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Joined 02-01-02, id: 163923
Author has written 14 stories for Final Fantasy I-VI, Invader Zim, Jhonen Vasquez, Child's Play, Xenogears, Dungeons and Dragons, Powerpuff Girls, Hellsing, Xenosaga, and Order of the Stick.
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What does the deep midnight declare?
"I was asleep-
From a deep dream I woke and swear:
The world is deep,
Deeper than day had been aware.
Deep is its woe;
Joy-deeper yet than agony;
Woe implores: Go!
But all joy wants eternity-
Wants deep, wants deep eternity.

-Friedrich Nietzsche, "Thus Spoke Zarathustra"

Hello boys and girls. I think that, after three years, a new update is due for my 'profile'. Instead of ranting on and on like a douche bag, as I did in my previous profile, I'll get to the nitty gritty (though,not even really that) of my profile first before going on to talk about anything else.

Age: 19

Location: Texas, U.S.A

Occupation: None; attending college

Religion: Christian, though I tend more towards the Kierkegaardian
school of Christian thought

Interests: Reading, writing, philosophy, theology, gaming (of any kind)

Favored Writing Genres: Romance, Comedy, Angst, Spiritual, Action/Adventure, Drama

Favorite Videogames: Xenosaga series/Xenogears, Final Fantasy series,Shadow Hearts series, Castlevania, Super Mario Series

Favorite American Cartoons: Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends, Fairly Odd Parents, Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy, Robot Boy, The Venture Brothers, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Invader Zim

Favorite American Comics: JtHM, Squee, Lenore, The Sandman, Hellblazer,The Walking Dead

Favorite Anime/Manga: Rurouni Kenshin, GANTZ, Hellsing, Azumanga Daioh,Record of Lodoss Wars, Paranoia Agent, Gundam Wing

Favorite Movies: The Child's Play series (yes, even Seed of Chucky),Dead Alive, Dogma, Batman Begins, Saw, Anchorman: The Legend of Ron
Burgundy, The Boondock Saints

Favorite Bands: Red Hot Chili Peppers, Rammstein (I disagree with much of their message, but God help me I love the beat of their music), The Who, Pink Floyd, Led Zeppelin, Simon & Garfunkel, Korn, Disturbed,
much more.

AIM Screen name: Nathander83

E-mail Address: or

Supported (though, actually, more like favorite) pairings (I'm a helpless romantic at heart):
Junior/MOMO (XS), chaos/KOS-MOS(XS), Allen/Shion(XS), Ziggy/Juli, chaos/Junior(XS), Fei/Elly(XG), Bart/Margie(XG), Bart/Billy(XG),
Cloud/Aeris(FFVII), Aeris/Tifa(FFVII), Vivi/Eiko(FFIX),Zidane/Garnet(FFIX), Amarant/Freya(FFIX), Steiner/Beatrix(FFIX), Ritz/Marche(FFTA), Alucard/Integra(Hellsing),Anderson/Heinkel(Hellsing), Seras/Pip(Hellsing),Laharl/Flonne(Disgaea), Yuri/Alice(SH), Anastasia/Kurondo(SH),
Halley/Chris(SH), Heero/Relena(GW), Quatre/Dorothy(GW), Yukari/Nyamo(Azumanga), Tomo/Osaka(Azumanga), Kaorin/Chihiro(Azumanga), Mac/Goo(FHFIF),Timmy/Tootie(FOP), Mandy/Nergal Junior (GAoB&M), Zim/Gaz(IZ),Dib/Tak(IZ), Tommy/Lola (RobotBoy)

Favorite Characters:
Junior, chaos, Wilhelm, Billy from Xenosaga/Gears
Charles Lee Ray (Chucky) from Child's Play
Todd Cassil/"Squee" and Pepito from JtHM/Squee!
Dr. Orpheus from The Venture Brothers
Mandy from Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy
Myoujin Yahiko from Rurouni Kenshin
Joichiro Nishi and Masaru Kato from GANTZ
Alexander Anderson, Warrant Office Schrodinger and Integra Fairbrooks
Wingates Hellsing from Hellsing
Yuri Hyuga, Halley Plunkett, and Joachim Valentine from Shadow Hearts
Mac, Goo, Frankie, and Wilt from Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends
Yui from Final Fantasy: Unlimited
Quatre Rabera Winners from Gundam Wing

Current Projects:

Punish the Sinners (Hellsing)- The second fic I'm getting around to, I just recently finished and updated the second chapter of it, and the
third chapter should be ready by July 15th-16th.

Love and Madness Go Hand in Hand (Xenosaga) - Whereas the Child's Play fic is the one I'm most desiring finishing for myself, I'm most desiring to go back and finish this just because 1) the enjoyment I've gotten from it and 2)the overwhelming response the story has received. I honestly never expected it to be as well liked as it's turned out. An update should be ready by the end of August.

