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Joined 07-01-08, id: 1620600, Profile Updated: 12-02-10
Author has written 8 stories for Buffy: The Vampire Slayer.

I'm 20+ (a woman never reveals her age, right?) woman who has been writing for the last ten years. I'm new at fanfiction and English is not my first language, so be gentle. Also summaries are my biggest problem, I can't seem to write them without revealing too much or too little. I love B/A so even if I have them paired with someone else at some point or no matter what happens at some point of the story, they will end up together. I think they had enough heartbreak in the shows so when I'm in charge, they are going to end up being together in the end.

I love movies but unfortunately lately because of work I haven't had so much time to watch them. But that doesn't keep me away from writing and watching Buffy which I have been watching since 1999. My watching of the season came out all wrong, first season two and three, then last half of the season six, whole season seven, then season one, four and last came season five. Because the evil tv company stopped showing Buffy after season three, it was years before I managed to get a channel that showed Buffy and after that I got all seasons on dvd, mostly concentrating on first three since they are the best and not just because of B/A.

I just love the tragic love story between Buffy and Angel, and David Boreanaz & Sarah Michelle Gellar just have the amazing chemistry. I've been B/A supporter since the first episode I saw. I didn't care much for Riley, I don't hate him but I don't all that much like him either, he's just simply boring (and they used awful lot of time proving he's normal, human guy and how much better than Angel he was). During season 4 he was just a poor substitute for Angel, I didn't care one way or the other but when he started having problems with Buffy being stronger and not crying her eyes out against his shoulder, then going to vamp whores to be sucked at and blaming Buffy for it, I really didn't like him.

Buffy and Spike, not liking it either, actually hated it during season six but I liked the friendship during seven (at least B/S wasn't displayed as "twu luv" like something else that makes me want to retch). The whole Angel/Cordelia thing was just awful to watch, I felt like scratching my eyes out and cutting my ears off during the C/A phase. What was Joss Whedon thinking! And don't even get me started with Cordelia and Connor, she was changing his diapers for crying out loud (the age thing doesn't bother me too much since he was 17 or something like it, but the fact that just some months before she took care of him as a baby and he was emotionally undeveloped and very unstable, it was just wrong). Angel and Cordy had a good sister/brother/friends thing going on during the first two seasons and they decided to ruin it with the "romance". Honestly DB and CC didn't have that kind of chemistry at all and Angel as a series worked perfectly without any romance in it. Did the writers forget why Angel left Sunnydale and why it was a bad idea to date? I'm thinking, yeah, they did.

I don't watch tv all that much these days but aside from Buffy, I do like to watch Simpsons, NCIS and Bones. Brennan and Booth had that great Mulder/Scully thing going on. And of course it doesn't hurt that it has David Boreanaz in a starring role.

My stories can also be found at Sinful archive (where I have few stories that aren't posted here) but they are the NC-17 versions of my stories here so if you go there to read them, I hope you're old enough. And I'm also trying to build my own site which hopefully will be up some day.

AN: (23.9.2008) My little over two months old lap top decided that she didn't want to play with me anymore, it just won't open no matter what I do, everything is in place but this evening it just wouldn't open up. I was working on a new story, had nearly whole chapter written and just my luck, it's in the computer and not anywhere else. Thankfully my old computer is still alive so I can keep writing but I might be little late on the update.

AN: (13.10.08) I finally got my computer back from repair and I can sigh in relief, all the stuff I've written is still there

AN: (23.12.08) I finally got my site up and running. It's called Back to the Hellmouth, it's not completely finished and I'm not totally happy with it but it will do till I have more time to work with it. It contains all my stories, also those that aren't posted here.

A/N: (25.08.09) I'm on a night shift at work this week so there's a big possibility that there will not be any updates till weekend or next week when I'm in a morning shift. I simply don't have much time to write right now but I will be updating next week at the latest. But thank you for being patient with me.

A/N: Heart and soul T-version probably will not be updated until I have caught up with it with the Unedited version so I can start updating the chapters of both versions at the same time.

