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Author has written 16 stories for xxxHOLiC, Kuroshitsuji, Book X-overs, Invader Zim, and Hanna is not a Boys Name.

Name: Just call me Rue

Place of Residence: Over there, somewhere...

Age: Haha, too young to write what I do

Konnichiwa Mina! Hello everyone! This is where I will attempt to keep you updated on the progression of my stories, that is if you care to know, but i thought i would, just in case

CONTAINER: (Sequel to Envelope. R: M, Dou.Wata-xxxHOLiC) Chapter 17 is up, and now it's off to writing 18, YES! Finally I'll be able to reveal the entire purpose of this fic!

ENVELOPE: (R: M, Dou.Wata-xxxHOLiC) Complete! _)>

GLITTER IN THE AIR: (R: T, Dou.Wata-xxxHOLiC) Chapter 13 is up, and 14 is in the works. YES! Some sho-ai comin at ya!

MERCURY AND SOLACE: (R: M, Dou.Wata-xxxHOLiC) Complete! _)>

NATALIE MARIE: 9R: K, Dou.Wata-xxxHOLiC) Complete! _)>

OTHERSIDE TABLE: (R: K+-M, Dou.Wata-xxxHOLiC) Complete! _)>

PHASES: (R: K+-M, Dou.Wata-xxxHOLiC) Chapter 14 is up...and I totally forgot about these drabbles so I might start working on it again...someday :3

PRESENCE: (R: M, Sebastian.Ciel- Kuroshitsuji black butler) Chapter 7 is up, hope you guys enjoyed that lemony goodness, and I have not yet started on chapter 8...gomen!

PRIDE AND HITSUZEN: (R: K, Dou.Wata-xxxHOLiC/Pride and Prejudice) Complete! _)>

WISHBONE: (R: T, Dou.Wata-xxxHOLiC) Complete! _)>

UNIVERSAL MANIPULATION: (R: T, Zim.Dib - Invader Zim) Chapter 3 is up, and I have not started on chapter four...I'll get to it eventually. _

And that's it for now my dedicated readers. I'm working on several tiny stories, and then there is one MASSIVE story just waiting to be written...but I is lazy you see. I might get around to posting some new things today, if I really feel like it.

Thanks for checking up on me, I really appreciate it!

Jaa Naa!


So, lets talk about some favs...

Books: Anything Austin, Brontee, Shakespeare, Meyer. (OMG twilight is over, now we just have to wait for Midnight Sun, which I am so looking forward to!)

Manga: (yes it gets its own category) all yaoi, obviously, xxxHolic is my current fav, DNAngel, Goth (omg so good), Elfen Lied, Death Note (as in a notebook of death?), Ouran High School Host... need I continue?

Anime: (I've noticed I really need to catch up on these) Code Gease (u know you want to start singing COLORS by flow right now) xxxHolic-specifically ep. 19 (Doumeki is soo cute with his mittens!), not sure about Kei though, I mean what's with that neways?-, Shippuden, Soul Eater (How I love Death the Kidd!) and such other violent bloody awesomeness!

Music: Is the vehicle of my life. Right now my two favorite bands are Death Cab for Cutie and MGMT. My favorite song though is Behind the Sea by Panic at the Disco, I love to analyze the lyrics!

--Truly Sad--

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the Realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

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"What time is it?" "Damn you're nosy!" ~Sacha and I (we were busting up for like twenty minutes after that)


"I'm a vegetarian :" " eat Animal Crackers don't you?" "Yeah, but-" "LIES!" ~Kirin and I

"There's a finesse to playing Frisbee Jenny, it's more of a...a 'gradual release', like going through child-birth!" ~Me to Jen-jen


"I'm so tired of those twilight girls," Kirin doodles a picture of Edward unconsciously as she talks "They're so annoying." ~Kirin

Watching Anabelle's Wish in English 11 "OH GOD HE'S GOING TO GET RAPPED AGAIN! THAT'S WHY HE NEVER TALKS! RUN TIMMY, RUN WITH ALL THE CAPACITY OF YOUR MUTE LUNGS!" ~Me (mostly making jokes with Ciara though the whole class heard it and started laughing).