Upcoming Projects:

And all the Sinners, Saints (Xenosaga - General) - A look into the lives, pasts,and present of seven of the characters, each attributing to one of the seven sins, as well as a companion part to it dealing with seven others who are attributed the seven heavenly virtues.

Faces (FHFIF - Spiritual/Romance) - The face we ourselves have outside of us is not necessarily the only one that exists or will ever be seen. What if someone began wearing their other 'faces', their other selves and personalities, on the outside in the form of imaginary friends? Could you help that person, or is the wall they've created around themselves with it too thick to pierce?

Cornerstone (prim. FHFIF, but many crossovers - Spiritual) - Let's assume that the sustaining substance of the universe and reality itself is imagination,and through imagination all things exist: we are, for someone,somewhere imagined US. Let's say that there is a group out there, those who 'realize' this and have transcended this boundary and, to a degree,manage and take care of this system that existence might go on, that if one world of imagination fell, all realities and eventually existence itself would topple over. And what if one of these worlds was about to lose it's current support, and its replacement could only be found in a chestnut-haired boy who would have to be shown what this truth is and taught to be able to handle the responsibility that comes from holding reality itself on your shoulders?

Some Things Never Change (Xenosaga - Humor) - The primary humor fanfic I intend to start working on, it follows the misadventures of the Testaments as Wilhelm puts them through the most difficult test they've ever had tocomplete: a camping trip.

Потопление В Темноте (Drowning In Darkness) (Castlevania: Dawn of Sorrow - Angst): As his spirit wallows in the darkness of the abomination which he has become, Dimitri Blinovi takes time to ponder as he waits for the final deathstroke. One Shot.

Beating Still (Xenosaga - Romance/Drama): After a hundred years of utter silence, Ziggaraut 8 begins receiving messages from something he thought long dead and silent: his heart. A Ziggy/Juli one-shot.

Blasphemous Rumors (Xenogears - Angst/Spiritual): After the battle with Deus, Billy finds himself having to come to terms with what his faith and God means to him. One shot.