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The Definition of Insanity by vixangel reviews
Ok probably been done before but Buffy and Angel have stayed in contact. What happens when Buffy stops hearing from Angel when he's at the bottom of the ocean! Better summary inside. M just in case ; x
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 4 - Words: 15,557 - Reviews: 81 - Favs: 117 - Follows: 60 - Updated: 6/5/2011 - Published: 5/8/2010 - Buffy S., Angel - Complete
Return to Sunnydale by Angel's blue eyed girl reviews
This fic takes place after AtS 'In the Dark& BtVS 'Harsh Light of Day' Buffy gave Angel the ring and now he uses it to come to her aid and way more... As always guys: My fics have a seriosu **SMUT WARNING** This is definitely an NC-17 B&A fic...ENJOY!
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 55,416 - Reviews: 275 - Favs: 266 - Follows: 112 - Updated: 4/10/2011 - Published: 10/9/2010 - Angel, Buffy S. - Complete
Born of Darkness by Angel's blue eyed girl reviews
Connor's birth gives Angel a moment of happiness...well you can guess what happens next and the first thing Angelus wants is to find Buffy and make her pay for sending him to hell...*smut warning* Also this is a dark fic for me, so be warned.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 21 - Words: 131,015 - Reviews: 906 - Favs: 315 - Follows: 271 - Updated: 11/23/2010 - Published: 7/31/2009 - Buffy S., Angelus
Still His Girl by Angel's blue eyed girl reviews
This is an AR fic that takes place during and after "A Girl in the Gator" of 'Bones' for the most part, but with Buffy added into the mix. Also, as always in my fics...there is a major **SMUT WARNING** here.
Crossover - Buffy: The Vampire Slayer & Bones - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 16 - Words: 99,348 - Reviews: 776 - Favs: 254 - Follows: 275 - Updated: 8/15/2010 - Published: 11/5/2009 - Buffy S., S. Booth
Broken by vixangel reviews
Buffy isn't handling Angel leaving, she's all broken so lets fix her! Buffy S4, Angel S1. Starts slow but gets better! Definate M. NOW COMPLETE..FINALLY lol. Thank you so much for your support. A good read I've been told, you know you want 2 D xxxx
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 36 - Words: 117,312 - Reviews: 484 - Favs: 314 - Follows: 151 - Updated: 2/11/2010 - Published: 10/24/2008 - Buffy S., Angel - Complete
To Tame a Demon by AngelusdarkAngels reviews
Angelus was never cursed with a soul. The Master is in Sunnydale to take over the Hellmouth and when Angelus sets his sights to hunt for the newest Slayer, he finds more than he expected.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 10 - Words: 71,790 - Reviews: 454 - Favs: 215 - Follows: 243 - Updated: 10/1/2009 - Published: 3/11/2009 - Angelus, Buffy S.
What really happened behind the Wings by Angel's blue eyed girl reviews
Not really a lot to say here...This is basically my re-write to the Angel episode of "Waiting in the Wings" with Buffy in the lead role, rather than that...*bleep*...Cordelia. As always, in my fics there is a *SMUT WARNING*
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 34,945 - Reviews: 330 - Favs: 240 - Follows: 96 - Updated: 9/20/2009 - Published: 8/23/2009 - Angel, Buffy S. - Complete
Awakening by AngelusdarkAngels reviews
When the AI gang release Angelus, Buffy comes to LA to help and gets more than she bargained for. Set in season 4 Ats and 7 of BtVS. Follows some cannon, but AR too.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 17 - Words: 104,435 - Reviews: 628 - Favs: 521 - Follows: 192 - Updated: 8/18/2009 - Published: 12/4/2008 - Angelus, Buffy S. - Complete
Unleashed by Angel's blue eyed girl reviews
Set in season 4 of BtVS & season 1 of AtS. Buffy is infected by a Goddess that inspires lust in everyone she touches. Needing her 'true love' Buffy rushes off to L.A. and is stunned to discover Angel has a few surprises of his own to share. Smut warning!
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 3 - Words: 23,386 - Reviews: 136 - Favs: 248 - Follows: 75 - Updated: 7/17/2009 - Published: 6/28/2009 - Angel, Buffy S. - Complete
Second Chances A Love Story by Angel's blue eyed girl reviews
When Angel hears Buffy is alive he rushes to meet her, but is devestated to see how lost she is since being brought back so he convinces her to come back to L.A and him. Can they get their second chance at love?
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 26 - Words: 191,170 - Reviews: 1051 - Favs: 345 - Follows: 294 - Updated: 5/1/2009 - Published: 1/20/2008 - Angel, Buffy S.
Negotiations of the Heart by ButterflyGurly reviews
Completely AU: Hank Summer's and Ethan Rayne arrange for their children to marry. Angelus agrees only to keep himself financially stable. Buffy has her own set of reasons for agreeing. How will Buffy react to the coldness of her new husband?
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 16,250 - Reviews: 103 - Favs: 59 - Follows: 77 - Updated: 4/2/2009 - Published: 12/29/2008 - Buffy S., Angel
Flirting With Disaster by brighteyes87 reviews
A re-write of Asking for Trouble. AU. Buffy's fiancee tells her he has been cheating. She goes back home to California to work for a PR company when a guy from her past shows up. B/A of course! Like I'd write anything else? Please review!
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 11,075 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 34 - Updated: 10/8/2008 - Published: 9/24/2008 - Buffy S., Angel
Please Love Me by ButterflyGurly reviews
This is a rewrite of another story I read at one point. It is B/A human fic. Read and Review