"So I'm thinking that maybe the Macabre should be less of a threat..." few moments of silence "THAT'S IT, THEY NEED TO BE MORE OF A THREAT!" ~Asthrea and I brainstorming for our Memoirs of a Phantasy series.


"Chocolate, look at all this CHALKlate." ~Trail and Error

"Make sure you eat all your tomatoes Chiyo-chan." "Sure! I love tomatoes!" "Really? Even though they're" ~Azumanga Diaoh

"There's just something about this omelet, it just makes you feel that it should be this...yellow." ~Usagi-sensei from Junjou Romantica

"Knock on the sky, Listen to the sound." ~Old Zen Saying

"Do you think this eraser will take the paint off my skin?" "I AIN'T NO SCIENTIST!" ~Jessica and Christina in Ceramics, LOLZ

"Here we go with Jesus again..."~ Chelsea b/c I kept saying "JESUS CHRIST...died for our sins"

"I dated an asain girl once, she was very asain...she was a panda"~ Jim Gaffigan

"Do you know who I am?" "Do you know who I am?" "This isn't a game of who-the-fuck-are-you. I am darth vader, lord vader, I could kill you with a single thought.' ~Eddie Izzard

"I've invented...a maneuver." "What are you a bloody tank commander now?" "No! my name shall be famous in restraunts!" ~Eddie Izzard talking about the Heimlich maneuver

"Are we summoning the devil?" "(Mr Lymon on a loud speaker:)-With out blood! Sweat! And Tears!" I turn to Erin "I think we're summoning the devil." ~Erin and I at our senior initiation

