alucard views it as a mutual gain. He'd give the Hunter a good reason to not fear his teeth, but rather, welcome them. He just needed to place the association of pleasure there, and to do that, he'd need a willing neck. Trevor/Alucard.
Castlevania - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,349 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 135 - Follows: 44 - Published: 10/23/2017 - [Alucard, Trevor B.] - Complete
Steam and Skin reviews
He wanted to spare Sypha the horror of having to share a bath with either of them, but Trevor never imagined choosing to share it with Alucard would lead to this. He's not exactly complaining, however. Trevor/Alucard.
Castlevania - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,322 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 135 - Follows: 40 - Published: 10/23/2017 - [Alucard, Trevor B.] - Complete
Bound by the Stars
Richter should have known better than to let Alucard invite someone like Joachim into his home. The man walked like a wolf among sheep, and it showed with the way his eyes glinted menacingly. It probably doesn't help that he's just as gorgeous as his friend. Thank goodness Alucard is a good sport. Alucard/Richter/Joachim.
Castlevania - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,745 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 2 - Published: 10/23/2017 - [Joachim A., Richter B., Alucard] - Complete
One Half Moon reviews
Alucard is an enigma, an amalgamation of humanity's emotional frailties and all the monstrous qualities of a creature of the night. Trevor is... confused, to say the least. Sypha is just weary of the whole thing, but a few chance moments between both Hunter and Dhampir will slowly bridge the gap between them. All it takes is a little willing camaraderie.
Castlevania - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 24,093 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 63 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 9/3/2017 - Published: 8/26/2017 - [Alucard, Trevor B.] Sypha B. - Complete
Wrapped in Spellthread reviews
A simple mission to retrieve his two adopted boys from a treacherous noble environment lands Arthur in the Braginsky Manor. It's a temporary stay, until he can convince Alfred and Matthew to return home, but certain circumstances will see that he stays longer than intended. FrUK. CanUkr. RusAme. Fantasy/Magic AU.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 3 - Words: 21,359 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 5/28/2017 - Published: 5/20/2017 - [England/Britain, France] America, Canada
Divulging Peculiarities reviews
'Silently, he prayed that no one would come to fill the empty room next to his. He entertained the thought of them converting it into another utility space, perhaps a convenient spot for another copier or scanner.' In which Francis occupies the office next to Arthur, and the two engage each other in fascinating ways. Vampire AU.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 6 - Words: 30,760 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 4/11/2017 - Published: 1/19/2017 - [England/Britain, France] America - Complete
I Need a Summer (For the Winter in My Heart) reviews
Eren comes along just in time to talk Levi down from doing something drastic and offers to take him in for the night. It's supposed to be temporary, or so Levi thinks, but Eren ends up being 50 different shades of nice and offers him a home under his roof.
Attack on Titan/進撃の巨人 - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 13,088 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 114 - Follows: 40 - Updated: 7/26/2014 - Published: 7/24/2014 - [Eren Y., Levi A.] - Complete
Bucolic and Noblesse reviews
Alfred was just a simple farm boy living a peaceful life. That is, until his farm was raided by bandits and his parents were murdered. To make matters worse, Alfred accidentally gets himself caught up in the slave market and ends up catching the eye of the powerful and intimidating Lord Braginsky. Now he faces a life of servitude under the lord. Or does he...? RusAme. AU.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 21 - Words: 137,369 - Reviews: 265 - Favs: 220 - Follows: 230 - Updated: 2/17/2013 - Published: 10/20/2012 - [America, Russia] Lithuania
Crave the Sun reviews
There were rumors of a person whose blood could cure any vampire of their nocturnal tendencies. Ivan just so happened to be lucky enough to get his hands on said person. Vampire!RusAme
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,400 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 62 - Follows: 75 - Published: 1/5/2013 - [America, Russia] - Complete
Slip Up reviews
Alfred and Ivan are at the point in their relationship where they're ready to try new things. Unfortunately for Al, Ivan's idea clashes with his trust and security issues and he finds himself feeling obligated to satisfy the Russian's desires rather than listening to his gut. A misunderstanding leads to a hellish result. However, Ivan is more than willing to make up for it. RusAme.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,731 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 76 - Follows: 15 - Published: 11/25/2012 - [America, Russia] - Complete
Nymphetamine Addiction reviews
All Ivan wanted was one taste, one little drop of that sweet blood on his tongue. What he got instead was a smiling, beautiful blonde and an unexpected relationship out of the whole mess. RusAme. Vampire!AU.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 16 - Words: 126,772 - Reviews: 197 - Favs: 332 - Follows: 164 - Updated: 11/8/2012 - Published: 8/27/2012 - [America, Russia] [England/Britain, France] - Complete
Cold as Ice, Warm as the Sun reviews