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 16,093 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 9/27/2008 - Published: 9/26/2008 - Buffy S., Angel - Complete
From Sunnydale to Eternity by Angel's blue eyed girl reviews
This is an AR of cannon fic. Takes place during Beer Bad epi of BtVS and crosses over to Eternity epi of Ats. This is my take on what would happen if after Buffy drank the magical brew she went to L.A. and reclaimed her mate. But instead finds Angelus!
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 41,998 - Reviews: 220 - Favs: 215 - Follows: 73 - Updated: 9/20/2008 - Published: 6/14/2008 - Angel, Buffy S. - Complete
Hooker 2 the chrysalis by themeankitten reviews
sequel to hooker, B/A, AU, very dramatic, Buffy and Angel pretend to be somebody else but they can't forget the truth...
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 47,007 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 7/22/2008 - Published: 5/1/2008 - Buffy S., Angel
Hooker by themeankitten reviews
BuffyAngelus This is an AU fic, where Buffy is an FBI agent undercover, and Angelus is a capo, a head of a cartel, there's revenge, night clubs, betrayals and lots of drama. warning: dark story, mature audiences.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 18 - Words: 57,179 - Reviews: 75 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 5/1/2008 - Published: 5/10/2007 - Buffy S., Angel
Thread of Hearts by themeankitten reviews
Au, this is a story about long lost lovers, Angel's a cardiologist, Buffy becomes his patient 10 years after, lots of angst, deep secrets, a love child and plenty of drama, warning this is a very long story. FINISHED!OCT 2007
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 23 - Words: 150,051 - Reviews: 77 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 11/27/2007 - Published: 5/11/2007 - Angel, Buffy S.
Dangerous Bargain by Anna Rossini reviews
Angel O’Connor was a ruthless man, he always got what he wanted and now he wanted to marry Buffy Summers but she blatantly ignored him. He was a patient man, he could wait, sooner or latter she’ll be his. BA COMPLETE
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 20 - Words: 56,106 - Reviews: 100 - Favs: 179 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 11/2/2004 - Published: 10/18/2004 - Buffy S., Angel - Complete
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Just one night reviews
AU fic. Buffy has the first one night stand of her life but the night has consequences and changes both of the participants lives. B/A.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 30 - Words: 112,852 - Reviews: 541 - Favs: 189 - Follows: 250 - Updated: 3/25/2015 - Published: 1/8/2009 - Buffy S., Angel
Heart and Soul: Unedited reviews
Sequel to In full body and mind. The curse is gone and Buffy and Angel are back together but their lives get more complicated as old and new enemies come out to play. As always, life is full of surprises. B/A! Unedited version, Contains adult situations.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 27 - Words: 147,791 - Reviews: 264 - Favs: 94 - Follows: 77 - Updated: 12/1/2010 - Published: 9/29/2009 - Buffy S., Angel
Heart and Soul reviews
Sequel to In full body and mind. Angel and Buffy have finally found a way to be together but old and new enemies are making their already complicated lives more difficult. B/A. I suck at summaries so read to find out more.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 29 - Words: 128,197 - Reviews: 234 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 57 - Updated: 12/1/2010 - Published: 10/12/2008 - Angel, Buffy S.
Ghosts of the Past reviews
Buffy's normal patrol has a strange ending as she is thrown back in time to correct something that went wrong. Takes place after IWRY. B/A of course.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 7 - Words: 26,141 - Reviews: 177 - Favs: 101 - Follows: 131 - Updated: 12/31/2009 - Published: 7/15/2009 - Buffy S., Angel
In Full Body And Mind: Unedited reviews
After Faith switches her and Buffys bodies, Buffy leaves to give her a taste of her own medicine, let her see that being her isn't such a treat anymore. As the name tells this is an unedited version of my fic and contains adult situations. B/A of course.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 42,736 - Reviews: 83 - Favs: 88 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 9/27/2009 - Published: 9/17/2009 - Buffy S., Angel
City of Angels reviews
Sequel to Different turn in life. Angel is making amends in LA and Buffy starts studying in UCLA. Angel season 1 and Buffy season 5 mixed together. B/A all the way.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 109,930 - Reviews: 135 - Favs: 97 - Follows: 81 - Updated: 2/21/2009 - Published: 10/19/2008 - Angel, Buffy S.
Different turn in life reviews
Alternate version of Buffy season 4. B/A. Read to find out more.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 71,495 - Reviews: 83 - Favs: 112 - Follows: 38 - Updated: 10/2/2008 - Published: 7/20/2008 - Angel, Buffy S. - Complete
In full body and mind reviews
After Faith switches her and Buffys bodies, Buffy leaves to give her a taste of her own medicine, let her see that being her isn't such a treat anymore. Will become B/A. I suck at summaries as I just proved.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 39,122 - Reviews: 75 - Favs: 75 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 7/18/2008 - Published: 7/3/2008 - Buffy S., Angel - Complete