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Kitsune Bi by Ookami Kasumi reviews
xXxHolic / Being chased by nasty spirits with the intent to devour him was merely a fact of Watanuki Kimihiro's strange life. He was about to discover that amorphous spirits weren't the only ones hungry for his flesh. Doumeki x Watanuki x OC YAOI
xxxHOLiC - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 65,612 - Reviews: 373 - Favs: 756 - Follows: 834 - Updated: 4/1 - Published: 10/19/2007 - K. Watanuki, S. Doumeki
Sugar and Spice and Everything Nice by Dhampir72 reviews
Hanna was shamelessly in love with the man who made him cappuccinos at the bookstore café where he worked. AU Hanna/ …
Hanna is not a Boys Name - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 14 - Words: 145,400 - Reviews: 326 - Favs: 299 - Follows: 240 - Updated: 2/20/2011 - Published: 7/25/2010 - Hanna F., Zombie
Matthew is Mine by Flagfish reviews
This is a very dirty story; twin brothers America and Canada have always been possessive of each other. Alfred x Matthew, Ivan x Francis x Matthew, Kiku x Matthew, Alfred x Arthur, Arthur x Alfred, Francis x Arthur. COMPLETED.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 42 - Words: 61,143 - Reviews: 212 - Favs: 214 - Follows: 131 - Updated: 11/6/2010 - Published: 7/23/2009 - Canada, America - Complete
Release by deleerium reviews
Rou. Could be seen as a sequel to Catch for timeline reference.
xxxHOLiC - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,522 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 17 - Published: 8/7/2010 - K. Watanuki, S. Doumeki - Complete
Things to remember by by Midesko reviews
Hanna has an idea on how to help Zombie remember his name... Lemon. Based from the web comic; Hanna is not a boys' name. Zombie/Hanna porn up in here. Update: If there are future chapters, they are drabbles for the same pairing.
Hanna is not a Boys Name - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,693 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 64 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 2/25/2010 - Published: 12/17/2009 - Hanna F., Zombie - Complete
Gimme! by Kira Kei Jinx reviews
ZaDR. If you don't like yaoi, don't read. Zim is suddenly interested in human affection and only has one thing to demand of Dib. Gimme. Dib is jumping, literally, at the sound of Zim's command. But is this 'gimme' game as simple as it sounds?
Invader Zim - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 16 - Words: 46,656 - Reviews: 372 - Favs: 466 - Follows: 185 - Updated: 1/3/2010 - Published: 2/16/2007 - Dib, Zim - Complete
The First Three Kisses by sentimentale reviews
An interpretation of how a romance between Doumeki and Watanuki may come about. Everyone knows it's there, so I just made it happen. DISCLAIMER: If I owned any of this it would've hit shelves long ago.
xxxHOLiC - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,482 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 80 - Follows: 2 - Published: 8/30/2009 - S. Doumeki, K. Watanuki - Complete
Just Like Magic! by Vermillion Lies reviews
A fairy tale gone wrong in which Suzaku finds the wrong castle and Lelouch is a not-princess with some serious family issues. SuzaLulu.
Code Geass - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 14 - Words: 79,503 - Reviews: 717 - Favs: 803 - Follows: 274 - Updated: 8/14/2009 - Published: 3/22/2009 - Lelouch L., Suzaku K. - Complete
Impotency by Piecrust17 reviews
Oh snap. Doumeki's reservoir of spirit energy seems to be completely drained, leading both boys to question the role he plays in Watanuki's life. Rated M for language and boyxboy lovin'.
xxxHOLiC - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 8 - Words: 16,219 - Reviews: 146 - Favs: 89 - Follows: 189 - Updated: 7/10/2009 - Published: 11/3/2007 - S. Doumeki, K. Watanuki
After Acts by ani reviews
Two years after Yuko leaves, Watanuki's trying to live two lives and raise two girls... when Doumeki returns and wants back in. *rated for Ch. 11. DouWata/104 - AE*
xxxHOLiC - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 13 - Words: 31,679 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 12/21/2006 - Published: 3/3/2006 - [K. Watanuki, S. Doumeki] Maru & Moro, Mokona - Complete
Closer by evherie reviews
Somewhat sappy. Implied DoumekixWatanuki but it's there. Because they are so canon.
xxxHOLiC - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,877 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 85 - Follows: 9 - Published: 1/2/2006 - Complete
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Glitter In The Air reviews
Music is a drive for people in all walks of life. Its an even more prominent factor for those who live in the industry. Band-slash AU, Dou/Wata with TRC and X/1999 appearances and characters. R&R
xxxHOLiC - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 32 - Words: 81,542 - Reviews: 254 - Favs: 68 - Follows: 87 - Updated: 3/31/2014 - Published: 12/3/2008 - S. Doumeki, K. Watanuki
Crossfire reviews
young!ConWorth. Basically a lot of smut following a very vague plot that will eventually run into the comic's actual plot line. Join me won't you? :D Posted for Dhampir72. R&R GRAPHIC SEXUAL CONTENT YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!