Alfred and Ivan are only two of the many unfortunate souls that roam the military camp in Siberia. Forced to submit both their body and mind to General Winter, they soon forge a plan to escape with their friends. Little do they know, the General isn't about to let his little captives escape, and will go to any measures to reclaim his lost property. RusAme.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 15 - Words: 84,164 - Reviews: 78 - Favs: 70 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 9/26/2012 - Published: 7/28/2012 - [America, Russia] - Complete
A Breathe of Fresh Air reviews
After having his heart broken at witnessing the supposed crush of his dreams being taken away, Alfred finds himself dwelling inside his dorm room and drowning himself in tacky love songs and romantic movies. That is, until, a curious Russian friend of his in the next dorm over decides to drop in and see what's amiss. Fluffy RusAme.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 13,085 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 110 - Follows: 19 - Published: 7/10/2012 - [America, Russia] - Complete
Winter's Howl reviews
Alfred struggles to cope with his animalistic urges and blood lust. Ivan happens to stumble upon him after a meal and takes it upon himself to undermine the blonde's will. Werewolf AU. RusAme.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,117 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 21 - Published: 4/9/2012 - [America, Russia] - Complete
Strictly Friends reviews
PWP. Apparently, Spain never got rid of his pirate clothing...he still has a good use for it. France/Spain REQUEST.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,423 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 6 - Published: 8/15/2011 - [Spain, France] - Complete
NZ: I Win reviews
In which Dempsey and Richtofen engage in a card game and the winner gets to chose what happens if they win... Dempsey/Richtofen SLASH
Call of Duty - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,862 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 5 - Published: 7/10/2011 - [Tank D., Dr. Richtofen] - Complete
NZ: Alchohol reviews
Alcohol serves as an arbitrator between Dempsey and Richtofen. Screwing your enemy never felt so grand. Dempsey/Richtofen SLASH.
Call of Duty - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,739 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 5 - Published: 5/28/2011 - [Tank D., Dr. Richtofen] - Complete
One Nightmare After The Other reviews
Henry escaped Walter's hellish world, but now he finds himself being called back to the nightmare he ran away from. And what's worse is that the notorious killer isn't dead - and is looking to complete what he started. Walter/Henry SLASH
Silent Hill - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 16,962 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 57 - Updated: 1/2/2011 - Published: 11/22/2010 - Henry T., Walter S.
Variety reviews
If there's one thing Ghost has in his life, its variety. On a trip to Scotland with Mactavish and Roach, he finds himself growing bored with his current relationship and decides its time for a change. Ghost/Roach SLASH
Call of Duty - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,052 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 5 - Published: 9/28/2010 - [Gary Sanderson/Roach, Ghost] - Complete
Cure For The Itch reviews
While on a mission, Toad let's extreme boredom get the best of him and takes to annoying his partner. Archer isn't too fond of it and finds a way to "reprimand" his spotter. Archer/Toad SLASH
Call of Duty - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,635 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 5 - Published: 9/24/2010 - Complete
Memories reviews
Compilation of one-shots centered mostly around Roach. You can be long gone, but the memories of a person will always stick behind. Slash in some chapters.
Call of Duty - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 15,842 - Reviews: 43 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 23 - Updated: 9/23/2010 - Published: 8/3/2010 - [Gary Sanderson/Roach, Ghost, MacTavish/Soap]
Cold Blooded reviews
Roach witnesses first-hand Ghost's means of 'interrogation' and can't help but be slightly disturbed at how natural his XO is at human torture. /Ghost Character Study/
Call of Duty - Rated: M - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,051 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 5 - Published: 9/15/2010 - Ghost, Gary Sanderson/Roach - Complete
Roach's Mental Notes reviews
Ever wonder what's really going through Roach's mind during his time with the Task Force? Well, its hard to tell when he's surrounded by his not-so-sane teammates. Life has never been so confusing for the young Sergeant.
Call of Duty - Rated: T - English - Humor/Adventure - Chapters: 7 - Words: 16,691 - Reviews: 73 - Favs: 61 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 8/2/2010 - Published: 7/1/2010 - Gary Sanderson/Roach - Complete
Denial reviews
Nick is convinced that he doesn't care. But with Ellis's blue eyes and warm smile, it's hard to stay so sure of himself. You can only trick yourself into thinking something for so long. Language, Sexual Content, Gore.
Left 4 Dead - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 9 - Words: 19,136 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 42 - Updated: 6/30/2010 - Published: 6/10/2010 - Nick, Ellis
Guide To Owning An L4D Character reviews
You -insert name here- have just puchased a -insert L4D character here- and is having trouble with it. If so, then this is the guide for you, my friend.
Left 4 Dead - Rated: T - English - Parody/Humor - Chapters: 5 - Words: 2,708 - Reviews: 52 - Favs: 55 - Follows: 34 - Updated: 6/27/2010 - Published: 6/14/2010 - Ellis, Nick
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