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Enter Wilhelm: Divine Fortuneteller? by Rubedo Kukai Jr reviews
Welcome one, welcome all! Come into the mysterious tent of Monsieur Wilhelm and have all your questions answered by the greatest answerer of all time! And yes, all questions WILL be ANSWERED and are 100 percent bogus! Request today!
Xenosaga - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 25 - Words: 38,171 - Reviews: 174 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 7/22/2010 - Published: 7/26/2006
You and Me by The Genius Mage reviews
Sunny Funny loved many things in the world, but most of all she loved a dog named PaRappa the Rappa.
Parappa the Rapper - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 594 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 6 - Published: 11/13/2009 - Complete
Only Human by Evening Dawn reviews
Ever since her first encounter with a certain white haired exorcist, Road Kamelot hasn't been the same. Why does his image constantly plague her thoughts, and what are the consequences of her newfound emotions?
D.Gray-Man - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 24,000 - Reviews: 120 - Favs: 180 - Follows: 173 - Updated: 5/25/2009 - Published: 3/28/2007 - Road C., Allen Walker
upon a time by Empatheia reviews
[Allen x Rhode] All he had to do was read betwee the lines. Unfortunately, he understood nothing of women.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,993 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 7 - Published: 10/7/2007 - Complete
Call Me Kenichi by fishbunny reviews
What! Tima can only speak French! Duke Red is a rare form of cockatoo! Yeah, that's right. Just a little form of fun with the movie. Oh, I smell a law suite coming...chapter 10 up!
Metropolis - Rated: T - English - Humor/Humor - Chapters: 10 - Words: 14,783 - Reviews: 60 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 9/12/2006 - Published: 8/11/2003
Fosters Jabber Kiss of Sky by TouchingNoFace reviews
Thanks to a Shakespeare loving imaginary friend, Goo and Mac are asked to do something new and unexpected. GooxMac
Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends - Rated: K - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,584 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 3 - Published: 9/10/2006 - Complete
It's a Cultural Thing by Dude13 reviews
Apparently, not only are certain sports much more popular in other countries, but they have quite a bit of a zealous following as well, as a few residents find out. [Oneshot]
Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,324 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 3 - Published: 7/10/2006 - Goo - Complete
It's All Wilhelm's Fault by Saravelda reviews
See what that stupid pretty boy does to people? Just look at what's about to happen to poor Momo!MOMO X just about everyone. A bit OOC in many places. Chaos' point of view.
Xenosaga - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,304 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 2 - Published: 7/2/2006
A Moment of Understanding by Jonathan Watts reviews
Upon witnessing Frankie suffer a massive breakdown, Goo meets with the lady in private... and learns that they may be soulmates. [Finished, with epilogue coming soon.]
Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 10 - Words: 43,242 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 6/30/2006 - Published: 1/9/2006
How Gendo Does Christmas by Hideki Omega reviews
On the summit of Mt. Asama, one man will rediscover Christmas, and drag everyone else down with him. Gendo goes Christmas... God help us all...
Evangelion - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,679 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 1/23/2005 - Published: 7/21/2004
More Than Just a Four Letter Word by princess-sally2005 reviews
Bunnie leaves Knothole and travels south to find her long lost family. Along the way she encounters a problem and Antoine and the King and Queen are there to help her through it. Pure AntoineBunnie fluff in later chapters. Takes place after Sonic 137.
Sonic the Hedgehog - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 6,462 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 9/12/2004 - Published: 7/1/2004
Evas & Dragons by Caligoiel reviews
Some of the Evangelion cast take up D&D. As you can imagine, chaos ensues.
Evangelion - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Adventure - Chapters: 2 - Words: 11,018 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 7/18/2004 - Published: 6/21/2004
All I Needed Was You by teresa reviews
This is my first Inuyasha fanfic, but I'm hoping it will turn out well. Part 13! COMPLETED!! Shippo gets over his issues and learns to trust in his feelings.
Inuyasha - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 13 - Words: 45,027 - Reviews: 121 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 3/28/2002 - Published: 2/8/2002 - Complete
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Orphans reviews
After the destruction of Azure City, two women on differing sides find they may not have been as different as they thought. Originally for the crack pairings thread. MikoXTherkla, semi-AU .
Order of the Stick - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 9,774 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 12/31/2009 - Published: 12/27/2009 - Miko M., Therkla
A Stark Revelation reviews
One day Wilhelm notices something about himself he had never noticed before and finds that even one as iron willed as he lacks the ability to keep quiet about it and burdens his trouble upon Kevin. But what is this mysterious problem?
Xenosaga - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,388 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/28/2006 - Complete
Punish the Sinners reviews
As Alucard and Seras get closer to their prey, an unexpected ally ends up joining with them. Sorry for the delay, will hopefully begin to write chapters more frequently animebased, eventual manga tiein.
Hellsing - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Adventure - Chapters: 2 - Words: 10,008 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 6/25/2006 - Published: 6/7/2004
Playing God reviews
[Pre-Episode I] Albedo has been a loner for years, a position he never had any love for. He meets another loner in an unexpected form, and finds himself making a choice between mercy and cruelty.
Xenogears - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,846 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/23/2005
Blackbird reviews
[XENOSAGA]When one attempts to defy what they believe to be the core for their existance, complications are bound to hinder them. KOS-MOSchaos. Songfic to the Beatles "Blackbird". COMPLETED.
Xenogears - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,949 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 2/23/2005 - Published: 2/1/2005 - Complete
Child of the Snows reviews
The PpG, now at the age of thirteen, will find themselves and their friends fighting for their lives as they are forced into a conflict that has been foretold for several milleniums. The thing being fought over? The life of one mere boy who's more than
Powerpuff Girls - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,886 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1/2/2004
Children of Dragons reviews
The prelude to the upcoming story, "Bloodline of Fire". When placed in an unliked position, a newly-adult Green Dragon makes the best of it....
Dungeons and Dragons - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,529 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/10/2003
Love and Madness Go Hand in Hand reviews
[XENOSAGA] As Junior and MOMO begin to plan their first date, Shion gets an odd message from Vector. And, as usual, more crazy oddities occur because of Albedo and Virgil. JM, cK-M, SA Romance (Chapter 3 FINALLY up!)
Xenogears - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 3 - Words: 17,096 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 11/21/2003 - Published: 9/2/2003
Loathing reviews
D-Boy's thoughts, told in poem! YAY!!! :DDDD (Please help me, I'm incredibly sick)
Jhonen Vasquez - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 589 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/26/2002
Charles Lee Ray: Roots reviews
Charles Lee Ray's ORIGIONAL story, told for the first time. JOxER and Candy, this one's for you two!
Child's Play - Rated: M - English - Suspense/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,000 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 4 - Published: 10/26/2002
A**hole reviews
A tale through the eyes of Johnny's prey. Will possibly be multi-chapter if I get enough reviews.
Jhonen Vasquez - Rated: M - English - Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,841 - Reviews: 12 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/21/2002
The Night Slayers reviews
Yayness! Chp. 3 is up! Hooray! In this voice, a creature beyond the human realm begins to let itself be known yet again.
Invader Zim - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 13,525 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 5/18/2002 - Published: 3/12/2002
Noodle Boy reviews
A Songfic based off of Tenacious D's "Wonderboy".
Jhonen Vasquez - Rated: T - English - Parody/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 248 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 5/4/2002
Prodigal Son reviews
A look into Kefka's mind. Rated PG-13 for some profanity and adult content.
Final Fantasy I-VI - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,985 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/16/2002