Hanna is not a Boys Name - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 3 - Words: 14,657 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 32 - Updated: 8/31/2010 - Published: 8/28/2010 - Conrad A., Dr. Worth
Just A Trim reviews
Watanuki contemplates getting a hair cut, Doumeki tries to convince him otherwise. A small oneshot/drabble. Will write the implied lemon upon request. DouWata 104 R&R.
xxxHOLiC - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 860 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 13 - Published: 7/14/2010 - K. Watanuki, S. Doumeki
Listen To The Math reviews
Yuuko had another miscarriage. Doumeki wasn't even surprised anymore. AU one!shot, Dou/Wata, Yuuko/Clow. M-preg and slight lime. R&R.
xxxHOLiC - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,581 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 98 - Follows: 11 - Published: 6/7/2010 - K. Watanuki, S. Doumeki - Complete
Flickering Nights reviews
It's nights like these where Doumeki lies awake...waiting for him. DouWata. Slight!lime and spoilers for recent xxxHolic chapters 200-204. Read and Review please and thanks
xxxHOLiC - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,504 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/29/2010 - S. Doumeki, K. Watanuki - Complete
Ambiguity & Ambrosia reviews
Death and Life. Hate and Love. Unspeakable things are plaguing Watanuki's head, seeping into Doumeki's being. Can these two overcome this new threat or are they already in too deep? Language and Gore. May eventually become yaoi. R&R
xxxHOLiC - Rated: M - English - Horror/Suspense - Chapters: 6 - Words: 2,787 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 2/26/2010 - Published: 7/16/2009 - K. Watanuki, S. Doumeki
Natalie Marie reviews
He knew this disturbing make-believe was true. Two!SHOT R&R Hints of Douwata if you squint and tilt your head :D
xxxHOLiC - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,268 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 8/10/2009 - Published: 6/27/2009 - S. Doumeki, K. Watanuki - Complete
Mercury And Solace reviews
Strobe, Movement, Music, Freedom. The thrill of the escape, Watanuki's true addiction. Complete. R&R DouWata Lemons. THANK YOU EVERYONE! ITS BEEN FUN!
xxxHOLiC - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Angst - Chapters: 14 - Words: 30,461 - Reviews: 158 - Favs: 92 - Follows: 40 - Updated: 7/14/2009 - Published: 11/9/2008 - K. Watanuki, S. Doumeki - Complete
Phases reviews
dou/wata drabbles from various tables from various communities on livejournal. R&R, rating will vary in future chapters.
xxxHOLiC - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 15 - Words: 6,056 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 6/27/2009 - Published: 12/6/2008 - S. Doumeki, K. Watanuki
Universal Manipulation reviews
Zim has a plan, Dib is worn out. Can these two finally set aside their differences or is it all just a part of a greater plan? ZaDr. R&R
Invader Zim - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,415 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 6/20/2009 - Published: 6/6/2009 - Zim, Dib
Presence reviews
Ciel has been having unusual dreams, Sebastian is experiencing some unusual things of his own. SebastianxCiel Lemons in future chapters. UPDATED MONTHLY, thanks everyone for your patients!
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 7 - Words: 9,438 - Reviews: 86 - Favs: 91 - Follows: 144 - Updated: 6/12/2009 - Published: 10/27/2008
Container reviews
Its funny, lately I've been feeling less...empty. I'm not quite sure how to describe it, its a very slight feeling, almost non-existent, but there. Like some unconscious void is being filled slowly, making me feel more 'whole', you could say. Dou/Wata
xxxHOLiC - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 17 - Words: 33,586 - Reviews: 41 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 29 - Updated: 6/10/2009 - Published: 8/17/2008 - S. Doumeki, K. Watanuki
Pride and Hitsuzen reviews
A CLAMP invasion of Jane Austin's wonderful story Pride and Prejudice. Can love transcend the limitations of birth? Can misunderstandings conquer all? Featuring characters from Code Geass, Chobits, TRC. ENJOY!
Crossover - Book X-overs & xxxHOLiC - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 23 - Words: 25,640 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/3/2009 - K. Watanuki - Complete
Other Side Table: reviews
A series of drabbles done for the writing prompts from 10pastryhearts on livejournal. Dou/Wata.
xxxHOLiC - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 9 - Words: 1,639 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 12/5/2008 - Published: 12/3/2008 - S. Doumeki, K. Watanuki
Wishbone reviews
Meeting relatives is always hectic. Meeting Doumeki's relatives was something else entirely. Dou/Wata. Oneshot. R&R
xxxHOLiC - Rated: T - English - Humor/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,407 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 3 - Published: 11/27/2008 - K. Watanuki, S. Doumeki - Complete
Envelope reviews
A predestined love blossoming from their need to act as an envelope of safety, to guard the other, with unspoken words. lemons. Dou/Wata.
xxxHOLiC - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 11 - Words: 20,202 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 7/30/2008 - Published: 7/21/2008 - Complete
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